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How I Cured Morgellons
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12/12/2015 2:52:32 AM | Gosh, It's been a long time since I've written in here. I hope everyone is well and that this is posted! For the first time since getting sick with this illness, I am sleeping next to my little neice tonight, unafraid! I am sleeping on sheets I slept on that were washed 3 weeks ago and not washed w Kleen GREEN/Borax etc and yet, I AM NOT having any intense crawling or extra itching on them tonight. I am NOT completely symptom free yet by any means, but the fear is definitely fading! My family is not itching around me! I have some nice symptom free moments and yes, HOURS! I've finally seen the family after 6 years of frustration, anger, unforgiveness and fear. After speaking with my therapist I'm beginning to notice that I don't want to say "I'm sick" anymore - I can't eat that because I'm sick, I can't walk that far because I'm sick, I can't wear that anymore because im sick, I cant do x,y,z because I'm sick, I cant go there / be around those people because im sick, I cant work because Im sick, oh I don't do those things anymore because I'm sick. I don't want to say that anymore. I'm not going to be sick - I'm on the road to getting well! We all are!! Will be! Yes, dear God it's soooo scary to go back to my life before exactly how it was before I got here - not knowing what the hell to do now, but I can't use this crutch anymore - and it isn't because I want cookies, brown rice or to be able to have a cake slice it fruit. It's because I want to live and do - even if ... I fail. "Being sick" actually has benefited me emotionally in many ways, as I can see from my weeks of therapy-- but it's time (while recovering) to start facing my other big life fears my subconscious self that is SOOOO afraid, and become one who is well. With or without crawly sensations, migraines, fatigue, itchy nights, rashes, pimplings... My title is this is the year I get well! I'm not 100% symptom free. One thing I know is that this IS the year I choose begin on my journey to wellness mentally and emotionally as well as physically! Praise God for every beautiful moment!! Praying for you all! Your sister in Christ, Shari |
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