TIRED
3/27/2015
9:35:19 AM | Sheri, Your response brought me to tears, regarding working and walking this out with GOD. Your words cut me like a knife regarding DOING THE RIGHT THING....IT IS SO HARD.... You sound so up and "High" on "Life" and I feel soooo opossite...Loosing hair, have tried everything. STRESS....AAARG....I don't like this, and I have no self controll, which make things harder. I tried to stop smoking, and my husband is smoking more and more since he had a stroke last month. He won't listen to the Dr. too.
I don't have the money for the protocol, but I use Krene Green. My husband is making it very difficult, as he is not that clean of a person, and I have to walk after him and clean up his messes. It is like he is puttinjg "THIS" all in my face, likee a wierdo.
I see my grandaughter, Sydonia Next Thursday; did I say my hair is falling out, I have fibers all over my arms, everywhere. I can't keep up with this!! I don't want to freak out mIy son and grandaughter, WHAT DO I DO????? I AM "THE WORST TO LOOK AT RIGHT NOW" "I LOOK LIKE A FREAK" WHAT DO I DO???? PLEASE CALL ME SHARI, I AM AFRAID, AND I HAVE TALKED TO MY BROTHER, PETER (THANK YOU) AND MEL A COUPLE OF TIMES, BUT THIS CONDITION MAKES IT SO HARD. MY PSYCHOLOGIST TOOK AWAY MY ANXIETY MEDICINE, BECAUSE HE THOUGHT I WAS DISLOUSIONAL, CAN'T SPELL ANYMORE. PLEASE THOUGHTS & PRAYERS, I AM SOOOO READY TO CALL IT QUITS!!!!
I AM NOT AS STRONG AS YOU PEOPLE, I HAVE NO SELF ESTEAM, NO DESIRE TO LIFE, STILL DEALING WITH THE 13 YEAR OLD PERSON INSIDE OF THIS 57 YEAR OLD BODY.
ADDING, NO HAIR, BAD SKIN, LOOK 80 YRS OLD. AS SOON AS I SEE MY GRANDAUGHTER, I THINK IT IS OVER.
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