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How I Cured Morgellons
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10/15/2016 6:11:08 PM | Gosh this is so familiar to read Siani, this was totally me in the beginning of my illness after figuring out what it was. A little about me before Morgs, when I got this I was just finishing up college (I had to drop out due to the immediate & unexpected Morgs symptoms affecting my brain) studying biology and I was ALWAYS fascinated by everything i'd see in the microscope. I was known to spend many happy hours looking in and learning; while everyone else was bored. I was a 4.0 student. However, I do NOT recommend doing this now. I have had horrific experiences of small things I could see with the naked eye and I don't want to "see" anymore. I realized also and you may too, that this inspection phase keeps me in a fear and confusion state. I have since met people in other social media sites who also have microscopes and look at their skin, poop, urine and more. Speaking to them lets me know this is not something I should engage my mind or my time in. Definitely NOT the best for a healing state!! How can I think of healing when I am standing underneath the "what-ifs" and "what-is-this" umbrella?! Don't worry if he has it or not. If he is asymptomatic then good for him! Rejoice and be glad! Celebrate with him now and brace yourselves for the next 2-3 years of hard work! My fiancee has no symptoms at all also but I wont ever be going through his skin or watching him for sores. If he suddenly showed some sign of anything we would take the course of action of looking into the protocol and I would let him decide FOR HIMSELF. I am not his mother. I don't get to tell him what to do. I am his support and vice versa. It is best to keep moving forward Siani, and limit inspection of you and he. For me, inspection kept me chained babes. Fear. Confusion. Sadness. Fear kept me chained. It started with fear. As fascinating as I always found micro organisms to be, when they are LIVING IN ME, I don't want to see them! I have recently found out I not only have Morgellons, but Lyme disease, Babesia, Bartonella, Mycoplasma, Candida, and Erlichia infections. I have TOO many microorganisms to worry about and if I let them - they will kill me! I don't want to know anymore. I just want to get well and have them move out and move on. I now don't care what I have. I am only focused on getting well. Becoming my best me. This is what I want for you.. Siani, if you are anything like me, I know it may feel like you are trying at understanding "the unknown" or making "sense of if it all" but trust me, with this illness, you WILL NOT have that ANY TIME SOON. The best practice is to learn what you can, apply what works and try to be around those who understand that you need support and accept the unknown. Focus only on healing, happiness, comfort with God available to you and your immediate future (the right now). Those are your knowns, those you have "control" over. Everything else. I hate to tell you, its all a crap shoot. As for trying to prove anything to your husband, you have no time for that, love. As I have personally told many women in here before you, you MUST focus on your needs Siani and do your best to surround yourself by people who will support you. Anything else could keep you sick. You can't change/affect/convince anyone but you. Perspective changes now will help form you into the amazing woman you are going to be after this illness, Siani. I for one, believe in you. love you, Shari |
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