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How I Cured Morgellons Forum Response

NOTE: This is a discussion list reponse to the Canaanite Woman


Mary

2/22/2015
2:25:46 AM
Thanks. Peter, as always I appreciate your encouraging words! For the past week I have developed a high. I can't explain it, but just a VERY positive mood and energy. Super clear thinking and reasoning. And extremely little skin crawling. I feel so normal for most of the day. No anxiety at all. It is such a high when I think of how I was feeling last summer and fall. God is so good! I praise Him and thank Him every day. It's the first thing I think when I wake up, "thank you, Lord, for healing me". And, throughout the day and of of course, each night. He chose Mel and John to heal us. That is the truth. Maybe choosing all of us for a certain reason for which we don't yet or may never fully know. The possibilities are endless and mind blowing when trying to even fathom His plan. But submitting ourselves with confidence to Him is key, I believe. Starting Lenten season and going through the stations of the cross last night was a sobering experience. As we are reminded of His incredible, perfect love for us and the pain He willingly endured. I know I just need to stay focused on what is most important in this life and away from the pitfalls and trappings of the world. I don't believe I'll ever lose focus again, but it amazing how easy it is to lose focus with all the consumerism abounding and reality tv shows and all. The path is wide indeed. This experience has strengthened me so much. I am thankful for this cross and this rocky, narrow path. Yes, I have a part of me that wishes that I had never heard of it nor got it. Absolutely that is a part of me! But, I also realize the great good that's come from it in my life. Though my cross is much smaller than our Lord's, a tiny speck, it was huge for me and my family there for a while and still limits us, and uses up so much of our time cleaning and cooking, but I will carry it, and try to do so patiently, until He takes it from me.

Stay strong everyone. I'm so glad you're all here in this healing place. With love, Mary