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How I Cured Morgellons
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5/12/2016 12:04:26 PM | Hi Shari - well I was referencing you in a reply I made to sheila in my thread-last month I read your old post about what your therapist said and I was referring to it! - then as I scrolled today and just mentioned you - I saw this update. Feels serendipitous! So had to chime in - first to say thanks for sharing that about what your therapist said! I really think we glean a lot from shares like that - I also wanted to say that I admire how you humbly shared how not all of your posts here "get approved" - because many people would feel so dissed by this - but you were able to humbly adapt and realize that is the way it is here and then started your own blog for other needs! I respect that! --/ I want to be very respectful when I say this, but a few things in your most recent post seemed a little incongruent - and I write This just to stir up your pure mind and is to only get you thinking - ok? First - you can't really say the protocol did not work for you if you were "on and off" of it. That has to be noted because you yourself admit to wavering with it and partly on it and then you say it "did not work for you." for someone to admit they were on and off of it and then to say it did not work - well it should be clarified as such. In my very humble opinion, I Believe that part of MD is related to slime or fungal sludge in the gut - esp the small intestine / which is like 20 feet - snd this algae or slime of fungi - causes swelling....and it also causes mites and bugs to be attracted to the person! I also Think MD Has the numerous nematodes that reproduce very quickly in the body and they are "not" harmless - they Bring a Heavy bacteria load - viral load - etc Hulda Clark has good info about this ! But with all of this slime and mycotoxin stuff in body - any metals or other stuff takes on new roles and morphs too' And so I am not surprised to hear you tested positive for all of those items with your test - when I realized how horrid this disease was I assumed I had lots of it too! it was in my 5th month and I was finally realizing that md hijacks the body! Well I decided to "not" get tested and assumed I had "all" of the gunk that' Mel had on the doctor letter - and likely I did! I also believe that this is a hyper toxicity illness - and I believe it gets into your bone marrow - and why it takes longer for some - Later on I might help to study this illness more, but from reading around the web and piecing things together - there is for sure a strong fungal and worm parasite connection - and the bacteria and viruses are related to that too - it is even more so for folks who have Lyme bacteria and who also have root canals - or certain dental crowns that harbor Bacteria that becomes a pocket of infection - So sometimes a rotten or broken tooth seems bad, when it actually can breathe- but it is the root canal or tightly crowned molar that can keep someone Sick. See dr Weston Price research for more... I believe Mel's protocol is the answer for many folks - it just takes time and it needs supplementing for pathogens - even Mel took antibiotics and stuff like that and tells People they need to customize. i think I would have been on a 4 year plan (instead of 2) if I did not have sonnes #7 and the herbs in health plus colon cleanse! That got rid of major stuff for me! I also would have taken way longer had I not done a month of enemas - (and then on and off after that) - but my enema month was crazy good! my hands were so sore from the bottles (I never did bags) - And omg the stuff I passed! I mostly did lemon enemas, but also baking soda, sometimes borax , and sometimes castor oil! I have jars of what I collected - it was a long month, but was a turning point - however - it was still not enough to cure me - I needed Logos supplements to feed my cells and to help my body systems ignite and fight again! This takes time! The other thing that I KNOW helped me heal was sonnes clay #7 and the colon cleanse from health plus inc. I was very careful because the colon cleanse has senna and other herbs - but I also felt comfy to do it for 30 days (instead of 10) and then did only fiber for a week (to give colon a break) and then did 15 more days! that was when I really turned a corner - I saw there was so much in the small intestine - I passed skinny things more than two feet long (have Pics) - and then huge chunks - Likely more flukes - because I think flukes are a major player here too! So in my opinion, Mel's protocol still would have reached the stuff in my small Intestine, but it would have taken much longer - so by my doing the sonnes 7 and fiber stuff and the enemas - well I helped speed up the process- which was NOT ten months for me either ! Oh and then adding a capsule of HCL/pepsin with my Main meal also helped! Big time! However - I did go on and off Mels protocol and I regret that! But I had to try other products and needed to explore - and while I wish you the best with your next plan of attack - be careful before you say there is "NO CURE" - for certain things! because there might not be a cure you have heard of - as people like Hulda Clark And certain Lyme doctors are ostracized and ousted! And maybe you have not heard of homeopathic testimonies of people being healed - but you can't say that with