KarenAnne
1/17/2017
8:51:15 AM | Hi Karen,
I am new to the forum. Yesterday I had my 1st call with Mel...reality set in...you couldn't even look at me ..the tears just poured and poured. I think somehow a release of some sort.
By the end of the day I had posted in Kelly and Ellen's journey..
I thought by writing I would find some peace by introducing myself..
I felt like writing the words made it legit and I HAD to own it..this dirty secret I have been carrying..that no one understood..those I love wanted so much to understand saw my hurt saw my anguish but didn't get. But I'm letting everything go today!
Slowly I am making my way through the Journeys and tonight was yours.........I think for the very 1st time since September of this year..I laughed...your writings..stories...wit had me smiling and laughing...your truthfulness is refreshing..the open honesty...thank you so much. Truly thank you.
Mel called me this am to check on me as I was walking into work...it felt so good to hear his voice and to know that someone was wondering how the heck i was doing after finally wrapping my foggy forgetful brain around this nightmare. I appreciate your story so so much...every journey I have read I am truly amazed and feel so blessed to be part of this community of such wonderful people that I never would have encountered if not for this part of my life. The Slinky story...the best..needed it so much today...
I thank you for it.
FYI..Im off the ground and a few coils higher I believe today.. not by much but hey when you reach rock bottom there's only up right?!!
You give me hope and I'm clinging to that these day with all my life,
Take care, we got this!
KarenAnne
KarenAnne from Mass
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