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4/19/2017 12:16:15 PM | Hi Mel, Aunt Laura, Beck, Becca, Chasity, Deborah and Paula Thank you for encouraging me through this challenging time in my life. It really is truly unbelievable all that is going on at the same time. I rented a small SUV to move out of my friend's apartment/couch and realized that I'm short enough to sleep in the car if the back seats are down. So, I've been sleeping in the SUV at night and selling off whatever I have left at my storage unit. Nothing of major value left but I might get $50 for one of two pieces of furniture. My family is aware that I spent Easter weekend sleeping in a rental car and that I've been living out of the car/storage unit since last Friday. My parents keep saying they are praying for me yet they won't even invite me to stay for a few nights. My sister had the crisis center call and check on me again, yet I haven't spoken to her in 3 weeks. don't know what's wrong with people. This whole tragic set of events has shown me how I NEVER want to act to other desperate people in need. WHEN I get back on my feet I plan on doing whatever I can to help the homeless community. It's downright shameful that my own family and close friends will not allow me to stay with them bc they don't believe morgellons is real and they all think I've totally completely lost my mind. Sad. sad. sad. I am starving as I type this..but I'm still breathing and I guess God isn't finished with me yet. I had a can of Amy's black bean chili for dinner and that's the most I've eaten in two days. Thankfully, Denver is very health conscious and they've got some great healthy snack/meal bars at Target and local grocery stores which I've lived off those for the past few days. Eating spoonfuls of coconut oil and peanut butter to maintain energy. rubbing CO on my skin too to try and get rid of fibers and prevent new sores. I swear...if WW3 ever happens, I have learned survival skills and rationing of food/water that will come in handy! I've been doing a pretty good job of taking my protocol on schedule...as much as I can anyway. I will dose out the next week tomorrow morning when I get back to my storage unit. For now, I have to go and find a parking place to sleep that is on a quiet side street. Doing my best to get as much sleep as possible, and have my Jesus Calling book in the glove box. Mel has mentioned that people have been asking about me, and I appreciate that so much! Big hugs to all of you and I hope that you are reaching some positive milestones in your own morgellons recovery. God bless! Sarah |
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