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The Testimonials Page is a microcosm (cliff notes version) of our site. It has been created to bring forth the most important information (knowledge) found here and share stories of encouragement and progress from those within our community.



It is with immense gratitude and great pleasure that we dedicate this testimonial page to our devoted friend and webmaster, John Waiveris of Invisible Gold.

This could never have been accomplished without his unselfish willingness to help others. I could have never gotten this far along with the web site without the endless hours of his generosity.

I will always be grateful for all he has done for all of you.

God bless you John,

Mel


This website has grown so large that in order to see the transforming impact that our protocol is having in the lives of Morgellons sufferers and their families, one must now wade through a massive volume of information.

Therefore, we decided to create a special place that is dedicated to sharing medical updates, progress reports, and encouraging stories from those who are having their health restored. The posts shown here are unsolicited and unedited, and are taken from our own forum. They appear in order of their historical appearance.

The person who invests an hour or two to review this collection of posts will notice an emerging pattern of transformation here. Many arrive here in a condition of hopelessness and despair, often isolated and estranged even from their loved ones. They find here a place of safety and compassion, a place of learning and inspiration, a place of encouragement and admonition to "First Do No Harm".

They devour the information available here and begin the process of improving their daily choices as they take back responsibility for their health. They begin to first stabilize, then to improve their health to a place where they are functional and productive again.

Their Hope restored, and "having their life back again", they begin the process of identifying what specific challenges remain and they may venture off to explore new interests or opportunities.

One thing should be perfectly clear from those who have reported improvement; they have all consistently stated that they have diligently stayed on the entire protocol.

The first three posts are without a doubt the longest, but they contain vital information that will give you a better understanding of how and why the protocol works and what one can expect when you have your herxheimer (detox) reaction.

You will find that the reading pace quickens thereafter. Each post or thread of posts is separated by a horizontal line. Sometimes threads were included to capture an original thought or train of thought in its entirety.

This testimonial page will be updated regularly. Anyone wishing to share encouragement and Hope may submit their story via email to:

mel@howicuredmorgellons.com.



Thread: Purging "The Red Cardinal" One Year Update

Donna M

2/14/2019
Hi Everyone,

Happy Valentine's Day!!

I have now been on the protocol for 13 1/2 months and commented to Mel a few days ago how great I was feeling. In typical Mel fashion he said, "Well, write a post about it!" So here it is.

My symptoms are so infrequent that most days I forget I have M. My appetite has increased and I have gained three pound which is great. The last two small spots on my face are almost healed. They have faded and decreased from the size of an eraser to the tip of a marker. Granules purging from the skin has 99% stopped.

A little embarrassing to say, but I am still purging a tiny bit from the bowels. For these reasons I am considering myself to be about 97.5% healed. That finish line is getting closer.

A funny side to this post - the day after I told Mel how great I was feeling, I got a cold/sinus drip.

Now there are 2 positives about this:

1. My immune system is kicking in as it is recognizing other germs, bacteria, etc. that it needs to fight, not just M. I had a cold in October and December and now. It seems to be happening every other month. I never thought I would be excited to catch a cold, but I am!

2. The irony in all this is that I caught this cold from my grandchildren. I am always so worried that I may give them this disease, but I am elated over the fact that I got this cold from them.

So this Valentine's day, I celebrated by purchasing more coaching, which not only helps me, but Mel as well. I hope you can also celebrate this day showing love to all those in your life, and Mel and this community.

But most of all, remember to show love and give thanks to our Lord, who makes all this possible.

Love and God Bless,

Donna (aka Sneakers)
Thread: Newbie Appreciates This Forum

Mimi

2/4/2019

Hello Katharine,

I have found drinking straight freshly-squeezed lemon juice (you can add stevia if you wish, to make it more palatable)

It really kills the crawling, tingling and wiggles immediately.

I bought an electric juicer, a cheap one, and stock up on lemons.Make a full glass of the juice and chug it down quickly, see if that helps.

It helps me every time so I hope it works for others too!! Hang in there.

Mimi
Thread: An Honorable Man

Leslie

2/2/2019

Hello everyone!

Warning - long post - please excuse the typos as I’m sending this from my iPad.

True love is compassion, respect and honorable acts that prove love.
An honorable man is fair even to his enemies.

When you live with dignity no man will ever take it.

I have gotten to know Mel over the pass 7 months after I realized I had this toxic disease and have experienced all of these characteristic are apart of Mel’s character.

Mel is a man full of compassion. He have compassion for this work he’s committed unto the and committed his his life to.

Mel’s respectful even when he’s beating you with his hockey stick and we all know he’s not the most gently giant but very loving.....sometimes he has to give tough love and direct chastisement due to the number of us in the community as it’s growing (unfortunately) on a daily basis.

I can’t even began to phantom how he do all he do. I think that’s a honorable and compassionate person who gives on themselves unselfishly...you van call him anytime of the day (even on his days off) and he still responds. How many people do you know do that.

He’s given up Church for a few months just to be available for and to us and have just recently returned so that he can receive his refilling to keep himself in touch with his relationship to keep filling us. I’m a Pastor and know how that is to empty yourself for others and go get your refilling to give more. Mel does a lot!

How many of us, if not all of us have been neglected, and rejected by our families, spouses, and friends because if this toxic disease. I certainly have. The loneliness is so unbearable at times but Mel have made it possible for all of us to feel loved, supported and joined together as family. I have met and established I believe life long friendships in our loving community.. well Mel have made this possible for all of us.

So, why and what am I saying? I’m asking each and everyone across this global network to let us all be kind by showing our thanks and appreciation to Mel. once in a while by purchasing a coaching session. We all benefit and he does not charge those who can not afford Coaching. I’m writing this asking us to be generous.

This is something we all can do collectively as a community.

You won’t find this wisdom, compassion, kindness, love or the ability to reach out to no one else like Mel who’s available ALWAYS.... I can write many scriptures but chose not to and make this appeal for us to be thankful by showing our financial kindness (paying it forward) for all we receive.

In all honesty; I don’t know how I would have ever beaten this thing without Mel.

Lord I thank you for Mel! Mel I thank you for being here for me.

Show your support with buying coaching sessions, subscribing to our website and give something to the He Cures All Foundation as it helps others who’s in need but can’t afford the protocol.

Now that I’m working again, I will start next week with buying more than a coaching session.

I beseech you to PLEASE HELP with giving,

In The Master’s Hand
Leslie

Thread: BE PROUD OF YOUR SCARS

Mel

2/2/2019
Thank You to my long time friend and fellow model Chrystal, who is also Daya's sister, for sending this video to us.

Very uplifting and apropos to our situation.

In Japan, instead of tossing broken pieces of china in the trash, some craftsmen practice the 500-year-old art of kintsugi, or “golden joinery,” which is a method of restoring a broken piece with a lacquer that is mixed with gold, silver, or platinum. This is interwoven with the philosophy of wabi-sabi, which means to find beauty in broken or old things.



BE PROUD OF YOUR SCARS on YouTube

God Bless you all; It's really true that those who did not give up Hope got well

Mel
Thread: AUCTION - AUCTION - READ ALL ABOUT IT!

Donna M

1/28/2019
Hi Everyone,

As Mel said "Wow"! The Coffee,Tea and Me call on Saturday, January 26 was absolutely fantastic and inspiring! If you weren't able to join us, please listen to the recording when Mel makes it available.

We had our first ever auction to benefit the He Cures All Foundation, visits from a past warrior as well as some of the manufacturers and attendance MATCHED our highest attended call ever. So so many blessings to count - a successful auction, hearing from a past (cured) warrior and being a part of this wonderful community with Mel at the helm guided by our Lord!

I look at this as a sign of many more good things to come to our community. I think we may have more auctions /fund raising to benefit recipients of the foundation. I also hope we continue to have visits from past warriors as this is so encouraging to all of us. A big thank you to Ellen for starting this by donating her beautiful painting!

As always, I would like to thank the manufacturers, especially Cathee from Natural Genesis and John B. from Logos Nutritionals for supporting this community in so many ways. Congratulations to John B. on getting the winning bid for the work of art painted by our very Ellen of Troy.

So don't forget to listen to this call whether you were able to attend or not. It is definitely worth hearing!!

God Bless,

Donna M
Thread: 2019 Greetings and Blessings

Cheryl

1/11/2019
Hi Mary,

I am so excited for you, now celebrating a year being well! That is fantastic news :-)

The fact that you are completely well, able to eat whatever you want (though you usually follow a healthy diet), and have no fear of getting this disease again truly gives hope and inspiration to all of us.

Your post certainly is a testimonial to Mel's tireless dedication to helping others regain their health, and to the effectiveness of the protocol.

I also appreciate you sharing how faith played a very important part in you recovery. It would be great if you could list a few of the books you mentioned in your post.

I am going to ask Mel to put a picture of the Helix Nebula here, taken by the Hubble Space Telescope. It has been labeled the "Eye of God".

Thank you so much for taking the time to give us an update on how you are doing.

2 Chronicles 16:9 (GW)

The Lord’s eyes scan the whole world to find those whose hearts are committed to Him and to strengthen them...

Cheryl
Thread: Plea To All Who Have Been Cured!

Donna M

1/10/2019
Hi Everyone,

I just wanted to thank Kelly and Mary C (two warriors that have been healed) for updating us. Your post on your threads "Another Happy New Year" and "2019 Greetings and Blessings" were absolutely wonderful.

If you haven't read their posts yet, please do so! They are truly encouraging, uplifting and let us see what we have to look forward to.

Again, thank you both from the bottom of my heart! May God continue to bless you both with wonderful health and blessings!

Love,

Donna

Micky

1/10/2019
Hi All
I can't believe it's been over a month since I've posted. As I feel better and better, I find that I am spending less time at the computer and more time working and engaging with others face-to-face.

Its been almost 9 months now since I've been on the protocol and I have been feeling very well. The only set back recently was a runny nose along with a slight headache and aches all over my body for over a week. I'm better now and have gained back some of the weight I lost, which puts me at a whopping 96 pounds. My goal for this year is to break 100!

I'm still pretty strict on the protocol and diet and it has become a way of life. I do, however, have a cheat day every month where I might have pizza or pasta, but, thank you Lord, I haven't felt any ill effects.

I am sleeping much better these nights and continue to nap when I can. I itch occasionally but rarely feel any stinging. I still find some fibers is my bedding but nothing compared to the past few years.

I am grateful to those who have gone before me and continue to post, like Mary. I loved hearing that she remains 100% healed and now eats what she wants. That's very encouraging. I am blessed by my friends in the community who stay in touch even when I am out of touch. Thank you especially Chrissie, Leslie, and Cheryl.

May healing blessings rain down on you all!

Micky

When I think about the Lord
How He saved me
How He raised me
How He filled me
With the Holy Ghost
How He healed me
To the uttermost
When I think about the Lord
How He picked me up
And turned me around
How He raised my feet
On solid ground
It makes me want to shout
Hallelujah! Thank you Jesus!
Lord, you're worthy
Of all the glory,
and all the honor,
and all the praise!!!

Peter

1/10/2019
Hello Folks

The Lord has put it on my heart to give an update to this beloved community. The Morgellons structures in my body remain quiet, and like Mary, I remain in remission and in good health.

This, in spite of the fact that I face daily immune challenges stemming from environmental toxicity to both air and water here in California that has increased geometrically from the recent fires and from the constant microwave radiation stemming from 5G technology tower networks that are in construction.

It is my sincere wish that everyone stay fully persuaded that the science of immunotherapy is sound and that the efficacy of the Burgstiner Wellness Protocol delivered through Mel's dedication and faithful service is the way back to health.

But, there is also much that you must learn about the role of the micro-biome and systemic prolonged inflammation. These are the underlying keys that fuel all disease and what will allow you to succeed in your recovery.

Lastly, I pray that you choose to "remain in a constant conversation with God" and that you "make the bible your best friend." Do these things and stay the course....and you will succeed.

In "His" Love,
Peter
Thread: RESCUE SOUP

Karen

1/9/2019
Hi Cheryl,

I'm a big fan of the rescue soup. Here's why:

1. It's super easy to make.

2. It's enough for several servings.

3. It just makes me feel better in general.

4. It's pretty filling, even though it's basically broth with celery leaves in it.

Love,

Karen

Ruth

1/9/2019
Dear Kelly,

Thank you so much for giving us all an update on how things are for you now. I am so happy to read that you are well.

I have had a small return of symptoms which has been quite disappointing but as always Mel is very encouraging and motivating in turning things around again.

I went back to dairy (not realising how many carbs are in milk!) and didn't realise how many net carbs I was eating overall each day. I've followed Karen's advice on counting daily net carbs and this has been a big help getting my diet back in order. After a few months on this regime things are much better again.

Sending you lots of love Kelly and thanks again for the update.
Thread: 2019 GREETINGS AND BLESSINGS

MaryC

1/8/2019
Hello All!

I just wanted to check in here at the beginning of this new year to let you all know how I'm doing and to inspire hope!

I'm doing great. I'm continuing at 100% cured and I eat everything.

I am focusing on food because for me, that was the big question I had when I was still suffering which was, Once I'm well, will I be able to eat what I want?

I am watching my weight having gained weight due to being able to eat anything now, so I'm trying to lose weight now like most of America at the beginning of a new year in preparation for Summer!

I don't eat poorly most days, but I will have anything I want without any problems (except what I'm allergic to like citrus). Of course, for all people everywhere we should all eat well to nourish our bodies and keep them strong, and we cured people are just the same.

I don't have any fear of getting ill with this again, because I know that I was not living the best lifestyle before and will never go back to that again.

Too much sugar is not good for us! Neither is in vitro fertilization hormone treatment! Nor too much stress!

So, it has been a year of being well and I just want you all to keep following the protocol and don't give up hope and belief in this cure.

Also, I give the glory to God and I truly feel that drawing close to our Heavenly Father and our Lord Jesus Christ is a very important part of the healing. All that is good comes from them anyway and you all know Mel's story and promise to God.

He is a faithful man and is keeping his promise and we are recipients of that blessing God gave Mel for his faithfulness to his promise.

I know that will be hard for many that aren't believers, who wonder why God would allow this disease to exist, but when you really understand God and how He works, this all makes sense. I encourage all to consider learning seriously from legitimate resources more about the Christian faith because in doing so you may be surprised at the Light, Love, and Peace you find! Right Donna ?

PS: I'd be happy to recommend any books on the faith and audio presentations on the Proof of the Existence of God from a scientific point of view for any who may be interested.

So my sincere praise to Mel for all he does for us tirelessly and my complete validation of his protocol here (supplements and diet) and my personal recommended addition of close relationship with God via this Church.

You can do this! You deserve it! You are precious and so worth the effort is takes!

Much Love and Prayers for everyone's healing...
Yours in Christ,
Mary Canaanite
Thread: MAD MEL AND HIS KOSHER MEATS

Cheryl

1/1/2019
Hi Everyone,

I have heard Mel say that he believes kosher meat is the cleanest and healthiest meat you can buy. After reading Justin's post I can definitely see why.

Just think about the following that I copied from Justin's post:

"The kosher slaughtering process does not frighten the animal. A frightened animal produces a lot of stress hormones and adrenaline. These hormones stress your adrenal glands and put your body on edge when you consume meat from an animal killed in a modern factory operation. In a kosher slaughter house, utmost care is taken to to respect the animal and painlessly kill it."

Wow! I had no idea that stress hormones from an animal frightened at the time of slaughter stressed the adrenal glands of the person eating it. That fact alone makes kosher meat a better option, but there are several other important reasons given by Justin in his post.

I hope everyone will take the time to read this thread and learn more about kosher meat.

God bless.

Cheryl
Thread: HAPPY NEW YEAR GREAT BRITAIN

Freddiebean

12/31/2018
Learning to use SKYPE, opens a world of HOPE!

I just wanted to wish all of you from wonderful Great Britain A Happy New Year.

As most of you are aware I have been suffering for some time now but over the last three months I have been getting better each week, my energy is returning and I feel this coming year is when I am going to get my old self back, all thanks to this wonderful site of Mels and it's great community.

Please come and join me I would love to know that more people over here are getting the help that they need. There's no barrier here just because we are across the pond, we all speak the same, we all have the same issues and we all understand.

I was so nervous of joining, it's the unknown, I know the fear of the unknown all to well like us all... how can anyone help me! the doctors think I am a sandwich short of a picnic! So who will know what I am going through!......well let me tell you, coming here is the best thing I could have ever done, I don't walk around like I am carrying a heavy burden on my shoulders since joining, I am not alone any more, I now feel confident knowing it's only a matter of time before I am rid of this disease.. it not here for life only for months, we just have to keep to the diet, take the nutrients and stay positive and remember there is a good support system here.

There is still a way to go, the Morgellons is still there just not very active as I am not feeding it and I know I cannot become complacent however with the help of this community and all their knowledge I know I will stay steadfast and make a full recovery in 2019

Hope you all have a Happy and Healthy New Year

Freddie x
Thread: ANOTHER HAPPY NEW YEAR

Kelly

12/31/2018
Hello everyone and Happy New Year!

There isn't one day that goes by that I don't thank God that I found Mel's site and began my long road to recovery. As I have told Mel many, many times, he is my hero and I never could have gotten well without his help and the help and advice from so many on this site.

I got sick with MD in May of 2015. I found Mel's site in December of 2015. I ordered my first protocol March of 2016 and was a dedicated student, doing everything Mel told me to do, and constantly asking questions on the forum, and reading...reading...reading. By fall of 2017 I was 90% healed, and I figured that would be the best it would get, but day by day, week by week, month by month, all the time sticking to my new healthier diet, my health got even better.

THERE IS HOPE FOR ABSOLUTELY EVERYONE, even though at times it doesn't seem that way. Stay the course, learn from this site, never go back to bad habits, and everyone can get well.

That is my New Year's wish for all of you who are battling this disease.

All my best,
Kelly from Mass

Nicholas

12/28/2018
Hello All,

I was given a suggestion to read (FOLLOW THE JOURNEYS) by Prof. Mel.

I must say that I found it very uplifting and positive. Ellen of Troy has some really great insight and perspective on this disease and more so, the recovery. She had some really good points on fear, saying that it was fear that motivated her to do and eat the right things. She spoke about the isolation we all must face.

Like her, I have a mostly understanding family who are watching me get better since I began the protocol in March of 2018 (9 months or so). She also touched on the fact that we have to hide this surreal disease from the 'real' world. I shared with some people at work I thought I could trust only to find out I should have kept quiet. Anyway, I'm not itching like crazy all of the time now.

Also, she made mention of a hospital room she visited a friend in hospice and it was a room where her niece passed in a year prior. I found this interesting because it brought a sense of peace to her.

She turned a negative circumstance into a positive perspective perhaps because she now had a stronger relationship with God.

I don't know that this is worthy of posting as all of you probably have read the same thing but I actually am sorry I didn't create a journal of my own like others did. It's a good way to reflect on where you were and how far you've come in times of doubt and despair.

Well as for me 9 months in now and I am still feeling movement on my scalp and feet mostly. This all but went away until a month ago. It was so long that I was questioning if it was real. But is was and it is....

As real as it is, this time I am remaining calm and actually appreciating life more maybe?

I'm enjoying time with family and had a great T'day and Christmas.

I am looking forward to healing in 2019.

Since I've had this sickness I've moved out of my home in Dec last year. Three months later joined this community and protocol- taking supplements, changing my diet, rekindling my relationship with God, talking to people, helping people, accepting help from people , and learning so much about life.

I just changed my position at work to one with less stress and less responsibilities and I am feeling like for once I can put myself first. Like ,it's ok to take time for yourself and do right by yourself.

In fact, it's the only path to wellness, I'm learning.

Giving back to this community is imperative to me.

It makes me feel good inside like I have a sense of purpose in life. It's really become my social life these days and I'm thankful because I know that as isolated as we may feel -

we are not alone. We have each other to lean on and learn from and that is invaluable. It cannot be measured and that's the way God intended.

So yes- Peace. Ellen found it that day and I am finding that it will be ok because we have God and we have each other to hold on to. There's so much to be grateful for.

LOVE and PEACE,
Nicholas

P.S. Prof. Mel I'm still working on my homework
Thread: CHRISTMAS GIFT

Karen

12/26/2018
Hello Everybody,

As in every culture, mine has particular traditions...especially around holidays. I'm from the South and one of the things we do is to see who can be the first one to say, "Christmas Gift!!!" on Christmas morning...and whoever does so, "wins."

There's never been anything anyone has actually "won," and I have no idea where that tradition came from, but I do know ours isn't the only family who does this. It's gotten even more competitive now that we text...and who ever "wins" makes a big deal out of it. Bragging rights ensue...at least for that year.

Speaking of REAL Christmas Gifts, though, there is one that will be the best one you can give to yourself...and that is a deep and profound commitment to get on the protocol with extreme fidelity.

So...what does that mean?

1. Logos as is spelled out on the protocol page

2. Silver

3. WPS

4. Low carb diet with plenty of whole fresh foods...think of leafy greens
as your very best friends

5. Water and Rest...and plenty of both

6. Worry...stomp it out and leave it outside the door

7. Become a part of this community...attend conference calls, subscribe, post...and read read read

8. Pray often especially for others

9. Send something to the Foundation from time to time..helping others helps you in so many ways...think of the Bible verse talking about "bread on the water"...it truly does come back to you.

Do this and you will have a nice pace toward the finish line...BUT...if you REALLY want to accelerate your race to the finish line...do this...

10. Give yourself the best Christmas Gift of all...get coaching!

Coaching from Mel will help you in ways you don't even know yet because there will be specific questions that occur to you that you have not yet asked. I'm about 95% well, and the MAIN reason for that is one man...Mel Friedman. His knowledge and expertise have gotten me to the point of seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. Coaching from him has been a Godsend for my peace of mind on so many occasions. When something distressing occurs, I want to talk to someone who knows what they're talking about...someone who has actually had this illness..and I want to talk to that person SOON...and Mel is always around...thank God.

I've said this before, but I'll say it again...he's talked me off the ledge too many times to count...because he's given me real answers to real questions.

Coaching from Mel is the gift that keeps on giving...so do yourself a favor and give yourself this gift.

In doing so, you will help yourself immeasurably...AND...you will help our sweet Mel. Coaching helps him continue to devote his work week to all of us. That and subscriptions fill in the gap for him. What we'd do without him, I do not know...but...I do know we have the power to help ourselves AND Mel by purchasing coaching.

I wish all of you a very Merry Christmas and a healthful 2019!!!

With much love to all,

Karen
Thread: NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS

Karen

12/25/2018
Hi Everybody,

It's that time of year...time to think of resolutions for the New Year.

What are yours?

Mine is to stay as close to the "Sum of the Parts" as I can, so I can finally get all the way to the finish line...I'm getting close...but I need to do everything right to break through to the end. One would think that would be sufficient motivation...being so close...but I have to admit...sometimes I'm lazy.

One example is the rebounder...such a great way to increase energy and to help with lymphatic drainage...plus a lot of other wonderful benefits. I always feel great when I do it. It doesn't take long to hop on and jump a few times...and the pay off is a good one.

So...why do I have so many excuses? Don't know...am asking myself the same question.

My latest excuse...well...I'd have gotten on the rebounder but it was already taken (see pic).

I'm going to clean up my act in 2019 though...so move over Bozo...my turn!

Love,

Karen
Thread: PRODUCTS FOR EUROPE

Nicholas

12/24/2018
Hi Hoffnung,

I'm so glad you've decided to join us and fight this horrific disease. When the protocol is done correctly, it works. It is a lot of work in the beginning but it will get easier as time goes on and you heal. And you will heal.

Chrissie is correct about antibiotics. I believe my immune system was compromised years ago .

I had a surgery that got infected I was prescribed powerful antibiotics for an extended period of time and that's when my health began to fail quickly.

I didn't start with Morgellons symptoms at first.

I had strong stomach pains combined with digestive issues and bloating. That would have been the sign I missed that the antibiotics killed the good bacteria in my digestive tract. It wasn't until months after that when the biting and stinging began. Then came the insanity.

I have been on the protocol for nine months or so and I can tell you that it's made a night and day difference in my recovery. The people in this community are so friendly and helpful and loving. It's a slow healing process. Slow and steady is one of our guiding principles.

Trust that God brought you here for a reason.

This is your lifeline.

Love,
Nicholas


Hallo Hoffnung,

Ich bin so froh, dass Sie beschlossen haben, sich uns anzuschließen und diese schreckliche Krankheit zu bekämpfen. Wenn das Protokoll korrekt ausgeführt wurde, funktioniert es. Am Anfang ist es viel Arbeit, aber es wird mit der Zeit einfacher und Sie heilen. Und du wirst heilen.
Chrissie hat recht mit Antibiotika. Ich glaube, mein Immunsystem wurde vor Jahren beeinträchtigt.
Ich hatte eine Operation, die sich infizierte, mir wurden über einen längeren Zeitraum starke Antibiotika verschrieben, und dann begann meine Gesundheit schnell zu versagen.
Ich habe anfangs nicht mit Morgellons Symtoms angefangen.
Ich hatte starke Bauchschmerzen, verbunden mit Verdauungsproblemen und Blähungen. Das wäre das Zeichen gewesen, das ich vermisst hatte, dass die Antibiotika die guten Bakterien in meinem Verdauungstrakt abtöteten. Erst Monate später begann das Beißen und Stechen. Dann kam der Wahnsinn.
Ich bin seit ungefähr neun Monaten auf dem Protokoll und kann Ihnen sagen, dass es bei meiner Genesung einen Unterschied zwischen Tag und Nacht gemacht hat. Die Menschen in dieser Gemeinschaft sind so freundlich und hilfsbereit und liebevoll. Es ist ein langsamer Heilungsprozess. Langsam und stetig ist eines unserer Leitprinzipien.
Vertraue darauf, dass Gott dich aus einem bestimmten Grund hierher gebracht hat. Das ist deine Rettungsleine.
Liebe,
Nikolaus
Thread: FEELING LIKE ICE INSIDE

Donna M

12/9/2018
Hi Mary,

I got M in October of last year (2017) and began to experience feeling cold as one of my symptoms. It was so bad that I can remember drawing a bath using only hot water and getting into it feeling so comfortable. I could have easily burned myself, so I don't advise doing that! It was like my body was desensitized to temperature. Before M I could never have done that. I did read later that this is a sign of the disease. After a few months on the protocol my sense of temperature returned.

The diet I admit is not easy. I buy as much organic and Non-GMO as I can afford. Usually this is in terms of vegetables, fresh, frozen or canned and also things such as eggs, almond flour, coconut flour, coconut oil, olive oil. Believe it or not, many things I have actually found at Walmart at very good prices. Karen recommended Natural Choice which has nitrate free deli meats and bacon. I had purchased these before too and was able to eat these with no reaction.

Costco is another store that has a lot of organic food. I purchase organic ground meat for a reasonable price at Costco. I have only purchased organic chicken and a beef roast one time as I found the price to be exorbitant in my area. I still eat chicken but make sure it is the one that is free of antibiotics.

The effort and sometimes creativity to follow the sum of the parts is absolutely worth it! I often say to myself, "Do I really want to eat that or do I want to be well?" I know the answer to that, but when I pose that question to myself, it makes it easier to say "No!" After 11 months on the protocol, I can say it is like day and night in terms of my symptoms and how I feel. Honestly, I am at the point where I feel like "normal" more days than not.

Please continue to post and most of all read and/or listen to the conference calls. This is the place to heal.

God Bless,

Donna
Thread: An Ode to a Great Warrior

Cheryl

12/7/2018
Hi Everybody,

As a lot of you know, Mel asked me to help him and Glenn bring the Testimonials page up to date. In order to do that, it has been necessary for me to read a lot of threads, 235 so far to be exact. I know that because I make a list of each one as I read it.

While reading through all of those threads, I came across one that stood out among the others. The thread I am speaking of is Deanna's, "Is this an answer to prayer?"

Deanna's thread stood out because from her first post, dated 11/18/16, to her last post so far, dated 7/6/18, almost every single post she has written is a testimonial to what an amazing difference the protocol has made in her life, and of her thankfulness for the people who have helped her in her journey.

After reading Deanna's thread, I decided to look at the Testimonials page to see how many of her testimonials were posted there. Not one testimonial from her thread was there! Somehow Deanna's posts had been overlooked.

I was so surprised that I sent Mel an email letting him know. Mel came up with the fantastic idea to do something special for Deanna. To put all of her inspiring, encouraging posts together under a heading that she truly deserves, "An Ode to a Great Warrior", and to give them a special place on the website.

Many people might not know that while Deanna was still sick, she took on the responsibility of helping Mel and becoming the treasurer of the He Cures All Foundation (HCAF).

Deanna also came up with the idea for the "Monthly Movement", encouraging others to make a donation to the HCAF when they receive their Logos supplements each month.

Deanna has spoken on behalf of the HCAF on conference calls. She has also shared about her journey on conference calls.

Deanna has always shown kindness to others in this community, giving encouragement and offering help.

Despite the fact that Deanna has had to deal with multiple health issues in addition to Morgellons, she has never given up hope. She always sees a positive light, even in negative circumstances.

As you read all of the great testimonials from Deanna's thread and consider all of the above, you will understand why Deanna deserves a place of honor on this website. You will also understand why the name should be, "An Ode to a Great Warrior".

Nicholas

12/6/2018
Hi everyone,

I'm looking for some feedback. I guess it was early-mid last month when I was experiencing extreme purging.

I think I wrote about it in the forum. I kept purging for maybe two weeks straight from my chin. It was so uncomfortable and seemingly endless.

I purged so much that my chin was numb for weeks afterward. When I finally stopped purging from my chin it went to my back- neck area and then cycled heavily for at least a few days. When that finished my skin felt rough and dead in that area.

Then I had a reprieve from purging, a few here and there for like two weeks . I began to need a lot more rest than I had before. When I spoke with Mel about this he said that the disease was no longer coming out of the skin so I needed to fight it internally and that required a great deal more rest.

I thought I had turned a corner and that I was done with that part but I was wrong.

The other day the crawling sensation was back on my head. I hadn't had that in months. I ignored it like it wasn't real but, it was.

I started purging again. Not nearly as badly as before and I still feel that I have turned a corner. It feels like my immune system is getting stronger. I still am requiring more rest than usual. I sometimes find it hard to get out of bed. Today, I called in sick to work which I normally feel guilty about, but not today. We have to put ourselves first sometimes. I think we probably all have that need to care for others before ourselves and it could be part of why our health has fallen.

So I have to look at how I fed the disease. My diet lately has been about a half cup of brown rice with a high protein meal such as chicken in chicken in coconut curry, or beef stew (less starch like vegetables), chili with a fractional amount of beans. I usually only eat two times a day- lunch and dinner. As far as beverages I mostly drink water occasionally a little coconut water but not quite often. I've had a few tangerines a day for maybe 4 days.

Also , while lying in bed today lacking energy with muscle pain and weakness in my legs. I said "I'm going to beat this. I'm going to fight this" to myself and the pain went away suddenly. I was then able to get out of bed and complete some daily chores. I thought this may be an important piece for someone else to try.

Look in the mirror and tell yourself that your going to fight this with everything you have and know that you have God in your corner.

Love,

Nicholas

Donna M

12/5/2018
Hello Nicholas,

Thank you for your post! I know this sounds strange but I enjoyed reading your post - not because of the pain, fear and anxiety you endured but because of how you expressed what each and everyone of us has been through. Yes, we were sent here for a reason through the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ!

I never will understand how the medical world can ignore our symptoms and pain. I think that once we start to get better on the protocol they (doctors, family and friends) think it was all in our heads. But the truth is, it is NOT our imagination, it is 100% real. Thank God for giving us Mel, the protocol and this community! I know I would be in a terrible place if it wasn't for these things.

Laura and Marie are absolutely correct - we must trust in the Lord, have faith and perseverance. It is not easy sometimes as I know I experience fear and anxiety. That is something I am very slowly dealing with and each time I overcome it, I feel my journey getting closer to the end. Mel has had to take shake his hockey stick at me quite a few times.

My prayers for you and all of this community for complete healing from M. May God bless us all!

Donna
Thread: HELLO DOWN UNDER (AUSTRALIA)

Dave

12/4/2018
Please read this thread. We have been helping others across many oceans for a decade.

Well, it's been a while since I last posted, and this Aussie thread seems pretty quiet so I thought I'd reconnect and give a bit of an update on my progress. ??

As you can see from my post two spaces below, I first contracted Morgellons in April of this year, from bird mites and the large amount of damage I did to my immune system with all the chemicals I used to try and kill them. It was a scary and depressing time, which I’m not going to spend any more words on, other than to say that this website was crucial in giving me both hope and some tracks to run on.

My problem is, though, that I often decide to suddenly switch tracks and try several things at once. As I’d caught it early, I was fairly confident I’d be free of this quickly. To hep it along, I’d ordered Nutra Silver, and had planned to follow their protocol being starting Mel’s. Nutra Silver (who have now gone out of business — never a good sign) had a protocol that was just colloidal silver, in very large doses, three times a day. I lasted about a week and a half on it, and then it started becoming a bit too much for me.

But my symptoms were gone. I figured I probably still wasn’t completely healed, but I felt I was pretty close. I began Mel’s protocol in May, just as I found a new place to live, a beautiful two-story cabin that looked out on 16 acres of private rain forest. It was the place I’d seen in my dreams for years, and finally I had manifested it, the perfect Sanctuary for my healing. I was convinced I would beat this thing completely in the 3 months I’d be there.??I started off really well, cutting out all sugar, and refined carbs, drinking lemon water every morning. Soon enough my protocol arrived and not long after it, the WPS. I’d been on the protocol for about a week, and at that point, the itching, crawling and biting had lessened considerably, and I somehow got a thought in my head that, “Why not start the WPS now? You don’t need to wait a whole month, as most of those people are way more far gone with M than you are.”

It was that voice I hear often in my head, the one that’s always urging me to take shortcuts, to take more than I should, to take one more bite, one more puff, one more anything.

As Often do, I listened to, and agreed. Starting on on drop. The thing is, though, even though I’d read many forum posts, I somehow misread going up the 1 drop per week as one drop per day. So the first day was one drop in the morning and one and night. Then the next day I had two drops per day and two at night. And so on.??I shudder now, thinking back how stupid it was of me not to check. Obviously I had a fair bit of brain fog going on, plus quite a few other things, but I’m still shocked I actually did it.??The thing is, I didn’t get much of a response from them. I was experiencing no biting crawling and pretty much no itching. I started to think that I was cured, so I began taking little shortcuts. No major ones — still no sugar or anything like that, but I began to enjoy myself a little more, thinking the WPS was acting as my shield. I think I was on 12 drops when I made a curry that night and work up a few hours later in immense pain and nausea, and spent the next few hours curled around my toilet bowl. I developed some pretty serious flu symptoms that turned into a chest infection, which made me stop all WPS for two weeks as I began to recover.

While I believe this was herxing, unfortunately, the intensity of it so quickly and also then stopping WPS for two weeks both really messed up my immune system and then gave M a chance to regroup as I was ill. And I was still not eating as well as I could. Soon, the crawling and even the biting began to return. I was also going through some really serious depression and anxiety, which made everything a lot harder.??I became to scared to start the WPS again, and it was only when I actually bothered to look on the page again, I discovered to my shock, that I was only supposed to go up a drop every WEEK, not every DAY. Well didn’t I feel like an idiot.

Thankfully, I look back at it now as being the moment that my ego, thinking it was so clever getting rid of this thing quickly, was finally put in its place. Reading over the Seven Guiding Principles, I realize I’d broken three of them: “First, do no harm.”, “Slow and steady”, & “Mixing protocols can hinder health restoration.” Now I really know the wisdom of those words.??So, today, I’m about 8 months in. The only time I get itchy is when I either eat something they like (which these days is so, so much) or when I overeat, which is a problem I’ve had for quite a while, as I’m dealing with a fair bit of childhood trauma, and this is my coping mechanism, which I’m working on stopping, as it’s definitely impeding my progress in healing from M. I’ve been on the protocol every day, along with silver, and have recently started up WPS again. I’m currently up to 3 morning and night and am doing well.??

