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How I Cured Morgellons Forum Response

NOTE: This is a discussion list reponse to URGENT HELP NEEDED!


Sarah

3/30/2017
10:40:47 AM
I wish I had some positive news but things keep getting worse.

I went to St VIncent de Pauls at the church of Our Mary and sat down and talked with a priest for half an hour, crying my eyes out telling him all that has happened. He said they can't help with housing and also recommended I go to a shelter. He did pray with me and said he will continue to do so.

I then walked to Catholic Charities and they gave me a few numbers to call including food banks and shelters. The only immediate help they can provide is with counseling. I will call them this morning.

Not a single person in my family or my late husband's family will allow me to stay with them. No friends will either. I don't know what is wrong with this world and the people that claim to love me and care for me. It's not like I'm a criminal who just got out of jail.

I risked another call with my sister and she told me she now thinks I'm schizophrenic and suffering from delusions and that I do not have things coming out of my skin and that all of us on this site have self diagnosed ourselves, that we are all fooling ourselves if we think this disease is real. She then laid into me about all of the other things that are wrong with me besides lyme and morgellons.... She then hung up on my when I mentioned again that GMO's are making people sick. She said there isn't a single study that proves it and that it's all a big conspiracy theory that people are making up.

Today is the last day of my first month of the protocol, and I have no way to purchase the second month. Starting tomorrow, God help me. No protocol, no place to live as of this weekend, no one will lend me any money, etc. So, I don't know what is going to happen to me. I don't see myself surviving past this weekend.

I am guessing that I will have to give up my dog Tucker tomorrow and give him permanently to the foster parents who have been taking care of him since leaving the crisis center last September.

I read my Jesus calling book before I got out of bed and it says
"I am taking care of you. Trust me at all times. Trust me with all of your heart. When you are weary and everything seems to be going wrong, you can still utter these words "I trust you, Jesus" By doing so, you release matters into My control, and you fall back into the security of My everlasting arms."

I trust you, Jesus. I pray you hear me and help me.