certainty! Many people do heal without prescription drugs - you want to know why? Because herbs are medicinal - and most prescriptions drugs are proprietary formulas of herbs -or a synthetic modified blends based on the original (so it can be patented!) And many would say that Mel's protocol is not all natural - they use mms - suggest antibiotics - use capsules herbs - trust me - I know herbalists who would suggest some very "natural"'plans - and I know of some herbalists who do not even suggest using "standardized" herbs because plants have phyto- chemicals that need to work together and standardizing removed this - And some herbs need to be paired up (like chaparral and red clover for tumors) - and so to me - Mel's protocol is alternative and holistic - but they invite people to combine it with scripts if needed! Another thing that helped me was borax foot soaks - sometimes 4 times a week - then down to one - then none. I got the idea because Jim humble (of mms) suggested mms foot soaks and has all these reasons about how the feet detox and how some woman had worms leave between the toes this way - I had some purging after a 90 minute soak - I would put a splash of DMSO in with 3/4 cup of borax and reheat the water as needed. Really - it was super helpful! I know you have been around here for a long while - I was actually coming around this forum in fall 2014 when you first shared your story.... ;) - my heart went out for you when you mentioned being engaged and all - I did not stick around much back then because as noted - I was exploring and coming and going! I know you know the ins and outs here - but remember - Mel's protocol reminds people they need to customize their journey - and remember that building the immune system is so much more than probiotics! The paragraph you had about probiotics and flora was meaty (ha!) - and the point about "who even knows what is active anymore" - I feel this way when I buy enzymes - because if heat destroys them- well I wonder what happened in transit - but this is why I like Logos - I feel like they have a more direct route of delivery (as opposed to a store shelf or warehouse and then shipped) - Logos also has the GMP assurity - and so I trust their stuff - esp their enzymes and probiotics more than most! I used to buy expensive powder probiotics that were kept cold - but now I drink kefir instead - oh and some say you should do a retention enema with probiotics! My point is that probiotics are never enough to repair the immune system- you need the EFAs, the Sparks of life enzymes, minerals for sure, vitamins, amino acids for the lock and key stuff, etc! and then we need to absorb all that - and that is why this takes to long - and even longer if not on the full protocol regularly. I also want to address food! I am perplexed with what you said about vitamin a and how veggies are the only thing we can eat- or this is what it sounded like you said??? well this might be where I differ from those here on forum - but I hardly have veggies! I had protein powder and amino acids - and took beets and greens - but never ate that much veggies or salad. I have not looked at a lot of the recipes here - and actually feel like too many people just want to eat a different version of the standard American diet - but I digress I was surprised to read how food deprived you sounded. Now again, I am not sure how rigid diet is here - but I listened to my body and I ate real food - and had plenty of Options - just made sure no sugar - no bread ! I had potatoes, tj grits, eggs, Guac, hummus, organic corn tortillas , many different Soups, sprouted bread, an orange or grapefruit sometimes, homemade organic popcorn (cheap and amazing with salt and cooked in olive oil)- I drink unsweetened almond milk in my coffee and like it better than creamer - and will never go back! I had white meats - sometimes red - had a few bites of meat dishes and I modified and found things that worked for me - especially as I cleansed and got better! So I am just confused to read that you had too much vitamin a?? But - I want you to know that I think you seem like s great woman of God and you have a heart for people and you are willing to read and do research - but please do double check some of your conclusions - Because with all due respect- I sense a lot of "generalizing" here - and I only mention it so that you can maybe see if this is the case- because this is how we grow (as I know you know) but we might have ways of catastrophizing or thinking something is true when we are overwhelmed or maybe one is Only seeing something one way. I have not read all of your posts here - but enough to know that you said you can get stressed or that h have that east coast approach you mentioned -;) so you know to remember to bring every thought captive and to watch the lies of the enemy!! He comes to rob, kill and destroy - and if he came straight at us we would resist - so many times he slowly discourages and tries to take us out subtly - and while I believe people can have drained days and meltdowns - I do not Believe they have to accept depression as a normal byproduct - no way! Not that you said to expect it / but some think that - now yes - there are hormonal connections to some feelings of depression ( and I bet some herx days might play a part of this too) but sometimes depression is like a faucet of affect to where self fulfilling prophecy leads someone to