I’ve gotten incredibly strict with my diet, as so many foods set me off, (for example, even garlic does, these days), as in, they seem to like it) more than most people I’ve read on this site, which sucks, but I’m taking full responsibility for that with y past actions and am looking upon it as a challenge. I eat solely organic, and the overwhelming majority is green veggies, most of them leafy. I supplement with chicken, fish, eggs, avocados, etc. Cistus tea has been an amazing discovery, so thank you to whoever mentioned that. I have several a day, mixed with Rooibos and sweetened with Stevia. Apple Cider Vinegar in the mornings. Am just about to start diatomaceous earth, but not sure where to fit it into my daily routine.??Fighting this thing has enabled me to build up my own health and I see this as such a gift now. I’d generally eaten well for years, but now I know that once I beat this thing, I’ll continue eating like this, as it makes me feel fantastic.??I’m intending to continue slow and steady now, and checking in more often as I continue this healing journey.??

With Love to all healing from M,?
Dave
Thread: THIS WEBSITE WORKS, IT REALLY WORKS

Nicholas

12/3/2018
Hello to all who read this,

You are here for a reason.

If you are here reading this, then you've tried just about everything else that is on the internet EXCEPT for the one place that costs (almost) nothing.

As I look back I came from a scary time in my life wondering what it was I had. How do the doctors and specialists not see that what I'm going through is real?

I know it's real because I spent 46 years of my life without crawling, biting, and stinging. Most of my life was without course fibers, black specs, and white granules coming out of my skin. This is REAL and it's scary as hell not to mention lonely.

It's hard to explain to family and most of the time they want to have you committed. Then there's trying to explain that mommy or daddy is sick today and cant go out side.
Why can't you just play with me for a little while?

No No.

But, What is it? Is it contagious? Where did it come from? How did I get it? What can I do about it?

I vacuum the house for hours every day. I showered a few times a day. I've called pest control to spray the house at hundreds of dollars a pop. I've sprayed dangerous powerful pesticides on my skin. Bleach, Borax, Windex, Antibiotics, Antifungals, Vinegar, Permethrin cream, on and on. And here I am.

I've taken samples put them in bags and on slides for the microscope. Hundreds of photos zoomed in to granules and fibers. I showed them to people in the medical field with only the look you get when someone thinks you're crazy. You need help. Maybe you should be on psychotropic medication? But, it's not in my head , it's right here on this slide, in this photo . "Don't you see that? It looks like a leg and that over there is the body".

I remember very clearly one afternoon, when I was at my wits end, I dropped my 4 year old off with his nana and asked if she could take care of him. I tearfully drove home and got on my computer to see if my life insurance covered suicide. It didn't.

I looked around the internet for my answer to my problem. All of them used scare tactics and at the end of the horrifying posts and pictures is (low and behold) the cure you've been looking for. The magic medicine for the amazing low price of $$$$. And guess what?
Your still here and your still sick.

The last place I thought I'd find the answer is the site howicuredmorgellons.com.

I read an article from Mel who gave a clear message of what he had experienced and how he researched everything he could. He tried many different things in different combinations while crawling around his floor to weak and to sick to get up.

His testimony was galvanizing and since everything else I had tried FAILED, I thought maybe I should keep quiet and listen.

most of the times that voice inside is correct!

I emailed Mel and guess what? He emailed me back because he emails EVERYONE back. So he suggested I come to the conference calls on Saturdays. But doesn't he know I have important things to do on Saturdays? Well I made it to the calls despite myself and I heard from people all over the country and in other countries who had the same exact symptoms I was having. The itching , the scratching, the fibers, the particles, the crawling all on the call with me. And there I was beaten down physically from sores, mentally with brain fog and spiritually without hope. That's what this disease wants - hopelessness, anxiety, anger, and depression to name a few.

This was in March of 2018. I was welcomed by the community although I had not much to offer. I couldn't put two complete sentences together and I was shy in general never mind talking about this disease (that doesn't exist). But I made a commitment to myself to listen and take suggestions. Eventually and reluctantly I came around more and more often. I got a little better at sharing.

I prayed that God take my anxiety away from me while I was on the call. I prayed for strength to gather my scattered thoughts and put them into sentences that people could understand. It took time and work but I got there. And I'm not going anywhere.

My first direct Suggestion was to PRINT the FAQ's on the website.
My second thing was to get on the Protocol.
My third thing was to listen to calls any chance I could.
Fourth Read the Forum.

Wow, In those calls and in the forum pages you will find every answer to every question you could think of- to my knowledge. My Firth suggestion was to sign up for One on One coaching with Mel (an absolute necessity for me).

There are 7 guiding principles that are essential.

There is a Tips For Beginners tab to help those who are new and overwhelmed be more comforted. There is so much information on here that it's impossible to list.

Here we share love, hope, and inspiration. We do not trade horror stories as the internet is filled with plenty. The protocol works. It's slow and it takes perseverance, strength and courage.

I pray for the people in this community ; My heart breaks for the ones who never find it or choose to leave it.

The people here have hundreds or thousands of scars on their body and are some of the most beautiful people on the planet.

May God's strength and wisdom be with us.

I love you all,
Nicholas
Thread: FOR NEWBIES BY A NEWBIE

Freddie Bean

11/29/2018
Tips for Newbies from a Newbie

I still class myself a newbie as I still have so much to learn on this disease but things are fresh in my mind at what I was told when I joined this great forum some three months ago.....

Don't be scared you are not alone, just please remember that there are plenty of people here with so much experience on this disease to help you through this you will not be on your own.

Try to stay calm as the Morgellons get worse when you get upset and agitated. It thrives off your stress hormones, this is so true because my stress level which was through the roof dropped when I found this forum and bingo the crawling and itching lessened.

Change you diet tomorrow, this is so important cut out all sugar and get your Carbs down to 30 a day you can check the amount of carbs in a product take the car gram figure and subtract the fiber gram amount that will give you the net grams you are after. This diet has been a godsend and it will be a good start for you and again many people on here can help you and there are some lovely recipes on here too. Yes at the beginning it's not easy but it will get easier and will become second nature.

We all need to build up our immune system, as this is why we have got sick our immune system was so compromised that it couldn't fight off this disease, so now we need to take good vitamin supplements to build ourselves up before embarking on ridding us of this disease.

Freddie

Brain Fog well I still suffer with this but it is getting better so be assured this is just a blip and as you start getting better so will the fog and you will soon see things through it.
Thread: COMMENTS - MEL FRIEDMAN, TOXIC DISEASE PIONEER

Donna M

11/28/2018
Hi Margo, Mel and Everyone,

The newest video featuring Mary - Life after Morgellons was fantastic. I gave it a definite thumbs up and wished I could rate it even higher.

I had listened to this call earlier on the Conference Call Archives but it was so great to hear it again. I always get some new information out of listening or reading a second time. I was blessed to have been able to talk with Mary once, maybe twice, when I first became ill with M. Ironically this call was in October of 2017 which was the time that I first noticed symptoms. I don't think it was coincidental, that I needed to hear that people do get well.

Thank you so much Margo and Mel for continuing to produce these YouTube videos. These videos will hopefully help others to find the website and protocol. I know I am so grateful to have found it and 11 months later be almost completely healed.

Praying for complete healing for all.

God Bless,

Donna
Thread: ALL IS WELL...

Leslie

11/25/2018
Hello Everyone,

It’s been a long time and a long 30 plus days since I’ve posted or had a chance to post in the forum.

Stopping by to let everyone know All is well... I’m still on the journey of healing and feeling great!

Nothing will keep me or stop from obtaining my healing.

To all the newbies, never give up or give in to this disease. Keep the faith, stay focused, forget how far you have to be on the journey because as long as you stay the course; surely your healing will manifest.

Galatians 6:7b
And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap if we faint not.

Karen

11/21/2018
Nicholas...you are SO right.

Your description of your inner thoughts as you were deciding to take the candy / cake / brownie plunge was so familiar. Doing so has a very short "honeymoon" period...but then all HE double hockey sticks breaks loose and we pay dearly.

But...in my opinion, here's a real upside to your experience...

1. Seeing the black specks and fibers as a direct result of your candy fun lets you know just how well this protocol (sum of the parts) is working. When you do it correctly, those issues had all but disappeared for you. That's good information because it means you have a very big element of control.

2. You've realized that whatever IT is, has a consciousness. That makes sense too. It sounds kind of woo woo, but in the sense that there's a parasitic component, I visualize it like swatting at a wasp and it's flying everywhere and trying to hide to keep from being killed. Laura used to say it was like pouring gasoline on an ant bed...they run for cover!
This thing also has the super powers of changing dna...morphing to become more resistant and hide. When we do the protocol and suffer so much, that really means it's working like it's supposed to...it's digging deep and flushing the devils out so that the "killers" (my term) of the protocol can get rid of them. When we feel the awful herxing that means lots of bad pathogens are dying!

I get stomach aches too after I take all my supplements...sometimes it feels like a floating stomach (you know the feeling)...nausea and headaches. It helps if I eat a little something when I'm taking them...you know...not wait too late after a meal to take them. It'll get better and better as you continue to purge, so there is much light before you even get to the end of the tunnel.

I've been here a while...two years in January on the protocol for real. I say that, but I've had many falls from grace...I'll sometimes taper off on supplements as the work week progresses and I get tired. It'll start off innocently enough...a stop at Starbucks to get a hot tea that I sweeten with stevia which is ok, but then as I get busier and tireder, I start to feel increasingly sorry for myself. That's when it's a slippery slope to a hot tea plus one of those cranberry bliss bars. The ultimate slide to the depths is getting seduced by the signs that tempt you in the drive through line...all of their special sugary holiday concoctions with names that make them even more tempting. This is obviously not something I do all the time...because if I did, I'd still be really sick...but it does happen occasionally and I pay dearly for it.

Point is...that in spite of all of this, I'm SO much better than I was...so don't worry too much about your candy fest. It happens to all of us at one time or another...or...maybe I should say it happens to many of us. You can still recover and continue to move forward...it'll just take some time and you'll feel the repercussions. But...if you've jumped right back on the protocol (sum of the parts) then you'll have good damage control to undo your little slip up before you know it.

This purging misery you're going through right now will finally taper off too. There are so many kinds of purges and they are all disturbing. The key is to stay focused and not let it scare you too much. Two years ago, I'd look down at my fingernails and see them black rimmed all the way around. It was very disturbing. I kept a little finger nail brush and would constantly scrub them. That would make it go away, but it would come back in a few hours...then it went to longer gaps before it came back, and then it finally went away.

Oh...as per your stomach issue...I'm not an expert, but I wonder if chamomile tea would be helpful? There are also essential oils you can use that will help...no kidding. You rub them in them topically on your general stomach area and it really helps.

I found one from Rocky Mountain Oils called "Tummy Rub" and it has helped me...even when I'm really hurting. It's not terribly expensive...but if you'd like to try to make a larger amount for yourself to save money, you might want to google it and look at the ingredients. Cathee at Kleen Green has the best prices on high quality oils, and she may have the components so you can put something together...or...she might know what you can use that is a simpler combination. Tummy Rub has several different oils in it.

Hang in there Nick...this is the worst part...it'll get better for sure.

Love,

Karen

P.S. Your fall into the sugar bowl means you're really feeling deprived. You might want to consider making yourself some tasty treats to have on hand.
Donna had a good idea and it's delicious. Put a can of coconut milk in the fridge and then remove the hard part into a bowl and whisk it around until it's pudding consistency. The water in the bottom of the can is where all the carbs are, so discard that part of it. You can put a little almond milk into it to make it the right consistency. Then...sweeten it with stevia, add pecans (or nuts of your choice that you can eat) and then some cinnamon. I did this and added just a half cup of organic strawberries to the whole recipe and that only added another four net carbs overall. That made it pink and festive...and...it was delicious and really checked that box of wanting something "good" to eat. It also didn't take much to feel really physically satisfied...this fills you up with just a small serving.

Another fun treat is to get a bottle of sparkling water and add flavored stevia drops to it. I like the root beer...and...if you add the chocolate, you've made yourself a Yoo Hoo! So...find some moments to enjoy while you are waiting to round the bend. You'll get there!
Thread: WARRIORS AND ANGELS

Nicholas **

11/20/2018
Hi Family,

Last week's conference was very special to me.

I thought Cheryl did an amazing job. Many things she said resonated with me like reading journals by others around the same time frame of your journey.

One thing Mel said also resonated with me. He said (and I'm paraphrasing) I call people in this community one of three things Warrior, Angel, or deceased. This really is a life or death struggle and that is the blunt truth.

I had been doing well following the protocol closely and taking advice from the community. Changing my diet, managing stress, praising God and thanking Him for keeping me alive.

One night, probably after days of heavy purging, I hit an emotional low.

I'm sure at some point I thought I wasn't going to make it. I went in to my son's candy bag from Halloween and had a few "treats". I didn't notice much of a difference so I thought well maybe a little candy or cake now and then wouldn't be so bad. Heck , I may not be here for long anyway.

I could convince myself that anything is a good idea- as long as I kept those thoughts inside so I didn't have repercussions from anyone who understood and actually cared. Of course, then I convinced myself to have a little cheese cake, then a few brownies, then more candy. Hey, They're fun size right?

Well, the fun part was over as soon as the flavor went away. I found fibers had returned more black specs (which had almost disappeared). You see, the protocol works but it takes time. The problem is that the journey is so long and so hard that it's easy to give up hope. Some nights can be horrible with the stinging, biting. and purging. I was purging on my chin constantly for a week straight. It was so bad that I had lost feeling in that area for weeks. Then it moved to my neck again. Over and over -it seems relentless. It can bring your spirits down and that's what this disease wants! It wants to live- and if it lives, we must die.

My stomach hurts so much sometimes that part of me wants to die. I have lost so much strength and stamina over the last two years that I don't even know who that other guy was. That's the emotional low that this disease wants. It wants us to feel hopeless and helpless so we feed it.

Every day you are on this protocol it is dying and it doesn't die without a fight.

This disease will fight you physically and mentally and that's why spirituality is paramount. I need that strength from my creator and this community. I need His love and guidance. I do not have a biblical quote here to insert but my community can probably think of a thousand.

I literally think Mel will be at my door-step with his hockey stick.

MEL SAYS (NO MY FRIEND, GOD BLESSED YOU TOO SHARE, IN THE HOPE OTHERS WOULD HEAD YOUR WORDS)

I felt I had to write this in hopes that it stops someone else from making the same mistakes I have.

I love you all, Warriors and Angels,
Nicholas

Micky

11/19/2018
Hi All
Just wanted to take the time to post 2 things that have worked for me over the past couple of years and have not found on other posts.

When I first went to the eye doctor with a mite bite, he suggested washing my eyes twice a day with baby shampoo. I have used Johnson's and also a generic brand which works just as well. I have not had any problems with my eyes since, and now continue with the baby shampoo at least once a day.

Before I found this website, I researched and found Cotz,
a zinc oxide based sunscreen, which I use mostly at night. It has no preservatives or oils and works well on drying up any sores that appear on my body.

So I've felt well enough lately to take on a 3rd part-time job editing a missionary pastor's book. I love working from home and I am thoroughly enjoy reading about his travels, healings, and miracles.

I pray for healings and miracles for you all.
In Jesus' Precious Name,
Amen

Blessings,
Micky
Thread: QUESTION FOR JOHN B - CAT'S CLAW

Donna

11/18/2018
Thanks Karen.

I am currently taking Cat's Claw Bark supplement. May just stay with that because I am afraid I won't drink the tea daily or consume enough of it.

But let me know if you try the tea and if you notice a difference. I think you will as you are a fan of hot tea.

I can tell in your voice and all the things you are accomplishing that are feeling much better! I am continuing to feel better each day and I know we will reach that finish line very soon!!

Love and prayers,

Donna

Agent B1

11/8/2018
This was lovely to read, Karen and very nice to reflect on!

Today I thank you for all the posts that I have read and am very appreciative of the thought you put into each one---every word. Encouragement is a skill.

It is a gift to write and be able to inspire. I am immensely thankful for your words and the words of our community which help me endure and move forward.

As I move forward, because going 'backwards' is not an option, I do lament over things that were---
However, if not for this protocol, encouragement from many of you-including the Mel Man, and reading these posts, I really don't know where I would be at this point in my life.

Saturday conference calls, and Sunday prayer are added gifts.

Each time you post Karen, you 'give' wonderful, vivid descriptions which allow me to share what is going on in your life, connect it with mine, and encourage me to be strong too. Thank you again! This helps me.

"God is in the details." ---Ludwig Van Der Rhoe.

Love you all,
Agent B1

Karen

11/6/2018
Hi Anna, Micky and Donna,

Thank you all so much for your kind feedback.

Anna...the timing of my writing this along with your redo of your office is (to me) one of those nods from Above. There's lots of hard stuff we have to deal with, but sometimes there can be little spots of happiness here and there in our days. Be sure and take a pic to post on this thread when you get your tea corner set up.

Micky...you are obviously one of what my daughter would call my "tribe." Tuesday Morning is better than a decadent dessert (almost). It's a pretty inexpensive way to indulge in a little "retail therapy" if you need a pick me up. I like their mugs especially...and they're pretty cheap too.

Oh...and I'd LOVE to say I have hair down my back but, sadly, that isn't my real hair (HA...bet no one has figured THAT one out yet). I was at a friend's 50th birthday party and everyone was supposed to wear a wig. I chose long and blonde with a pink flower perched on top. My real hair is blonde...but it's cut just above my shoulders. At one time I was having a great deal of trouble with my hair...it wasn't growing very much and it was getting brittle and breaking off, but Mel's cold water treatment is just the best. It really works and my (real) hair just looks SO much better now...lots of new growth and no longer breaking off.

Speaking of the cold water treatment...I just laugh so much at Mel when he starts talking about how great his hair is. He really loves his hair, and he should...because he's put in the time and has done the cold water treatment since he was 14. However...it just cracks me up so much when he starts going on and on about how great his hair is...so much that sometimes I start singing the "I'm too sexy" song to him...but I use the word "hair" on every line. He laughs...but actually, he's not kidding about his hair...it IS remarkable and such a beautiful color of silver.

Donna...you so get it about the house situation. As a matter of fact, you're the only person I know who has done as much (or maybe more) of renovations as I have. I wish we'd have found each other as friends before we got sick and could still go at top speed on projects. We could've compared notes, and it would have been better than HGTV!

I know you're feeling so much better now, and what a great idea to start with a small project.
I actually dove back into my projects again a couple of months ago with a closet project. I finished out my closet and then got rid of SO much stuff. It felt so wonderful! To me...de-cluttering an area or arranging something pretty in a corner or on a nightstand, etc. just to have something new and fresh to enjoy just lifts my spirits. This disease takes so much from us...and not feeling like working on my house (or where ever I end up living) is like losing my identity. I'm so very thankful to begin to have some of my old energy back again, and I thank God for the protocol and all the support of this community to have gotten me this far.

Speaking of houses...there are three guys working on my house as I write this, and they are so professional and detail oriented...they are painting every single surface inside and out, and I can't wait to stage it. At last I'm feeling better enough to do some projects like this, and it's just the BEST feeling in the world! Now the trick is to get it sold and find some place else to live that I love that's smaller and more manageable without going into an emotional melt down because of selling my house. Lol...I need to just over it though...this is nothing compared to what we've all gone through in this illness...so that should put things in perspective.

Ok...I did it again...lots of words but lots I wanted to share.

Love,

Karen
Thread: OLE SAINT NICK

Nicholas

11/2/2018
Hi all,

I’ve been a member since March (2018). As I look back now, I was in very poor health. I was itching so badly and feeling stinging and biting not knowing why. Black , white and brown specs coming out of my skin often with no end in sight. I was vacuuming, washing, bathing, and spraying pesticides around and on myself, to no avail.

I am a single parent to a now six year old whom I love more than anything. I was so scared to touch him and hold him and he didn’t understand why. I was always pushing him away and I was the only person he had besides his nana. My siblings are all in other states. I remember telling his nana that she would have to care for him and I went home to see if my life insurance policy covered suicide. It didn’t.

I tried everything I could imagine on my own. Doctors I had talked with were looking at me like I was insane and told me it wasn’t real. I needed psych meds etc.

I came to this site thinking was no help for me. I was different and no one would understand. Also the brain fog was so bad it was hard to put two logical sentences together. I was terrified.

Mel and this community took me in with open arms and even though I rarely posted I listened and I would read.

The Saturday calls alone would bring such comfort to me and I’d find myself laughing one moment, then tearing up then next.

I followed Mel’s advice and his one on one coaching is an invaluable tool for me. I strongly recommend it -especially in the beginning.

The herxing or purging seemed endless yet being on the calls, reading, and praying gave me hope. This has to work there are no other options, I’d tell myself. It was a long walk into the woods to get here and I knew it would be take just as long to get back at a much slower pace. This is where rest and prayer come in. Also, we have to find something that brings us pleasure. When you’re down - move a muscle ; change a thought.
Recently, I had experienced what I came to realize what was a major herx.
For about two weeks or so. Seemingly all day I was purging from the same area over and over on my chin. This lasted for days on end and was so bad that the nerve endings in the area went dead. I didn’t put it together at first, but this was a major step for me .

I’d start to feel and less itchy and a bit stronger. Each day I am trying to focus on myself - and it’s hard with a demanding job and a young child.

I want to thanks those who have posted and tell you your posts and prayers helped me so much. There is so much love and compassion in this community. It really is the work of God and I’m so happy to be a
part of it.

Much love and gratitude to you all.
Love X
Thread: HYACINTHS FOR THE SOUL

ksl

10/31/2018
Hi Everyone,

I haven't written in a while, but there's been a good reason...my life in some areas is finally moving forward! It's a slow move forward, but progress nonetheless. As I've shared in the past, I have a much loved vintage home that I've been renovating for the past sixteen years. I won't go into what all I've done on it, but suffice it to say, it has been like moving a mountain. It's cost a fortune...and I think all the sanding of old paint and the various chemicals and solvents I've used over the years have contributed to the "toxic" in my toxic illness.

It's been a real labor of love though, but it all came to a screeching halt when I first got bitten by "something" four years ago (though my symptoms didn't turn into MD until three years ago). I'd done so much work on the house and was about to FINALLY do the fun part...put the "lipstick" on it (paint and decorating) after doing a bit more finish work on the drywall and trim work. I'd been living for this for years...having collected many antiques...paintings...textiles...crystal...china...decorative items, etc., and had forced myself over the years to delay the gratification of decorating until I'd done everything right...from the studs out. Because of this, I'd stored most my beautiful decor items in bins, boxes and closets until I was ready to stage it into what was (in my mind) magazine worthy loveliness.

Well...not to belabor the point, but we all know how much it costs to get this disease (financially, emotionally, and physically)...especially if you wandered in the wilderness of trying to figure out what to do before finding Mel, and as such, I spent another fortune on that as well. All of this has led me to the decision that I need to sell my house and downsize. It's been a heartbreaking decision, but also kind a freeing one. I'd buried myself in that house on every day off for years with a single minded goal...and had given up many other things in life to do so. Living somewhere else will give me back other things that I've been giving up.

So...back to my story. When I got sick and thought something was biting me in my house, I did what everyone else does...changed my whole way of living around and narrowed my life down to three manageable rooms. You know how it is...you have to go Spartan to manage the environment.

The fatigue was so bad for so long that all I could do after work was to sit in my rocking chair in my kitchen and watch Netflix on my laptop and watch everything I'd already accomplish seem to fall apart around me. It was depressing to say the least. I knew I needed to move on, but finding a way to do so seemed overwhelming.

Well...as I've also mentioned, I've gotten a lot better over the years. I've been with Mel's protocol for almost two years now, and I'm not even in the same category as I was when I first found him...I'm SO much better. As my energy has returned, I've been able to do some of my long delayed projects around the house. Granted...I'm really slow...but I'm finally moving forward.

I finished a big closet project a couple of weeks ago. It was a huge undertaking because I'd started it back before I got sick, and I wanted certain things in my closet...I'm kind of OCD like that. If I'd started it now, I'd have made it a lot simpler, but I already had the materials, so I needed to finish what I'd started. It was hard, but I finished it by myself, which was amazing considering how much my energy and strength levels have changed over the last couple of years. One difficult part of it required installing three eight foot long heavy shelves six to eight feet overhead while perching on a ladder. This was something I wouldn't have thought twice about before I got sick, but it was a real accomplishment post illness.

That one project was a catalyst because once that was done, I could move lots of things around as the first step to getting ready for a contractor to come in and finish the rest of the house. This required moving every item in two bedrooms and three closets to my living room and dining room which I did by myself over the last two weekends except for the really big furniture which the guys who are working for me did pretty quickly.

So...happily, I'm now moving forward, but there's always a cost. One is exhaustion...my work load doesn't slow down on my two jobs just because I'm having work done on my house...and two is having to have things further disorganized and disrupted during the reno process. My drywall was cracked and some of it was a mess...it needed to have the tape peeled off and re-taped and floated. Then they sanded it yesterday. If you've ever lived with drywall being sanded, you know what I stepped into when I returned home yesterday. They'd covered most everything in plastic...but now I have "snowed on" plastic mountains in my house.

My excitement remains though because when I went through to look at their day's work, I was amazed at how beautiful their work was...the walls are like glass! I did have to sit myself down and have a talk with myself though...I could feel the pity party coming on...and how sorry I was feeling for myself and cheated that I've done so incredibly much work and done without a finished house for so long and now that it's finally getting done and getting beautiful, I'm going to have to sell it. My little self lecture did work, but this whole experience made me realize that I've deprived myself of beauty and life's little pleasures for way too long. My soul was being a crybaby and wanting something to make it feel better.

That made me think of the following quote:

“If thou of fortune be bereft,
and in thy store there be but left
two loaves, sell one, and with the
dole, buy hyacinths to feed thy soul.”

? John Greenleaf Whittier

Though we can't have bread (snicker...of course I know this is symbolic), the idea that our "souls" need to be fed is very valid...at least it is for me, so I decided to do something about it. I decided to create at least one little corner in my world that would sooth my soul until I can get all the work done on my house, sell it and then get into something smaller and more manageable that I can decorate like I want.

So...(and this is the point of this post and as usual, has taken me about a zillion words to get to) I gathered some things around my house that have been put away and then treated myself to a little shopping trip to Tuesday Morning and then created a tea corner in my office. It's not stellar decor...but the eclectic items I put together make me smile when I walk in my office. I love hot tea and can now make a cup of tea and enjoy it while I work. By the way...Rooibos tea is one that's good for us to drink, and Trader Joes (at least the one I go to) now has a pumpkin flavor for fall and it's delicious! I also like cistus incanus tea and it's another good one for those of us with toxic illness. I like to add liquid stevia and almond milk to get it just right.

Ok...once again, I've written a chapter book, but that seems to be the only way I can communicate what's on my mind.

So...if you're just getting by in a very stripped down lifestyle now (like I have been) you may want to think about finding a way to add a little beauty to your life at least in some small way. It's sure brightened my day, and I'm sure it'll help me get through the holidays as well when I'm having more than usual of those feeling deprived moments.

Hope this helps someone.

Love,

Karen
Thread: ODOROX BRAND HYDROXYL GENERATOR TO CLEAN AIR

Chrissie

10/24/2018
Hi Debbie,

Glad you are posting and letting us know how you are getting on. Did you see my previous answer to your post on, 'thanks for your kind and helpful replies,?'. Debbie did you also post as Debbie S on, 'England Calling?.' I know quite a few people answered that post too.

I know you said you are just getting used to the threads. Would you be able to look back in these other threads and let us know what you think of our suggestions and if they are helpful to you at all?

Maybe you could go back to, 'Thanks for your kind and helpful replies,' and use that thread alone to post all your concerns. That way it would be easier for you to resource any information that is useful for you. And it is easier for us to help you and have your journey under this one thread.

It sounds like it could have been bird mites that has caused your Morgellons. I'm sorry you did not get a positive diagnosis re that, so that you would know exactly what had caused this. But irrespective of what caused it, you have come to the right place here to get help.

I hope you can get the ozone generator parts that you need.

Since you are having bad symptoms with Morgellons at present, can I suggest that you meet family members outside in a neutral place. In time when you are a lot better, I think there would be no problem having other people in your home. But at present, in the midst of this, I feel it would be best to safeguard their health too.

Oh dear, I am concerned that you are still sleeping in your chair. A bed bug cover and diatomaceous earth would help you in your bed. Or even a temporary plastic blow up bed. I had a blow up bed for five months when I was at my worst and it did help. But you need to get a proper lie down in order to rest.

I am also concerned you are putting mouthwash all over your body. I know, I have been there, wore the t-shirt, threw everything but the kitchen sink at this disease. But is the mouthwash drying out or even burning your skin?. Please consider kleen green and sulphur soap they are excellent topically for Morgellons.

I will use sulphur soap for life, only thing is it turns silver jewellery black, so no jewellery. It is a small price to pay. And for four years I did not have kleen green, when I eventually got it I regretted hugely I had not had it sooner. I kid ye not, immediately it helped with that dreadful crawling sensation.

Epsom salt baths with essential oils, ten drops of eucalyptus (very anti viral) or clove (anti fungal, anti parasitical) etc would also help the biting and stinging.

Can you get colloidal silver as it really is a great anti bacterial, anti fungal medicine. Is there any chance you can get on Mel's protocol? Did you say you are in England? We do get it shipped here.

I feel that I may be repeating some information here. But I'm not sure if you read my previous replies. But the thing is after six and a half years of suffering from Morgellons, going on the protocol for me was a game changer. Immediately it made a huge difference. And the other things we are all suggesting do help and do work.

Let us know what your thoughts are regards our suggestions and how your situation is going.

Take care,
Chrissie

Donna M

10/20/2018
Hi Everyone,

I just wanted to share some news and update my journey. Last Saturday, October 13 I noticed I was getting a scratchy throat. I had gotten a scratchy throat in the past so I didn't pay too much attention to it. However, it was worse on Sunday and by Monday had turned into a full blown COLD! I was so ecstatic! I have not had a cold probably in a year and a half - I'm thinking since early 2017 before I got sick with Lyme and M. (I started with symptoms of M in October of 2017.)

My husband could not understand why I was so excited. I tried to explain that it meant my immune system was kicking in. To him this made absolutely no sense - if my immune system was so compromised why didn't I get every virus, cold, flu, etc. that I was exposed to in the last year? I tried my best to explain, but I did some research online and was able to show him that people with Lyme Disease rarely got colds or flu.

On October 9, I had blood work and was anxiously awaiting my results. On October 16 I was able to view my results on line. Some numbers improved while others declined but most of these were with tests that I had been having issues with since I began blood work in April. I will be able to discuss these issues with my doctor and see if any course of action needs to be taken at my next appointment.

Now for the good news. My CD57 (the test for level of immunity) is 140 which is 40 points above the test I had in August! My doctor likes to see it at 120 or above. This number plus getting a cold confirms that my immune system is definitely kicking in. Although I feel I am past the 90% mark, I am hesitant to say I am 95% just yet. After I speak with my doctor to address my concerns, and wait a few more weeks I think I will hopefully be confident enough to confirm the 95% but until then, let's just say I am beyond 90%. I still have some symptoms of M but I almost forgot - No Lyme bands for the third time. I don't know if this means Lyme is "gone" but I will discuss this with my doctor too. (However, for the few family members that do not believe in M, I will continue to say I have Lyme until M is completely gone.)

I am beyond excited and so grateful for these positive results. I hope that I have encouraged you, as you have me, in this journey but especially those who have just started their journey. If I can do this, anyone can. Be positive and believe in yourself!

I have many to thank but most of all - God, Our Heavenly Father. Have faith and trust in our Lord! I also want to thank Mel and his protocol who always reminds us to Never Ever Give Up!

Mark 11:22-24

22 “Have faith in God,” Jesus answered. 23 “Truly[a] I tell you, if anyone says to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in their heart but believes that what they say will happen, it will be done for them. 24 Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.

I am praying for all of you in this journey. God Bless!

Love,

Donna

Cheryl

10/10/2018
Hi Cathy,

How are you doing after several months on the protocol?

I hope your eyes and face are better and your eyebrows have grown back in.

I put a drop of silver in my eyes practically every day. I find it to be very soothing and it helps stop the itching.

I did not have any eyebrows either when I started the protocol. I removed them because they drove me nuts. Now I have my eyebrows back and have little problem with them.

My favorite thing to use on my face is Maximum Strength Desitin. The one that contains 40% zinc.

If my face starts to break out, I use that. So far I have had a few red spots on my face but never had any open lesions.

Please post and let us know how you are doing.

Lamentations 3:22-23 (ESV)

22 The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases;
His mercies never come to an end;

23 they are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness.

Cheryl

Micky

10/10/2018
Hi All,
So it's been another month on the protocol and I've been feeling quite well. I'm sleeping better as I'm not feeling any crawlies at night...or I'm not feeling any because I'm sleeping better. :) I gained some weight in September and was up to 97 pounds but seem to have lost it again in the last couple of weeks. I need to drink more protein shakes; that's my goal for October.

I traveled to the Keys for a wedding and then to NY for my 50th class reunion! I was a little apprehensive to travel alone at first, but God was my companion and I learned all about Uber Share. I almost saw Leslie while in NY but our schedules did not match up. ( Next time, Girl!)

So I haven't had even as much as a cold for over 10 years and Sunday night I was hit from all sides. My joints began to ache, my nose started running worse than ever since on the Protocol, my throat started feeling scratchy, my eyes were watery, and I woke up Tuesday morning with laryngitis. I felt feverish and I was running to the bathroom every hour or so. I thought I had the flu, but today Wednesday my body has calmed down and I'm feeling much better.

From what I've heard from Mel, this is a good thing! The toxins are leaving my body...so I'm thrilled. I've added more water, more rest...and a little Advil. I've had to put down the phone due to the laryngitis, so no late night talks with Chrissie for a few days. Well, that's not true because we did Skype text pretty late Monday night. :)

I want to thank you all for your encouragement, especially my phone friends. This life is hard to live without the Lord, and it's hard to live with Morgellons without community. We have both and are blessed!

God is our Rock and our Redeemer!
Many blessings to you all,
Micky
Thread: I AM A BEGINNER

Karen

10/9/2018
Hi Again Maria,

For some reason, I did a Google search today with these words..."Mel's Morgellons Protocol." It's really because I'm too lazy to put in this site's address and just go to Google and enter "Mels Morgellons" in the search box and then just click on the "Forum" link. It's the way I go quickly to the site to read the posts.

However, today it had "Mel's Morgellons Protocol" as the first click on thing under the search box when I started typing in my usual, so lazily, I clicked on that one.

Ok...enough of what I did...but...what I found surprised me...and in a good way! If you do a search with those words you'll see some interesting articles AND Mel's Youtube videos pop up! That's new and very exciting because it will help so many others who are looking for answers.

I found one article on this list from a while back (2011), and it was about WPS...formerly known as MMS. The person writing mentioned being afraid of the WPS (MMS) and how things unfolded from there.

The article was from 2011, but it was dead on timely for right now as well.

Here's the link:

Morgellons – A Mundane Approach

I think you'll find it interesting, reassuring, and especially hopeful...because...it's even more evidence that the WPS makes a HUGE difference...then and now.

Love,

Karen

P.S. I just HATE the taste of it and I can be the world's biggest baby about taking it, but I've gotten used to it now. AND...now you can split the dose, so you're not tasting it as much...split dose means less drops per dose. To me, the only downside is the taste. There is no doubt that taking it on a regular basis has gotten me a quantum leap closer to the finish line. I always notice a big improvement in my symptoms when I take it like I'm supposed to.
Thread: ATTACKING EYES

Micky

10/8/2018
Hi All,

Four years ago I went to the eye doctor with a swollen and itchy eye. He said I had a mite bite and should wash my eyes each morning with baby shampoo and hot water.

I had another bite a year later and used the baby shampoo once again. Since I've been on the protocol I have not had any more trouble with my eyes.

I also continue to wash my eyes with the baby shampoo whenever I shower.

Hope this helps someone.

Blessings,
Micky

Tina

9/25/2018
Dawn,

I feel your pain and frustration!

