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How I Cured Morgellons
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| Original 3/22/2017 Post | |
Sarah 3/22/2017 1:24:23 PM | Hi fellow warriors - I desperately need immediate help right now. I have 8 days to find somewhere to live. After getting evicted from my apartment last May (after contracting morgellons and losing my job), I've been homeless and have bounced from couch to couch to crisis center to another couch etc. A good friend has let me stay on his couch for the past few months but he told me this morning I have to be out by the end of the month. My family will not let me stay with them and they really don't believe how sick I am. They think so much of it is in my head and they are unwilling to accept the true horror of this disease. You can read my story here. https://howicuredmorgellons.com/myforum/iwillsurvivethrive/ My parents and sister are now trying to send me to a random drug/alcohol treatment center in MO for 18 months where you are required to work 40 hours a week on your feet in some capacity. I called and spoke to the facility asking if they could help people with autoimmune issues, could I take detox baths and naps if I felt sick, etc. and they said they treat drug/alcohol addictions and that it's probably not the right place for me. My parents still think that's where I should go. I've barely had anything to drink since the beginning of the year and they think a treatment center is the best place for me? I think it's honestly a way to ship me off somewhere so they don't have to worry about me or send me any money for the next 18 months. I'm a huge disappointment and embarrassment to my family, I have lost the majority of my friends and have nowhere else to go or turn to except to this community. I need to find a place to stay for a few months so that I can continue my treatment and recovery from Lyme & Morgellons. I started the protocol a few weeks ago and know I've still got a long road ahead of me. I am fighting for my life and health and have been in a constant state of stress since my husband was killed. Losing my home almost a year ago and contracting morgellons was just icing on the cake. I have nowhere else to go other than a shelter or a random treatment center in MO. I am currently living in Denver, CO and have come to the realization that Denver is probably not the right place for me anymore. So, I am willing to leave CO if I have to but I don't know where to go. I'm sick, unemployed, have zero money and checking account is overdrawn, homeless and have nowhere to go. The majority of my belongings are in storage and if the bill isn't paid by the end of this month, they will change the lock on April 1st and auction off of my belongings. This illness and journey has made me rely on God more than ever and I've been praying daily for Him to show me signs and opportunities for physical and spiritual healing, jobs, living situation, finances, etc... I know it's God's timing and not mine. His will and not mine. Unfortunately, the clock is ticking and I have to find somewhere else to live in the next 8 days, and move out without a car or any money. Oh, and my food stamps ran out last week and have to also figure out how to feed myself today and the next few days/weeks. I've been eating popcorn for the past two days since I have no food left in the fridge. I feel like members of this community are the only people who truly understand what I'm going through and dealing with, since many of you have been in a similar situation at some point during your treatment and recovery. If any of you are able to help me in any capacity, I would be forever grateful. I truly hope that I survive the next few days/weeks/months and that I will be in a position to help someone else once I'm well again. Thank you, in advance, for any words of encouragement, advice, your friendship and anything that you might be able to do to help me. God bless, Sarah |
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Brian 10/19/2017 6:42:05 AM | Sarah, I wanted to check in on you to see how you're doing..... has there been any changes? |
Sarah 5/15/2017 4:02:41 PM | Hello fellow warriors, I am sorry for not writing sooner...I've been trying for the past week to write and reach out. I am not doing well and am really struggling and overwhelmed. I promise I won't give up hope but I honestly don't know if I'm going to survive through morgellons, homelessness and dealing with the United Nations and my late husband's shark cage diving case. The AirBnB has been a blessing in many ways but there have been a few nightmare surprises like major cat peeing/spraying issues throughout the house, mold in the bathrooms, moths and flies everywhere as they are living in the dirty old stained carpet and it's taking its toll on my immune system too. The 65yr old disabled homeowner is a hoarder suffering from many of his own health challenges. His afghan and cat pee and poop in the upstairs area and his bedroom is downright unsanitary for him or anyone else. I am trying to do what I can to help him and replace the carpets in his bedroom...prob mattress at some point soon. It's a massive job for a healthy person. It's almost time for him to go to an assisted living but not quite. He bought a highend kitchen a few yrs ago and after having everything develired to his basement, he didn't have the money to pay for the labor to redo the kitchen. Therefore, I've listed the cabinets on craigslist and we are going to use the money from the cabinets to replace the old carpet and put down a laminate hardwood that's good for pets, kids, water spills, etc. It will make the entire home so much cleaner and more sanitary for all of us that I am making it a top priority. I'm hoping there will be enough left over to replace the carpets upstairs too, though that might have to wait until he generates more $$ with the upgraded AirBnB space. I haven't heard anything from my parents since moving into the AirBnB 16 days ago. I sent my family and a few close friends another email on Saturday giving them a brief update on my health and letting them know that I'm currently suffering from the worst morgellons outbreak to date, and that I am in desperate need of Kleen Green, Colloidal Silver, Miracle II Soap, sulfur soap. I told them that I'm really struggling and need their help and sadly I have not heard a word from my parents or siblings. It made Mother's Day particularly hard since I desperately want and need my mother right now and she's turned her back on me and completely walked away. It is so hard for my parents to see me suffering through morgellons, the lawsuit in South Africa, homelessness etc that at this point, they can't handle it. I think it's easier for my parents to cut me out of their lives and just go to my funeral than it is be to try and continue our relationship while I'm still alive. It is so incredibly heartbreaking. Beyond words. I've completely run out of all of my health & wellness cleaning products and I'm currently dealing with the worst outbreak that I've ever had. I am in desperate need of Kleen Green, Colloidal Silver, essential oils, Miracle II products and will be out of coconut oil today. I sold a blanket over the weekend for $50 and am hoping that someone can drive me up to the grocery store since I'm out of food at this point. Thankfully, the other guests in the house have been sharing meals and leftovers with me.... a lot of the food is not rally food I should be eating but I'm so hungry that I will eat whatever anyone gives me at this point. I am extremely thankful that through all of this craziness, I've been able to continue taking my morgellons protocol through a few anonymous charitable donations. After talking with John about some of the other supplements and antifungals, antibiotics I was taking previously, I started the extension kit 10 days ago. Even though my outbreak looks horrific, very long and colorful fibers are coming out in addition to the normal every day black fuzz fibers, I've noticed more granules and glitter too, and I know these are all better out than in. I look and feel like my life is a freak show right now but the life lessons and my focus and values are becoming more apparent throughout this morgellons madness. I have to jump off my computer and go and walk outside for a few minutes to try and clear my head and boost my spirits. The scenery in CO is amazing and I'm very thankful that I've had several small lakes to walk around over the past two weeks. I try and do it daily to keep my sanity.. Prayers of strength, healing and recovery to those of you also suffering with your own morgellons nightmare. Love, light and hugs to you all, Sarah |
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