adopt a defeated and down mindset as natural?! We need to monitor that faucet and watch the flow - and know when to turn the handles off! / we can have victory over depression because feelings follow behavior and we can understand more about the physical drain and blood composition - but also need to see perceptions and expectations are hugely related too! Even if you were on the protocol fully this whole time (and you were not - and trust me - increasing the MMS is not enough to rid this illness) well even if you did do full protocol - you could still take 2 or 3 years! Did someone tell you to expect 18 months ? maybe you feel extra defeated right now because you are not in remission and - because in your timetable this was what you had in mind. Don't blame the protocol for this. Now for me - I was I Givjng things 36 months (3 years) and I know it seems long - but I know some folks who took at least that long to get rid of candida fungal infections - and my mentor in this area notes how it is very very tough to get rid of - but CAN be cured - it is not easy tho - Anyhow please keep in mind the immune system is so much more than mms and probiotics - I know you know this - but it does not sound like it in some of your feedback - there is some cynicism and even other things I cannot pinpoint right now- But healing for something that hijacked the body also relates to sleep, mild exercise, mood - because laughter therapists have shown that people who laugh help immuniity in huge ways -and we also need to watch stress hormones circulating in blood because it smothers white blood cell activity - we also need touch -rest - and of course REM sleep! Further - some people need to take up a hobby! And I think it takes six months on the protocol from the time of ridding the last large nematode My very last thought is just to pray about making sure you "let go and let God" - we cannot do this in our strength and trust me - when month 22 and 23 was rolling around for me - my spouse and I were really wanting to be done - but we also knew I tried other protocols and I kept telling him about How hard candida is to rid - let alone the pack of stuff we have - and so we kept assessing and seeing the bigger picture -we reminded of this and that! Not always easy - and we have had costs with the delay - trust me - but I also know that when we cannot change the circumstances we CAN modify our view of it -and as one of my fav teachers always reminds : If you really Believe that God is all knowing and all powerful and fully in control - well remember he knew you would still have this at month 18- there are still things he wants to show you - maybe it is so u will be somewhere at a certain time later! And maybe it is time for u to go on this next "allopathic" path - which sounds quite expensive - and I wonder if this is the medical path Joni Mitchell went down - (just sayin) And best wishes if u splurge for all the best testing America has to offer - when they reject the idea of parasites and think worms are only for dogs or third world countries -- when most parasites do not show up in tests and only appear dead in toilet - If it were me and I wanted to try something else (but you know I think that Mel's protocol just takes a lot longer for some people - esp if they do not take it fully) but if you really feel like you need something else - i would go to dr Amin in AZ- because he has helped many with this - and I think his protocol is very similar and his testing Is around 300. Shari - I pray for you right now - that the peace of God would rule in your heart and that you would be fully grounded in him! I pray for wisdom and clarity of mind in all areas - and that objectivity and healthy detachment will come as needed - and also pray that your intelligent side and our smooth social skills will continue to be used - now while you are fighting to get better - and later when you as healed! I pray that you will not grow weary while on this road and that you can put on the garment of praise instead of a spirit of heaviness (per the psalms) and I pray that if you need to go the allopathic route that God would give you the exact doctors you need and that he will give you the money and strength - and I pray for a spirit of contentment to swell up inside you - and that you can embrace each day for where you are - that you can be - that you can stay active and fighting for wellness - but also with a spirit that yields to god's leading - his sheep hear his voice and he will show you! I pray for everyone who might be pissed off and angry because they are not healed yet! I pray that u will be able to process and work thru the let downs and the drain! And that u will find strength and hope in god's provision because he knows the number of hairs on our head and he knew we would get MD and he knows when our symptoms will go in remission ! I believe some people have this in their bone marrow and so that is why it takes longer and I believe there is a delusion in many allopathic medical treatment plans - to where they no nada about root causes! And so dear lord - in Jesus name - I pray for blinders to be lifted from our eyes and for truth to be exposed - thank you dear lord - and father God -I love you so much and thank you lord for shari and for her sweet spirit and her friend side that blesses so many! Have a nice day everyone and peace |
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