I went through a divorce and a mental institution while raising my son at the onset of this affliction.

PLEASE GET THE PROTOCOL!

Its the thing with the entire “sum of “parts that will help you get clarity and then strength! I promise you!!

Stay close to us here and especially with Mel.

Be active in the healing part of this.

Lord knows how much energy you/we have wasted with doctors, friends and family.
Respectfully speaking THEY just don’t know!!!

Prayers sent to you now. Please reach out to us.
We’re really here for you and you WILL get better!
Thread: NO FAMILY SUPPORT WHEN TREATING ME OR MY SON WHAT AM I TO DO?

Deanna

9/24/2018
Hi Dawn,

Please know you are NOT alone! Most of us here have not had the support of family or ANY medical professionals!!

That is the "true" beauty of this Protocol AND this community!!! The Protocol works beyond a shadow of a doubt for adults AND especially for children!!! The community gives us the support we CANNOT get elsewhere!!!

I always tell anyone new to this healing journey... the bottom line is, we are living with this science fiction condition and we find it hard to believe that it's actually happening... how could we EVER expect anyone who doesn't have this to understand!?!?!?! That's EXACTLY why we need each other!!!!

If you haven't gotten yourself and your son started on the Protocol yet, please do so IMMEDIATELY... this is TRULY where your answers lie!!!

*Read the FAQ's - Print them out and read them AGAIN
*Make sure you are following the SUM of the parts
*Find and read the Children and Morgellons thread
*Find and listen to the Children and Morgellons conference call (I believe it's in the archives, is that correct MEL??)
*If you haven't yet had a phone call with Mel make sure you do that ASAP (the first one is ALWAYS free)
*Be sure to join in the Saturday conference calls

As Mel always tells us those who don't give up hope get well.... this website was my hope AND it can be yours too!!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers, my fellow warrior!!!!

Deanna

Karen

9/23/2018
Here it is in German...courtesy of Google Translate...hope it makes sense to Hofnung.

Hallo Höfnung,

Ihre Erfahrung klingt vertraut. Ich habe Morgellons vor drei Jahren entwickelt, aber ich habe das Protokoll erst vor ungefähr 20 Monaten begonnen.

Ich bin viel besser ... bei mindestens 90% und manchmal fühle ich mich wie bei 95%. Ich glaube, es geht mir ganz gut, wenn ich nicht so viel arbeite, aber das ist meine Realität, und ich komme damit klar. Leute, die arbeiten, können gesund werden, aber es dauert nur länger.

Ich bedaure, dieses Protokoll nicht früher gefunden zu haben. Wenn ich damals (vor drei Jahren) gewusst hätte, was ich jetzt weiß, wäre ich mit absoluter Disziplin auf das Protokoll gekommen.

Wenn Sie nicht wissen, besteht das Protokoll aus Ergänzungen, kolloidalem Silber und einer sehr effektiven Substanz, die dieses Ding namens WPS tötet. Es gibt zwei Arten von Ergänzungen ... die Art, die Sie aufbauen ... Wiederherstellen Sie Ihre Gesundheit und Bioterrain und diejenigen, die diese Krankheit töten.

Sie beginnen mit dem Basisprotokoll und kolloidalem Silber (Ergänzungen können bei Logos Nutritionals bestellt werden) und dann können Sie nach einigen Wochen damit beginnen, die "Killers" (mein Begriff) hinzuzufügen, die aus der Protokollerweiterung (auch von Logos) und der WPS.

Es gibt auch etwas namens "Die Summe der Teile". Ich werde unten eine Kopie von einigen Ratschlägen machen, die ich in einem früheren Post geschrieben habe.

Ich hoffe, dass dies alles auf eine sinnvolle Weise übersetzt wird. Ich verstehe überhaupt kein Deutsch, und ich verlasse mich auf Google Translate, um es ins Deutsche zu bringen. Ich poste das Gleiche auch auf Englisch. Wenn Sie also ein besseres Übersetzungsprogramm haben, können Sie einfach die englische Version in Ihr Übersetzungsprogramm kopieren und einfügen. Ich verstehe, dass diese Übersetzungen manchmal nicht die eigentliche Botschaft des Schriftstellers vermitteln können.

Ich gehe jedoch lieber das Risiko einer schlechten Übersetzung ein, als beiseite zu stehen und nicht zu helfen, wenn ich kann.

Hier sind die Infos zum Einstieg:

Hier sind einige Schritte, um dies zu tun:

1. Verstehen Sie, dass es eine Lernkurve gibt und dass Sie nicht alles sofort verstehen werden. Fangen Sie einfach an ... zögern Sie nicht ... und dann werden die Dinge klarer, je weiter Sie gehen.

2. Gehen Sie zur FAQ-Seite und drucken Sie sie aus. Lesen Sie es sorgfältig durch, da es Ihnen die grundlegenden Umrisse dieser Heilungsreise gibt.

3. Fange an, das Forum zu lesen ... es gibt ungefähr eine Zillion Seiten hier ... aber ... sobald du mit dem Lesen angefangen hast, wirst du sehen, dass sich Themen wiederholen ... also fang einfach an zu lesen. Als ich das Forum gelesen habe, habe ich ein Kompositionsheft in meiner Nähe aufbewahrt. So konnte ich meine Notizen nach Themen ordnen.

4. Beginnen Sie jeden Konferenzanruf zu hören. Das ist wirklich viel einfacher als das Lesen und Sie erhalten viele gute Antworten.

5. Das erste, was Sie lesen müssen, ist über die Ernährung. Grundsätzlich ... die Kohlenhydrate verlieren. Diese Krankheitserreger ernähren sich von Kohlenhydraten. Die letzten drei oder vier Seiten im Forum haben Informationen über Keto ... werfen Sie einen Blick auf diese Beiträge und stellen Sie Fragen, wenn die Dinge nicht klar sind.

6. Suchen Sie die Protokollseite und bestellen Sie dann das Basiskit und etwas Silber. Fangen Sie gleich damit an.

7. Treten Sie den Konferenzanrufen bei ... Post im Forum ... teilnehmen. Diejenigen, die die beste Chance haben, gesund zu werden.

8. Beherzige deine Nerven ... erkenne, dass dies kein Fix für eine Nacht oder eine einzige Kugel ist. Es ist ein synergistischer Ansatz, den Sie oft als "Summe der Teile" bezeichnen. Mach dich organisiert und dann mach es einfach. Entspannen Sie sich ... Sie werden im Laufe der Zeit besser werden ... obwohl es auf der Straße definitiv einige Unebenheiten gibt ... Sie werden sich bessern und wenn Sie konzentriert bleiben, werden Sie sich verbessern, bis es Ihnen wieder gut geht ... eins und ein halbes Jahr oder mehr ... aber ... es ist definitiv machbar.

9. Erwägen Sie, Mel für Coaching zu rufen. Seine Einsicht ist von unschätzbarem Wert, und Sie werden den Vorteil seiner Fachkenntnis in Bezug auf Ihre spezifische Situation erhalten, wenn Sie mit ihm eins zu eins sprechen.

10. Wir sind alle zuerst erschrocken und überwältigt, aber ... Beweise unterstützen die Tatsache, dass die Menschen hier gesund werden.

Hoffe das hilft Höfnung ... Ich weiß das ist hart ... aber es gibt Hoffnung. Es gibt Leute in Großbritannien, die auf diesem Protokoll stehen, also weiß ich, dass all dies in Übersee versendet werden kann. Bitte bleiben Sie in Kontakt mit uns allen.

Liebe,

Karen

ENGLISH

Here's my English response and I'll take it to Google translate to change it to something that will (hopefully) make sense to Hofnung.

Hello Höfnung,

Your experience sounds familiar. I developed Morgellons three years ago but didn't start the protocol in earnest until about 20 months ago.

I am much better...at at least 90% and at times I feel like it's at 95%. I believe I could be completely well if I didn't work so much, but that's my reality, and I deal with it. People who work can get well, but it just takes longer.

I regret not finding this protocol sooner. If I'd have known then (three years ago) what I know now, I'd have gotten on the protocol with absolute discipline.

If you don't know, the protocol consists of supplements, colloidal silver, and a very effective substance that kills this thing off called WPS. There are two kinds of supplements...the kind that build you up...restore your health and bioterrain and the ones that kill off this disease.

You start with the basic protocol and colloidal silver (supplements can be ordered from Logos Nutritionals) and then after a few weeks, you can begin to add the "killlers" (my term) which consists of the protocol extension (also from Logos) and the WPS.

There's also something called "The Sum of the Parts." I'm going to do a copy and paste below of some getting started advice I'd written in a previous post.

I sure hope this all is translating in a way that makes sense. I have no understanding of German at all, and I'm relying on Google Translate to get it into German. I'm posting this same thing in English as well, so if you have a better translation program you can just copy and paste the English version into your translation program. I understand that these translations can sometimes not convey the actual message meant by the writer.

However, I'd rather take the risk of a poor translation than stand aside and not offer to help if I can.

Here's the info about getting started:

Here are some steps in the process of doing this:

1. Understand there is a learning curve and that you won't understand everything right away. Just get started...don't delay...and then things will become clearer as you progress.

2. Go to the FAQ page and print it out. Read it carefully as it will give you the basic outline of this healing journey.

3. Start reading the forum...there are about a zillion pages here...but...once you get started reading, you'll see that topics repeat...so just start reading. I kept a composition notebook close by when I was reading the forum. That way I could organize my notes by topic.

4. Start listening to every conference call. That's really a lot easier than reading and you'll get a lot of good answers.

5. The first thing you need to read is about diet. Basically...lose the carbs. These pathogens feed on carbs. The last three or four pages on the forum have info about Keto...take a look at those posts and then ask questions if things aren't clear.

6. Find the protocol page and then order the basic kit and some silver. Get started on that right away.

7. Join the conference calls...post on the forum...participate. Those who do have the best chance of getting well.

8. Steady your nerves...realize this isn't an overnight fix or a single bullet fix. It's a synergystic approach that you'll often hear referred to as the "sum of the parts." Get yourself organized and then just do it. Relax...you'll get better over time...though there are definitely some speed bumps in the road...you'll start improving and if you stay focused, you'll improve until you get well...one and a half years or more...but...it's definitely do-able.

9. Consider calling Mel for coaching. His insight is invaluable, and you'll get the benefit of his expertise related to your specific situation when you talk to him one on one.

10. We're all scared and overwhelmed at first but...evidence supports the fact that people here get well.

Hope this helps Hofnung...I know this is hard...but there is hope. There are people in the UK who are on this protocol, so I know all of this can be shipped overseas. Please stay in contact with all of us.

Love,

Karen
Thread: LIFE AFTER A YEAR AND A HALF ON THE PROTOCOL

Anne

9/22/2018
I thought I would share my experience on the protocol and offer a few tips.

After contracting this condition I suffered with unbearable itching and so many sleepless nights. Once I went on the protocol and started taking WPS it was amazing how the feeling of something jumping at my lower legs and the itching dissipated.

I’ve been on the protocol for a year and half and would like to say that I’m well on my way to beating this - I feel great 90% of the time- BUT have had a couple of set backs, that I unknowingly, created for myself – one, I retired from my corporate job and was feeling so good that I thought I would take a part time job at a retail store because I thought it would be ‘fun’. Well, it was super stressful and after a couple of months and regressing in my recovery, I quit (thanks to advice from Mel).

Secondly, and most recently, I started having issues, and again, thanks to my coaching from Mel, realized it was from my diet. I had inadvertently been adding dairy back into my diet not realizing that dairy can create a fungal environment – which Morgellons can thrive on. A little cream in my coffee, ranch dressing on my salad, cheese with my homemade almond flour crackers – it all adds up.

I am so diligent with taking the protocol, WPS, and following a healthy no/low carb diet that when I was hit with this latest issue I freaked out. Thank goodness I was able to call Mel with my coaching time – I literally did not realize that dairy could exacerbate my issues the way it did and could kick myself for not knowing. I live in a very humid area of the country so it’s super important for me to not create an environment in my body to feed this condition.

I’ve tightened up my diet and am making sure that I include lots of anti-fungal elements – onions, garlic, etc. I snack on coconut macaroon cookies (another good anti-fungal) made with Stevia which I will share in the recipes section.

My advice is to really pay attention to your diet, stress levels and not get complacent when you start feeling better – always remember the things that can prolong your recovery – no matter how small - and consider coaching if you haven’t already – the comfort of knowing that I can call Mel whenever I have a question or issue is so reassuring – he understands, like no one else, what we are going through and that alone is worth the price of gold!

My best to all of you.
Thread: BEEN VEGETARIAN FOR FORTY YEARS

Micky

9/22/2018
Hello and Welcome,

I just wanted to encourage you to continue posting and stay connected. I hope you begin to join the conference calls on the weekend so you can speak to all the encouraging people in our community. Both John and Cheryl have given you valuable information, and it's just a taste of what is in store. I have experienced so much love and healing by connecting to Mel, the distributors, and several people in the community. My stress level has decreased a hundred fold! You are in the right place!

And yes, you will win the war! :)

"Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promises to those who love him." James 1:12

Blessings,
Micky

Cheryl

9/21/2018
Hi Hoffnung,

Willkommen im Forum. Ich bin so froh, dass Sie diese Website gefunden und entschieden haben zu posten.

Ich lese Karens erstaunliche Antworten auf Ihre Fragen und kann nicht viel hinzufügen. Nur um zu sagen, dass es mir persönlich besser geht als bei Antibiotika.

Es tut mir sehr leid zu lesen, dass Sie so krank waren, aber ich glaube, dass es hier Hoffnung gibt, dass Sie wieder gesund werden.

Mel sagt immer, dass diejenigen, die die Hoffnung nicht aufgegeben haben, gesund wurden. Ich hoffe, dass Sie sich dazu entschließen werden, das Protokoll zu beginnen und weiter zu posten, damit die Leute in diesem Forum Sie auf Ihrem Weg zum Wohlbefinden ermutigen können.

Cheryl

ENGLISH

Hi Hoffnung,

Welcome to the forum. I am so glad that you found this website and decided to post.

I read Karen's amazing answers to your questions and cannot think of much to add. Only to say that I am personally doing better on this protocol than I was on antibiotics.

I am very sorry to read that you have been so ill but I believe that there is hope here for you to regain your health.

Mel always says that those who did not give up hope got well. I hope that you will decide to begin the protocol and continue to post so that people on this forum can encourage you on your journey to wellness.

Cheryl
Thread: LYME CLAMYDIEN

Karen

9/20/2018
Ok...here's my answer in English...and I'm about to take this huge load of words to Google Translate to get it to German. That will be next.

Hi Hoffnung,

I’m so sorry you’re having to deal with this, but you’ve come to the right place to get some help. I’m going to try to answer your questions to the best of my ability, but please know that I’m not a doctor but am just a person who’s had some of the same experiences and who has had some significant success over the last couple of years.

Your first question was about antibiotics. I’m very fortunate that I have a doctor who recognizes Morgellons. I also have Lyme, and my lowest CD57 got down to a seven. That was a couple of years ago and I was pretty sick, but I’m better...my CD57 is now up to around 50 and the constant fatigue is now SO much better.

I took lots of antibiotics at first, and had lab work done every few months to track my progress. I did make progress with the antibiotics, but it wasn’t by huge leaps...it was more in small increments except for the Transfer Beta number (that one improved right away) and sometimes the numbers would go in a negative direction. After several months of doing this, I started the Logos Nutritional Morgellons protocol. My numbers improved...but a few months afterward, I decided to stop using all antibiotics and other prescriptions and just do the protocol.

I made immediate progress...my lab work numbers improved significantly in the next few months. Was this because I’d stopped using antibiotics? There’s no way to know this for sure, but it would certainly seem so. I did some internet research about how antibiotics affect people with toxic diseases and found the following from Bill Rawls who is a physician who has Lyme disease: I took this directly from his site...and am sharing it because he explains it so much better than I ever could and because it echos all that John B. and Mel have shared with us over the years.

Borrelia clears the blood quickly and uses its corkscrew shape to penetrate deeply into tissues (including joint cartilage, brain, nerve tissue) where it is protected from antibiotics and the immune system. It can penetrate into cells, give up the corkscrew shape, and live inside of cells, thus gaining protection from the immune system and antibiotics. If confronted with a full antibiotic assault, it rolls up into dormant cyst and rides out the storm until the antibiotics are gone.Frequent use of antibiotics kills off normal flora in the gut and skin, allowing overgrowth of pathogens like Candida (yeast), C. Diff. and MRSA skin infections. Antibiotic-resistant pathogens are more threatening than the microbes that cause Lyme disease.
Antibiotics work best on highly threatening microbes that grow very rapidly and are densely congregated in localized areas in the body (like a pneumonia). Borrelia grows very slowly in the body and only occurs in very low concentrations in tissues.
Borrelia is a master at blending in with the trillions of other microbes that make up the human microbiome (the sum of all microbes in the body). Overwhelming the host is not its mission; it simply needs to scavenge enough resources to survive. Borrelia’s stealthy ability to lay low makes diagnosis and treatment a real challenge.
Borrelia never occurs alone. There are many stealthy microbes (Mycoplasma, Chlamydia, Bartonella, EBV, CMV, others) that can occupy space in the microbiome. Sometimes they occur as coinfections with the tick bite, but they can already be present in the microbiome, without causing symptoms, when infection with Borrelia occurs.
Stealthy microbes, such as Borrelia (and also the co-infections), win by persistence, not aggression. They can hang on, protected from antibiotics by living inside cells and staying isolated in the deepest recesses of the body. Frequent use of antibiotics kills off normal flora in the gut and skin, allowing overgrowth of pathogens like Candida (yeast), C. Diff. and MRSA skin infections. Antibiotic-resistant pathogens are more threatening than the microbes that cause Lyme disease.
Disruption of the normal flora by antibiotics and emergence of antibiotic resistant pathogens causes significant gut dysfunction. Because 70% of immune system functions are located in the gut, immune functions are also adversely affected. This adds fuel to the fire to an immune system that is already heavily taxed by an ongoing tug-of-war with stealth microbes.
Mitochondria, the powerhouses present in every cell in the body, were once primitive bacteria. A billion years ago, these high-energy bacteria were hijacked by cells of higher living creatures to produce energy. They became part of cells of all higher life forms, but they still retain bacteria-like characteristics. Having bacteria-like characteristics makes mitochondria susceptible to damage by many types of antibiotics. This may be why many people experience fatigue with antibiotic use.
Borrelia can exist in biofilms, but how much this contributes to resistance to treatment is controversial. Possibly more concerning is the effect antibiotics have on natural biofilms in the colon. Friendly microbes create biofilm in the mucous lining of the distal small intestine and the large colon. This type of biofilm is protective and essential for a healthy colon. Long-term use of antibiotics can disrupt this protective barrier and increase risk of gut illnesses such as ulcerative colitis and colon cancer.

Dr. Rawls also notes that, “...(there is) compelling evidence for treating Lyme disease using herbs with antimicrobial properties (used with or without antibiotics).”

So...my answer would be...if you do choose to go along with your doctor’s treatment with antibiotics, be SURE to take the entire Logos Lyme protocol along with it to counteract any of the above mentioned gut issues, etc. that antibiotics can create. Most people on this site have chosen to do this without antibiotics for the most part, and of course, that decision is completely up to you.

In any case, treatment takes a long time, and you can see why once you read the above. Borrelia and related co-infections are very tricky...but the protocol is wonderful because it addresses all of these factors. Olive Leaf Extract which is one of the supplements is a natural antibiotic. That means you’ll get all the benefits without the side effects. It does take a long time though...and those who are consistent do experience success and health restoration.

As far as your children are concerned, I can only answer based on what my doctor told me and from my own personal experiences. When my doctor first told me that I had Morgellons and Lyme, I asked her if I would be contagious to my grandchildren. She said that there is no evidence to support that it’s contagious person to person except for sexual transmission in the case of Lyme. She said that the cases from multiple family members were from similar exposure.

Just watch your children closely. If they start showing signs of these diseases, get them on the children’s protocol. From what I understand, the supplements involved aren’t as extensive, and much success has been recorded with the children who have used this approach.

I hope this helps...and I hope you continue to communicate with all of us. We welcome you and pray for success for both you and your family.

Love,

Karen

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GERMAN

Ok...here it is after I put it through Google Translate from English to German. I hope it translates without seeming too strange.

Hallo Höffnung,

Es tut mir leid, dass du damit fertig wirst, aber du bist an der richtigen Stelle, um Hilfe zu bekommen. Ich werde versuchen, deine Fragen so gut wie möglich zu beantworten, aber bitte sei mir bewusst, dass ich kein Arzt bin, sondern nur eine Person, die einige der gleichen Erfahrungen gemacht hat und die über das letzte Paar einige bedeutende Erfolge hatte von Jahren.

Ihre erste Frage betraf Antibiotika. Ich bin sehr glücklich, dass ich einen Arzt habe, der Morgellons erkennt. Ich habe auch Lyme und mein unterster CD57 ist auf eine Sieben gesunken. Das war vor ein paar Jahren und ich war ziemlich krank, aber ich bin besser ... mein CD57 ist jetzt auf etwa 50 und die ständige Erschöpfung ist jetzt SO viel besser.

Ich nahm zuerst viele Antibiotika und machte alle paar Monate Laborarbeiten, um meine Fortschritte zu verfolgen. Ich machte Fortschritte mit den Antibiotika, aber es war nicht durch große Sprünge ... es war mehr in kleinen Schritten abgesehen von der Transfer-Beta-Nummer (die verbesserte sofort) und manchmal die Zahlen würden in eine negative Richtung gehen. Nachdem ich mehrere Monate damit verbracht hatte, startete ich das Logos Nutritional Morgellons-Protokoll. Meine Zahlen verbesserten sich ... aber ein paar Monate später beschloss ich, alle Antibiotika und andere Medikamente zu nehmen und nur noch das Protokoll zu machen.

Ich habe sofort Fortschritte gemacht ... meine Laborarbeit hat sich in den nächsten Monaten deutlich verbessert. War das, weil ich aufgehört hatte, Antibiotika zu nehmen? Es gibt keine Möglichkeit, dies sicher zu wissen, aber es scheint so. Ich habe im Internet geforscht, wie Antibiotika Menschen mit toxischen Krankheiten beeinflussen und fand folgendes heraus von Bill Rawls, einem Arzt mit Lyme-Borreliose: Ich nahm das direkt von seiner Seite ... und teile es, weil er es so viel besser erklärt als ich jemals könnte und weil es all das widerspiegelt, was John B. und Mel im Laufe der Jahre mit uns geteilt haben.

Borrelia reinigt das Blut schnell und nutzt seine Korkenzieherform, um tief in Gewebe (einschließlich Gelenkknorpel, Gehirn, Nervengewebe) einzudringen, wo es vor Antibiotika und dem Immunsystem geschützt ist. Es kann in Zellen eindringen, die Korkenzieherform aufgeben und innerhalb von Zellen leben, wodurch es Schutz vor dem Immunsystem und Antibiotika erhält. Wenn es mit einem vollständigen Antibiotikumangriff konfrontiert wird, rollt es in eine schlafende Zyste und reitet den Sturm hinaus, bis die Antibiotika weg sind. Häufiger Gebrauch von Antibiotika tötet normale Flora im Darm und in der Haut ab und erlaubt Überwucherung von Krankheitserregern wie Candida (Hefe), C Diff. und MRSA-Hautinfektionen. Antibiotikaresistente Erreger sind gefährlicher als die Mikroben, die Lyme-Borreliose verursachen.
Antibiotika wirken am besten auf sehr bedrohliche Mikroben, die sehr schnell wachsen und in örtlich begrenzten Bereichen des Körpers dicht sitzen (wie eine Lungenentzündung). Borrelien wachsen im Körper sehr langsam und kommen nur in sehr geringen Konzentrationen in Geweben vor.
Borrelia ist ein Meister darin, sich mit den Billionen anderer Mikroben, die das menschliche Mikrobiom bilden (die Summe aller Mikroben im Körper), zu vermischen. Überwältigend den Gastgeber ist nicht seine Mission; es muss einfach genug Ressourcen aufspüren, um zu überleben. Borrelias Tarnung ist niedrig und macht die Diagnose und Behandlung zu einer echten Herausforderung.
Borrelia kommt nie alleine vor. Es gibt viele heimliche Mikroben (Mycoplasma, Chlamydia, Bartonella, EBV, CMV, andere), die Platz im Mikrobiom einnehmen können. Manchmal treten sie als Koinfektionen mit dem Zeckenstich auf, aber sie können bereits im Mikrobiom vorhanden sein, ohne Symptome zu verursachen, wenn eine Infektion mit Borrelien auftritt.
Stealthy Mikroben, wie Borrelien (und auch die Co-Infektionen), gewinnen durch Beharrlichkeit, nicht durch Aggression. Sie können sich vor Antibiotika schützen, indem sie in Zellen leben und isoliert in den tiefsten Vertiefungen des Körpers bleiben. Häufiger Einsatz von Antibiotika tötet die normale Flora im Darm und in der Haut ab und ermöglicht das Überwachsen von Krankheitserregern wie Candida (Hefe), C. Diff. und MRSA-Hautinfektionen. Antibiotikaresistente Erreger sind gefährlicher als die Mikroben, die Lyme-Borreliose verursachen.
Eine Störung der normalen Flora durch Antibiotika und das Auftreten antibiotikaresistenter Pathogene führt zu einer signifikanten Darmmodernisierung. Da 70% der Funktionen des Immunsystems im Darm lokalisiert sind, werden auch die Immunfunktionen beeinträchtigt. Dies fügt dem Feuer Feuer zu einem Immunsystem hinzu, das bereits durch ein anhaltendes Tauziehen mit Stealth-Mikroben stark besteuert wird.
Mitochondrien, die Kraftwerke in jeder Zelle des Körpers, waren einst primitive Bakterien. Vor einer Milliarde Jahren wurden diese hochenergetischen Bakterien von Zellen höherer Lebewesen zur Energiegewinnung entführt. Sie wurden Teil von Zellen aller höheren Lebensformen, aber sie behalten immer noch bakterienähnliche Eigenschaften bei. Bakterienähnliche Eigenschaften machen Mitochondrien anfällig für Schäden durch viele Arten von Antibiotika. Dies kann der Grund sein, warum viele Menschen Müdigkeit bei der Verwendung von Antibiotika erleben.
Borrelien können in Biofilmen vorkommen, aber wie viel dies zur Resistenz gegen die Behandlung beiträgt, ist umstritten. Englisch: bio-pro.de/en/region/stern/magazin/...3/index.html Möglicherweise ist die Wirkung, die Antibiotika auf natürliche Biofilme in der Umwelt haben, umstritten
Doppelpunkt. Freundliche Mikroben bilden Biofilm in der Schleimhaut des distalen Dünndarms und des Dickdarms. Diese Art von Biofilm ist schützend und für einen gesunden Doppelpunkt wesentlich. Langfristiger Einsatz von Antibiotika kann diese Schutzbarriere stören und das Risiko von Darmerkrankungen wie Colitis ulcerosa und Darmkrebs erhöhen. Dr. Rawls bemerkt auch, dass "... (gibt es) zwingende Beweise für die Behandlung von Lyme-Borreliose mit Kräutern mit antimikrobiellen Eigenschaften (mit oder ohne Antibiotika)." Also ... meine Antwort wäre ... wenn Sie sich entscheiden Um mit der Behandlung Ihres Arztes mit Antibiotika zu gehen, nehmen Sie bitte das gesamte Logos Lyme-Protokoll mit, um den oben genannten Darmproblemen usw., die Antibiotika hervorrufen können, entgegenzuwirken. Die meisten Leute auf dieser Seite haben sich dafür entschieden, dies ohne Antibiotika zu tun, und natürlich liegt diese Entscheidung ganz bei Ihnen. Auf jeden Fall dauert die Behandlung lange und Sie können sehen, warum, wenn Sie das obige lesen. Borrelien und verwandte Co-Infektionen sind sehr schwierig ... aber das Protokoll ist wunderbar, weil es all diese Faktoren anspricht. Olive Leaf Extract, der eine der Ergänzungen ist, ist ein natürliches Antibiotikum. Das bedeutet, dass Sie alle Vorteile ohne Nebenwirkungen erhalten. Es dauert jedoch eine lange Zeit ... und diejenigen, die konsequent sind, erleben Erfolg und Wiederherstellung der Gesundheit. Soweit es Ihre Kinder betrifft, kann ich nur auf der Grundlage meiner Aussagen und meiner persönlichen Erfahrungen antworten. Als mein Arzt mir erzählte, dass ich Morgellons und Lyme hatte, fragte ich sie, ob ich für meine Enkelkinder ansteckend wäre. Sie sagte, dass es keine Beweise dafür gibt, dass es sich um eine ansteckende Person handelt, mit Ausnahme der sexuellen Übertragung im Fall von Lyme. Sie sagte, dass die Fälle von mehreren Familienmitgliedern von ähnlicher Exposition waren. Passen Sie nur auf Ihre Kinder auf. Wenn sie Anzeichen dieser Krankheiten zeigen, nehmen Sie sie auf das Protokoll der Kinder. Soweit ich weiß, sind die Supplemente nicht so umfangreich, und bei den Kindern, die diesen Ansatz gewählt haben, wurde viel Erfolg verzeichnet. Ich hoffe, das hilft ... und ich hoffe, dass Sie weiterhin mit uns allen kommunizieren. Wir begrüßen Sie und beten für den Erfolg für Sie und Ihre Familie. Liebe, Karen
Thread: JUST JOINED

Tracy

9/20/2018
Hello Help Me!

You have found the right place to be! Be encouraged by the words of those who have responded to your post.

This protocol works!! I'm just starting my 3rd month and can testify to this fact! You are so welcomed here!

You are among those who understand and care about you. Heed the advice given and take one day at a time, never give up hope!

God is faithful when we give it all to Him,
this I can also testify to with my entire being!!

Help Me, you are in my prayers.

By His grace,
Tracy

Laura (aunt)

9/9/2018
Welcome to all who will be reading this post.

I have been on this protocol for approximately 18 1/2 months. As of today, I consider myself in the 95% club. Many of the ideas shared here I have also practiced.

I purchased a small twin bed and placed plastic (usually used on baby crib beds)on my bed. I covered my pillow with plastic as well. I purchased two sets of sheets and would sleep on them no more than three nights (in the beginning) after spraying them with Kleen Green in the morning and a few hours before going to bed in the evening.

In the environment, I would spray the baseboards in the morning and evening with Kleen Green. In addition to this, I would use Odoban on the baseboards as this helped with mildew. (you may purchase this from Home Depot) Again, this process gets easier as you begin to heal.

The laundry was always my challenge and soon I began to purchase the jumbo size zip lock bags to keep my dirty clothes in. I would spray them with Kleen Green and place the in the bag. When washing my clothes, I would use Kleen Green, Borax, and a clean laundry detergent. Soak them in the washing machine with Kleen Green for at least 20 minutes before adding the other ingredients and restarting the wash.

This process is overwhelming in the beginning and does get easier. I once heard someone say this was harder than cancer to recover from. Thankfully I have not had to overcome cancer. And the worst part of this disease is the loneliness. But slowly I have restored my health and life.

Please do not give up hope. There were so many times when I thought I could not do it anymore. That is when I turned to the wonderful people of this community. Thank God for my three brothers in Christ; Mel, John and Peter who were there for me. And now, I am moving on with life. IT CAN AND WILL for you too. KEEP MOVING FORWARD!

"Ah Lord God! Behold, Thou hast made the heaven and the earth by Thy great power and outstretched arm; and there is nothing too hard for Thee."
Jeremiah 32:17

In Christ Love,
Laura

Micky

9/5/2018
Hi Tracy

Yes! God is so amazing!

Chrissie told me about mixing a little clove into the Kleen Green in my hands and rubbing it onto some areas. For me it would be around my wrists, ankles, and those hard to reach places on my back. Well last night I think I slept 5 HOURS in a row! Praise God for sweet sleep and relief!

I just read your praise post and so happy you see some light and have hope after 7 weeks. What an Awesome God!

Slow and steady...that’s the way to do it! Your eyes are focused on the goal!

Blessings
Micky
Thread: DAILY SOAKS AND COTTON CLOTHING

Micky

9/4/2018
Hi Marilyn

Welcome! So happy you found your way here. I have been healing steadily for 4 months following the protocol on this website, counseling with Mel, eating properly, joining in on the conference calls, and gaining valuable information in the forum.

I continue to sleep on cotton sheets and wear cotton clothes and still have seen much progress in my healing, with less sores and itching. I contribute this to holding fast to the "Sum of the parts" laid out on this site.

I think Mel is your best resource right now. He can properly answer all your questions and assist you in your road to healing.

Blessed is the one who finds wisdom and the one who gets understanding...Proverbs 3:13

Blessings,
Micky

Donna M

9/2/2018
Hi Laura, Chris and Karen,

Thank you for your heartfelt happiness for me in my positive progress in my journey. I am so very grateful and look forward to completing my journey with all of you.

I hope I have encouraged all of you as you have encouraged me so many times. It's not an easy journey for any of us, but to get our health and lives back, it is so worth the effort and sacrifices.

"For with God nothing shall be impossible" Luke 1:37

Love and God Bless,

Donna

Micky

9/2/2018
Hi my friends

I continue to press on toward the goal of restoration!
The Lord is my light and my salvation, and I trust in Him!

I'm in my 5th month and presently taking a total of 10 WPS drops. No problem with the WPS, Praise God, as I just keep adding more water as the drops increase.
(Gee that's what I did)Me again

I have been sleeping considerably better this past month and not feeling much of the crawlies; then last night I was up most of the night wanting to scratch so badly. But even in my drowsiness, I could hear Mel saying, "No scratching!"

So I wriggled around in my bed and realized I was doing a Happy Dance. Thank you Lord, for once again putting a smile on my face during a difficult time.

I learned something new from Mel today...not to take a shower every day as the skin needs a rest to heal. The more showers you take, the more damage occurs in the top layer of skin and it has less time to repair itself and recover through natural oil production. Frequent showers also prevent good bacteria from growing on the skin which is beneficial for protecting the skin and body from infections.

And here I was taking a shower every morning thinking I was cleaning off dead stuff. Well, I was, but removing good stuff as well. Thanks again, Mel. :)

Until next time.
Blessings to you all
Micky (also known as The Mouse)
Thread: PURGING -"THE RED CARDINAL"

Donna M

8/30/2018
Hi Everyone,

I know I've been saying I would write my journey for some time now. It has been a work in progress plus I'm trying not to write a novel and bore everyone.

Today, however I will let everyone know why I named my thread the Red Cardinal and share some very good news. Hopefully I will complete the story of my journey thus far in the next few days.

First, the reason I named my thread, "The Red Cardinal" The red cardinal has a great deal of symbolic and religious meaning to me and many.

Birds, doves in particular, have long been a symbol of the holy spirit. Renderings of the holy spirit generally contain one of two elements, white light or red flames. The white dove represents the purity and peace in the light of the spirit and the red cardinal represents the fire and vitality of the living spirit. In addition, the cardinal is symbolic of the living blood of Christ. Both cardinals and blood have long been symbols of vitality, and in the Christian context, that vitality is everlasting. "By His blood we are freed from sin to serve the living God, to glorify Him, and to enjoy Him forever." Traditionally, the cardinal is symbolic of life, hope and restoration. These symbols connect cardinal birds to living faith, and so they come to remind us, that though circumstances might look bleak, dark and despairing, there is always "hope".

The Cardinal Color Red: is symbolic of: Vitality, importance, faith & power.

Cardinals can bring color and vitality into our lives. Their crimson color can remind us of the importance of ourselves as individuals in the circle of life. As the cardinal red color is symbolic of faith, so it can remind us to "keep the faith" though circumstances might look bleak, dark and hopeless.

Through my journey, I would often go outside and still do to pray. Although we live in town, our property has an abundance of oak and pine trees and needless to say many varieties of birds. We have lived in our home for 30 years and I truly loved it up until this point. (Ironically, I may have gotten M from bird mites, although I can't be certain.)

