Brian
12/12/2017
11:41:40 AM | Thank you all for responding....
I'm in a dark place right now in life and trying to get better. To take a shower and literally see these mites crawling under my skin terrifies me and I don't know how to live with it. It's not just the mites, I now have to sell my home that I worked so hard on because of them. You can still see some in the walls under the paint! None of it makes sense. Also, during this time, I've been unemployed and while I did find a job, it's not enough to pay my bills.
So, I've been battling this on top of joblessness/finances and losing my home. I'm now living in an apartment where I see mites, but not as much as what was in my home. It scares me to death thinking everywhere I go will be infested. I bought an air mattress and that became infested, so now have to sleep in my car at night on the leather seats.
I decided to open up and tell you guys EVERYTHING because that will be the only way I can get help. I guess I've been too "proud" to completely open up. I know I belong to God, but I don't understand all of this and why my life has come to this.... Please keep me in your prayers. I need them. |
