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HELLO DOWN UNDER (AUSTRALIA)
Dave
Date Added: 5/19/2020
Date Of Original Post: 12/4/2018
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Well, it's been a while since I last posted, and this Aussie thread seems pretty quiet so I thought I'd reconnect and give a bit of an update on my progress. ??
As you can see from my post two spaces below, I first contracted Morgellons in April of this year, from bird mites and the large amount of damage I did to my immune system with all the chemicals I used to try and kill them. It was a scary and depressing time, which I’m not going to spend any more words on, other than to say that this website was crucial in giving me both hope and some tracks to run on.
My problem is, though, that I often decide to suddenly switch tracks and try several things at once. As I’d caught it early, I was fairly confident I’d be free of this quickly. To hep it along, I’d ordered Nutra Silver, and had planned to follow their protocol being starting Mel’s. Nutra Silver (who have now gone out of business — never a good sign) had a protocol that was just colloidal silver, in very large doses, three times a day. I lasted about a week and a half on it, and then it started becoming a bit too much for me.
But my symptoms were gone. I figured I probably still wasn’t completely healed, but I felt I was pretty close. I began Mel’s protocol in May, just as I found a new place to live, a beautiful two-story cabin that looked out on 16 acres of private rain forest. It was the place I’d seen in my dreams for years, and finally I had manifested it, the perfect Sanctuary for my healing. I was convinced I would beat this thing completely in the 3 months I’d be there.??I started off really well, cutting out all sugar, and refined carbs, drinking lemon water every morning. Soon enough my protocol arrived and not long after it, the WPS. I’d been on the protocol for about a week, and at that point, the itching, crawling and biting had lessened considerably, and I somehow got a thought in my head that, “Why not start the WPS now? You don’t need to wait a whole month, as most of those people are way more far gone with M than you are.”
It was that voice I hear often in my head, the one that’s always urging me to take shortcuts, to take more than I should, to take one more bite, one more puff, one more anything.
As Often do, I listened to, and agreed. Starting on on drop. The thing is, though, even though I’d read many forum posts, I somehow misread going up the 1 drop per week as one drop per day. So the first day was one drop in the morning and one and night. Then the next day I had two drops per day and two at night. And so on.??I shudder now, thinking back how stupid it was of me not to check. Obviously I had a fair bit of brain fog going on, plus quite a few other things, but I’m still shocked I actually did it.??The thing is, I didn’t get much of a response from them. I was experiencing no biting crawling and pretty much no itching. I started to think that I was cured, so I began taking little shortcuts. No major ones — still no sugar or anything like that, but I began to enjoy myself a little more, thinking the WPS was acting as my shield. I think I was on 12 drops when I made a curry that night and work up a few hours later in immense pain and nausea, and spent the next few hours curled around my toilet bowl. I developed some pretty serious flu symptoms that turned into a chest infection, which made me stop all WPS for two weeks as I began to recover.
While I believe this was herxing, unfortunately, the intensity of it so quickly and also then stopping WPS for two weeks both really messed up my immune system and then gave M a chance to regroup as I was ill. And I was still not eating as well as I could. Soon, the crawling and even the biting began to return. I was also going through some really serious depression and anxiety, which made everything a lot harder.??I became to scared to start the WPS again, and it was only when I actually bothered to look on the page again, I discovered to my shock, that I was only supposed to go up a drop every WEEK, not every DAY. Well didn’t I feel like an idiot.
Thankfully, I look back at it now as being the moment that my ego, thinking it was so clever getting rid of this thing quickly, was finally put in its place. Reading over the Seven Guiding Principles, I realize I’d broken three of them: “First, do no harm.”, “Slow and steady”, & “Mixing protocols can hinder health restoration.” Now I really know the wisdom of those words.??So, today, I’m about 8 months in. The only time I get itchy is when I either eat something they like (which these days is so, so much) or when I overeat, which is a problem I’ve had for quite a while, as I’m dealing with a fair bit of childhood trauma, and this is my coping mechanism, which I’m working on stopping, as it’s definitely impeding my progress in healing from M. I’ve been on the protocol every day, along with silver, and have recently started up WPS again. I’m currently up to 3 morning and night and am doing well.??
I’ve gotten incredibly strict with my diet, as so many foods set me off, (for example, even garlic does, these days), as in, they seem to like it) more than most people I’ve read on this site, which sucks, but I’m taking full responsibility for that with y past actions and am looking upon it as a challenge. I eat solely organic, and the overwhelming majority is green veggies, most of them leafy. I supplement with chicken, fish, eggs, avocados, etc. Cistus tea has been an amazing discovery, so thank you to whoever mentioned that. I have several a day, mixed with Rooibos and sweetened with Stevia. Apple Cider Vinegar in the mornings. Am just about to start diatomaceous earth, but not sure where to fit it into my daily routine.??Fighting this thing has enabled me to build up my own health and I see this as such a gift now. I’d generally eaten well for years, but now I know that once I beat this thing, I’ll continue eating like this, as it makes me feel fantastic.??I’m intending to continue slow and steady now, and checking in more often as I continue this healing journey.??
With Love to all healing from M,?
Dave |
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