Back to the story... After praying I noticed a pair of red cardinals (male and female) flying. For some reason, they touched my heart. Some people believe cardinals represent visitations from loved ones who have died. My first thought was could this be a sign/visitation from my parents to console me? I continued to see them often, especially when I was feeling brokenhearted, sad and depressed over this disease. They brought me a great sense of comfort and renewed my faith. One day after asking God to show me a sign that I would be cured of this, I got in my vehicle and as I drove out of the driveway, a red cardinal flew right in front of my vehicle. I knew immediately that God had answered me - I would be cured!

Now for the (more) good news. In April, after being on the protocol for a little more than three months (by the week, I was at 14 weeks), I had an appointment with a doctor who treats lyme and recognizes M. (Thank you Karen!) I did test positive for Lyme and my CD57 was 50. The CD57 is a test for your level of immunity. The range for normal is between 60 -360. However, my doctor likes to see it at 120 or greater. I hate to think of what it was before getting on the protocol. In June (2 months later) the number increased to 64. Although this was an improvement in the right direction, it didn't seem significant to me. Fast forward to August 21, I was tested again. I am now showing no lyme bands for the second time, but I will be tested for this again as this is something that can reappear. But drumroll, my CD57 is 100, only 20 points from what my doctor would like to see!!! I have been feeling so much better, with virtually no symptoms and did not want to be overly optimistic, but the test results confirmed it. I feel I can say I am definitely in the 90% club and can't wait to see my next lab results! I have cried so many tears of happiness!

Thanks be to God, Mel, the protocol, my doctor, my acupuncturist, my family, priest and church family and to all of you in this community for your support, prayers and love. I will continue to pray for you as I hope you will for me, so that we all someday soon can say we are 100% cured!

God Bless you all!

Love,

Donna
Thread: DOES THE LYME AND MORGELLONS BASIC PROTOCOL ADDRESS CO-INFECTIONS?

Laura (aunt)

8/29/2018
Chris,

As Mel mentioned, the protocol has evolved over the years to help address a variety of co-infections. In addition to this, I have found the protocol beneficial in restoring the integrity of my immune system.

Today I consider myself to be about 95% better than I was a year ago. What I have noticed besides overcoming the disease is; better digestion, better sleep patterns, and more energy to name a few. I attribute this to taking the protocol, changing my diet, and a stronger relationship with our Lord.

I have made the decision that even after completely restoring my health, I will remain on the basic protocol for the rest of my life. It just makes sense.

In Christ Love,
Laura
Thread: SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS

Laura (aunt)

8/23/2018
After the wonderful conference call on Saturday,
I thought the information here would further explain some of the benefits we get from Logo's supplements.

I encourage all new members dealing with this disease to focus on the positive benefits we are gaining by changing our diet and life style. In other words focus on the cure rather than the disease.

Today I have restored my health (95%) and am slowly moving back into living my life. I went through many phases and stages to get to this point. Mostly it took time, perseverance, and faith in our Lord. He definitely guided me to this website where people care and understand.

"Therefore, being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ" Romans 5:1

In Christ Love,
Laura

Micky

8/23/2018
Hi All,

I have a little time for a quick update.

It's been so GREAT connecting to all of you in the community.

I certainly do not feel alone, especially now that I am speaking to some of you on the phone as well as reading your posts, listening to you on the conference calls, and praying with you.

I have completed my 4th month of the protocol and started 9 drops total of WPS yesterday.

I feel stronger, sleeping better, napping more, feel less stinging, and sores are clearing up faster (as long as I don't scratch them which I'm so often tempted to do).

My joints have been bothering me so I'm drinking more water. Thanks Mel!

I'm counting my carbs per Karen as well as my calories and fat to gain some weight back.

I am gaining slowly but it seems when I gain a pound...I lose 2. (Sounds familiar) Me

Well, I'm praising God in all things! He is good all the time!

Till next time...

Blessings,
Micky

Brends

8/13/2018
Donna,

You are right. My proof reading is horrible.

So sorry for the confusion.
I was hospitalized in September 2016.

I started the protocol in 2017. 9 months on the Logos Morgellons/ Lyme protocol and I was and remain symptom free.

I continue to take the protocol today!

It is my plan to do so forever as well as live and eat a clean healthy lifestyle.

Brends

Laura (aunt)

8/13/2018
Denise,

Welcome to our community. Remaining here throughout your journey is so important. Please ask questions, post your concerns and know that you are in a community that understands you. We have all experienced many of your symptoms, fears, and disbelief. We also know how to overcome these things.

I hope you will remain here and begin to heal. It is a bit overwhelming at first but through perseverance and Faith, you will overcome this. Have you started the protocol yet? This protocol along with staying involved in this community has helped me to restore my health (95%) and I am slowly moving on to begin life again.

Please let us know how you are progressing.

"Ah Lord God! Behold, Thou hast made the heaven and the earth by Thy great power and outstretched arm; and there is nothing too hard for Thee" Jeremiah 32:17

In Christ Love,
Laura

Laura (aunt)

8/8/2018
MickyM.

You already have such a positively beautiful spirit which along with this protocol and community will get you well. I have been dealing with this disease for over 3 years and just recently made it into the 95% club.

I would like to encourage you to start your own thread and post your journey. There are many people who will connect with you. In addition, it is a good way to see the progress you are making.

Welcome to this healing community and I pray that you continue to make great progress.

In Christ Love,
Laura

Laura (aunt)

8/8/2018
Dear Anna and Cheryl,

Thank you both for the most kind words. I truly believe much of this journey has been about God. The old me loved God and prayed. The new me is beginning to understand the power of his love and scripture.

I believe it is the sum of the parts which got me well. The "sum" included my relationship with God and the acknowledgement of understanding what is really important in life.

I pray for God to bless you both as you continue to move forward!

"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart, and lean not unto thine own understanding; in all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths" Proverbs 3:5-6

In Christ Love,
Laura

Ruth

8/7/2018
Hi everyone!

Thank you Chrissie and Leslie for suggesting that more people take advantage of the Skype telephone calls.

When I started on the protocol calling via Skype was a completely new idea for me.

I thought that the conference calls were something I wouldn't be able to join in as I had no idea at all that with Skype I could make international telephone calls so cheaply. But when I looked at Skype and saw it was possible I decided to give it a go.

I had to pay some Skype credit with my card or pay pal but I just put £10 in to begin with and it lasted ages and then I topped it up whenever needed. Once you've got the credit paid you can then just type in the conference call number and then the access code when they ask for it.

If anyone wants help with it just email Mel asking for my contact details and I'm happy to go through it with you in
more detail.

I am now fully recovered from morgellons, but when I was in the middle of it I so desperately wanted to connect with others in the same situation.

I loved hearing the voices on the recorded conference calls and everyone on the calls became a friend to me and I found it so comforting to hear people talking about how they were managing things and how they tackled every aspect of the disease.

I really wanted to be known by people as well though and to really feel that I was part of the website, able to give something to it by taking part in the calls and writing on the forum but also to have my questions answered by Mel and others on the calls was wonderful.

To have others responding to my posts was so amazing as such a lot about the disease feels unbelievable and hard to process mentally and emotionally. Being able to take part in things has been a huge way of processing it all.

Even now as I keep listening to the calls, even though I am way way behind (!) I find I am still working through things emotionally and it is so helpful to hear everyone talking about how they are and asking questions.

I tried joining other forums before I started Mel's Protocol but was so disappointed. No one responded to me or answered my questions.

Here I was welcomed immediately. When I read the first response to my first post from Mary I cried. I had been so lonely and scared. My whole story is lower down on this thread and I kept posting each month how I was.

Because posting here and being on the calls was such an important part of my healing journey I've always wanted to have this thread visible to encourage others from UK and the rest of Europe to join me here as I truly believe it makes a huge difference in getting better.

Give Skype a try and have a go at the calls and put up a post here to introduce yourself. I'm looking forward to getting to know you.

Donna M

8/6/2018
Hi Mickey,

I love the scripture that God gave you for your journey and progress. I believe as you do that God guided us all to Mel's site and protocol.

I am so sorry you had to go through this for 3 years before finding this protocol but the good news is that you found it and most importantly following it. Your health background such as eating natural and organic, using oils, and even making your own soap were definitely beneficial. Also having had taken MMS and Monolaurin in the past, helped you realize that you were on the right path when you found the protocol.

As you said through God grace, Mel's protocol and the love and inspiration of this community we will all receive the blessing of restored health. Truthfully, I don't know where I would be without these.

I look forward to seeing more posts from you and following your journey. I am also hoping that you can be on the conference and prayer calls when your schedule permits.

Ecclesiastes 3:1

There is an appointed time for everything,
and a time for every affair under the heavens.

God Bless,

Donna
Thread: MELMAN OR MANCHILD

Mel

8/3/2018
Hello Everyone and Welcome,

A question being ask at least once every week is...

Should I continue the protocol after I restore my health?

That decision ultimately lies with you.

I do have an opinion,since, as of this August, I have stayed on the basic protocol for ten years.
To be exact I take the basic protocol every day plus Adam's Vitality and Joint marvel as well.

Today I consider myself 72 years young for I have been blessed with a slow down in aging as well as the appearance of a younger man.

I feel great am still work over 50 plus hours per week.

Karen says I act like a six grader a lot of the time! HUM!
Oh well you can't have everything.

My point is, those of us who have stayed on the basic protocol are all enjoying extremely good health and are better protected against these TOXIC times.

CHECK IT OUT.

Good luck God bless,
Mel

It's true, those who did not give up HOPE got well
Thread: PILGRIM'S PROGRESS

MickyM

8/1/2018
"The Lord your God has placed the land before you; go up, take possession, as the Lord, the God of your fathers, has spoken to you. Do not fear or be dismayed." Deuteronomy 1:21

As it is the beginning of a new month and my schedule allows it, I am finally posting after 3 months of following the protocol. The scripture above is one God gave me for this journey and my progress. The community, the website, the protocol, the recipes, the conference calls, etc. have all been placed before us, and the time is now to take possession of the healing.

Like many of you, I went through plenty in life before Morgellons: spinal fusion and a body cast for a year, surgery for a tumor, hysterectomy due to precancerous cells, 2 hip replacements, and Hep C which has been cured. So I am familiar with pain. But for 3 years, this Morgellons was an uncontrollable beast. But I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength, and that's just what I did.

I researched anything that had to do with strange bug bites, sores not healing fibers, black dots on sheets...you know. I was sent by my primary to the dermatologist, but the doctor couldn't tell what it was even after I brought in many samples on lint roller sheets, which they looked at under a microscope. They just wanted to give me cream for my body and antidepressants, so after 4 visits, I did not return. I found a few things that seemed to work for awhile but I just could never sleep, as I was up all night with the stinging and itching, and the sores were spreading.

Since I thought I may have mites, I went online and found Kleen Green. Yay!!! After using it for 3 years, I opened an email this past April that said, "Do you have Morgellons?" What? I had all the symptoms! So I followed the link, and it led me here. Praise God!

I"m still at 5 drops of WPS/day...but that is due to ordering the extension kit a little late and early herxing!!! I'm sticking to 30 carbs or under per day (Thank you Karen) but have lost 12 pounds. I just gained 2 back recently with lots of avocado, coconut, butter, and fried chicken (Thanks for the advice Mel), which puts me at a whopping 94 pounds! I'm sleeping so much better at night and even finding times to nap. (Unheard of for me) My skin has begun to clear up so well that my husband had to stop rubbing oils into the unreachable places on my back. Hmmmm I may need to continue the oils there.

I'm going slow and steady with the protocol and believe my health background may be contributing to the way I am feeling so quickly. 40 years ago, I started to eat as natural and organic as I could. I even tried a macrobiotic diet for awhile. I did cleansing baths, fasts, grew my own veggies, used oils, and made my own soap and candles. Yes, I was a 60's hippie! Then when I discovered I had Hep C, I went on MMS for several months in conjunction with Monolaurin.

All this has helped, but I believe it is God's grace, the specifics of this protocol, and the inspiration of the community that will lead us all to a full recovery. I feel blessed to be part of this family and on my way to His perfect healing. God is good all the time!
Thread: HEY...THAT STUFF REALLY DOES WORK!

ksl

7/31/2018
Hello Everyone,

I know there are many reading these posts for the first time, so I'll give a short recap of my experience to date.

I've been on the protocol for about 18 months now and have gotten progressively better overall though there are intermittent set backs.
However...most of the setbacks have happened as a result of my occasional slip ups with the discipline involved in following the "sum of the parts."

Sometimes my difficulty is diet...though those times usually don't last too long and I find that part pretty easy to direct back on track. The other difficulty can be getting in all the supplements on some days because with my working two jobs, sometimes I just get busy and overwhelmed with trying to get everything done and the day will get past me without my taking all the supplements when I should.

However...I've found that one to be pretty easy to fix since I started using Mel's twice a day protocol instead of a three meal a day protocol. So...with some effort, I've cleaned up those two difficulties I've been dealing with...and I've improved so much!

But my biggest difficulty has always been...the dreaded WPS. I call it "drinking the swimming pool water." I deplore the taste of it and that makes it easy for me to just talk myself out of it sometimes....well...a lot of times. I've always just done it once a day (at night) because it usually puts me into a kind of mild herx which is not fun to deal with at work. But...with working two jobs, I often get home late and by the time I do everything else, find myself nodding off and then...OOPS! Forgot to take the WPS!

I'd probably miss my one dose a day about three to four times a week.

Not an easy truth to admit...but...there it is. I can actually admit it better now because I've recently corrected that problem.

About three weeks ago, I made a commitment to myself to take it every day. If I'm home, I even try to take it twice a day.

I did this having mastered the other parts of the "sum of the parts" for several months. I know I've had a lot of supplements and healthy eating behind me, so my body was really ready to handle it.

I picked up at five drops a day and am now up to seven. I also brush my teeth and swish three times a week with WPS.

The first thing that happened was a herx that started and continued on for at least a couple of weeks. It involved severe fatigue, the usual "fun" skin issues amplified, headaches, stomach aches, sleeping problems, and just general malaise. I was having a very hard time of it and would have been really discouraged had I not noticed that during the course of this herx, my skin issues were gradually improving. As a matter of fact, the issues improved to the point where I began to notice that several areas were completely gone and the worst area was almost flattened out.

I had one good day about a week and a half ago, and then it got bad again...until...this morning!

I'd actually been able to sleep all night last night...and I mean good rest! No hot and cold...no vibrations...no weird skin sensations...nothing! I woke up this morning realizing this and just started thanking God aloud, saying over and again, "thank You, thank You, thank You, thank YOU!!!!"

I called Mel and told him...I can see it...I can SEE it! I CAN SEE I'LL REALLY AND TRULY GET WELL!!!!!"

Then the truth had to come out. I said..."hey...you know...that stuff really works!" What stuff asks he...and then I had to confess.

Don't think I'll need to repeat the lecture I got about that one...but...well...it DOES work!

Now I'm loving it and almost kissing the bottles! I'm so happy!

I do know that this is not the end of it. When you get close to the end, I understand it fights back like the monster it is...but...with WPS I've seen the fastest progress I've had so far, and I've had a lot of progress over this last 18 months...but it's been really slow overall until the last three weeks.

I don't know if taking the WPS on a regular basis will yield the same results for everyone, but it sure did for me and I think that's because I'd built such a great foundation from having been on the supplements (and partially on the WPS) for so long.

Anyway...part of Mel's response to me spilling my guts this morning was..."So write a post about it!" I was kind of squeamish to do so because of having to admit my weakness, but he said..."Think of all the people it might help." Well...that's all it takes to get me going...so...here it is...my gut spilling confessional and the happy results from my corrective action.

So...go make friends with the two little WPS bottles, but please...please...PLEASE if you are reading this and you are not on the protocol...be VERY careful with how you implement the WPS and how you take it over time. There's a way to do it, and you must be very very careful. Don't just read this and think...Yea!! Magic Bullet!!! It is magic in my opinion, but it's not an instant thing...it's a substance to hold in very high respect and use very carefully.

Hope this helps someone else.

Love,

Karen

Laura (aunt)

7/25/2018
Nineteen months on this Protocol

My latest update
On "My Journey Through Poetry."

July 25, 2018

I want to give thanks to our Lord,
For leading and showing the way.
Understanding the truth in his word,
Gave me strength to continue each day.

This journey has never been easy,
Many times I would ask; God, why me?
As I listened for answers to my prayers,
It was scripture he led me to see.

There are so many phases of this journey,
We must learn to accept with his Grace.
Each one is equally important,
As we strive to complete this long race.

For 19 months I followed the protocol,
Which has helped me to restore my new health.
In addition, I prayed to our Savior,
Who taught me the understanding of wealth.

I continued to post in this forum,
Realizing this was a significant part.
This community has many caring people
Who forever, will be in my heart.

I encourage you all to remain strong,
While looking for God’s holy light.
Perseverance and love kept me going,
Now the finish line is clearly in sight.

It is time to begin the next phase,
Because God has new plans for me.
I will always remember what I have learned,
And his message, for now I am free.
Thread: ANGELS

Laura (aunt)

7/25/2018
I reread this post on Angels and the very profound part is; everything happens in God's perfect timing. It was one year ago this month that that beautiful person walked into my life. Now one year later, God has blessed me as I begin the next phase of my new life.

I have restored my health more than 90% and will remain true to a clean diet, the basic protocol, and reading God's word!

In Christ Love,
Laura

Donna

7/21/2018
Hi Karen,

I have read your post numerous times as it "hit home" in many areas. Thank you for continuing to encourage all of us in this race! I loved your optimism when you wrote:

" I suspect I'll do this a few more times before I break through the finish line...but I DO know I will...and I DO know I'll stay well because I'm not ever giving this protocol up. I'll stay with the basic protocol and take care of myself through diet, etc. for the rest of my life. That is a small price to pay for feeling well."

I have had a few herxes/symptoms that returned earlier this week, if only briefly, that I had not had in a long time. Like you, I had a good day on Friday. I felt like myself before I got M. It was such a good feeling! It was short lived because that evening I got that tickling on my face as I was trying to go to sleep. Not sure if it was something I ate or just M trying to get out. However, at the point, it really didn't matter because I couldn't control what had happened. Instead, I said a prayer asking for relief and then grabbed a spray bottle of Kleen Green and misted it on my face. Almost immediately it stopped!

Mel says I am running and I know I am. However, this is a race, I want to finish sooner than later. There are no 1st, 2nd or 3rd place trophies because we are ALL winners when we cross the finish line.

Thank God for guiding us to Mel and giving him the knowledge and tools to help us through the laps and hurdles in this race!!

God Bless,

Donna M
Thread: THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE

Karen

7/20/2018
Hi Everyone,

I haven't posted in a few days...I'm back at work and the "easy" summer living is over.

If you've been listening to the conference calls, you may have heard me a few weeks back on one with Laura where we were talking about seeing the finish line. I've been doing the full protocol for a year and a half and was halfway doing it (which basically means not) for several months prior.

I've been through so many of the same things everyone else has...and am indeed in the 90% club and can see the finish line in sight.

However...that doesn't mean I'm there yet...and I'm writing this to encourage others who may experience the same thing.

I've been going through a lot lately...and have been fortunate enough to be able to talk to Mel about it, who has talked me off the ledge more than once and told me exactly what to do...thank God.

Here's what happens...every SINGLE time you get ready to make a leap forward, you have to pay the price. Basically, this stuff goes deep, it makes and lives in biofilms, and it doesn't leave willingly. It's smart and morfs around and fights back like crazy. So...when you are at your wittiest end, you must push through and not give up because the storm precedes the sunshine.

Even if you (as I have done) have gone to bed at night and prayed for an aneurysm to allow you to die easily in your sleep (lol...when I pray to die, I have a lot of rules that involve me not suffering at all or dealing with any negative spiritual repercussions from requesting my own end prematurely), don't give up. That's when you're close to a breakthrough.

Even when...I actually think especially when...you're in the 90% club, you will go through these hell herxes as it pushes the rest of it out of your body.

The key is not to panic and give in to despair...well...don't give in completely to despair...we wouldn't be human if we didn't get upset about what we have to deal with in a herx...but...hang in there. Every time you push your way through one of these be glad...because the bigger the herx, the bigger the push out of the bad stuff.

I've just gone through one the last couple of weeks and it's been a herx-a-rama...but...I woke up this morning and have made a huge leap forward. I feel so good! I know it doesn't mean I'm done yet. I suspect I'll do this a few more times before I break through the finish line...but I DO know I will...and I DO know I'll stay well because I'm not ever giving this protocol up. I'll stay with the basic protocol and take care of myself through diet, etc. for the rest of my life. That is a small price to pay for feeling well.

Today I've had a little glimpse...a little reminder...of what it feels like to be back to "normal" and I'm not going to give that up for anything. I want this feeling every day! I'm re-energized now and will push through this thing even if...no...even WHEN the dragon grows five more heads when I cut off one. I'll just go back and sharpen my sword and keep going at it until the dragon is completely slayed.

The pay off is just too great not to push through all the fighting it takes to get better.

It's SO worth it!

So...don't let the herxes scare you...don't let them make you give up or think you'll never get well or stay well.

I'm an evidence person...and there's just too much compelling evidence from others who have crossed the finish line and stayed well not to believe it can happen for all of us if we don't give up or give in to despair.

A sunny day is ahead for all of us!

Love,

Karen
Thread: MEL'S COACHING IS THE WAY TO GO!

Leslie

7/16/2018
Hello Everyone,

I would like to take a moment to encourage each one of us as to how important it is to have One-on-One Coaching Sessions with Mel.

Mel's coaching will save you from going through a lot of miscommunication and misunderstanding of this disease. He's the vessel God has use to bring each one of us to this junction in our life and he will not steer you in the wrong direction.

Mel's coaching have brought me to a safe place with much love, care, honesty and guidance.

He has answered every question and given his expertise regarding how to get well.

Again, I am encouraging you (especially all of the newcomers) to purchase sessions for a more personal touch in beginning a journey to healing and restoration of you healing.

In The Master's Hand

Leslie
Thread: WISH I NEW FOR SURE MORGELLON'S WAS MY ONLY PROBLEM

Laura (aunt)

7/13/2018
Rose D.,

Welcome to our community and I pray you remain here. In answer to your question, I can only share what has worked for me as well as so many others with similar symptoms as you.

In the beginning I was bitten by some type of mite which later brought on new symptoms. What I now understand is; I had a compromised immune system which made me a happy place for this disease....(morgellons).

Please be encouraged that you have found the right place to help you begin your recovery from this disease. It is overwhelming at first but will and does get easier. Many times I felt like I was on Mr. Toad's wild ride as I could not believe the things I started experiencing.

After you begin reading some of the journeys shared on this website, I hope you decide to start the protocol which is most important in order to restore your immune system.

Following a strict diet and using the outlined protocol from this website, I have almost completely restored my health. In addition, I started researching the benefits of these supplements and will continue to use them.

There is so much information on this website by people experiencing similar things you are. We all share what has helped and what to stay away from. We have families, jobs, friends, lives, and this disease.

I know how unbelievable this can be, but please learn to accept it and then have faith you have found the right place where people have and do get well. Try to attend the conference calls on Saturday's and ask any question you might have. If you choose to just listen, that is okay too.

I pray you remain here as you begin this time consuming journey of restoring your health and life. Remember we are here and we understand.

In Christ Love,
Laura
Thread: ANOTHER WARRIOR RESTORES HER HEALTH

Brenda

7/9/2018
Hi Mel,

I know for all you Morgellons sufferers it's hard to fathom a day when your ordeal might be over but I promise you that you are in the exact right place to get well. Mel asked me to put together something that he could read to you until I could call in on a conference call later in the summer so here is a little bit about my story...

I had been treated for systemic lupus since I was 14 years old and over the years have had small flares and large flares but there was never a time that I was not being treated for Lupus. In 2014 through 2017 I was taking monthly infusion therapy for lupus and was responding well although I still had positive ANA lupus bloodwork and symptoms.

As well as I can remember, I started noticing some very strange things happening to my body sometime in September 2016 such as sores on my body, mostly on my feet, tons of gritty granules pouring out of my body especially when I was sweating and my eyes felt dry and gritty all the time and they hurt. I had lots of other symptoms but for those of us who have Morgellons or have had Morgellons the list of symptoms can be long and often scary so I am not going to go into further detail because it serves us no purpose. Focusing on the list on scary things that Morgellons presents us with can keep us frozen in fear and in my opinion we need to focus on how to get well from this horrible disease rather than the disease itself.

In September 2017 I was hospitalized for pneumonia caused by lupus and placed in intensive care for two weeks and then one week on a regular floor. While I was in intensive care, I showed my doctor the sores on my feet and the little gritty granules all over my bed sheets. I also told him about some of my other symptoms and he seemed genuinely interested and made little notes all in my file. Silly me, I thought he was really listening. The next morning a psychiatrist came by to see me to talk about the imaginary bugs and things that I thought I had on my body. I tried to explain to this new doctor that these things happening to me were not imaginary and this doctor also seemed very interested and wrote notes all in my file. He left and prescribed me an antidepressant explaining that having a lifelong illness like lupus can wreak havoc on one's mind and he surmised that I had developed Delusional Parasitosis. Neither doctor had any explanation about the sores on my body or the granules coming out of my pores or the other problems that I was having. The psychiatrist came to see me every morning for the entire time I was in the hospital. Every morning he would come to see me and ask me if I was still seeing any bugs or parasites. After the second day that he came to see me, I told him that I must have been so sick when I was first admitted that I was probably hallucinating and that I did not need to see him or need antidepressants. He came every day and I'm sure my insurance paid him a bunch of money but he did stop prescribing the antidepressants. That was when I learned that not only did I not know what I had but whatever it was, no one was going to believe me about it either. I felt alone, afraid,even ashamed and while in the hospital I could not do one single thing about it.

When I got out of the hospital I googled everything I could find until I finally came to believe that I had Morgellons. I joined some blogs and read a lot about Morgellons but I was still conflicted about how to get well. I found some pretty crazy pictures out there and read some really crazy stuff about how to get well and I just felt frozen in fear about what to do, how to get well. I knew this, though, and I clung to it with all my heart, our God means for us to be well and He is the Great Healer. I prayed constantly and asked God to show me the way to be made well. This is where my story of healing really begins.

My symptom of memory fog was a really big issue. In my search for an answer to get well I came accross the How I Cured Morgellons website. I don't remember much at all about what appealed to me except that a lot of it just made sense. The thing that resonated with me the most was the He Cures All Foundation. I remember liking that those people who couldn't afford the supplements could still receive them and get well from this horrible disease. I remember thinking that I was going to go back and look at that website and maybe order that protocol when my first order of the protocol actually arrived in the mail. I had ordered them and I didn't remember! That was May 2017.

So, I started the How I Cured Morgellons protocol in May 2017. After that, I signed up for coaching with Mel because I couldn't concentrate enough to focus and read all the things on the website. I need to talk to him and he would tell me to " write this down". It was a good thing I wrote down what he said too because when we hung up I couldn't remember the details of what he'd told me. I had my notes. I listened to the Oldies but Goodies and past conference calls and started learning more about how to eat a healthy alkaline diet. I had to make notes in a folder which I referred to often because of my memory fog. My diet was very simple in the beginning because I had never even heard of an alkaline diet. I love the "recipes" part of the website today and use many of them as part of my everyday cooking.

To me, the best thing about How I Cured Morgellons and the very best thing about Mel is that I believe that they were both an answer to my prayer that God heal me. This part makes me cry... I asked God to heal me of Morgellons, of this horrible, wicked, scary disease and he used Mel, his How I Cured Morgellons website and the Logos protocol to heal me of Morgellons but he also used them to heal me of Lupus. I was completely Morgellons symptom free within 9 months and I remain so a total of 13 months on the protocol later. Also, I don't have any indications of lupus anymore. My symptoms are gone and my bloodwork is completely normal for the first time since I was 14 years old. I’m 61 years old now. While I do have damage that was caused by lupus and another co infection, my lupus is gone. I want to add that I continue to take the logos protocol and eat healthy and plan to do so forever.

I know that it might be hard for some of you to believe that one day this entire ordeal will be over for you if you follow the How I Cured Morgellons protocol but it will. You might not be well in 9 months like I was but it will be over for you one day if you follow this protocol. Remember “Those who did not give up Hope got well”!

God bless all of you and lots of prayers and great big hugs to each one of you!

God bless you Mel, thank you so much for everything you do and for everything you sacrifice so that we can be made well!

Much love!
Brenda
Thread: ALOHA

Daya

7/9/2018
Aloha

Hi,

My name is Daya. I live in Hawaii.

This is my first post although I've had this disease for 2 years now. I was inspired by Karen's posting to finally write in.

She is so right in her assessment that this is a blessing in spiritual growth and life priorities. I thought I had my act together spiritually when this disease hit me.

I am a certified yoga instructor and I was teaching meditation , visualizations, and having monthly meetings for spiritual transformation. I felt so centered on every level except my marriage. So I left my husband of 13 years and moved away to a home where I could grow and be authentically happy without restrictions .

I don't know how I got this disease , but it doesn't matter... it happened. Within 2 weeks I was going out of my mind with constant itching and other horrible symptoms. I couldn't figure out what it was at first, but after realizing the truth I was devastated!.

I told my husband to keep my insurance active so I could get help... Of course I figured out later that the doctors are no help..

When I told my very angry husband what it was , he wanted to have me committed,... he had actually started looking into it!!!
I had to back-track and tell him I was mistaken because I had been reading too many online conspiracy posts and got carried away!! Conclusion: Bird mites in the attic.

On my one and only doctor visit, the doctor wrote on my chart "parasitic delusions", after testing samples of the "M's I had given him which came back from the lab as "unidentifiable".

I found a holistic doctor who said she was seeing patients EVERY WEEK for this! She was somewhat helpful, but I knew she couldn't cure me, only give me temporary relief. We have SO many cases of this disease here in Hawaii!

I prayed and found Mel..... I started on the Logos Nutritionals and within a month, I started to feel much better. I took the supplements to the holistic doctor who was impressed with the Logos' supplements. I knew I was on the right track towards healing.

Long story short.... my priorities have greatly shifted. I've moved again and sold everything I own. I live a very zen life. I am not teaching at the time for obvious reasons.

I pray ,meditate, visualize perfect heath, start each day with gratitude, look for joy and the opportunity to help others.

I am learning to truly LOVE and accept MYSELF for the first time in my life.

This is what matters... My soul has opened up and my relationship with God has deepened to a level that brings tears to my eyes.

This is the blessing of this disease. We must live without fear and see the blessings in all things. As Mel says, "Never give up".

I hope this post wasn't too long... I have so much to express.

By the way... Every thing is energy, our thoughts, our words, our actions and intentions.. this is why I don't say the M word... it carries an energy that I decided to transform into lightness by calling it something that makes me smile. It works for me. It takes the depressive energy out of it and dis-empowers it.

By the way.... I am about 80% well.. I did have a few other health issues pop up recently... an autoimmune disorder called "Vitiligo" that affects and attacks the skin pigment.. I wont let it take me down!

We are all warriors!!!!!

Love is the cure! ... (and help from Mel)

God Bless!

Daya

Leslie

7/9/2018
Hi Daya,

Glad you decided to share your story.

So encouraging.

I am really a newbie here and and constantly learning b listening to all the former calls which are packed with so much information, reading, and doing my best to post in the forum. This is my forth week on the protocol. The "sum" of the parts really work. Looking forward to seeing more post from you.

Everyone in this community is amazing, gentle, kind, loving and most of all very supportive.

I appreciate all the love we share in this community. Mel is so amazing and I thank my God for him.

Leslie

Deanna

7/6/2018
Hello and Happy Friday Fellow Warriors!

I know I’ve been silent for a few months now, but, I promise you I have not gone away!! I have read almost every post in that time and have definitely listened to every conference call as you are my people… even if you don’t know it!! :)

I want to give a BIG, HUGE, THANK YOU to those who have reached out to me over the past few months and for those who have held me in their thoughts and prayers!!! Your support has made a difference in getting me to where I am today!!!

So where am I today…. Well yesterday marked 2 years that I’ve been on Mel’s Protocol. While that may seem like forever to some, let me clarify, not only was I diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis 5 years prior to beginning the protocol… once I started the vicious cycle of the prescription medicine nightmare, I was also diagnosed with Allergies, Osteoporosis and considering I had shingles 8 times in 4 years I think it’s pretty safe to say I had the Epstein Barr virus as well..!!! It wasn’t until I was on the Protocol for a few months that I found out I also had chronic Lyme, Babesia, Bartonella, Mycoplasma, confirmed Epstein Barr and severe Candida. So my case might be a little more extreme than some but that’s okay…. As I am COMPLETELY confident that God’s got this!!!

I’ve been off of ALL prescription medicine since April of 2016 with the exception of the steroid I was injected with during a back procedure in August of 2016, which ironically was also THE last time I had shingles. Additionally I’ve been off of all over the counter meds since April of 2016 and 100% off of sugar since then too!!! I had given up grains and dairy in July of 2011 when first diagnosed with RA so I remain off of those as well..!!!

My RA has been in remission ever since August of 2016… just 4 months after stopping the prescriptions (on my own of course NOT by doctor’s orders) and less than 2 months after starting this life saving protocol. As mentioned my last case of shingles was in August of 2016. I previously stated that I was 100% over Morgellons but am now calling it 99% as I’ve got some VERY late stage (per Mel and everything I’ve read here) issues going on with burning in my hands and feet.

I started faithfully following a Keto diet about 6 weeks ago and that FINALLY has my Candida under control again... thanks be to God as that aspect has been “truly” maddening!!! As you may have read in my previous update I came down with Bells Palsy in March of this year. After working full time in a fast paced, high stress job throughout my entire healing journey… under the recommendation of MANY including my Doctor, I took FMLA from work and applied for Short Term Disability. It was as if my body new it could “let go” and I got REALLY sick…. Not Morgellons sick but Lyme, Candida and viral sick; the fatigue, joint pain, nausea and the on and off again fever literally did not let up for almost 6 full weeks. Sadly I found out after week 5 that my insurance claim had been denied, so not only was my time off unpaid, I had to go back to work in pretty bad shape. Thankfully I was able to return part time and slowly work up to full time.

So in summary 2 years after starting this protocol…

• Rheumatoid Arthritis remains in remission
• Allergies are literally non-existent
• Osteoporosis is unknown at this time but I’m fairly confident it has improved as well
• I have not had a round of Shingles since August of 2016
• Morgellons is 99% cured
• Lyme continues to hold on and fight; mainly shows up as fatigue, joint pain and edema
• Candida also remains to hold on and fight but is becoming less ALL the time (ESPECIALLY THANKS TO MY NEW FRIEND THE KETO DIET)
• Intermittent Bells Palsy also still lingers
• My life and my environment are COMPLETELY non-toxic – I have even started to teach others how to do this in their lives, such an INCREDIBLE blessing
• No one in my life EVER got Morgellons from me or thankfully from anywhere else either
• Though I may have lost a lot of relationships during this healing journey… the ones that matter are still going strong
• Speaking of relationships… the one I have with God continues to grow and flourish and become MORE than I “ever” imagined it could be!!! I remember a Priest saying one time that God desired to have a love affair with me… today He is definitely THE love of my life!!!!

Regardless of the toxic disease or diseases you are up against, please know that without a doubt you are in the right place as this is where complete health restoration happens and I know without a shadow of a doubt…. thanks be to God, Mel, John, Peter AND all past and present warriors of this community... I am on my way to mine!!!!

Love, Peace and MANY Prayers,
Deanna

Deanna

7/5/2018
Hi Ruth,

THANK YOU soooo much for your encouraging post!! I believe that God gives us what we need when we need it AND your post was it for me!!!

I am soooo happy for you and for your restored health!!! I agree COMPLETELY with both you and Ellen... this is not a phase, or a quick fix, it's a life changing protocol, because once we know, what we now know... we truly have the power to choose AND... I pray that I will ALWAYS choose optimal health!!!

Today actually marks my 2 year Anniversary of starting Mel's protocol... while 2 years seems like a VERY long time, I have to remember that I was battling what was believed to be an autoimmune disease and several other illnesses that it and the traditional treatment of it brought on 5 years before Morgellons came on the scene.

