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| Aloha Hi, My name is Daya. I live in Hawaii. This is my first post although I've had this disease for 2 years now. I was inspired by Karen's posting to finally write in. She is so right in her assessment that this is a blessing in spiritual growth and life priorities. I thought I had my act together spiritually when this disease hit me. I am a certified yoga instructor and I was teaching meditation , visualizations, and having monthly meetings for spiritual transformation. I felt so centered on every level except my marriage. So I left my husband of 13 years and moved away to a home where I could grow and be authentically happy without restrictions . I don't know how I got this disease , but it doesn't matter... it happened. Within 2 weeks I was going out of my mind with constant itching and other horrible symptoms. I couldn't figure out what it was at first, but after realizing the truth I was devastated!. I told my husband to keep my insurance active so I could get help... Of course I figured out later that the doctors are no help.. When I told my very angry husband what it was , he wanted to have me committed,... he had actually started looking into it!!! I had to back-track and tell him I was mistaken because I had been reading too many online conspiracy posts and got carried away!! Conclusion: Bird mites in the attic. On my one and only doctor visit, the doctor wrote on my chart "parasitic delusions", after testing samples of the "M's I had given him which came back from the lab as "unidentifiable". I found a holistic doctor who said she was seeing patients EVERY WEEK for this! She was somewhat helpful, but I knew she couldn't cure me, only give me temporary relief. We have SO many cases of this disease here in Hawaii! I prayed and found Mel..... I started on the Logos Nutritionals and within a month, I started to feel much better. I took the supplements to the holistic doctor who was impressed with the Logos' supplements. I knew I was on the right track towards healing. Long story short.... my priorities have greatly shifted. I've moved again and sold everything I own. I live a very zen life. I am not teaching at the time for obvious reasons. I pray ,meditate, visualize perfect heath, start each day with gratitude, look for joy and the opportunity to help others. I am learning to truly LOVE and accept MYSELF for the first time in my life. This is what matters... My soul has opened up and my relationship with God has deepened to a level that brings tears to my eyes. This is the blessing of this disease. We must live without fear and see the blessings in all things. As Mel says, "Never give up". I hope this post wasn't too long... I have so much to express. By the way... Every thing is energy, our thoughts, our words, our actions and intentions.. this is why I don't say the M word... it carries an energy that I decided to transform into lightness by calling it something that makes me smile. It works for me. It takes the depressive energy out of it and dis-empowers it. By the way.... I am about 80% well.. I did have a few other health issues pop up recently... an autoimmune disorder called "Vitiligo" that affects and attacks the skin pigment.. I wont let it take me down! We are all warriors!!!!! Love is the cure! ... (and help from Mel) God Bless! Daya |
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