Thanks be to God AND to this protocol all those issues I once had are a thing of the past... also my Morgellons is 99% eradicated at this time!!! Woohoo!!!! My last battles remain to be Lyme, Candida and this on and off lingering Bells Palsy... ALL are much better but still waging their battle to stay alive. Good news is I know God is stronger then ALL of them combined AND together we will WIN!!!!

So again, thank you... reading that it took you 2 1/2 years for full recovery could NOT have come at a better time!!! You've been an INTEGRAL part of my healing journey from day ONE, my friend AND for that I sincerely THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart!!!!

Peace, Love and MANY Prayers,
Deanna
Thread: GOD IS SO GOOD

Leslie

7/1/2018
Hello

It was a pleasure and joy going to Church Sunday on the website!

I would like to thank all o you for being the forerunners and being the brave Warriors you are.

Late posting this, but we had two full moons in NYC last week Sun 6/24 and Mon 6/25 which seemed to hover right over my sleeping area as bright as the and I had no reaction at all.

Well, Monday will be my on third week of the protocol and I seem to be doing well.

Whoopy Whhop! Don’t know if I’ll be as happy when things began to happen :-).

Your all are in my prayers. Stay encouraged,

Those who don’t lose hope get well.


In The Masters Hand,
Leslie
Thread: WELCOME UNITED KINGDOM AND ALL OF EUROPE

Ruth

7/1/2018
Thanks to everyone who has given me such positive and encouraging feedback on my return to health!

This community is a very precious and lovely thing to me and I love to keep reading everyone's posts and finding out how people are getting on. I struggle to keep up to date with listening to the calls so am a bit behind but again love hearing everyone.

** As I've not posted for a while here's a shout out to all those in the UK - I live in the UK and I got better on Mel's Protocol, doing everything to my best ability just as its laid out here. **

I want to put it in capitals but feel that might look too aggressive!

It did feel strange at first to say that I was well; I wondered if I was saying it too soon to be sure. Anyway the last two full moons have gone by with me noticing nothing at all, hooray!

After morgellons I know that I need to keep taking care of my health, not take it for granted. As Ellen said recently, it is a new way of living, for life, not just to get better. My diet has stayed fairly much the same, just adding more fruit a little at a time to see if its ok. Cherries off the cherry tree in the garden are a real treat!

I know when I was ill and reading all the posts I wondered what its like for people when they get better, so I want to encourage everyone that it really is possible. All through the two and a half years of being on the full protocol I did wonder if it really would work for me. But I kept my hope in God, because it was God that brought me here and so I knew I was doing the right thing however long it would take. So be patient everyone. We can't all get better as quickly as some do. I'm an example of someone who took a bit longer but still got there.
Thread: THE LIGHT

Laura (aunt)

6/20/2018
There is a LIGHT if you only have Faith!

This disease has taught me many things about life. First of all I will never take my blessings for granted. As I reflect back on my life before MD, I rarely thanked God for all the things he had blessed me with. Now I realize how wonderful He was and still is to me.

The next thing I have learned is; God has been there the whole time and only wanted me to reach out to Him. I now talk to him every morning. He is the light that has been leading the way. Many times we think we have faith and we want to have faith, but it takes constant work.

The past two weeks, required me to put my Faith in God trusting in his word when traveling to visit my mother. What an amazing feeling it is knowing he was with me. No one is stronger than God; no one! His amazing grace helped me get through each day as I learned to stop fearing. I hugged my mother, nieces, nephews, sisters, brother, and two of my grandchildren. Thank you my amazing Lord. It was a new light in my life.

I am writing this to encourage each person who is overcoming this disease to keep the faith, look for your light. It is there but requires faith! I am now at 95% and will never give up. The road has been difficult, lonely, and confusing. But hope, faith, and looking for the light in our Savior is the way back. We have the protocol, the community, and the Lord. It can be done!

"That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth and length and depth and height, and to know the love of Christ, which surpasses knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fullness of God" Ephesians 3:17-19

In Christ Love,
Laura
Thread: HERXING, BIOFILM, AND RELATED TOPICS

Karen

6/13/2018
Hello Everyone,

I've been really going through some herxing lately, and it has had its scary moments. That made me start to think about how scary it would be for someone who didn't have much background knowledge about what's going on. As I've mentioned in an earlier post this week, I'm not a newby, so I've had a chance to pick up some knowledge along the way.

Because of this, I thought I'd share some information in a post about these things in the hopes it might make things easier for anyone coming behind me.

Before I start, I'd like to throw in my usual disclaimers. I'm not a research scientist...I do understand a few key things about research and know that in a perfect world, I probably should find the actual research on anything I state, evaluate the research according to a set of guidelines I learned in a graduate class, and then choose information to share from the best articles and THEN cite it all according to APA or MLA guidelines...BUT...school is OUT for the summer, and I'm not going to go to all that trouble. Plus...after I did all that, it would probably be so boring, no one would want to read it.

What I'm about to share is from "things I've read" and "things I've heard" along the way including things my doctor told me. I believe the information is reasonable and makes sense, and it's certainly in line with what I've experienced with symptoms of this illness.

Ok...enough disclaimers...here's the info in bullet points:

* Before we get sick, we usually get bitten by something. The thing that bites us is called the vector. It carries bad stuff. If it has borrelia, you could get Lyme Disease.

* Whatever gets into your system from the thing that bites you might or might not stay dormant for a while. If it's stayed dormant, at some point stress, a toxic lifestyle, living in a toxic world, etc. can all lead to the expression of symptoms. Or...your first symptoms might be something like collembola right after you got bitten by something.
Collembola is basically a mite on a mite...super microscopic. In many cases this comes from a bird mite...a mite on a bird mite...and it gets under your skin and drives you nuts. That's why we read about how so many people started getting sick after they came into contact with a bird's nest.

* After a while, your immune system starts to go down...and then you might start seeing symptoms of Morgellons Disease.

* If you've been reading online for a while in an attempt to get rid of the collembola, you'll recognize those symptoms.

* Those symptoms are driven from four kinds of pathogens...bacterial, viral, fungal, and parasitic.

* These pathogens are SMART and they tear our immune systems apart. They have "learned" to band together and make life very miserable for us in an attempt to survive.

* When they band together, they exchange dna among themselves and then jack with our dna (forgive the less than professional term...but I'm not a professional...not in this area, anyway). When they band together, that's called a "quorum" and they can do it often and morf around all kinds of ways to stay resistant to anything we try to throw at them.

* In these quorums, they create something called a biofilm inside our bodies and even on our skin. They hide out in these biofilm, and that's what makes it hard for blood tests to pick up what's going on with us sometimes.

* That's also why it's hard to hit it and get rid of it with antibiotics. They'll run away, morf with each other, and hide out in biofilm and then if you don't kill all of them off, the rest of them will morf into a bigger monster...more resistant to treatment.

* The good news is that the natural way (our protocol) to deal with these thugs is effective...even though it takes time and discipline.

Ok...enough about biofilms and thug pathogens. Here are some details about herxing.

* Herxing is a reaction to pathogens dying off. When pathogens die off, they give off endotoxins. Endotoxins are toxic...and if you get enough dying off at the same time, you can feel really sick.

* Sometimes a biofilm can break open during the course of our recovery...and that's a good thing. If it's a big enough biofilm, you might get a big hit of endotoxins in your system. If that happens, you'll feel pretty bad for a while.

What I didn't know, but learned along the way is that there are all kinds of herx symptoms...and here are some:

* Nausea
* Headache
* Joint aches
* Shaking
* Dizziness
* Weakness
* Fatigue
* Purging

There are probably more...but those are some I can remember right now.

Sometimes we live every day with a low level herx...just fatigue. My doctor is the one who told me that fatigue was actually a herx.

Sometimes, we get to enough WPS drops, or just an accumulation of taking supplements and we rip open a biofilm and deal with a big herx. Those are not fun...but drinking a lot of water and then going straight to bed can help.

I've recently discovered something else. Diet can lead to herxing. So...case in point...the keto diet.

I've probably bored the entire reading audience extensively about the keto diet, but I'll say it again for anyone who doesn't understand the basic premise. Keto forces you to cut down on carbs to a very low level. Carbs turn to sugar in our systems...and these pathogens feed on carbs.

I've recently gotten very disciplined with cutting my carbs way down...less than 20 a day. What has happened has been a "starving out" of pathogens...and the subsequent die off from this has put me in a few days of some pretty intense herxing...just from diet!

That really made me think. I know there are many people out there who cannot yet afford the protocol. When this happened, it occurred to me how helpful it could be to just cut down net carbs to 20 or less. If you are reading this and don't know how to do that, all you do is find the number of carb grams and subtract the number of fiber grams and you get net carbs.

If you do this, you can really make a difference in killing off pathogens.

If you do this AND are on the protocol, you'll really see a difference in your recovery.

I did go through a mighty challenging herx from this, but have now come out on the other side and I feel SO much better and my symptoms have decreased significantly. That's the good thing about a herx...it usually precedes a change for the better. It's kind of like the wall of flames you have to jump through to get to the other side.

Ok...sorry this is so long...but I hope it helps anyone who cares to read it.

Love,

Karen
Thread: CATHY'S TREK

Cathy

6/11/2018
Hello everyone,

It has been a while since I posted because of extreme fatigue.

This is the 5th day that the fatigue is gone. I still have symptoms but I do better if I cut the carbs.

I hope this inner strength that I have will last.
I can do a lot more cooking cleaning etc. and the depression is gone since the fatigue is gone.

I do believe that this absence of fatigue is a sign that I am getting better.

Mel's advice has been crucial to my progress and the conference calls.

I appreciate you all,
Much love, Cathy
oooxxx

Karen

6/11/2018
Hi Everyone,

I just wanted to weigh in on the benefits of One on One Coaching with Mel. It occurred to me again this morning just how much difference it makes.

Case in point...I'm now going through what I call the eye of the needle. I (think) I'm getting toward the end of this nightmare...and it's a scary rough ride. I'm not a newby...I've been around for a while and have read and read and listened and participated in conference calls.

I'm a very active member of the community. Btw...being an active part of the community helps SO much, so if you're just reading and staying on the sidelines, please come join us! I told Mel that I'd "stalked" the site for a solid year before jumping in.

If you're like me, you've just read SO much on the internet and it's hard to know what works and what doesn't. This one works. It's not a quick fix, and you have to have discipline, but the payoff is incredible. I'm so very thankful for all my progress to date, and so happy not to be in the same shape I was last year.

But I digress...so...this thing this morning was a BIG herx, the cutting off the head of the dragon and having three grow back kind of herx. I've been around for a while, so this shouldn't scare me, right?

Wrong.

It scared me to death and then the monsters came into my head. I'd gotten up...taken a tablespoon of apple cider vinegar, put cold water on my head, started my next step in the progression of my "stuff to do" protocol.

I'd been up half the night with the face tickles and had whined and felt sorry for myself pretty extensively. I'd finally gotten back to sleep in the early hours of the morning and then slept until ten. I was so mad at myself for "wasting" that much time because I have so much to do...and that's when I started getting into some really negative thinking

So...I'm putting liquid stevia on my face as my next step, and suddenly I get sick...I mean SO sick...herx-a-riffic sick. It wasn't the stevia...that's just what I was doing when this thing hit. You all know what this kind of herx is like...feeling like you're going to throw up...achy...head ache...and so very weak and tired. I started shaking and just put my head down on my vanity and whimpered.

It scared me to death. One does not reason well in that state of mind.

I called Mel and said I needed coaching. He instantly stopped kidding around and said what you need? He listened intently and told me exactly what to do. I did it and am feeling SO much better, and even better, once I heard his voice and his explanation of what was going on, I instantly calmed down and stopped being so scared and negative and was able to get back into a place of reason.

I've said this before, but it bears repetition. What in the world would we do without Mel? I'd be scared to death and shaking in a corner. The site is invaluable...the community is a lifesaver, but knowing that coaching is available when you need it is beyond a blessing.

I always say this...Mel is not a doctor...and he is aware of this and does not claim to be. I consider him a health coach who specializes in toxic illness. I know if I get sick and need to talk to my doctor, it's ALWAYS a wait and a ton of red tape, not to mention WAY more expensive than what coaching costs. Sadly, and as we all know, the doctors can't help us in this nightmare anyway. Additionally, insurance is horrible and I'm sure that's the case for most of us right now in the US.

However, if you need coaching, it's a quick turn around, the price is reasonable, and Mel is there for you, and he can deliver the information you need at the time.

Most of you know that Mel and I are more than friends, but...I was a regular coaching customer for many months before things turned a corner. As a matter of fact, I was one of his first coaching customers.

So...if you're like me, you might need more sometimes...like having someone who knows toxic disease inside out to talk you off the ledge if you get scared to death like I did this morning.

Just wanted to share these thoughts, and I wish all of my fellow travelers on this recovery path well.

Love,

Karen
Thread: FRIED FOODS! YES WE CAN...AND...WHICH OILS ARE OK...WHICH AREN'T AND WHY

Karen **

6/3/2018
Hi Everyone!

I've been thinking about food lately...big surprise...it's my worst and best thing in regard to my toxic disease recovery journey.

It's my worst thing because I periodically "fall off the wagon" of eating right, which, along with working so much and getting exhausted are the two main reasons why I'm not well yet. Btw...for those of you who don't know me...I am WAY better...and can really see the light at the end of the tunnel...and if I can stay focused, I KNOW I'll get to the finish line within months...I'm just so much better in spite of my occasional falls from the food wagon. Prayers for my ability to stay disciplined in this regard are greatly appreciated.

The topic of food is also my best thing because I enjoy cooking, and perversely, I actually am challenged in a good way by the limitations of what we can eat. I know this sounds kind of strange, but...to me, it's fun to take a narrow set of parameters and see what I can come up with. It's kind of like those cooking shows or design shows where they limit the ingredients or materials and put in time constraints. It's amazing what people can come up with in those conditions!

I can say, without a doubt, that I've come up with some really great things to eat that work within our dietary restrictions and feel like I'm eating like a queen when I prepare them.

As we all know, preparing food every day is difficult with many of our lifestyles...so...because of this, I'm attempting to come up with some time savers that will make it easier to stay on track.

I was also thinking of things children would like, and one big food prep technique that all kids (and most grown up kids) love kept coming to the forefront of my mind...and that is the word, FRIED.

Ok...the first thing most of us think of in that regard is...no no no no no...we can't have that!

Well...I've given this some thought and come up with some pros and cons of fried.

Here's the con list first...and it's really not all that long!

If you go past low carb into even a medium amount of carbs combined with fried, it's a recipe to gain weight. This might actually be a good thing for those of you who are trying to gain weight. That was true for me a year or so ago...but...uh...no more. I just look at those size 2's in my closet and wish...but I digress.

I believe anything fried is going to create acidity which will take away from the goal of staying alkaline...so...go easy.

Here's the pro list...hey! It's longer!

Anything fried tastes really good!

Most kids will actually eat things that are fried...even veggies in many cases.

AND...you can actually fry and keep it low carb. Meats...veggies...all are good fried! That means you can eat fried and lose weight...that's one of the best things ever about the keto diet...but you DO have to limit the carbs...A LOT...but it's still very easily do-able.

You can use coconut flour or almond flour for coatings...and keep it low carb.

You can use beaten egg to dip things to be fried into before the coatings...zero carbs.

You can prepare things to be fried and keep them in the fridge (example...cut up seasoned chicken tenders "marinating" in an egg wash) and then just dip them in the coating and fry...or a made up mixture for veggie "tots"...I'm working on how to do this and how long the mixture will stay good in the fridge...stay tuned for this one.

Ok...so that'll keep it low carb and ok for the toxic disease diet...but what about the oil?

Well...I've learned some interesting things about oil lately by reading...and I'm going to share them here. Please forgive me for not citing sources or adding a bibliography. School is OUT for the summer, and I'm going to just share this as "something I've read." If anyone sees something I've shared as wrong, please don't hesitate to correct me. I will not get my feelings hurt...but what I'm going to share is pretty straightforward without much room to misinterpret, so I'll proceed.

Ok...my question has been...why are certain oils so problematic for us?

Let's start with canola oil. It's in all kinds of stuff. Pick up any label in the store of anything with more than a few ingredients, and there it is..."canola oil." I won't go into gory details about it, but suffice it to say...canola oil is not our friend. However...it is a GREAT friend of Monsanto.

Enough said about that one.

So...which oils are our friends?

Well...here's what I learned.

You want to have oils that are easily extracted...like...olive oil...coconut oil, and avocado oil (there may be more, but those are the ones I know about). Grass fed butter is another form of "oil" but it'll burn pretty easily which makes it great for browning things but not so great for frying.

Oils made from seeds or any other plant where the process of removing the oil is difficult, have to be extracted with the use of hexane.

Hexane is not our friend.

Enough said about that one.

Of course...organic or gmo free "good oils" (as listed above) are better...so is "cold pressed" because it is apparently a better extraction system.

Oil can be pricey if you're going to use it often...so I'm working on some fried recipes that will only require a little in the bottom of the pan.

Please help me "shop" for some cheaper "good oils" online so we can share this information. If you find something...post the link in this thread.

Summer time can create some real food temptations...because it just seems like there should be some food fun going on this time of year, and...let's face it...I don't care what culture you're from or what part of the world your from...food is ALWAYS part of "fun."

So...instead of fighting it...instead of depriving ourselves...I thought it would be a great idea to figure out how to have some fun fried foods that we as toxic disease sufferers could have and enjoy without totally breaking the bank or taking a huge amount of time to prepare.

So...stay tuned...I'm going to post some fried recipes in the regular recipe thread and in the "Choices for Children" thread.

Love,

Karen

Chrissie

5/31/2018
Dear Anna,

I'm sorry to hear you have had this for 15 years.

It's a long time my friend! I have had it for seven,
so I totally empathize.

I'm very glad to hear you are on the protocol now as it really is the best thing that I have ever taken in all these years to help me. I have Been on it seven months now. My body does feel stronger because of it, it has so many nutrients that we need.

Ha, the rainbow comes again!! You do know that Mel loves rainbows hence the picture of the rainbow alongside stories of hope!

Well, the day Mel told me I was getting help with the protocol I went outside and immediately saw a beautiful large rainbow in the sky!! :-). I wrote about it on the forum at that time!
So, your rainbow story makes perfect sense to me.

Though I laughed re the rainbow trout:-) .

I also understand how you felt hand shaking in church, I felt the very same way. It has been suggested I wear gloves, but to be honest I'm still uncomfortable at this time with it.

I'm sure that little baby was fine, but I totally understand how it made you feel. It's very difficult at times, I know.
But... It's so good you are getting the protocol now and that you are joining the community. Welcome!

Chrissie

Jen + 5

5/31/2018
Hi Anna!

Funny I read your post today after seeing a gorgeous rainbow just yesterday. You are definitely where you need to be! It's also no coincidence that so many of us truly feel that we were led here by God (myself included).

In fact, it wasn't until after I stopped trying to figure out what was going on and completely surrendered to God that I found this site and felt immediate relief.

Of course I felt skeptical, but can honestly say that this protocol works and all you have to do is follow it. Isn't that always how God works after all? He will fight for you, you need only to be still and trust in him.

May God bless you as you begin your journey! Also, it is my understanding that we can't pass this along by simply touching someone, hope that helps!
Thread: THE DOUBLE RAINBOW

Thomas

5/30/2018
Hi Anna and welcome to this community.

My heart goes out to you because of the length of time you have suffered as well as your family issues. The "sum of the parts" and Mel's protocol have worked for me. The amount of toxicity that needs purged from the body may seem insurmountable, but rest assured it is doable.

With commitment, determination, persistence, and an indomitable spirit one can conquer this. Please don't look at the family as a negative for together you Can conquer this. All of you.

Those that don't give up hope get well.


Warmest Regards,

Thomas

Marie

5/22/2018
Thomas,

You cannot go wrong with those resolutions. They are the very best.

I make them and break them daily though do try to take each day as it comes and not worry about tomorrow.

Acupuncture and chiropractic worked for me over many years as did homeopathy.

Chinese and Ayurverdic medicine too have their merits using herbs and natural oils.

I was pulling up weeds today and knew that there was healing in each weed though we haven,t yet found out the real value of all that grows wild around us.

I walked the length of my garden ( with my walker).

The trees are in leaf and there is a carpet of bluebells.
The scents are beautiful.

I wouldn't be here but for Mel.

A year ago I was in a wheelchair. The year before that passed in a haze of pain and misery, And the year before that i cannot or do not wish to remember.

Meditation? Well for me that is prayer and surely prayer is the greatest of all healing.

You have become very strong and wise, Thomas, and your hope is vibrant. Keep on keeping on.

Don,t forget the power of water and lemons.

God Bless

Tina

5/17/2018
Good Morning All :)

As the Lord often does speaking to me to check in here on the forum, I wanted to thank you for posting on my journey. It is very uplifting.

Thomas, you are so right with the sugars. I have been slipping a bit and although I may not pay for it always (due to the protocol protecting my insides) I could be doing and feeling
even better if I resume my strict diet, so thank you for calling me out.

I love that we are accountable to each other and this really is my other family. I never want to be complacent in this journey and never want to take anything for granted.

I am so grateful going back to work and at my own pace,
instead of laying in bed crying and wondering why?

Mel's website literally SAVED MY LIFE!

I now have structure, guidance and loving support from all those here. I don't have to "trip out" so much and that in itself is "enough" sometimes.

SO, once again I thank you all for your encouragement and pray that I may be of service to anyone that needs it.

I really believe that is the key to life and that God knows our heart and will always take care of the rest. Love to you all!!

God Bless everyone here and especially those who haven't found us yet and that the Spirit will guide them here as it has for me.
Thread: FOOD FOR THOUGHT AND FOOD FOR LIFE

Thomas

5/16/2018
Karen,

I would just like to say that I agree with what you have found. A ketogenic diet is what has changed my life. It has helped tremendously with my Lyme and MD. It has also reversed my type II diabetes which I was treated for by western medicine from age forty to fifty. I am no longer diabetic.

Since implementing the "sum of the parts", Mel's protocol, and the ketogenic diet my health has improved.

Thank you Karen for sharing this information.
I just wanted to put my two cents in.

Love,

Thomas
Thread: RELAXATION, PRAYER, AND MEDITATION

Thomas

5/14/2018
I have been on what seems like a very long journey since at least October of 2016 and probably longer than that, because that was when I exhibited my acute symptoms. I have literally lost everything but gained myself. It is good for me to love me. I am not sure I ever really knew how. This affliction had forced me into a corner that I wasn't sure I could ever crawl out of.

Mel and Peter taught me about "the sum of the parts" and Mel's protocol. These things took me some time to wrap my head around as my brain fog was immense. However both of these men guided me along my path along with John B. They literally saved my life. Without them I would have perished. Without the "sum of the parts" and the protocol I simply would not exist at least on this plane.

The sum of the parts are more than their "sum" as there is a spiritual level of healing that transcends the suffering we are experiencing. I know. I know. All we see at first is the excruciating pain! It's unbearable. As I followed the loving direction of those placed in my path to heal me, I began my transformation. It happened very slowly, but I still remember the day when all the negative energy cried out, Oh no!" This is not an exaggeration.

Relaxation, prayer, and meditation are key. Believe it or not this attack upon the very core of our existence is a blessing to actually heal us and bring us to a new level of consciousness. It is critical to our being to learn how to relax. It doesn't matter how one accomplishes this as long as it is achieved.

I have learned to pray and now even how to meditate. It is no longer a duty, instead it is a joy I look forward to everyday. I have learned things about our bodies like the seven chakras that help control our fourteen glands and twelve operating systems of our bodies. I have learned techniques like grounding while praying and or meditating. I basically sit in a chair or stand barefoot while praying and or meditating. It fills my soul. I would have never done this a year ago as all insects and whatever else seemed to constantly attack me. But now my systems have improved, and I am forever changed.

I am trying to learn about different laws in the universe like the law of attraction. No I am not looking for another mate mates:) I am finally good with being with myself...loving and caring for myself. I have learned and am learning how to accomplish this.

Persevere and do not give up hope. The first step is to learn how to relax. It is of primary importance that one accomplish this at all cost. Fear and anxiety feed this.

Fear not my brothers and sisters. Only believe.

Much Love,

Thomas

Donna M

5/10/2018
Hi Tina,

Welcome to our community. You will find help with just about anything here and more importantly will heal. I know I am doing so much better!

You seem to be doing so much better too. You enjoyed an air show with your husband and have resumed your real estate career. How wonderful!! You are definitely giving others hope and encouragement and you will receive it here as well.

The Sum of the Parts is important. It is not always easy as most of us can attest to, but so worth it! I have only been here 5 months after having M for 7 months. I think I figured it out early but I have just been diagnosed in the last month with Lyme Disease too (my IgG levels showed I had been exposed to it in the past.)

Interesting about blood type - I am O positive but my mother was O negative and she strangely complained about itching in her later years which we attributed to her diabetes. Doctors had her on medication to alleviate the itching but now in the back of my mind, I wonder.

I pray for you as I do for all of us that we may reach that Pot of Gold (cure) at the end of that rainbow! We all will!!

God Bless,

Donna

Karen

5/6/2018
Hi Tina,

It's great to read your posts and see your progress. Your story is both personally yours and a reflection of the rest of us who share your journey. You're so right about how this disease can affect your confidence though. The downright scariness of it can work on your psyche like nothing else I've ever experienced.

However...I've learned that keeping track of the positives daily has been very helpful in getting me focused on going forward and staying in balance while I'm working toward Happy Dance status.

It sounds like you've found some great things to celebrate...a day with your husband...the sun on your face...being out and about...the joy of naps...etc.

Try not to worry about how your appearance has changed. That worried me to death for a good while, but I learned that your looks will improve as you get well.

Though a year older, I know I look better this year than last because people I see intermittently tell me so. The circles under my eyes have diminished and the glassy look in my eyes is all but gone. My skin tone (when I sleep enough) is better, and I definitely smile more...and that makes all the difference in anyone's appearance. Overall, I just look healthier.

There is much to look forward to as you get well. I learned something new just this morning. Mel called me on skype. My laptop is in the kitchen and I was in the other room, so I ran to answer it without grabbing my glasses first. I just wear readers...but they're pretty strong and I need them to see most anything.

I answered and told Mel...just a minute...I need to find my glasses. When I came back, he asked me what strength I wear. I told him 3.25...I know...I'm Mr. Magoo. Mel told me that a few years back, he wore 3.0...but now he only needs 2.0.

Wow! That is exciting!!! He said it was from taking the protocol for so long...things in your body just continue to improve.

That is just one thing...though there are certainly other benefits to the protocol as well. Of course...the main benefit we want from it is to say goodbye to the toxic diseases.

There is so much hope for that to happen here on the site! Ruth's recent happy dance status has inspired me so much...and she's just ONE of so many!

So...don't let this disease work on your mind. You get to be boss of that...not the disease...and you get to choose what you think.

Keep posting Tina...and I look forward to "seeing" you again on conference calls.

Love,

Karen
Thread: TINA'S JOURNEY

Tina

5/5/2018
Almost week #9. Heavy on my heart to post here today.
After reading Thomas's thread, feel better and not so scared. Knowledge is Power.

Grateful for no UTI's the since the protocol, YAY! Gonna incorporate the lemons in water more than not. Super grateful that Mel put Denise and I together, we've been texting and lifting each other up often.

Went to the Airshow today and enjoyed the sun and just the day with my husband, reflecting often of how grateful I am to not be laying on the couch/bed depressed.

Sometimes I still buy into it or if the pain is too great I will rest (listening to the body) LOVE NAPS!

I Went back into my real estate career last week after being away from it for 4 years, definitely due to this affliction.

Crazy how it works on your confidence along with the physical.Did too much and paid for it, so gotta learn how to be content with the blessing of going back instead of trying to be who I was. I quickly recognized that I am not totally well yet, but so very happy to be back doing what I truly love.

Decided to use a 4 year old picture cuz I hate the way I look right now. My skin is getting better but I hate being reminded of this thing everytime my picture is taken. Oh well.

Missed everyone on the call this a.m. last week being my first time was powerful! Thank you everyone! I love this group and I am so very very THANKFUL to you Mel and all those here!

Wishing healing blessings to everyone here and pray for those that are searching the internet for answers that they stumble on to us as I believe truly this is the place that is gonna heal us. (Of course that includes the "sum..."
Thread: CAN I HAVE ADVICE ON HAIR / SCALP CARE?

Denise

5/4/2018
I have scalp issues as well, although I do not have the gel you are experiencing. I have found rubbing alcohol on cotton makeup removers to help my symptoms. I rub in a circular motion on spots then throw away. It’s not easy, but i use one hand to part the hair so i can reach the scalp. At first, I was using many of these, and I’m not sure if that’s wise, because of the fumes, but it did reduce my biting, itching symptoms and kept me from scratching my skin. I have also used antibacterial wipes in the same way.

My hair is shoulder length, and I did think about cutting it even shorter, but the protocol is reducing my symptoms now.
I also switched to a dandruff shampoo that I let sit in hair almost 5 minutes before rinsing in the shower, then use a coconut conditioner to counteract how drying the shampoo can be.

I’m sorry you have these scalp issues, but know this is the right place for us to heal, inside and out.

Perhaps you could pose these questions on an upcoming Saturday conference call, or arrange one-to-one coaching with Mel.

May God bless and heal you.

Karen

5/3/2018
This is a great idea Mel.

As we all know, this is a very emotional disease. I know that it's made THE difference for me to be able to call you when I have the need rather than waiting for a scheduled phone call.

Sometimes you just need to know something NOW...and having this service available to coaching customers is a real lifesaver.

As you know, I could't find you yesterday afternoon. I'd called you after coaching hours...was looking to say hi...and no answer. I figured you were taking a nap.

So I called again...and again.

It got late...my mind went into overdrive and I started worrying you'd gotten hit by a car walking to the store or had fallen out of your rubber raft into the lake. I had a very somber moment wondering what in the world I'd ever do if you weren't around.

I was so relieved and happy when you called...and when you skyped a little later and I saw your sunburned face, I understood...you WERE taking a nap all that time...in your raft.

I'm better now because of your expertise and advise.

Period.

Nothing else has helped me.

One on one coaching is the best way to facilitate removing this disease from one's life.

Being able to talk to you when you need it most is a wonderful service.

Thank you Mel for adding this feature to your menu of services.

Love,

Karen
Thread: THE STORY OF DAVID

Tina

4/24/2018
Hi David,

Welcome to the best thing you could've ever run across (Mel's site).

Sounds like you have a good idea of what this thing is but the fact that you got here is immeasurable. Forever!

I'm only on the protocol about 7 weeks and am feeling so much better most of the time. That's a lot!

I too feel like I contracted it when living in the Angeles Forest.

Anyways welcome and glad you are here.

God bless you.
Tina :)
Thread: NEVER WALK ALONE

Denise

4/20/2018
Hello everyone!

I’m fairly new to these here parts. I am so thankful to have found Mel’s beautiful website! What an oasis in a desert of scary conditions.

I’ve been listening to prior conference calls, sitting in on current ones, and reading, reading, reading. There is such a wealth of good information and inspiration here.

It didn’t take long for me to know this is the place God will use for my healing.

As a cancer survivor, I have learned to fight to live. That fight caused chemotherapy nerve damage to my feet that can be painful. The symptoms of this new illness hit my feet pretty hard, and I struggled to get any sleep at all.

God gave me a quick peace about this website, and I ordered Logos supplements and started Mel’s protocol last month.

I am amazed that after just two weeks my pain related symptoms were lessened considerably. I’m so grateful to Mel and John B for this relief-I can sleep some now. And we all know that is one of our protocol goals.

As for our food, I’m doing ok, and am using the recipes section to learn creative ways to enjoy the vast array of veggies we can eat, One early discovery I’ve always liked at restaurants but hadn’t tried at home-roasted veggies with olive oil and garlic. This roasting makes everything so yummy! And I can buy pre-chopped veggies, toss in a bowl and let the oven do the work. For someone like me, who has trouble standing in the kitchen, it’s wonderful.

So there’s a few thoughts about my first month.
Let’s walk to better health together!

“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” Romans 15:13

Ruth

4/18/2018
When I started reading the forum just under three years ago I loved following the progress of all the different people, reading how they were improving, all the ups and downs of their journey. Sometimes I found it hard when people stopped posting because I wondered if they had ever got well, had they had setbacks, if they did get well how did they go forward with diet and everything else we manage in our lives.

So when I started posting I made the decision that I would never stop until I got well, whether the news was good or bad or boring!

I found that posting the stage where I was stopping the olive leaf and WPS was really difficult. I felt quite exposed saying that I had no symptoms but would wait and see what would happen stopping those two things. I really didn't want to disappoint anyone. It felt that it would have been easier to just keep quiet. Anyway I have now been off the olive leaf and WPS for the three months, just keeping on with the Wellness Kit and am happy to report that there is nothing to report!

I aim not to examine my skin and most of the time I manage that. Its just that sometimes my skin will get a little itch! Did that happen before morgellons - it must have done but of course I never thought anything about it. But now if I do I still spray with Kleen Green or WPS but there is nothing to see. I get the occasional spot on my face but of course I always did before. Maybe as time passes I will calm down - but I want to keep learning how to look after my health. I've learnt so much from being ill but want to keep on learning to make sure that I stay well.

Thank you again to Mel - I cannot imagine what I would have done without him and this website. Thank you to you all for being my friend here. I'm still following everyone's progress on the forum and on the calls and cheering you on.

Chrissie

4/16/2018
Les,

It's really good to see your post.

You were missed at the weekend conference calls, we missed your familiar laugh. There is something missing if your laugh is not there and that is true! :-).

I hope you and yours are well.

Keep keeping on, I know you have good days and not so good days (as many of us have). But we can all see improvement slowly but surely, which is very good.

I know you are a fighter, because you are always there fighting on. So I know you have the will power and determination to succeed.

We are all glad you are part of the community too!

Chrissie

Laura (aunt)

4/16/2018
Kelly,

Thank you for the wonderful encouragement. This community has been such an important part in my recovery from this disease. I give thanks to God for leading me here.

The protocol outlined for us is beneficial in so many ways. I have learned the importance of restoring my bio-terrain /immune system and how this protocol has promoted this process. I will also continue to use Logo's supplements after recovering from this disease as a way to maintain my health.

“Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” Philippians 1:6

In Christ Love,
Laura

Donna M

4/15/2018
Hi Les,

I enjoy hearing you on the conference calls. I can tell you have the faith, fortitude and strength to get through this. Sometimes I get discouraged too, but I will fight this one battle at a time and I will win the war through God's help. It is not easy but never give up hope!

I have completed four months of the protocol and the difference in how I feel is encouraging. I have not yet posted my story but I also would like to thank Mel, Karen, Chrissie, Laura, you and everyone on the conference calls and prayer calls each week. Many times you all have given me strength to keep fighting.

I do believe we were guided by God and through his guidance we will get well. I pray for all of us suffering through this every day.

YOU WILL GET WELL!! WE ALL WILL GET WELL!

Many Blessing!

Donna M

Kelly

4/15/2018
Hi all,

After reading this thread, I cried. Not because of how horrible this disease is (and it is), but because we can all get well! I, and so many others before me are living proof. This protocol is the only answer. Along with Mel's coaching (which is worth all the gold in the world), we can all get well.

I know it is a long, confusing, scary road, but each time you get "flare up", the recovery gets shorter and shorter, until one day you realize you are beating it. This month is my 2 year anniversary of receiving my first order from Logos. I will still order it every month because I want my body to stay strong and healthy. Don't ever give up!

All my best,
Kelly

Tina

4/12/2018
Good Morning,

Checking in and wanted to share my progress. Even though it's only been about 6 weeks since beginning the protocol, I've consistently seen improvement and feeling like something positive is happening.

Had a rough night last night though to be honest. I haven't felt like that, in a good while and couldn't figure out where it was coming from.

Pretty disappointing then decided to read some of the new posts on the forum, i.e; "Les" and just felt better knowing I'm not alone.

Thank you for ALL for what you do, even if you don't know you're doing it.

God Bless EVERYONE!
Thread: THE UPS AND DOWNS OF A TOXIC DISEASE

Les

4/8/2018
Hello everyone,

I have decided to start posting about my situation for two reasons:

1) I truly now believe I have some form of toxic disease from which
I am starting to get better!

2) I am afraid Mel will soon be coming up my drive way with his hockey stick if I don't.

This is Les and I have been on Mel's Lyme & Morgellons Protocol since the beginning of August. I have been reluctant to post (having never done this before) until I knew I was getting better.

I have had mostly sores that are very slow to heal. But it has been an up and down battle because as soon as some healing has taken place new sores have developed. However, the new ones are not as intense as the old. Some areas have healed completely which has given me great hope of getting well.

I am currently taking 9/9 drops in morning and evening of the wps.
The Logos Nutritional supplements have give me a great sense of well being and much needed energy.

I would like to thank Mel, Thomas, Karen, Laura, Christie, Michelle, and everyone that comes to the calls on Saturdays and Sundays for their encouraging words, prayers, and advice.

You have all been a God send to me

I still do not understand all that is happening but I will not give up hope.

To anyone new or needing encouragement, please follow the protocol, listen to Mel, and come to the calls.

You Will Get Well!


May God Bless Everyone!
Les
Thread: CALLING ALL ONE ON ONE COACHING CLIENTS!

Neil

4/8/2018
Hello Everyone,

My name is Neil and I'm a new member here.

I am about 4 weeks into the protocol and I am feeling a night and day difference from were I was.

It was a little overwhelming at first for me; where do I start? What should I eat? What should I not be doing? etc.

I realized quickly that I could benefit from one on one coaching from Mel. Within a few minutes of conversation I felt like I've known him for years.

He's a straight shooter and down to the point (kind of reminds me of boot-camp).

The few times we spoke helped so much when I felt hopeless.

Mel and this fantastic community he's built is just what I need. So if you decide one on one is for you, be prepared to take suggestions because Mel will point you in the right direction!

God Bless,
Neil
Thread: A FRIEND LOVES AT ALL TIMES (PROVERBS 17:17)

Paula

3/28/2018
Hello All!

This may come to a surprise that I am writing and it should!
I have a couple of days off and I trying to catch up on some things, one being this. My April is going to be crazy with a wedding and some concessions coming up.
I just wanted to let you guys know I am doing really good! I am still very busy! I will always be on the protocol! I want to encourage everyone to stay on the protocol and stay the course! This protocol works if you do all the sum of the parts.
God is our healer! God! This protocol, website and the people on here is why I am doing so well.
God is also working on my heart and fixing some issues that have come along. Please pray for me.

Love you guys!
Paula

Deanna

3/15/2018
Hello my fellow warriors!!

It's obviously been quite some time since I've written in my thread... some of that is due to the level of healing I've reached and some of that is due to the continued struggles I still face as my body tries to eradicate itself of illness!!!

The good news is I cannot remember the last time I had a Morgellons symptom... praise God, this website, especially Mel, and the wonderful suppliers who bring us this AMAZING Protocol..!!!

The not so good news is I continue to battle Lyme, the most recent battle being Bells Palsy which came on suddenly about 10 days ago. Unfortunately with this virus, severe fatigue and brain fog have returned... so I am resting as much as possible.

However, due to the fact that I've ALWAYS worked full time through this healing process (20 months now) at a fast paced, high stress, job, I definitely am not getting the amount of rest my body is asking for!!!

Therefore, I am FINALLY listening to Mel, Peter, John, my Acupuncturist AND my Doctor and I am applying for Short Term Disability through my work policy.

My employer is not only in support of this, they actually recommended it as they have watched me struggle and give it my all for the past 20 plus months and they too feel that I need to try this avenue to heal completely. Once again praise God!!!

My Doctor will be filling out the FMLA & Short Term Disability paperwork today and it will be filed with the Insurance company on Monday. Please pray that God's will not only guides this process but that it also guides each and every person involved in it, including me!!!

Thank you in advance and please know that I would take where I am "today" over where I was 20 months ago a bazillion times over!!! This Protocol works sooooo well, I know I can receive 100% restored health and I know that is where I am headed!!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers,
Deanna

Karen

3/14/2018
It saddens me that Mel even had to write this.

No one around here has any extra money that I can tell, and neither do I...but...if not for Mel, I'd no longer be working...but even if I was unemployed and really struggling, I'd find a way to support this site by at least buying a monthly subscription because it is a lifeline to a future I otherwise would not have.

We ALL benefit if this site continues to operate

Five dollars a month is a very nominal cost for the support this site offers. We all spend much more on things that matter so very much less.

It still mystifies me that so many people are coming to this site to seek information...and how so many are quite willing to take advantage of the lifesaving information that it offers, and yet how few subscribers there are relative to that number.


This can only mean that:

1. There are people out there who haven't yet made up their minds about which direction to pursue.

2. There are people out there who are sharing the code and / or breaking the code.

3. There are those who just want to get what they can and not care.

If it's the first reason, then please let me assure you that people get well here. They get one hundred percent well...and move on with their lives. That's the good news. The flip side to that coin is that it takes time and diligence...faith and perseverance...and an ability to look the devil (toxic illness) in the eye and not back down.

If it's the second or third reason, then that is a sad statement about ethics and basic morality.

Mel is not a government agency...he is not a heavily funded foundation...he is not some magic elemental who is here to make wishes come true.

He is not a faceless entity who doesn't matter.

He is a good and decent man who cares deeply for others.

He is selfless and kindhearted.

He is also someone who doesn't put up with foolishness...and he tells things like he sees them. He's a human being like we all are with a fair mix of positive and negative...but he is HERE.

I often think of what it would be like if this site and his expertise were not available.

It is a grim thought.

We ALL need to support this man who is always there for us. He shows up every day. He takes a beating often because there are so many who are at their wits end and suffering from brain fog.

Mel is relentlessly dedicated and has a massive job in front of him each day he sits down in front of his computer. He does this alone...a "one man show" to support all of us. It's a very difficult task to juggle all of our needs and demands, but he does it by working harder than anyone I know...and certainly harder than anyone else I know who is 72 years old.

He is fearless about putting himself out there to support the toxic disease community when most of us are scared to death for even a stranger to know we have this disease.

He does all of this to help others because he believes it is the right thing to do.

So...WE need to do the right thing and support this man. In the least, those of us who come to this site should subscribe monthly. If you have been helped by him, think hard...and then donate accordingly.

Book him for some one on one coaching sessions. That will be priceless to you and helpful for Mel as well.

Like someone posted earlier...I NEED this site. I'm so close to being well...and my life has changed dramatically from what it was a year ago...or even six months ago.

This is directly attributable to this site.

Not to doctors.

Not to a quick cure.

Not to the expensive rife machine I bought.

Not to any of the zappers or dna fixers, etc. I bought.

Not to any other site advice or anything in a tube, bottle, or jar that I spent a LOT of money on.

My drastically improved reality is because of the information gleaned from this site and from a man in Reno named Mel Friedman.

What price for a life?

I don't know about others...but for me...my life is worth a whole lot more than five dollars a month.

I'm a single woman who works two jobs. I don't work two jobs for fun...I do it because I need the money. I don't have much that could even remotely be categorized as "extra," but...I subscribe and donate because I need this lifeline and I have enough insight and intelligence to understand that it's the right and decent thing to do.

These are kind of strong words coming from me. I usually soft petal most things in life...but this is important...and I hope it gets the attention of others and helps get the number of subscribers to increase soon.
Thread: UNCLE MEL WANTS YOU!!!

Deanna

3/13/2018
Hello past, present and future, fellow warriors!

I like EACH and EVERY one of you cannot imagine where I would be without Mel and this AMAZING website?!?!?!? I "literally" shudder to even think about it!!!!
The truth is this website which is MOST definitely a gift from God... it saved BOTH my life AND my sanity, I'm guessing it has saved or is saving yours too!!!!

With that in mind, I absolutely LOVE Mel's idea of past warriors to begin subscribing monthly to the website for as many months as they were here!!! If that is too hard to remember on a monthly basis, calculate those months x $5 and consider making that donation today. I would recommend putting the words subscriber fee x _____ (however many months you were here or you are donating) in the comment area of your donation.
I am sure Mel will be thrilled to send you the code each month.

I am also, however, going to request the same of present and future warriors. It is $5 a month to get our health and our lives back... that is quite a bargain and as previously mentioned an INCREDIBLE gift from God!!!

Let's all pitch in and do our part to allow God's gift to keep reaching ALL those individuals SUFFERING from a toxic disease!!!!

Peace, Love & MANY Prayers,
Deanna
Thread: WHY I WASN'T AFRAID

Julie B

2/25/2018
WHY I WASN'T AFRAID!!!

Hello everyone,

I am on the eighth month of the protocol and just went through my first major herx.

I must admit it wasn't fun. I had been dreading it. I had read other's accounts of it in the Forum. And got a lot of good information listening to the conference calls.

The wonderful part of it was being prepared when it hit. but not being afraid. I understood what was happening. That meant so much!!

I have to admit that if I hadn't understood it, I might have become discouraged and given up, thinking I was getting worse instead of better.

I am feeling much better now. So thankful!!!

So thankful for Mel's One On One Coaching. It's wonderful to know if I have a question, that I can ask him personally.

So thankful for the Forum. The wealth of information is so helpful. And the loving comradery of those on here is priceless. Wonderful to be able to share with those who understand.

So thankful for the conference calls. Both the live ones and being able to listen to the recorded ones I missed.

So thankful for my Lord and Savior answering my prayers and leading me to Mel's website.

Fight on warriors! If you do the sum of the parts - you are winning! Slow and steady!!

Julie B.

mel

2/8/2018
Hello Everyone and Welcome.

While the title of this thread is certainly heartwarming, I want to make sure we give credit where credit is due: All restoration that comes from this website springs forth from a commitment to God. A promise made and kept… not only by me, but many others who have been called here for His purposes. I consider myself blessed to be well and able to serve. Without His intervention, I believe that would not have been possible for me or for you.

So let the glory go to where it belongs… our Heavenly Father!

God Bless you all, and yes its true: Those who do not give up Hope get well (if you don’t believe me, check out the latest two threads)!

Mel

Brenda from Texas

2/7/2018
Hi Kelly!

Thank you so much for your post.

I too have recently become well from Morgellons and am so thankful to Mel, his wisdom, experience and this protocol.

I am especially thankful to Mel for his selflessness.
Karen has made us more aware recently of just how selfless Mel has really been and I am so happy that he has made some changes that I hope will benefit him in the future.

I believe that God is using Mel every day to help people like us to recover from Morgellons when others have turned their backs on us. I also believe that God is using John and our Logos supplements to heal us as well. Isn't God awesome?

A little bit about my story... like most of us, I was told by doctors that I was imagining all my symptoms and that they were all in my head.

Mel says to not go into scary details of our Morgellons illness and I don't guess we really need to but, we all have our own frightening experiences and having doctors telling us that they aren't real makes things worse.

Some of my biggest symptoms at the time were sores on my feet and scalp that would not heal, tons of small sand like gritty granules coming out of my body, especially the skin on my lower torso and from my eyes, and memory problems.
I had other problems but these were a few of my biggest ones.

Somehow in my quest to find out what was wrong with me and how to get well, I came across HowICuredMorgellons.com. At the time, I don't remember looking at other websites or even how I determined that I had Morgellons and not some other strange illness.

My testimony is that it was God because I was talking to God all the time. I was praying for God to please show me what was wrong with me and to lead me to the way to be made well. Frankly, that is all I remember except I do remember looking at this website and seeing the He Cures All Foundation and I was so impressed with the idea that those who could not afford the protocol could still receive the supplements and get well if they followed the protocol. That just seemed right to me.

Somehow this website, Mel, the supplements, diet, the forum and conference calls and the access to be made well by those who could not afford the supplements just seemed right to me.
In my memory fog, I do not remember ordering my 1st order of the Logos supplements but I know I did because I received them in the mail.

Mel says that I have been healed of Morgellons pretty fast and of that I feel very blessed. I just ordered my 10th month of Logos supplements. Although I no longer have Morgellongs symptoms, I still battle other serious coinfections, so my journey is not over.

While I do not have Lymes as so many other Morgellons sufferers have, I do have Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever, so I take the Logos Lymes supplements. If I went to a doctor today who did not know my background, they would not know of my past history with Lupus, as all of those test and numbers today look great! I attribute this directly to our wonderful diets and the Logos supplements, WPS and Colloidal Silver.
Like you Kelly, I do not plan on ever returning to my old eating habits nor do I plan on stopping the supplements, the WPS or the Colloidal Silver.

While I listen to past conference calls and I dial in to present conference calls when I can, I am not good at making forum posts.
I am on the website daily reading the posts of others and I cook using the recipes posted under Articles and Diet. I've learned to make adaptations of my own "old" recipes and have incorporated the recipes here as well as my own into my daily cooking. For me, enjoying a wide variety of foods including lots of fruits and vegetables has made my diet pretty easy. I think variety of foods makes it easy for me to stay on this diet and I also think sometimes I need to have some foods that I can cook quickly or have precooked.

My prayer for all of you who are new here, is that this site feels like home to you as it did and still does for me. Many of us who are not new will be around for a long time.
One thing I really enjoy is silly Mel and his funnies.
I literally laugh out loud at the pictures where he inserts his head in the photo like the one where his face replaced the face of a Thanksgiving turkey.
Mel reminds us that we need to laugh!

Please stay and join us as we all heal both physically and emotionally from Morgellons because;

THOSE WHO DID NOT GIVE UP HOPE GOT WELL!

Love ya'll!
Brenda

Cheryl

2/7/2018
Hey Kelly,

What great, encouraging news!

I am so happy for you.

Cheryl

Paula

2/7/2018
Dear Kelly,

So happy to hear this! You are an inspiration to me!

I agree with you that Mel is selfless and we would not have got the help and advice if it wasn't for him!

Thank you Mel! Thank you Logos!

Love always, Paula

Donna M

2/6/2018
Dear Kelly,

Thank you for posting about your complete recovery. I am just beginning with my journey and this gives me courage to continue fighting.

I hope to post my cure soon too. I know I have only been on the protocol a short time but I am feeling so much better!

So again Kelly, thank you and God Bless!

Donna M.

Laura (aunt)

2/5/2018
Dear Kelly,

Thank you for sharing your wonderful news with our community. This gives us great hope, faith and encouragement that the protocol along with time, perseverance and life changing habits does work!

Please give us an update once in a while of your continued success as you begin to live your life. Praise God for leading you to this website where people learn to restore their bio-terrain, health, and regain their lives. Love and Peace to you always!

"Finally, brothers and sisters, rejoice! Strive for full restoration, encourage one another, be of one mind, live in peace. And the God of love and peace will be with you." 2 Corinthians 13:11

In Christ Love,
Laura

Ruth

2/5/2018
Dear Kelly,

Hooray hooray and many congratulations!!!

You've done the work and kept at it and I am so thrilled for you.

Thank you for posting and letting us know

Love Ruth

Kelly from Mass

2/4/2018
Hi Everyone,

I am so happy to be able to share with all of you that as far as I can tell, I am cured of this horrible disease. It has been a long, hard, and at times very scary road, but I can say today that I haven't felt this good in years. There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that I would NEVER have gotten well if it hadn't been for Mel first and foremost, along with John, and this site full of so many beautiful, generous people who shared their stories, gave advice, helped me learn, but most of all were the most amazing support system which provided hope that we can all get well.

I believe in the protocol with all my heart and I have every intention of staying on the supplements forever to keep myself healthy and protected from toxic diseases. I have stopped taking the Candida Rid and the WPS, but if I am going to eat something on a special occasion that is off my usual diet, like Rhode Island fried calamari with a glass of red wine, I will take Candida Rid to ward off any possible side effects. I will never go back to eating the way I use to. This disease taught me that clean, healthy eating is just the right thing to do for your body.

I am eternally grateful to Mel for the selfless man that he is. When doctors told me I was imagining all of my terrible symptoms, Mel told me he believed me and he would help me get well. I think the access code idea is wonderful and long overdue. Nobody should work for free. We all need to support ourselves to live. God Bless YOU MEL!

If I could end with one thought for those who are new to this site, it would be to trust in Mel, read what others before you did to get well, and most of all, NEVER GIVE UP.

All my best,
Kelly
Thread: A BLACK SHEEP RETURNS TO THE FLOCK

Black Sheep

2/1/2018
SYMPTOMS:had small bumps from rib cage down to hip on both sides this morning. after soaking it's faded and almost gone.

Woohoo! I'm part of the CHANGE! I'm so glad Mel is doing this. I can't imagine how much upkeep for this site must be, and helping all these people is beyond a full-time job.

I wasn't going to post until next week, but I've had such a good day that I wanted to share.

This morning I woke up with small bumps running down my rib cage, but they didn't itch. I decided to soak before work, and now they have faded.

I haven't itched in about a week, and I'm so grateful. Sometimes things have to be taken away for us to appreciate what we had to begin with. I honestly was at the point where I thought I would have to itch for the rest of my life so this relief is so appreciated. I'm so grateful.

I also realized that some of the darkness I carried around wasn't really me. A weight has lifted, and today I noticed my sunshine self coming out again. Other people noticed, too. I actually danced my way home today. I feel so grateful to be a sentient being who is able to appreciate how lucky I am to have won the lottery of existence.

Yes, life has been really hard and sometime so bleak that I almost lost hope. But having a day where I feel almost normal has almost made all the suffering worth it. It's definitely given me enough pep in my step to keep on fighting the good fight.

Hug to everyone. We've got this.
Thread: HOPE AND INSPIRATION

April

1/25/2018
Hello,

I am grateful for what I have learned here.

A single mom with and a year old who suffers as well. I found your support forums...the entire thing has been a journey, for sure. I am grateful to those who are able to share their experience strength and hope.

It definitely has gotten better at the one year time frame, that Mel helped me understand, even thru brain fog.

It is so tough not to lose sight when battling this and herxing, the mental anguish can sometimes match the physical discomfort, which we all know can be great.

The good news is that it passes, and we have the universe on our side to guide us!

I look forward to learning more about protocol specifies and one day soon, hope to be giving back...

Thank you all for sharing <3 April
Thread: STICKY UNDER FINGERNAILS AND FLAKING

Julie B

1/16/2018
Katherine,

I am glad you found Mel's website.

You have come to the right place!

I too had problems with my fingernails.

I am not sure how long you have had Morgellons, but if you do the "Sum of the Parts" as Mel says, you will get well.

The keys are doing all the parts and patience.

My fingernails were peeling terribly. But as I continued on the protocol, they started to get better.

I am in the eighth month of the being on the protocol and my nails are restored. As a matter of fact, I have to cut them more often, because they grow faster with the nutrition from my changed diet and the Logos Nutritionals.

The Morgellons is robbing your body of all the nutrition it needs.

The healing has to come from the inside out. Anything you put on it may give you comfort and that's worth a lot, but it won't heal your fingernails.

Hope this helps.

In Christ's love,
Julie B.
Thread: A WINDOW OF LIGHT

Karen

1/16/2018
Hello Everyone,

Today was one of those rare days. I woke up and realized I felt better...so much better.

I felt energetic...enthusiastic...and the area of biofilm I've been battling for so long has started to flatten out and disappear.

Like all of us...I do believe I'll get completely well. I'm at 90%...but it just takes so long with this disease that sometimes it's easy to forget what that feels like...then...one magical moment comes and there is a light that shines so completely on the goal that it is impossible to ignore.

It's hard to describe the feeling of euphoria that this has brought to me. It's like finally coming to accept that life will never again be the way it was and then waking up one morning and realizing that...there it is...that old feeling...that feeling of forward looking hope for normal things...like fun with family and friends...love, laughter and joy without the constant fear of everything we with MD carry with us daily.

Then a thought came to me. A scene from a popular movie from several years ago...The "Shawshank Redemption." I've often thought that the path to wellness was not unlike the main character's task he'd set forth for himself to build a tunnel out of the prison...having to dispose of the dirt he'd dug out in tiny increments in the cuffs of his pants on the exercise yard daily.

He didn't give up though...and in the end he and Morgan Freeman were enjoying the beach with sun on their faces.

That's a hard thing to keep in your heart though when the going seems so long...to keep up the faith...but, to me, the scene from the movie where the main character plays the opera song and puts it on the prison PA captures the essence of how hope remembered feels...and it's how I feel today.

I'm including a link to that scene that I found on Youtube. I'm not sure if it will upload on this forum post, but I'll also email it to Mel to see if he'll include it if it doesn't come up as a hot link.

Here it is:



Enjoy!

Love,

Karen
Thread: THE TRUE MEANING OF HOPE

Julie B

1/13/2018
Hello everyone!

I have been mulling over the holidays with amazement!

After being so sick last spring and summer, my husband and I went to Cancun right after Thanksgiving. I didn't want to go but my husband earned the trip and persisted that we were going.

Pretty scary getting away from home. The protocol has become my security blanket.

But after talking to Mel and Deanna, I was encouraged.
The trip went well and we had a wonderful time.

Then for Christmas we took our travel trailer to North Carolina to visit our daughter and her family. We had not seen them for a year because of the Morgellons.

It was so wonderful to see our family! And by taking the trailer, I was able to cook our meals on the way, sleep in our own bed and shower in our own shower. That took a lot of pressure off of me.

So many things that I used to take for granted, I was so thankful for.

Stick with the protocol! Listen to what Mel says! And gradually you will get your life and health back! Praise the Lord!

Julie B.
Thread: MMS HERX PROBLEMS

Paula

1/13/2018
Hello Janice,

Slow and steady, follow the protocol and increase the way Mel has laid it out for us and it will get better! Not sure if you know who I am but I am now 19 months on the protcol and still continue to improve daily. I am forever grateful for this website! Hang in there!

Love always, Paula
Thread: MITES AND MORGELLONS

Ruth

1/8/2018
Hello and welcome to the website.

The best place to start on this website is by printing off the FAQs and Protocol pages so that you can read them many times until you are really familiar with them.

I started Mel's protocol just over two years ago and am now better and starting to stop some parts of it.

Yes I know the feeling of being overwhelmed by reading masses of information and also trying various sites and suggestions found there.

Mel's protocol is not easy to follow and requires courage and determination but people are getting better here. If you read Follow The Journeys on the website you'll read the stories of how people have got better. Also listening to calls helps so much as you hear the voices of people asking questions and getting advice.

Keep asking any questions that you need and we will do all we can to answer and help.
Thread: THE CANAANITE WOMAN

Mary

12/28/2017
Merry Christmas, All!

I have been thinking about checking in here for a while now. Just so hard to find the time. However, I've really come back to full health these last two months or so since the Old Timers conference call I participated in. So, I wanted to post. I have actually been eating anything I want which for me was always the true test of being well again. I ate regular wheat bagels with lox and cream cheese a couple times in the last week with no ill effects. Boy was that nice to have again. I eat cookies and ice cream. Nothing negative except weight gain. I'm not saying anyone should eat like this daily, carbs make us fat and breed candida, but for this holiday, I have eaten a few Christmas cookies daily. So, I would say, that I no longer have this condition! I thought I would just put it in writing here at the end of 2017 so all can have hope and belief that this condition is curable with this protocol. I don't know if it is "remission" and can come back, but I feel cured. I had stopped taking all MMS a few weeks ago. I am slowing down on the rest of the protocol too only because I ran out and Logos is closed until next week. John, is a good boss giving his employees off this week! So, I haven't been obsessive about making sure I ordered them in advance because I feel so healthy. As I mentioned in the conference call, I even skip doses due to being busy and just forgetting. I never did that in my first 2 1/2 years! Silver went by the wayside months ago except if I feel a cold coming on.

My plan is still to take the Logos Nutritionals and MSM. I think next year I will take breaks from the Candida Rid and Olive Leaf so to be able to pulse them by going on them for a short while and then off for a while. I think that way they won't lose effectiveness by the body getting use to it and building a tolerance to them.

That's all I wanted to share. I am so thankful to Mel and John and all the supporting people of this website. Also, of course, to our Heavenly Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, for allowing me to have this cross for a while and allowing me through it to come so much closer to Him. I see the world so much more clearly now. The worldly trappings no longer blind me, but I stay close to Him so that I don't ever get lost again.

God Bless everyone! Wishing you much health in the new year! Stay strong and keep thinking the Sum of the Parts...
Mary
Thread: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!

Karen

12/14/2017
Happy Birthday Mel!


Happy Birthday Mel!

I hope your day is filled with joy and love from friends, family, and members of this community.

We love and appreciate your sweet heart, disguised in an aggressive NYC accent and delivery, but all coming from a place of love and compassion for your fellow man.

You are definitely one of a kind...an angel with clay feet...but our angel, nonetheless.

I think this is a good place to spill my guts about what you told me your doctor told you yesterday on your appointment.

She said you are in great health...have lost 24 pounds...gotten a half inch taller...and look much younger!

Having seen you in person myself, I can attest to the truth to this statement...no one would look at you and think...age 72...more like 72 minus ten...or even more.

Your doctor said you may have found a way to reverse the aging process!

Wow! You have shown what the sum of the parts, starring Logos Nutritionals can do for a body no matter what age!

You may be chronologically 72 years young, but you are physically much younger in spite of all the suffering you've endured over your lifetime.

Most people would give up after even one of the difficult events you've dealt with in your lifetime including near fatal injuries and a combination of diseases that have made many people lose their will to live.

And since I know you so well, I can say...that's not even all of it...but you have faced each and every one of these challenges with courage and optimism.

That's not to say you're perfect...but I don't think any of us have a right to expect you to be. After all...only Jesus was perfect.

But...you ARE a great guy...and you definitely wear a white hat. Instead of folding up and becoming a bitter recluse in response to all of these obstacles, you've spent years reaching out to those in need...and have been a friend when we needed it the most. You've even depleted your own financial security to help others who called out to you in despair.

Your heart is good...and you deserve to have much of every happy thing that life can offer.

So...happy birthday again Mel...and I hope others will join me in honoring you with words of appreciation and love on your special day.

Love,

Karen

Ruth

12/11/2017
Dear Brian,

Well done for being five months into the protocol. Its a really tough stage you're at now. Stick at it all and it will start to get better.

The first year was really tough for me. I'm now just over two years and just about better - yes really! I know that sounds like a long time but in terms of a life time its such a small amount.

Also in those two years my life has turned around amazingly for my health. I was so unhealthy before but didn't know it. I'm thanking God now for morgellons as I think it has saved my life, truly. I would have been heading for all sorts of health issues and hope that the changes I've made, although late in the day of my life will have been in time.

So work on extending how you manage the protocol each day. I am still learning. But when I started I started with what I could manage and then day by day added in things bit by bit with regards my laundry, my environment, my diet, my lifestyle.

In the beginning each day I woke up and said to myself, right now I need to do it all again today. It felt really tough, like climbing a mountain.

Now it feels really easy but sometimes getting to grips with something new can still be a challenge.

The latest thing has been water - yes I've been drinking bottled spring water for the past two years but not feeling great about all the plastic. So finally we now have a choice of distilled water or filtered in the house in glass/stainless steel and I alternate between the two.

So not everything has to be sorted at once. The first thing I did was cut out all the stuff I couldn't eat. Then I worked out what I could eat. Then I started working on something else.

In the beginning it is all consuming and it is terrifying and the amount of new information to be understood and acted on is exhausting.

Its hard to believe what is going on in our lives when we realise its morgellons and it is traumatic but God does work for good in all things that are happening to His people. We need to cry out to Him for help and listen to what He tells us.

God never promised us a trouble free life but He did promise to never leave us or forsake us so He is with you in everything that is going on.

Karen

12/4/2017
All good Brian!

That means your body is kicking this invader out!

What you’re going through is what everyone means when they talk about the protocol being “hard” to do.

It’s not just remembering to take all the supplements at the right times...it’s dealing with the herxing that is necessary to get it out of your system.

Just keep moving go reward and get as much sleep as you possibly can.

Let anything and everything else go right now that isn’t absolutely necessary for survival. It’s difficult to work while you’re going through this process...but it’s do-able.

I’m living proof. I’ve worked the whole time and a lot of other stuff didn’t get done.

I’ve watched for two years as things piled up on my to do list that had no hope of getting done at the time...and guess what?

I’m finally feeling like doing them and the whole list was still there when I got ready. Now I’m slowly checking off things that I’d thought would never get done.

So hang in there. You can do this...just don’t over think it and worry too much about it...just do what you’re supposed to for today, then get up again tomorrow and do it again.

You’ll make it to the finish line!

Karen

Jenny S.

11/25/2017
Brian,

Please do not give up. The early months on the protocol can be so challenging. In our 3rd and 4th month, my 14 year old daughter and I had terrible, painful and sci/fi movie type symptoms, but thankfully this forum exists and we learned we needed to push through because that was a part of purging and the healing process. My daughter would be in tears every night, because the evening would bring painful, what she called "electric shock" pin pricks all over her back and stomach. We had nights where we only got a few hours of rest. Please do not give up hope! It does get better. We are 11 months in, still symptomatic, but can basically lead a semi-normal lifestyle. We still have ups and downs with this disease, but they are manageable. We know that if we stay the course we will reach 100%. It may take us 2 years, but we are SO willing to make the sacrifice, because we see it working.

Please give it more time!!!! We are all pulling for you and know you can do it. Push through these next few months and you will understand what we are all talking about!
Thread: MY BABY MAY HAVE MORGELLONS

Jen + 5

11/24/2017
Hi Loraine!

My name is Jen, you can read my full story on the thread titled "Hanging on Hope." I have FIVE (yes you read correctly) little angels that God has entrusted to me. Their ages are 7, 4, 3, 2 and 8 months. All of us seem to have it except my husband. We are going on our 4th month on Mel's protocol and the difference from when we started until now is unbelievable. We are definitely not out of the woods yet, but before we started I really felt like I wasn't going to make it another day. I know if I can do it, ANYONE can. It takes hard work and determination, but we already know you have those qualities if you've found this website! I would be more than happy to chat with you some time, you can get my contact info from Mel. In the meantime I will be praying for you to have peace from the anxiety and depression, I was also majorly struggling with those exact same feelings and just this month they have finally lifted, PRAISE GOD!

Thomas

11/24/2017
Brian,

Months 3-6 and even into the 7th month I was in pure agony. The pain did get better for me. I still have crawling but no pain except for what I believe was a kidney stone passing and some pain in some spinal joints just recently.

I would like to encourage you to not give up and stay the course. I truly believe this protocol works. It's just very slow and painful at times.
doubt and fear are your worst enemies.

Warm Regards,

Thomas
Thread: HAPPY THANKSGIVING

Chasity

11/22/2017
Wanted to wish my Morgellons/Lime family a Happy Thanksgiving.

May you all be thankful for the many blessings that God has given to you n your family for this year and many to come.

I’m so grateful for this blessing of healing for my family and yours. I would be lost without it.
I don’t ask anymore why me and this horrific toxic disease but, have grown to see the blessing I’ve seen unfold during my process of healing. I’m so grateful for the little things in life but, mostly I’m still learning more about how to live a healthier happier life for my children and our future.

If you are going through a difficult time today, be encouraged trust that God always has your best interest at heart.
Keep standing, keep hoping and keep believing because, He is working behind the scenes. Have faith because your times are in His hands, and
He will lead you in the life of victory.

For guidance and your future speak His Word over you and your families lives.

God bless you and yours!
Love,
Chasity

Deanna

11/21/2017
Hi Julie!

Congratulations on your husbands big win and congratulations on being well enough to even consider going!!

I too took my first trip after 4 1/2 months on the protocol, to Disney World of all places and I survived, thrived and then dealt with some set backs that I felt were worth the experience!!

One year later, I am actually getting ready to take my second trip, I leave On 11/24 and return 12/2, this time San Diego with family and only 2 days in Disneyland. I am looking VERY forward to it and am definitely less anxious learning what I did the first time around!!

I share all of this so people reading "truly" see we do get our lives back... there are definitely modifications to the life we once knew but most modifications actually make our new life, in Christ, better than ever before!!!

I will get your number from Mel and try to call you in the next couple of days!! It may be brief as I am battling a serious cold/flu and resting as much as possible!!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers,
Deanna

Deanna

11/21/2017
Hello my fellow warriors,

I am rejoicing in the fact that I've been battling a cold/flu for 5 days now, as that means this AMAZING protocol is working and it has returned my immune system to the "operational" status that God intended it to be!!! WOOHOO!!!!

Thank you Jesus my one true savior, Mel the man, John the supplement King, my coach Peter, AND each and EVERY member, past, present and future of this community for bringing me to where I am today.... Battling a cold/flu vs full blown Lyme/Morgellons!!!

I "definitely" have something extra special to be thankful for this Thanksgiving and EVERY day and I was reminded of that today with this beautiful message!!! Soooooo grateful I never gave up and soooo prayerful you won't either!!!!!

Peace, Love & MANY Thanksgiving Prayers, to each of you and your beautiful families!!!!!

Laura (aunt)

11/21/2017
Brian,
I have been battling this disease for over 2 years. However, I have been on this protocol for only 11 months. It took over a year to find this community. The good news is I have slowly but surely been regaining my "new" life.

The term "new" life is because we will never be the same after conquering MD. Therefore it is a new life. This new life is one of a better relationship with our Lord. The old life my relationship was good; my new life the relationship is amazing. The old life consisted of taking antibiotics every other month and unaware what bio-terrain was. The new life understands it takes time to restore my bio-terrain because it took years to harm it. The old life was not concerned about ingredients in some of the foods I ate. The new life reads foods labels and understands how to make better food choices. The old life took things for granted. The new life appreciates the simple things in life. So I must say the new me is doing better! I am not in the 100% club yet. But I will be; I will not give up!

Please learn everything you can from this disease. There are so many phases of healing and each one is equally important. Do not give in no matter how crazy things get. I promise you we all have our science fiction version of what we are dealing with or have already dealt with. Give us updates of the good, the bad, and the science fiction you are dealing with. We are here for you.

“Your righteousness, God, reaches to the heavens, you who have done great things. Who is like you, God? Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once more.” Psalms 71:19-21

In Christ Love,
Laura

Brenda

11/18/2017
Wow Karen, your post is so full of hope for us all! I love the picture of your fingernails. I don't know if the guys get it but it's such a good feeling to like how your nails look or have a good hair day! Your nails look wonderful. It's been awhile since my hair has felt like my own or I felt like my fingernails and toenails looked nice. Sometimes it's just the small things I miss. Now our immune system getting better, that's a huge deal


It's so great hearing that your CD57 numbers have made such a significant jump. Not everyone gets the opportunity to take those types of blood tests but we all can still relate to your symptoms of a big herx out of the clear blue or breaking through even small barriers like some skin improvements or a little bit more energy. Your recent big improvement "edging into the 80% club" is fantastic! I'm so glad you are havening more energy and your skin and nails are getting better. You are such a shining star to all of us. Thank you for always sharing how you are doing. I know I am not the only one who finds strength from your experiences.

You really made me laugh out loud ( not to be confused with LOL ) with your comments about you stalking Mel or him cooking for you. It's so nice to know that the world still keeps on turning outside of our struggles to get better and win this war, if that makes sense.

The only recipe I've ever tasted of Mel's is his wonderful lemonade elixir. I still drink it if I'm herxing. It's been a lifesaver for me. Your recipes and some of the others posted under "Articles and Diet" are also helping me return to a more normal life. In the beginning, I slept a lot and ate a lot of salad type foods to remain alkaline. Normal routines of sleeping, cooking and cleaning were totally out of whack and they still are in some ways. My son and I live together and he is a senior in high school. I have always made the two of us sitting down and eating dinner together a priority. When I first got sick, I slept all the time and I didn't feel like eating much at all. I felt guilty but our tradition of eating dinner together disappeared for a few months. Then I started to cook something easy for dinner that only he could eat, like using the crockpot, and we would sit together like we always do and eat dinner together. I'd try and eat my salad and he would eat whatever I had thrown together in the crock pot. Slowly, as I started getting more energy and cooking more of the recipes that I find here or adapt from foods I used to cook, my son and I are eating the same foods at dinner. It's nice and it feels like things are getting back to normal. The other night I made your stuffed bell pepper recipe and Deanna's pumpkin cookies. I ate one serving of the stuffed bell peppers and my son ate the rest. I had to hide a couple of the cookies for me because he and a friend took the whole batch to his room. This may sound silly to some but it felt good to cook something that my son wanted to "finish off" and it made me laugh when the two boys grabbed the plate of cookies and ran off with them.

I'm right there with you doing the "cautious happy dance"! I am nowhere close to being as far along in my healing as you but I am definitely getting better and things around me are also getting better. When you share how you are doing, it helps to know that can me sometime down the road. That will be me sometime down the road!

Keep posting your recipes. They too help to make me feel normal. Sitting down and eating a meal that is OK for me to eat that my son also enjoys is for me a piece of normal. Now if I can get my fingernails to look like yours...smile!

Tara

11/17/2017
Welcome Elle!

We're so glad your here!! I've learned so much along the way with my progress and the help from this site. We all are different, but this program works for everyone!! We are blessed!

Please know we're all here to give support to one another and to help you, so don't ever hesitate to post your questions!

The Conference calls are so good and there is a ton of information available on this site!

Wishing you the best!
Tara
Thread: MMS DOSAGE QUESTIONS

Brenda

11/16/2017
Hi Hannah,

I'm so sorry for my late response to your post.

I have 6 months on the protocol and I too have serious problems sleeping. Insomnia causes other problems like fatigue, memory issues, depression and countless other problems. I know it is one of the most important sum of the parts but I still have problems sleeping. Many of us with Morgellons following this protocol also have Lyme disease and insomnia is a symptom of Lyme disease though I've struggled with insomnia off and on throughout my life. Knowing I need to sleep and not being able to sleep was giving me cause to worry and be anxious because I am following this protocol like a warrior in battle. Worrying and being stressed is not good for those of us fighting this battle to win.

I spoke to Mel early in following the protocol and he told me to email John from our Logos Nutritionals supplements. I had tried the Logos products Anxietame and Sleep Advance to no avail, though they work for many protocol followers. You might want to give them a try. John's email back to me basically said that some sleep problems required medical intervention and that I needed to follow medical advice. My doctor wanted to give me prescription sleeping pills which I refused as I felt my all natural approach to healing using foods and supplements was the best approach for me to get well. Again, that is just my decision and not the choice of others following the protocol.

I am slowly beginning to sleep more. This is my pilgrimage towards sleeping better. Maybe it will help you too.
Keep a consistent sleep routine even when you can't sleep. For example, my bedtime is around 9 or 10:00pm so I make sure that I have straightened my house, taken my shower or bath, put my pajamas, dimmed all the lights in the house and turned off the TV. A bath with Epsom salt contains magnesium which is a known property that to help with sleep. Magnesium is also found in our nighttime supplements MSM, Magnifical and MagnifiZyme. I try to make my environment conducive to sleep or at least restfulness.
I go to bed but if I cannot sleep I get out of bed because the longer I lie there the more anxious I get. I read my Bible, another good book, pray, journal... anything that I can do that keeps me in that peaceful, restful
non anxious state. I do not turn on the TV or all the lights in the house as I am trying to eventually return to my normal much needed sleep pattern.
I sleep when I can. If I can finally go to sleep at 3 or 4:00am in the morning, I do. I turn my phone off so that I can sleep until I wake up on my own. I know that not everyone can do this but I do not work so I am able to. I am also able to take a nap in the daytime if I am able although this doesn't happen very often. I still have a son in high school at home but he gets himself up and out to school so I don't have to get up with him like I did when my kids were younger. He works after school so that also gives me more free time during the day. That helps. I know some of us have younger children so they would have to customize their quest for sleep in a way that works better for them.
I walk almost everyday for as long as I feel like it, I also use my rebounder everyday that I learned about from the folks on this website. I have a membership at a gym but until recently I was too weak to workout there. Exercise has always been important to me and has been an integral part of my life and I did not want to get out of the habit of going to the gym. I continue to go to the gym but I swim instead of doing other the other types of aerobics I used to do. I use the sauna and whirlpool and they feel wonderful. Initially, tons of the little sand type granules and fibers came out of my body during the sauna which was a real incentive for me to continue going. It also made me tired. It feels good to get out of the house and do things so that at the end of the day I have kept up my normal routine. Routine is important.
The good news for me is that I am getting better. Importantly, many of my Morgellons symptoms have disappeared and I am starting to sleep more. Just in the last couple of weeks I have actually gone to sleep around 11:00pm or 12:00am and slept a good 6,7 or 8 hours. I know that sounds horrible to some people but it is a beautiful thing to me. I think I am going to win this war!

God bless you Hannah. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing.

Brian

11/16/2017
Karen,

I am so HAPPY that you're getting better! Definitely gives me hope. I've been on the protocol only for a little over a month, but do notice some improvement already. I will make sure not to let that get to my head and over do it. Keep at it, will only get better!
Thread: NEW TO THE FORUM

Karen

11/16/2017
Hi Elle,

You are NOT alone. You'll have a whole team of us cheering you on...and if you're looking for accurate information, you've found the right place. I'm getting well here and others are too.

Just settle i and know this will take a while...but if you take this protocol to heart and stay focused, you're going to be so much better this time next year, you won't believe it...and eventually, you'll get well from MD AND enjoy better overall health too.

I've been reading and listening for a long time, and besides being so much better myself, I've heard / read this from so many others as well.

Keep posting and join us in the conference calls too. All of these things help.

Love,

Karen

Laura (aunt)

11/16/2017
Dear Karen,

Thank you for the hope you bring to all of us. I love reading about the great progress you are making. I recall reading one of your early post when you laid on the bed crying and kicking your feet. I totally related to that feeling and have done the same thing.

However, I am also slowly, slowly, slowly, getting my life back as well. There are so many things I have learned through this disease; and patience is one of them. I know you also understand this. WOW, you fell in love while overcoming this disease. Such an inspiration. You bring forth the truth that life does in deed go on. And eventually great things will come to all who persevere. So thank you!!!!

I look forward to the day you are 100% and cross the finish line a Winner!

In Christ Love,
Laura

Brenda

Deanna

11/15/2017
Chrissy,

The protocol is "truly" what is changing the lives of all of us battling this beast!! It focuses on repairing the bio-terrain within our immune system so that our immune system can do what it was meant to do which is keep us healthly!!!

There is a tab/button at the top of this page that says Mel's Protocol, I would suggest you read that and then read, print and re-read the FAQ's as well. This is a GREAT starting point to getting your life back, I promise!!! I started in July of 2016 and literally felt better in 5 days... unfortunately or fortunately, I then felt worse before I felt better but the end result is 16 months later I am 90% plus better then I was before Morgellons/Lyme ever even surfaced!!!

It can be overwhelming and everyone here understands that... we've all been where you are!!! There is also a button in the top left hand corner of this site that says One-on-One Coaching if you fill out a request for that Mel will call you personally and walk you through getting started. Again I can guarantee you that you will not be sorry you did, this protocol truly works!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers,
Deanna
Thread: TURNING THE CORNER

Karen

11/15/2017
Turning the Corner


Hi Everyone,

Last June I started a thread called "Doing a Very Cautious Happy Dance."

That was because I was suddenly so much better. I'd had a horrible herx at the end of April / beginning of June that had made me almost feel like life wasn't worth living...it was one of those that pushed me right to the end of my rope.

That's when I learned what happens after a big herx...the improvement afterward is equal to the suffering during. That's when I started doing a very cautious happy dance. Not in the 90% club yet at that time...but sort of edging into the 80%...though...as we all know...we get better and then this thing kind of cycles back some until we push through another barrier.

Well...amazingly...I've recently broken through a new barrier.

Here's what's happened:

1. More energy! Unfortunately, I've discovered this doesn't mean I'm back to my old self where I can drink coffee late at night...only sleep for a couple of hours and then run like the Gingerbread Man all day the next day. Feeling like myself again went straight to my head and I overdid it and paid the price the next day. That scared me because in the past if I'd have messed up like that I'd have paid for it for weeks. However...I got some rest the next night and I was back to feeling good again! Now I'm going to be VERY careful and not overdo it any more. No need to tempt fate.

2. The skin issues in the small area on my chin that drives me crazy is noticeably better...purging has diminished to very little and I'm crossing my fingers this trend continues. The skin in that area is starting to feel like my skin again...and not feel like some kind of alien created synthetic fabric.

It's so interesting with this skin thing though. It's hardly visible...a little place right under the ridge of my chin...and no one notices it but me. But it's something I notice constantly...I'm always aware of it like a monkey on my back. How it looks and how it feels are two things that do NOT match. I'm very thankful that I've never had skin lesions...and that my skin issues have been mostly confined to some fairly small areas...but the purging on my face and a little on my back have been creepy and disturbing enough to almost send me over the edge at times.

Interestingly I noticed a big improvement in the area on my chin just this week when I started swishing a few times a day with WPS. Mel had told me to gargle with it because I now have a cold and a sore throat (YEA!!!! That means my immune system is kicking in again). I did gargle, but decided I might as well swish too since I'd made a whole glass of it...so I did so several times with each glass. It wasn't bad because I didn't activate it with the citric acid...so it didn't taste like anything.

Well...my skin on my chin started making an improvement after all the swishing...maybe it was the proximity of the WPS when swishing to my chin when I swished in my lower teeth. I don't know but I'm going to continue this because it seems like it's a lot of bang for the buck.

3. Here's a REALLY great part. I really think my immune system is starting to work again. It's been a LONG time coming, so anyone who's reading this...please don't give up...it'll eventually happen. My doctor told me the immune system (as measured by the CD57 blood test) will move very slowly for a long time...and then it will suddenly take a big jump when you're close to getting well.

I know my immune system is improving because the last time I got a CD 57 blood test, my number was down to a SEVEN...which is awful. That was a year ago this month. I didn't get it tested again until this last September...and it had jumped to a 56! It's supposed to be at least at a 100...and 125 is better. Two hundred is ideal...but...my doctor said once it gets to 75 it'll start moving up pretty fast. That's great...because my number had lingered in the twenties and below for over a year.

Ok...that test was in September...but I KNOW my number must be even higher now. I'm going to wait until the new year to get it tested again, but I imagine I'll see a great improvement because...of my finger nails!

Up until about a month ago, my finger nails were brittle and would break off. When I was at my worst, I couldn't even turn a page or pick up a coin. But...suddenly...just in the last month or so, my nails are BACK! They are long and even stronger than BEFORE I got sick. I've been taking Colostrum again for about a month, and that's supposed to help with the immune system. I take it intermittently every few months, but this time...what a difference!

I think it's the combination of everything though...and the Colostrum is the cherry on the cake.

So...I'm looking so forward to getting well now. I've always believed it was possible...but there have definitely been times when I've been very discouraged...but...now I can actually SEE it coming. I'm so inspired and so excited! I just have to be careful and not let the combination of this happiness and the proximity of fun holiday food collide. I need encouragement to not fall off the diet wagon from just the sheer joy of feeling quasi "normal" again.

Ok...yet another looooooong post...but this is a happy one. I hope anyone reading this who has been discouraged can now see that it can actually happen. We hear it takes a long time...and boy does it ever. I actually ordered my first protocol in the spring of 2016, but I didn't get good at taking it until last December of 2016.

That's when I "met" Mel...I'd been stalking the site for a year and finally made contact with him when he started one on one coaching. The rest is history. I love him to the moon and back...and not just because he shined the light on the trail to wellness. He's a great cook too! Lol...ok Mel...more reasons than that...but please don't ever stop cooking for me.

I'm emailing Mel a pic of my newly healthy, long and strong finger nails...and I hope he has a chance to put that pic in this post.

Love,

Karen
Thread: DOCTORS IN PENNSYLVANIA

Laura (aunt)

11/11/2017
Dear Chrissy,

Have you used the search engine to look for answers to your questions? If you are noticing similar symptoms as you read about this disease, then I encourage you to start the protocol and begin making changes to your diet.

Although Doctors are useful for many medical situations, from my experiences they do not have enough research invested in our disease. Personally, I spent a great deal of money, crying, feeling rejected, and time before finding this website. I spent many more months reading and understanding the disease before starting the protocol. I have learned there is a science behind this disease and the protocol is based on facts from years of research.

I have now been on this protocol for 10 and half months and am feeling 70% better. I am slowly regaining my life. But it is a process and requires discipline. Before making any decisions either way; please read some of the journeys from this website. There are many "warriors" who have completely restored their health and are now living their lives free of this disease.

I pray God blesses you as you begin this journey of restoring your health.

In Christ Love,
Laura
Thread: STAND STRONG

Chasity

11/5/2017
I wanted to share this with you because this toxic disease makes us weak at times. Life makes us weak at times. Being a mother makes me weak at times, I am good at putting on a game face but at the end of the day it is Our Heavenly Father that we should cry out to.

He will deliver us from all evil, hurt, sorrow, and pain. We might not do everything by the Book but by His Stripes we are healed. We all face big storms in our lives, but God is bigger. And we know He loves to take tragedy and turn it into triumph!

I miss my dear sweet grandmother and yearn for the day I get to see her beautiful face again. She was the only one who knew that we were very sick. I’m so blessed to have found this protocol and website. God had a plan for us All in restore our health mentally, physically, and emotionally. He used Mel, John, Peter, and Glenn to see out His works through the protocol and all the knowledge we so needed in answering so many unanswered questions.

There is power in prayer, never give up Stand Strong together!

If you are dealing with a difficulty in any area of your life today, I declare over you that God wants to turn your setback into a comeback. He can transform that pain into purpose!

In the Scriptures, God makes this promise to you: "Come back to the place of safety... I will repay two blessings for each of your troubles" (Zechariah 9:12, NLT).
Thread: NEWBIE FROM IRELAND

Brenda

11/4/2017
Hi Kerry!

So glad you found us and that you wrote. It’s not an accident that you found this site.

If you are not sure that you have Morgellons then keep reading the forum posts and listen to past conference calls. Then decide. While many of our symptoms are the same, we all have different ones as well.

I believe I was led to this site. It found me and when I started reading and listening, everything made sense. I did have lesions but they were small, not the large ones like some of the others described as having. We all have a wide variety of symptoms and I could be wrong but it seems the one thing we all have in common is that crawling sensation. I call them the crawlies and I got the bites as well.

I have been on the protocol for a little over 5 months now and they are so much better. I still get them but I know how to get rid of them when I do. They are not the huge problem to me, like they were in the beginning.

Try Mel’s lemonade elixir, it’s a sure remedy for me and it works pretty quickly. Also, go alkaline. Eat and drink an alkaline diet and see what happens. I got immediate relief when I ate alkaline foods and if I ate sugar or highly acidic foods or drink, the crawlies were my litmus test.

Bathing with Epsom salts and other oils gave me relief as well. If you decide you do in fact have Morgellons then you are at the right place. Everyone here understands what you are going through and you are not alone, sores or no sores.

If you truly can’t afford the protocol then check out the He Cures All Foundation.
Like you, I am on disability with SLE Lupus and initially thought I couldn’t afford the protocol supplements. I think Morgellons likes those of us with compromised immune systems
as there are many like you and I following Mel and his protocol.
In my case, I was able to make some changes in my finances and buy my own supplements but I understand everyone has their own issues.

I pray that you stay around for awhile while you decide if you have Morgellons.
There is a prayer conference call every Sunday Afternoon/evening that you can call in if you wish.
There are conference calls Friday afternoon/evening each Friday except for the last Saturday of each month, the conference call Saturday is at 9 AM pacific, so that our friends across in Europe can join in.

If you decide to “step into the ring” and enter the fight of your life, you will find community here! You are not alone.

God Bless You!
Brenda
Thread: NEWBIE FROM IRELAND

Ruth

11/4/2017
Hi Kerry

Welcome to the website and thank you for sharing your story. I've read and heard others here getting symptoms following bird mite issues.

I'm from the UK in England and have been connected here for over two years now and very nearly well, just a few small issues remaining.

There is a lot to read here but it really helps so much to read through the forum posts and the articles a bit every day. Also listening to the calls that can be found in Conference Call Archives or in the forum thread More Communication Is Better. There are diet articles that will help. The main thing is to exclude all forms of sugar, including carbohydrates like bread, pasta, rice, fruit apart from lemons and limes. Its good to start tackling the diet first as it takes a while to work out what to eat. There is lots of advice here. Also keep posting any questions you have.

Kleen Green can be ordered direct from the UK - a company called ttps://www.naturalenzymes.co.uk/kleen-green-naturally.
You can used it to clean the house and also spray it on your body, use it to wash clothes. It has to be diluted exactly as explained in the instructions.

Know that you're not alone and that help is here. This website was an answer to my prayers when I was desperately asking God where to go for help and not to be alone with it all anymore.
Thread: SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE......AND I AM WINNING

Anne

10/31/2017
Slow and Steady Wins the Race......and I am Winning!

I had a check-in coaching call with Mel this week and was happy to report that I am doing great!

I have been on the protocol for 11 months and when I look back at where I was a year ago the difference in my condition is amazing –
I truly feel ‘normal’ again.

Even though I have felt really good for several months I was still trying to force my healing with exfoliating my skin twice a day with a routine that would take an hour and a half each time I did it – I felt like I had to get these black specs out of me or I would be worse – and every time I exfoliated it seemed like it Was a never ending battle.

This was so incredibly stressful to me – how could I feel this good if this much stuff was still in me? Mel advised me to stop what I was doing and continue to let the protocol work itself from the inside out –

I FINALLY took his advice and have been truly amazed at the difference –
in my symptoms, stress level and progress. I keep a strict diet and never miss taking the protocol – I want to encourage anyone who is still struggling to keep the faith and that slow and steady truly does work –
just keep at it and you will get better.

I’ve learned a lot about myself and healthy eating habits this past year – I look at sugar and carb laden foods as poison and will never go back to that way of eating. I’ve discovered making flax seed bread (it’s awesome toasted under the broiler) and chia seed pudding (unsweetened coconut milk, chia seeds and stevia)….there are so many options to keep you on track even when you feel deprived.

The one on one coaching with Mel was instrumental in my progress – I am beating this thing and know I will be one a member of the 100% cured club.

Please don’t give up your battle – slow and steady with the protocol and diet will give you your health back.

Deanna

10/19/2017
Hello & Happy Fall to all my fellow and future warriors!!!

Once again I’m running late as 10/05/17 marked 15 months on this INCREDIBLE Protocol that is TRULY giving me my life back!!!

Fortunately this time it is because I am on the upswing again and would say I am “finally” back to about 85% - 90% again. Still hard to believe that running into a wall in late July set me back a full 2 months but it did. Mel always tells us any type of a setback will cost us and ONCE AGAIN he’s right!!! So the moral of the story is DO NOT break any of the 5 reasons people do not succeed and hopefully you will NEVER have to experience a setback. Mine was definitely doing too much too soon… Mel kept telling me that I would have time for that when I was 100% but I just wanted to try to do a little more… spend a little more time with family, with friends, maybe stay up a little later than I had been and then BAM… the fatigue literally ran me STRAIGHT into a wall..!!!

Anywho, this last month I have definitely seen A LOT of improvement and am VERY grateful for that!!! I have learned to continue to make myself a priority even when and if I’m having a good day. Without my health I will not be good for anybody or anything so my motto of do I want to be healthy or do I want to be right has to be my TOP PRIORITY each and every day!!! I know that this Protocol is taking me to a level of health I haven’t known in MANY years and there will be plenty of time for family, friends and maybe even a late night movie ahead but ALL in moderation, of course AND only if I continue to get better!!!!

My greatest battles over the last month remain as fatigue, candida, digestion issues and edema. All are improving immensely and I attribute a lot of the improvement to the intermittent fasting I’ve been doing. I think it is helping my body to rid itself of things it doesn’t need (toxins) and to repair and rebuild the way it is supposed to with healthy, strong, non-toxic, cells. I continue to get plenty of rest, use my rebounder twice a day to move lymph, drink a ton of water (at least ½ my body weight in ounces plus 8 ounces for every non water beverage I consume such as Yogi Tea or Capomo Coffee per day), use only non toxic body products, take all my supplements, silver and wps AND follow the diet COMPLETELY, there is absolutely no cheating for me. I have not had sugar in any form other than Stevia since April of 2016 and I can honestly say the only thing more freeing was giving up smoking in May of 2001. With Peter’s encouragement I have “FINALLY” just in the last month added a couple of organic strawberries back into my diet and I now drink about 1/3 of a bottle of Kombucha each day. The GTS brand has a Gingerade flavor that is only 2 grams of sugar per 8 ounces of Kombucha and it tastes GREAT!!! I still only eat organic, grass fed, meat twice a week and have been able to maintain an average pH of 6.75 – 7.0. That is HUGE as when I started testing my pH my average was 5.0.

I am TRULY making my body inhospitable to any and all disease, not only that which was already within but also that which may find its way to me in the future, thanks to Mel, John, Peter and EACH and EVERY one of you!!! Thank you definitely doesn’t seem to be enough but please know I extend it from the bottom of my heart with nothing but peace, love and MANY prayers to all…!!!!

God Bless!!!!!
Deanna
Thread: I AM NOT ALONE,!!??

Jen +5

10/14/2017
Hi Mercedes,

I think everyone feels like they are alone in this before they find this website and forum.

There is a community here and a very good, supportive one at that. Nothing like you will find anywhere else, we are getting well and want to help you do the same plain and simple.

I remember feeling skeptical when I first came across this website, because there are SO many that are scams or filled with horror stories. The proof is in the character of the people here, you will understand once you start reading.

The people here are just good people who are being led by an AWESOME man who beat this disease and wants to help others, plain and simple, nothing fancy. Do yourself a favor and get on the protocol ASAP so you can be the next success story!

There is a small learning curve so dig into the forum and listen in on the calls in MORE COMMUNICATION.

Release any fear and take charge for your future, the faster you go all in, the faster you will be restored!

Best too you
Thread: BRIAN'S SONG

Karen

10/12/2017
Hi Brian,

Oh yes...we all experience crazy things that we dare not share with anyone else outside this forum because no one would believe it.

The easy answer here is...yes...they'll go away.

Just do everything Mel says...especially and including the WPS when it's the right time. Do it in the recommended way and go slowly...but don't neglect taking it like I can be guilty of because it tastes so bad.

If I take the WPS on a regular basis, those freaky things diminish considerably. Now I just need to do it enough to take it across the finish line. If I'm honest with myself, that's probably why I still have this disease...not taking the WPS like I should...though I'm SO much better...I'm still not completely well yet.

It's really hard for me to take the twice a day dose though...because one dose falls when I'm at work. It smells so bad, I have to figure out a way to go out to my car to take it...and my work schedule won't always allow me to take the needed break at the appropriate time.

I've never smoked, but I feel like I'm sneaking off to smoke a cigarette or something. Because of this, the split dose doesn't work for me...so I went back to the old way of just taking it at night. I think the split dose makes things easier and faster in the long run...but I just cannot do the morning dose and work...so...I'm night only.

Be sure to take all of your supplements too...because the WPS kills off pathogens...and they release toxicity into your body when they die. Your body needs to be ready to handle it. That's another reason I like taking it at night only. I don't feel it as much...not as much "herxie" feeling when I take it at night.

Lots of water will keep these toxins flushed out...so make yourself do that too.

I've heard people say it's best not to get too obsessed about the things that emerge from your skin. That's probably a good idea...though I'm the exfoliation queen.

If you use coconut oil and some essential oils, etc., you will be able to extract some of this from your skin. It's hard not to get obsessed with doing this because there's always the thought behind it that you'll eventually get everything out and this whole nightmare will go away.

However...this is all over the inside our bodies, so the idea that one could pull all of it out through one exit point on the skin is unrealistic. Mel has told me to stop that...and to let as much of it as I can stay inside and then "gas 'em." That means the WPS. When you take WPS internally, it'll go into your digestive system, then bloodstream,and then to other parts of your body and you'll be able to hit them where they live, so to speak.

One way to chase the pathogens "inside" us with with cold. They hate cold water...which is why Mel says to put your head under the faucet of cold running water when you first wake up. I do that and then spray my hair with 91% alcohol and it really helps.

The pathogens also hide out in biofilm inside your body and on your skin...but Magnifizyme is a biofilm buster...so that'll flush them out of their hiding places. The WPS will nuke them and all the water will flush them out.

Magnifizyme comes a little later in the program...so talk to Mel about how to start all that.

Not an easy party for our organs...hence all the other supplements...though that's kind of an over simplification.

I'm trying to limit myself on my exfoliation because I can sometimes do it so much, my skin will start bleeding in tiny spots where the biofilm emerges. That, and the fact that I never seem to get to the end of it when I'm pulling it out of my skin puts me in a very upset frame of mind. For one thing it hurts like crazy after a while, and for another thing the idea that there is so much of this stuff in my body upsets me quite a bit, so I'm working on leaving this practice in my past. Mel told me to just let it emerge naturally and to leave it alone...let the WPS do it's job on the inside of the body.

In any case...all the glittery glowing stuff is really attention getting. I have...I kid you not...pink glitter that comes out of my skin periodically.

So...I've decided there needs to be a Morgellons Barbie...just push a button and pink glitter spews out everywhere.


Kind regards,

Karen
Thread: MY JOURNEY THROUGH POETRY

Laura (aunt)

10/7/2017
October 7, 2017 (Almost 10 months on Protocol)

My updates are a little late,
But it is time to let everyone know.
This month’s progress has been most tremendous
As my Faith in Christ continues to grow.

It was hard to accept in the beginning,
Although God was leading the way.
I cried and prayed through this journey,
And I pleaded He would take it away.

He listened and cried along with me,
But the truth I still needed to hear.
Understanding the message of His word,
Which is now in my heart and so dear.

This week I finally realized,
God has me in the palm of his hand.
And my healing has already happened,
I praise Him and together we stand!

I am eating a life changing diet,
Taking the supplements 3 times a day.
I can honestly tell at this moment;
This disease is going AWAY!

I PRAISE you my heavenly Father,
For the first cold I’ve had in over two years.
It shows my immune system is working.
So today I cry joyous tears.

I thank God for the people He has sent me,
Who are precious in every way.
I pray for them a special blessing,
With this journey they are walking each day.

I have learned through the truth in His scripture,
It is Faith that must remain in my heart.
Once I accepted the message he sent me,
There was nothing to keep us apart.

I know my journey will soon be ending,
Because this disease he is taking away.
There is a new life my Savior is sending;
I must accept it and continue to pray.

My God, through the grace of your love and your mercy,
Please continue to show me the way.
As I strive to live the truth most important,
Forever in my heart you will stay!

Amen, Amen, Amen!

*** There is truly a difference between Hope and Faith. For Hope is only the beginning; Faith is believing in HIS word.
Thread: HOPE FOR OTHERS

laura (aunt)

9/28/2017
Dear Kelly W.

Let today be your first day of healing. Start this protocol, change your diet, treat your environment, and post on this forum. Now that you have made a commitment to this; your journey of healing will begin. It is not an easy journey but we are here for you. No one, not one person, no one, knows how this feels unless they have experienced it. We HAVE! So please stay the course and do not stray.

Be assured that this protocol works. There are many before us that have already conquered this and moved on with their lives'. This protocol was designed through years of research by people who once lived with this disease themselves. It is based on scientific facts.

The importance of staying connected to people on this forum helps us to get through the day. It give us a place to go when we need additional reassurance that we can do this. You can ask questions and receive feedback from people who may be experiencing the same symptoms as you. You will also receive answers based on scientific information as to why we might be experiencing these symptoms.

I encourage you to pray and then have Faith and trust in our Lord. You are in our prayers as this community prays for all those inflicted with this.

“In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust: let me never be put to confusion.” Psalms 71:1

Welcome Kelly W. Today begins your new healing journey!

In Christ Love,
Laura
Thread: NEW FAMILY TRADITIONS

Brenda

9/26/2017
Thank you Thomas and Karen.

I will try the bison. I'm still working on keeping my alkaline balance around 7.5 and so far it seems when I add meat I get out of whack for the day.
I will say that their burgers looked really really good and oh my, they smelled great cooking on the grille' when they were cooking.

I thought to myself that I am definitely getting better because 4 months ago I had no appetite and food did not smell good! It felt great be outside, great to be with my family and great to feel somewhat normal around them.

A " sneaky substitute " sounds like a plan!

I definitely am going to try some of the other bread recipes, The buns were my first and my body reacted well.

One thing I've realized in these past few months is that for me, variety in the foods I eat and the way they are prepared helps me feel more normal, especially since I I will be eating this way as far in the future as I can imagine.

I like to cook and I'm excited about trying new recipes.

I felt safe being with everyone outside and am not quite sure how we'll handle the holidays indoors, but I'm not going to worry about that right now.

I can tell I am getting better every day. I feel better and see that I am healing. Everything is working together to make me well.

Thank you Thomas for the encouragement. I am going to win this war. Not fighting is not an option.

I believe this protocol works.

Karen, I love the idea of starting a thread for the holidays and parties. Being with others is so important in fighting this battle.

Loneliness is not our friend!

Having some fun foods and alternatives for holiday recipes will help to keep the sense of normalcy that is so important as we integrate this protocol into our daily lives.

In the beginning I ate the same stuff every day because I didn't know what else to eat and I didn't feel well enough to cook very much.

I had to stop thinking and eating like I was on a diet.
This is not a diet. This is a life altering change in our eating habits, I cook differently today and I eat differently today.

I expect that I will be eating this way for the rest of my life. I might as well introduce some of these new recipes to my family and friends...Smile!
Thread: THANK YOU FROM STEPHANIE IN FLORIDA

Sandra

9/23/2017
Stephanie,

I to am new with the protocol, I started on august 18, and just started on the extension kit.

I traveled this nightmare for a year by myself treating the outside of my body, I have fought a great battle, but, this horrible attack seem to be winning, until "My FATHER GOD" open the door, and led me here. I now feel I have hope, and on my way out of this darkness!!! PRAISE HIS NAME!!

I am a widow, and live alone. If you ever need to talk, I would love to be there for you to compare our journey and give back, what has been graciously been extended to me.

In Christ Love,
Thread: MOVING AND MORGELLONS

Jenny S.

9/22/2017
Hello Kash,

We did move successfully! We were approximately five months into the protocol when the move took place. The home in which we got the original infection, had a flea infestation upon our arrival and it took months to eradicate the problem completely. We also believe, it had mold or fungus issues. We never did find the source, but knew we needed to move in order to heal.

We took our move very slowly. We had several storage pods in the driveway that we unloaded an item at a time. I washed everything thoroughly with clean green before it entered our home. I was overly paranoid, but desperate to have a successful new start. We have not had any problems in our new place and we have been here for 4 months.

In regard to your springtails, I would do everything possible to eradicate pests before moving into a new location.

Our vehicle was an issue for us. Early on, the crawling seemed impossible to overcome and our van always seemed to exacerbate things. We diffused menthol crystals at times in the evening and went out early to crack windows in the morning. This did seem to help, but I believe one needs to be careful with menthol. I would also ALWAYS have a bottle of diluted kleen green available for the car. I wiped it down most days and sometimes multiple times and would spray the carpets. I vacuumed the vehicle once or twice a week. These all seemed to help and we still have the same van and do not have any issues after 9 months on the protocol.

We have had great success using WPS in our wash cycles. We have found 10 - 15 drops per large load to be sufficient. When we were having great difficulty with crawling and getting our clothes clean, I would sometimes stretch any elastic in the treated water and hand agitate for a bit. I would then soak for 1/2 hour to an hour. This helped. This may be a good idea for your clothes in storage.

I, too, had a teenager and an 11/12 year old through this nightmare. My oldest had symptoms so intense that we had to pull her from school and homeschool her last year. She is now back in school and at about 85% recovery. After working with Mel and John, we realized we needed to put her closer to the full protocol and since then, we have seen tremendous improvement.

It is hard enough to deal with puberty without managing MD and my heart goes out to you. Are all of your children symptomatic?

Please feel free to ask Mel for my contact information. What you are going through is extremely stressful and you need support! Please lean on us!

Praying for you and your family.

Jenny S.
Thread: MOVING AND MORGELLONS

Jenny S.

9/22/2017
Hello Kash,

We did move successfully! We were approximately five months into the protocol when the move took place. The home in which we got the original infection, had a flea infestation upon our arrival and it took months to eradicate the problem completely. We also believe, it had mold or fungus issues. We never did find the source, but knew we needed to move in order to heal.

We took our move very slowly. We had several storage pods in the driveway that we unloaded an item at a time. I washed everything thoroughly with clean green before it entered our home. I was overly paranoid, but desperate to have a successful new start. We have not had any problems in our new place and we have been here for 4 months.

In regard to your springtails, I would do everything possible to eradicate pests before moving into a new location.

Our vehicle was an issue for us. Early on, the crawling seemed impossible to overcome and our van always seemed to exacerbate things. We diffused menthol crystals at times in the evening and went out early to crack windows in the morning. This did seem to help, but I believe one needs to be careful with menthol. I would also ALWAYS have a bottle of diluted kleen green available for the car. I wiped it down most days and sometimes multiple times and would spray the carpets. I vacuumed the vehicle once or twice a week. These all seemed to help and we still have the same van and do not have any issues after 9 months on the protocol.

We have had great success using WPS in our wash cycles. We have found 10 - 15 drops per large load to be sufficient. When we were having great difficulty with crawling and getting our clothes clean, I would sometimes stretch any elastic in the treated water and hand agitate for a bit. I would then soak for 1/2 hour to an hour. This helped. This may be a good idea for your clothes in storage.

I, too, had a teenager and an 11/12 year old through this nightmare. My oldest had symptoms so intense that we had to pull her from school and homeschool her last year. She is now back in school and at about 85% recovery. After working with Mel and John, we realized we needed to put her closer to the full protocol and since then, we have seen tremendous improvement.

It is hard enough to deal with puberty without managing MD and my heart goes out to you. Are all of your children symptomatic?

Please feel free to ask Mel for my contact information. What you are going through is extremely stressful and you need support! Please lean on us!

Praying for you and your family.

Jenny S.

Marie

9/18/2017
Brian,

If you are in UK then the Lyme tests are usually totally inadequate /inaccurate.
unaffordable
As for mentioning Morgellons then you are better off not mentioning it.

Its all the same type of bacteria that cause this anyway. Spirochete Borellia Burgdorfii et al. Alfezzii, bartonella, babesia and many more. There is even a new one that may be called Laneii.

You need to have private testing(for most of us) or else don't bother.

Simply believe that you will get well if you follow the protocol and all the advice given.

It will even prevent you from having Alzheimer's in the future according to a new book out which I am halfway through which advocates many of the things Mel advocates, freedom from stress(ditch the fear) lots of good sleep/ no sugar/ few carbs/ pure unadulterated food/ get rid of mold/heal the gut/ use good fats only/ vitamins/ herbal stuff all in the right proportions as the protocol provides.

Eat chelating foods to help rid the body of heavy metals.

Mel's protocol, made by Logos Nutritionals and other's manufacturers is designed to provide all you need, medication-wise, everything is tried and tested and combined perfectly - and it works.

So start today and one day you will be well again.
Yes Yes. If you can afford it then then start now.

You can see that it works and the testimonies of Mel and his followers all prove this but you must follow the diet too.
If you can't afford it then ask for help.

Don't forget the lemons. Little yellow magic balls. You can eat the whole fruit. Have lemon water throughout the day.

Read the stories of those who got well on the protocol and look at the photos that Karen has recently posted of how Mel looks now and then read his story.

It will inspire you.
Listen to the calls in MORE COMMUNICATION which answer all your questions .

The freckles(little round brown bruises?) will go as you get better. MY legs and arms had dozens of the things.... all gone now, though my granddaughters still come and go.

Don't forget the skin is the biggest organ in the body. The skin tells it's own tales.

We all got mites from the hens but got rid of them with clove oil rubbed into the hair and sprinkled around( the fox took the last of the hens). But I didn't get Lyme/ Morgs from them.

I realize that it came years earlier but it was only when a period of great stress caused exacerbation of all the symptoms.
That's when I found out what it was, and so I found Mel.
Like so many others he saved me for which I shall always be grateful.

Just as you will be.
God Bless.

Deanna

9/14/2017
Hello my fellow and future warriors!!

Well you can tell I slipped backwards as my 14 month post is coming in about 10 days late, but as we ALL know… better late than never!! September 5th marked 14 months on this AMAZING Protocol and for that I am incredibly GRATEFUL..!!!

Unfortunately, I have had a pretty rough time since my run in with the wall back in late July. Although it took me some time to believe, I “truly” now see that my setback did not stem from my running into the wall as much as my running into the wall happened as a result of the start of my setback. Yes, there you have it Mel and Peter… I was doing too much and I have been paying the price EVER since!!!

I share this for two reasons, one, because I am an honest person and two, because I hope it will help someone else in the future!!! When we first feel like we get our lives back we have soooo much catching up to do… but I am living proof (as I know many before me were too) if you do too much catching up too soon… you will quickly be back to the point of having your life taken away again!!!

It’s been 7 weeks since my concussion and whip lash and I have experienced almost every aspect of this disease all over again in that timeframe. Thanks be to God, minus the crawling, itching and biting. I did however have EXTREME joint pain, swelling, INCREDIBLE fatigue, brain fog, some purging and I even had a scratch appear recently.

I will tell you that setbacks are NO fun but “thankfully” we do now have the knowledge that we can and we will get better “if” we follow the Protocol “exactly” as its been designed and we DO NOT stray from the SUM of the Parts!!!

The other day I was feeling a “little” sorry for myself as I have basically returned to going to work and going home EVERY day thus as mentioned I have little to no life “but” then God so wonderfully reminded me as He often does….

• I can now wear a shirt with buttons (something I hadn’t been able to do for several years as my joint pain/swelling was so bad I couldn’t even open or close a button with my hands)
• I can open my open water bottles, jars, etc. (also something I couldn’t do for years)
• I have not had a case of shingles in over a year (I had them 8 times in 4 years)

Let me remind you I was 45 when my symptoms initially started and I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis which I now believe was Lyme. I’m 51 now, so like Mel, it’s as if I am reversing the aging process with this Protocol… knowing that the above 3 things have already reversed themselves out of my life in a mere 14 months!!!

As always I will be FOREVER grateful to this community and especially to Mel, John and Peter as without you there would be no me!!!

Wherever you are in your healing journey I recommend 3 sure fire steps for recovery…

1) Look to God first, to guide you, to protect you and to carry you through as He always has and He always will..!!! If you EVER need a reminder and as humans we ALL do, google the Poem Footprints in the Sand, it’s ABSOLUTELY beautiful..!!!
2) Look to yourself second, redirect your thinking during every step of this process “ALWAYS”, “ALWAYS”, “ALWAYS” tell yourself that you are healing, you are winning, you are a warrior!!!
3) Look to this community, here you will find EVERYTHING you need to heal physically, spiritually and mentally!!!

God Bless you all..!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers,
Deanna
Thread: IS THIS MORGELLONS? DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THESE SYMPTOMS?

Laura (aunt)

9/10/2017
Brian,

First of all, please know you have come to the right place and second of all; Do Not worry. Everything you will learn from this website is based on years of research by people who have lived with and conquered this!

I had a similar situation with what I believed to be bird mites. After over a year of taking samples, having biopsies done on the bites, throwing out everything I owned and lots of crying, God led me to this website. I took time to read other people's journeys and asked many questions through the search engine.

About nine months ago, I started taking the protocol as it is lined out on this website and followed a strict diet. I also began treating my laundry, spraying my environment, and car with Kleen Green. Within a few months, I noticed a wonderful improvement. It took me 9 months but I believe I have restored my health 70% by utilizing the best practices listed on this forum. I will stay on this journey until I reach 100%!

Please do no give up hope for this takes time and perseverance. I honestly believe you already have it right because; Christ is your leader. He did lead you here. Stay strong and read, listen to previous conference calls, and attend the live conference calls when ever you can.

This community understands what you are now going through and what it takes to restore your health. Please do not fear this but PLEASE understand there is no quick fix to this problem. Everyone here would have already taken that route if it did exist. But it doesn't. Stop searching and start believing you can do this.

“I sought the LORD, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears.” Psalms 34:4

In Christ,
Laura

Marie

Sarah

9/9/2017
Hello,

I was thrown a lifeline when I needed it most.

By God, Mel and the He Cures All Foundation.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

After losing my home, my career, my finances, in part due to Morgellons, I became homeless after also losing the support of my family and friends. No one could possibly believe that this terrible co-infection of Lyme disease could possibly be real. It must be in my head and I'd totally lost my mind is what friends/family and doctors kept telling me.
For more than two years.

I knew I had to be my own advocate and that I was not even
remotely crazy, nor was I imagining fibers and eggs coming out of my skin since I had tons of photos to document and prove it.

Morgellons is very real and many in this community are also suffering...and getting better from this dermatological manifestation of Lyme...as many are now referring to Morgellons.

The He Cures All Foundation threw me a lifeline when others wouldn't and turned their backs on me.

For that, I will be eternally grateful to Mel and John Burgstiner of Logos Nutritionals for supplying me the outstanding supplements that I desperately needed to start rebuilding my life again and to get back on stable ground.

Now, a few months later, I am no longer homeless and am now staying with my parents, who along with the rest of my family now believe that this disease is real and that it devastated my life. There has been a lot of love, healing, prayer, nourishing food and Logos Nutritional supplements that are helping me piece my life back together again...still one day at a time.

I'm finally in a place where I was able to make my first donation to the He Cures All Foundation today...to help the next desperate person in line.

I make $10hr working 10hrs a week, but at least I now have a safe roof over my head, a bed to sleep in and nourishing food. I don't have a car, very few clothes or shoes, but I have signs that my health is improving and that is all the hope that I need right now to know how much a blessing Mel and this community of individuals have been to me.

For anyone reading this, who is desperate to get well,
your time is coming soon.

God hears your cries for help.
Never give up hope.
Thread: ANYONE SUFFERING FROM BIRD MITES, AND FOUND HEALING?

Laura (aunt)

9/8/2017
Dear Aileen.
I have a similar situation as I believe I was bitten by some type of mite after moving into a brand new apartment complex. This was over 2 year ago. I have since moved and went through one and a half years of searching, analyzing, and searching some more. What I now realize is that this problem manifested the morgellons disease which I may have had years prior to the mite bites.

I have learned that once your immune system is restored, this parasite eventually is no longer able to survive on you. It is a process and you must make changes to your diet, laundry, and environment.

I would also encourage you to start the basic protocol used on this website as a way to restore your immune system. Please start reading the FAQ section or type your question into the search engine. Please do not go anywhere else looking for answers. It took me over a year to find this website. During that time I can not even begin to tell you the frustration, crying, disbelief, crying, praying, and crying some more I went through before finding this place.

I started their protocol in the middle of December 2016 and believe I am now 70% better. As I mentioned, it is a process and I do have MD. But if someone had told me I could be 70% better after 9 months on the protocol; I would not have believed it. Especially after feeling hopeless for so long.

Their protocol is based on years of research by people who have lived with and conquered MD. Please do not continue looking for a quick fix to this. It does not exist. Believe me if there was one; I would have already used it.

I believe after you begin reading other stories from this website, you will see how many people have similar situations as you and went on to overcome this disease. So many of us had the same thing happen after being bitten by some type of mite or tick.

Have Faith and stay strong. There is hope....but it takes patience and perseverance.

“In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust: let me never be put to confusion.” Psalms 71:1

May God Bless.
In Christ,
Laura
Thread: SANDRA FROM WV

Brenda's journey from Texas

9/7/2017
Hi all!

Touching base with my howicuredmorgellons friends with an update on my journey.

I am ordering my 4th month protocol supplements and oh so many thing have changed over these last months.
In the past months my sores healed and some small new sores appeared on my legs, feet and scalp and they too are almost completely healed with no new ones in sight! I haven't seen any fibers at all in a couple of weeks. None.

I put different oils on my body and scalp like coconut oil mixed with tea tree oil or lavender oil and have not seen any fibers at all in at least two weeks.

I've gotten better with my alkaline diet and am learning to cook more foods so am not just eating salads and raw vegetables like I was in the beginning. I still can't get my 18 year old son to eat what I cook for me ( lol ) so I frequently serve a couple of dishes at mealtime. Maybe one day he'll choose something that I eat! Ya never know!

I have more energy than I've had in a long time.
Not like my old self, but I'm better. I go to the gym and swim. So I am getting up and getting out. This is a significant change.
I couldn't get out of bed almost 4 months ago.
I have lost over 30 pounds which is a good thing. It will not be a good thing if I lose any more weight as I'm looking a bit skinny.
I still have problems with my concentration and memory.
I have a chart that reminds me when I have taken my protocol supplements and medication.
I really struggle with remembering if I've taken them or to take them.

New symptoms have appeared such as numbness, pain and tingling in my hands, legs and feet, ringing in my ears and what my family doctor diagnosed as blood clots in my legs. I was so scared. I have lupus and made a special visit to speak with my rheumatologist today about these new symptoms and our conversation totally blew my mind.
I cried all the way home with tears of joy! I told her about how I thought I had contracted morgellons and about my alkaline diet, our supplement protocol and Mel and his website. I just spilled my entire story. With her office full of patients and a hectic schedule, she listened to every word I spoke and then said if that happened to her she would be so afraid. I told her about the doctors who told me I was delusional and how my family doctor told me my Lymes test would come back negative before she even ordered the test at my insistence, and then it did come back negative. After she listened to me she said " Brenda, I believe you have Morgellons and Lyme's disease and would you mind if I treat you for these?" Can you believe it? My prayers for professional help were answered today. I'm still crying! I am picking up my prescription for antibiotics in a little bit and am so grateful.

I am grateful to God. I am grateful to Mel for sticking around after he got well and for being there for all of us who are still sick and rallying us together, supporting us, helping us to move towards healing. Thank you Mel!

I am grateful to all of you who share you insights, testimonies, recipes, stories... I read them and I am a part of this band of warriors with you. When I feel weak or alone i go straight to this website and the forum and read and I feel stronger and not alone.
I am thankful to God that he hears my cries for help and He answers me! With Gods grace, I am a better warrior because of howicuredmorgellons.

I have made choices that I thought would have been difficult for me make but they weren't. I cashed in retirement investments so I could afford the protocol supplements.
I never dreamed I would have made that choice.

I haven't looked back. I want to be well. My first payment just came in as it took many months from completing the paperwork to actually getting a monthly payment.

I can't wait to make a donation for supplements and to arrange for Mel to call me.

I can see a light at the end of the tunnel!
Thread: MEL'S PROTOCOL CHANGES

Laura (aunt)

9/4/2017
Once again, this proves why people need to remain on this website. The protocol is based on research as well as with people who have lived with and conquered this disease. It is reassuring to know that they never stop learning about the disease and then take the time to pass it along to us.

Thank you to the amazing leaders of this community for continuing to bring forth the truth. The best part of it; they are led by our Heavenly Father.

"Great peace have those who love your law, and nothing can make them stumble." Psalms 119:165

In Christ Love,
Laura
Thread: THROW SOMEONE A LIFELINE

Anne **

8/22/2017
Throw someone a lifeline

I am not a recipient of the He Cures All Foundation because I can afford to buy it every month. I joined the Monthly Movement (making a donation every time I order the protocol) because I can’t imagine being one of the many people on the waiting list who are desperate to get on the protocol.

I see the finish line from this disease (thanks to the protocol and coaching from Mel)– I know what hell it is to suffer from it and I want to do my part, however small, to help someone else. If you are suffering from this disease, then you know too – any small donation you make will make a difference – throw someone a lifeline -they will be forever grateful.

Deanna

8/22/2017
Anne,

God Bless You and your generous heart!!

Your commitment to the "Monthly Movement" not only thrills me, I know it thrills Mel as well as the current recipients of the He Cures All Foundation and what we are VERY prayerful will be the recipients of the future!!!

As you mentioned these are the people on the waiting list who are DESPERATE to get on the protocol and to get some relief from what we all know is a devastating disease!!! We also ALL know not only is relief found here but total and complete health restoration is found here too!!!

Thank you, thank you, thank you for the lifeline you are "truly" providing others!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers,
Deanna

Ashleyj

8/20/2017
Update

Hello everyone, I hope all is well. Sorry I haven't got a chance to talk to any of the new members but im happy your here.

I haven't left the webside I'm still here you guys were stuck with me forever, I've just been really busy, my daughter Started school which is a whole new Responsibility in its own, Coming up with lunch ideas for her.
My work Schedule Change so I was unable to attend the conference calls I really miss everyone.

I'm Probably about 68% healed I know I have to take it slow because of the way I have to eat now. But anyhow I've been reading everyone's post and pulling Strength from each and every one of you to try and keep pushing forward.


My God Continue to bless this website and its community

Deanna

8/4/2017
Laura (Aunt), Karen and Vanessa,

Thank you VERY much for your kind and thoughtful messages and more importantly for your prayers!! This has definitely been MORE of a setback than I initially thought it might be!!!

However, as my brother in Christ, Peter encourages EACH of us to do... I have chosen to focus on the positive as I do not want to feed this or any other disease in my body with negative thoughts!!!

The positive I have found is that I am being reminded of just how AMAZING this Protocol is and just how horrible I used to feel on a daily basis (as that's now how I've been feeling for about 10 days)!!! The excruciating pain that I have been waking to daily... used to be my normal... and I accepted it because I knew no other way. Even while taking a plethora of prescription medications I was in horrific pain obviously due to what was then chronic inflammation. Thanks be to God, to Mel, John, Peter and the rest of this community I now know that I DO NOT have to live like that.... what I am experiencing currently as a result of my unfortunate mishap, is temporary and I will once again through THIS PROTOCOL be restored to pain free days that will lead to pain free weeks that will lead to pain free months, etc.!!!!

Vanessa, that brings me to your question regarding whether or not I gave up gluten when I was diagnosed with RA... YES, I definitely did!!! I not only gave up gluten I also gave up ALL grains, dairy, legumes and processed foods. I followed what was called a Paleo Diet and it basically consisted of good quality meats, vegetables and fruit. My only downfall was that I followed an 80/20 rule and ate this way 80% of the time then 20% of the time I would allow myself to indulge, typically in sweets because I "loved" them. This kept my body in a constant state of craving and quite honestly it was pretty uncomfortable. The way I eat today is sooooo much more satisfying... no sugar, still no grains, no dairy other than grassfed (kerrygold) butter and cheese (on VERY rare occasions as I still have candida issues), good quality meats twice a week, legumes twice a week, a TON of a wonderful VARIETY of vegetables and VERY minimal fruit because of my candida. This is probably way more information than you wanted but I hope it helps in some way!!!

Thank you again to all who have posted, called, thought of me and prayed... you are my community and I am TRULY BLESSED!!!!

Love, Peace and MANY Prayers!!!!

Ann

8/3/2017
Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel – what 1 on 1 coaching and the protocol has meant for me.

I am probably a lot like most of you – a normal person who was in total disbelief when I realized I had contracted Morgellon’s. Scared, confused and in a frenzy on trying anything I could read about to get rid of it.

I actually know how and why I contracted this disease. After picking fruit from a tree I knew something was wrong several days later when I noticed a rash and itching on my arms and could see (and feel) something that was tunneling under my skin. After numerous trips to doctors and hearing the infamous line of delusional parasitosis I landed on trying a protocol from another website (if that’s what you could call it) and never saw another doctor. I suffered severe itching and rashes and saw all of the horrid things most of you have or are experiencing. I was lucky as I did not experience any lesions or fatigue. I was a prime target to catch this as I was under a lot of stress from work, not getting sleep. binging on sweets and drinking waaayyy too much.

After 4 months of hell I landed back on Mel’s Page (the first time I had come across it I was afraid of the protocol) because I didn’t take the time to read and at first glance thought that it was way too much to do). I immediately signed up for 1 on 1 coaching – I had to talk to someone who understood what I was going through and had been cured – it was a lifeline for me. No one knew what I was going through except my husband, and as you all know, this can be a very isolating and lonely disease to deal with – you feel like a pariah and just keep thinking how much you want your life back.

I can’t say enough for the comfort, hope and resolve my calls with Mel have given me. In the beginning I spoke to him every week – and as I got better and understood exactly what I needed to do I didn’t feel the need to talk as frequently. However, anytime I have a question I send Mel an email and within 24 hours or less he is giving me a call – the cost of 1 on 1 coaching is not very much and the comfort you receive to know that what you are experiencing is normal and will pass is invaluable.

I can’t say enough about the protocol either – after 2 weeks I stopped having the feeling that something was biting at my feet, after a month the itching subsided and today, after 8 months I feel like myself again – I still have a little way to go but without the protocol (I’ve never missed taking it once), the WPS, and Mel’s 1 on 1 coaching I know I would not be where I am right now – if you are hesitant about anything just ask to speak with Mel – get your life back like I and others have done – it’s possible and it works. I never cheat on my diet either – the price to pay is too great - I’ve discovered lots of recipes with coconut flour and almond flour with stevia if I need to make a treat.

I’m following my four P’s – Prayer, Protocol, Perseverance and Patience - and it’s working.

Thank you Mel!
Thread: "ONE ON ONE COACHING MAKES A SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCE"

Karen

8/3/2017
Hello Everyone,

Many of you reading know me as a fairly frequent poster...especially lately as I've started to experience more and more success.

I'm better, and can finally see the possibility of complete recovery.

There's a clear reason for this positive change...I started getting better when I made a commitment to this protocol.

I was not an easy sell...it took me almost a year to decide to jump on board. During this time, I was voraciously searching for answers. I was all over the internet...taking notes...trying so many things, and spending BIG money...with very minimal results.

This site...Mel's site...was one of the ones I followed that year as well. I wasn't sure...there was just SO much out there...but I finally made a decision to come on board for the following reasons:

1. Mel actually had MD. There are people out there who have had other types of issues that have some similarities...but collembola and other related issues are just the tip of the iceberg...the vector for some of us...and though they are horrible indeed...MD is a cosmic nightmare with no comparison.

2. Mel is actually well due to his diligent efforts and acquired knowledge...and he has stayed well for ten years.

3. Mel has generously and freely shared his knowledge to help others experience the same recovery...and has also done this for years. Over these years, his knowledge base has expanded and evolved, and as a result, he has a unique skill set and perspective about this disease like no other.

I came to these conclusions after reading and observing incognito for almost a year. It took a long time because I really couldn't believe one person could do all this so unselfishly and with the ever growing demand from the explosive increase of people with this disease. How could he keep up? Was he for real?

This was a man who promised God he’d help others...and anyone who's experienced MD knows the hellish symptoms that can get bad enough to drive a person to the brink. Mel had these plus Lyme and Mercer...and when they sent him home to die, he experienced a profound spiritual moment that led him to know he would recover and to also make a promise to God that he would help others once he became well.

That was ten years ago. He got well. He is still helping others.

When my symptoms flare up I'd promise anyone, including God. anything for some relief...but once better, most of us would probably easily forget or let it go...I know I would. I consider myself a very good person...but life gets in the way...and who in the world can afford to donate almost every waking moment to helping others for free?

It took me almost a year to contact him because it took me that long to really believe he was for real.

Once I realized he was...is...I was past amazed and impressed.

I contacted him via email. In a very short time he wrote me back. I gave him my phone number and he called me. His kindness and caring was unbelievable to me because I know I was one among so many and he’s just one person. I could tell he would have given me his right arm...his knowledge...his expertise...his time...and his attention for not one cent...in spite of the fact he’d recently started offering one on one coaching for a very reasonable fee.

I felt it was only right that I book a coaching session and did so. Mel called me and gave me my paid for time...and then called again...and again...and never asked for more money. I wouldn’t allow that to happen though…how could I take advantage of such kindness? The more I listened, the more I realized it wasn’t just me who got this “deal”...Mel over gave to everyone.

I booked more calls...and they’ve paid off...because as these coaching calls continued, I learned more and more...learned things to change and tweak and try...and as a result...I've gotten better! Over these months, I’ve realized everything he’s told me has worked...one hundred percent...which is batting 1000 and eons beyond anything else I’ve read or tried from any other source...and it was so much cheaper than so many other things I tried that barely worked or didn’t work at all.

It’s not an easy fix though...and that’s why those of us in the trenches need so much support...but there was Mel...cheering everyone on to keep on trying and keep on pushing...constantly giving of himself to others. Being a person who is in a service profession myself, I can testify to the fact that giving that much of oneself emotionally comes with a cost to the person giving...but Mel does this for everyone.

Anyone reading this can tell how I feel about Mel. Over these months we’ve become friends, and even more...so one might say I have a bias. Perhaps this is true to some degree...but my profession requires me to be analytical...and it’s a hard thing to put away at the end of the day. I’m good at observing, gathering data, analyzing it, and drawing conclusions because I have to do it every day...and I went into overdrive in analyzing the data before making the decision to start this protocol and then the one on one coaching sessions...but there is no doubt the decision has paid off.

In short...Mel added up. He’s the real deal, and he delivers. The information on the site is invaluable...but I believe the one on one coaching has saved me months in recovery time. Mel has listened and has very quickly been able to pinpoint areas I was missing or doing wrong. He’s offered suggestions and every single one of these I’ve tried has garnered a positive result.

This is a complex illness...and this site offers so much free information that it’s almost overwhelming. That’s how I felt...overwhelmed...but the one on one coaching made things clear and easy. It saved time and I believe has greatly accelerated the time it would have taken me to get to this point in my recovery.

So...if anyone else feels this same overwhelm or any type of confusion, you might want to consider fast tracking your recovery time with one who can offer knowledgeable support...one on one coaching sessions with Mel.

Warm regards,

Karen

Deanna

7/31/2017
Testimony Time

Who am I kidding it’s ALWAYS testimony time when I share with this community!! This however, I felt could not wait even 5 days or so until my 13 month post.

So like MANY others in this community I’ve had a little setback in my current recovery… just when I proclaimed I was 90% or more on the recent conference call… well it’s pretty safe to say I hit a wooden door frame (vs a brick wall) that LITERALLY knocked me backwards!!!

As I have mentioned “repeatedly” I do still suffer from morning fatigue and on occasion it can and will be pretty severe!!! Last Wednesday, unfortunately or fortunately depending on how you look at it, was one of those days!!! In my sleepy, morning stupor, I headed for my attached bathroom to hit snooze on my alarm that was going off and grab another MUCH needed 10 minutes of sleep… I do not keep ANY electronics in my bedroom thus my phone/alarm is always in the attached bathroom. While rushing towards the alarm, I was apparently moving at a fast pace AND…. I apparently NEVER opened my eyes as I ran straight into the wooden door frame with the right hand side of my forehead. OUCH!!!!! I honestly saw stars, I was knocked backwards and fell into a sitting position on to my bed. I am pretty sure there were circles spinning around and above my head at that exact moment… much like you’d see in the cartoons!?!?! I had a knot the size of a small bouncy ball almost immediately.

All I could think was REALLY…?!?!?! Then it dawned on me, apparently God was telling me LOUD AND CLEAR to slow down and to rest more!!!! Maybe next time I’ll listen sooner so the communication does not have to be soooooo drastic!!!!

I did manage to go to work but once there I was nauseous, had a horrible headache and was experiencing blurred vision. I was pretty sure I had a mild concussion. Knowing that there’s not much you can do for a mild concussion other than rest… I decided to do just that, canceled all plans and even left work early. By the evening hours my neck was also really bothering me and my left foot/ankle was severely swollen, so I headed to bed extra early. I was awoken in the middle of the night with SHOOTING pains in my left arm and feared the worst… possibly an indication of a heart problem?!?!?

When I woke up on Thursday the swelling in my feet and ankles was worse than it was when I went to bed, my back which hasn’t bothered me in months hurt, and my head and neck were both throbbing. So I decided I better make some phone calls and let me just say what an awesome team I have in my corner… I spoke to Peter first, then my Acupuncturist and then my Integrated Doctor… they all agreed the swelling and the pain was an inflammation response. I am sharing this because Peter and Mel have talked about the damage inflammation can do to anyone but especially to us while we are healing and they are NOT exaggerating!!!

By Friday morning when I woke up I was in horrific pain from head to toe!!! I felt VERY similar to when I was initially diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis and EVERY bone in my body literally felt as if it were broken!!! Per my conversation with Peter, I backed off of all oils yes even the good ones (coconut oil, kerrygold butter, etc.) and increased my green leafy vegetable intake as well as my cruciferous vegetables, ginger, turmeric and garlic. I continued to treat with essential oils, my head where the knot was with lavender and the back on my neck with frankincense. I also went in to see my Acupuncturist and Integrated Doctor for a dual appointment, they agreed I have a mild concussion and actually have whiplash, which explains the neck pain and confirms that I hit that door frame VERY hard, and that my body was in a full blown inflammation response as a result of it. I had Acupuncture and Osteopathic Manipulation completed at the same time which they are hoping will help my body realign and heal itself as our bodies are supposed to do.

By Friday night I also saw an increase in the dreaded pimpling that I recently said was down to about 5% in my body… of course the increase was substantial in my opinion and was all in my face. YIKES!!! As part of my testimony I will tell you I had backed off of treating my ears, eyes and nose with silver to a couple times a week… but when the pimpling increased I increased my silver treatment too, I resumed daily treatment and voila by this morning my face is back to normal. Now THIS time I will not back off but will continue to treat my ears, eyes and nose daily with silver. If you’re not doing this I highly recommend you start!!!!

I of course would appreciate all prayers that this reverses itself out completely in the VERY near future and that I listen to God and Mel and maintain a slow and steady course on my continued journey to 100% health restoration!!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers, my fellow warriors!!!
Deanna

Jen&5

7/31/2017
Roslyn!
At yesterday's prayer meeting I felt convicted to pray for people who are just now figuring out that they have this illness and that they would be led here to this site.

I remember all too clearly the intense fear and overwhelming confusion that I myself felt not so long ago. When I read your post I felt as if you were exactly they person I was praying for. First things first, "be still and know." God has led you here, that is all that matters.

I have 5 children, they are all 7 and under. We have only been back on the protocol for 1.5 months thanks to the He Cures All Foundation and we already feel such a difference.

This site is different from the others I am sure you have been to, the horror stories out there are awful. Don't pay attention to that.

Know that you and your children WILL get well with this protocol. There are so many of us here to attest to it, and we are doing this for no other reason than to help others do the same. We will lift you up in prayer for the dark days and cheer you on as you progress past them.

Rest easy in knowing that you have found the right place. I know that Morgellons can definitely affect the brain once it gets to a certain point, but please don't think your 18 year old is a lost cause, get her on the protocol as well.

I personally was starting to feel as if I was "losing my mind" just last month before I got back on the protocol...

praying for you!
Thread: "I JUST FOUND THIS SITE LAST NIGHT"

Chasity

7/29/2017
Roslyn,

First wanted to say welcome and God bless you.

God lead many of us to this site because Mel's protocol works, the support of God sent coaches (Mel, Peter, and John), and the love and support of our community ( I consider family).

Many of us including children have restored our health and are well living our lives again. We all have been in your position. I'm sure it's very uncomfortable, scary, and hard for you as a parent to see your children suffering. Please know that God is with you, children get well faster, and search no more you are in the right place. There is a thread children's and Morgellons that you can read and find comfort.

Mel, established the website so newly stricken people can understand these many toxic disease and all the signs, symptoms, and treatment that will restore you n your families health.
In the meantime send Mel an email. He will tell you how, where, and when. He too was very sick, close to death, and had no one to be there for him. Like a few others he dedicated his life in helping others to get well.

This site has been a God sent blessing to me and my 2 girl Ella Grace 6yrs old n Mallarie 14yrs old. I'm going on my 7th month and on our way to the finish line.

If you ever need me with any questions, call me please.
Be sure to go to FAQs on the website.read the forum and come to the weekly conference calls (MORE COMMUNICATION THREAD)

Welcome again with open arms.

Mel will tell you slow n steady but know you and your children will get better following protocol, diet, and exercise.

Peter taught me try not to focus on all of the gory symptoms as bad as they are just know this is a process n you are getting better.

Roslyn stay strong, have faith n trust in our Heavenly Father. We can do all things through Christ Jesus that gives us strength.

Your friend
Chasity

Karen

7/28/2017
Hi Cassandra,

I'm not a doctor, but I do have both Morgellons and Lyme Disease. My doctor does recognize both and in the past I've been on antibiotics and other prescriptions to treat them. For several months I was using these along with this protocol, though at the time, my adherence to the protocol was far less than stellar. I limped along keeping my nose above water for a while and then started improving, though slowly.

About nine months ago, I got serious about sticking to the protocol... and things improved...and at a bit faster rate...though...it would have been faster if I didn't occasionally fall away from the protocol and diet for a week or so...usually on a holiday or when I have my grandchildren...but even when I allowed this to happen, I could get back on the protocol and get back on track within a few weeks. And so, with this method, I continued to improve, though my progress was still fairly slow.

About three months ago, I made a decision to get off all prescriptions and really stay on the protocol, and I've done both with a couple of exceptions (more about that to follow). What resulted was the most dramatic improvement I've experienced in the twenty months I've had these illnesses. I only used the supplements on the protocol...got rid of the antibiotics and other prescriptions...and in less than 90 days, I've experienced a remarkable improvement. As a matter of fact, I returned to work this week after being off for summer break for almost six weeks...and several people have commented on how much healthier I look.

I can only assume this improvement has come from sticking to the protocol exclusively...which has meant stepping away from prescriptions.

But...I'd said there's more to follow and so here it is. I've had my grandchildren for over two weeks...they just went home a couple of days ago. It was wonderful...I loved seeing them, but it was challenging to do everything I needed to do for myself and take care of them too (they're both preschoolers, so they require a lot of energy). I started off pretty well...but after a few days, I fell away from the protocol...and then I succumbed to the temptation of proximity to all kinds of foods I'm not supposed to eat. Fatigue was certainly a factor in my poor choices, but I suppose I could have done better if I'd been more disciplined.

So now it's time to pay the piper. The last time I had a slip up I was still on antibiotics and other prescriptions. Now I'm off all prescriptions except for the recent addition of hormones which doesn't seem to have created any problems so far.

It's still a little early to tell how I'll bounce back this time, but...it does seem to feel a bit different than it did at this point in time in my recovery from past slip ups...and I really do think the difference overall is related to my stepping away from so many prescriptions and staying (with the recent exception) true to the protocol.

As mentioned, I'm not a doctor, but I am pretty good at analytical thinking...and going with a more natural approach makes obvious sense to me because these are toxic diseases. It's common knowledge that prescriptions are land mines of toxicity...one almost wonders how much thought of risk / benefit actually goes into the decisions of the drug makers to market certain drugs. I'm not against prescription drugs across the board...I definitely believe some are beneficial and in some circumstances would be the best choice.

Unfortunately, we as consumers now have to figure out when to make what choices. This is probably the biggest difficulty in people getting the treatment they need to get well. If one listens to, and adheres to the advice of those who worship at the alter of hard core medical treatment only, then one might experience not getting well.

That's obviously what's happened to people who are reading this post right now. If the medical community had responded to these diseases with recognition and appropriate treatment, then that's where people would have gone and that would have been the end of it.

That's obviously not what has happened, and so people have been forced to try to figure this out on their own. I thank God every day for Mel who was the trail blazer in figuring out what to do to get himself well and who has been beyond generous in giving his support back to the community of toxic illness sufferers. I don't know where I'd be without Mel...I've realized over the last few months that everything he's told me has worked...though the things he says to do aren't a quick fix...as he says, "slow and steady"...and I think that's really hard for most of us. However...it's really even harder to drag along doing this and that and then look up and a lot of time has gone by and you realize you're still not well. That's when I realized that if I'd done what Mel had done for himself earlier on, I'd have probably been well by now.

On an additional note, I've also noticed improvement when I've stepped away from toxic cleaning solutions and other toxic chemicals that are a part of our everyday lives. Since this has helped me and others, it would make sense that actual treatment of these diseases would have to be centered around a natural approach.

I think I'm not alone when I say this is a hard concept to actually accept. For one thing, it means having to think on one's own and not putting all of one's faith in the medical community which, in our culture is up there with God and Jesus. In my opinion, it feels like such a betrayal that these diseases are ignored and even vilified by most of the medical community, and I believe that mindset was the biggest obstacle I faced in finally making the decision to choose a plan of action.

There was just so much information out there that I kept going back and forth. I also think there was some actual grief...a true grieving process over feeling so let down by the medical community. After all...if one cannot put one's trust in our doctors, then one is really in a scary place.

It occurs to me that this is just one snapshot of what is happening to our whole health care system. So...maybe we're the lucky ones. We get it. We now see we have to take health care into our own hands in some circumstances. I'm not talking totally...but definitely with toxic diseases.

This type of approach to healing has so many other benefits though...and I now believe that taking responsibility for our health by adopting healthy habits and prevention is probably going to be a big part of the answer to the current health crisis for each of us. The upside of healing from a toxic disease with this natural method is improved health in other areas and an awareness of what it takes to become and stay healthy.

So...lots of food for thought Cassandra...and ultimately, you'll have to make your own decision about what to do related to taking prescriptions...but you do have a lot of evidence from those of us here on the site that a more natural approach is better. I look at success...and I see success in those who are following the protocol which is a completely natural approach.

My best to you,

Karen
Thread: IS ANTIBIOTICS NECESSARY

Deanna

7/27/2017
Hello Cassandra and welcome!

If you are on Mel's protocol and have completed the first month of the protocol which then adds what is called the Extension Kit, you are actually taking one of THE best antibiotics you can take; the Logos Nutritionals, Olive Leaf Extract is all natural and a VERY clean product as are ALL the Logos products.

If you are not on the protocol, I suggest you read the FAQ's and get started right away!!! I also suggest you read and follow the SUM of the parts... outside supplements and protocols are not necessary unless in extreme cases where the individual works directly with Mel or John.

I have been on the protocol almost 13 months now and am 90% healed from chronic lyme, morgellons, candida, epstein-barr, babesia, mycoplasma AND rheumatoid arthritis. So PLEASE believe me when I say this protocol works EXACTLY as it's laid out for us... no outside supplements, medicines, or other protocols are needed and will in fact inhibit our recovery!!!

Please do keep in mind that part of the healing process can and does mean that we will get worse before we get better. For me though the biting and stinging subsided immediately when I started the protocol and cleaned up my diet. If I had a biting or stinging sensation it was typically always a result of my body not being ready for some type of food I ingested.

Again PLEASE read the FAQ's, print them out and if you're anything like I was early on you'll need to read them again and again and again!! This is MOST DEFINITELY the place to heal but we do have to follow the protocol as it's designed not as we want to design it!!!

I hope this helps!!!

God Bless!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers,
Deanna

AshleyJ

7/26/2017
Update

Hello fellow Warriors, I hope all is well with everyone.

I was so happy to hear everyone's voice on last week's conference call and I just want to thank Deanna for all that she has done and all that she's doing for this community and all that she's done for me and my daughter.

Everything has been going okay I'm still struggling with my weight as most of you know im trying to find a balance on good healthy foods to eat while trying to gain weight.

My symptoms are still not as bad as the beginning and getting better everyday.

I want to think this community I want to thank Mel Peter and John.

God Bless you all.
Thread: THANK YOU TO THE HE CURES ALL FOUNDATION

Deby

7/23/2017
I am now in my 5th month of treatment for morgellens disease through tbe generous donations of others myself and my 5 year old are beginning to get our lives back.

Before I began the protocol I was covered with bright red sores on my legs and back, well now these have all healed! My concern now is fixing the bio-terrain which is where disease starts. I continue to have severe bouts with pain but am confident I will recover if I continue with "the sum of all the parts."

Little Cruz showed very little outward signs but an occasional sore here and there in the beginning. This is now becoming a thing of the past for him now, I praise God and the HCAF for this.

I pray God will richly bless all who give and I'm confident he will. As scripture says, "Give and it shall be given."

Deby

Nan

7/12/2017
Hi Lacy,
You are on the right path. Mel and others have recovered. I am almost there and I had 2 surgeries and 3 rounds of prescription drugs.

Mel has what I call the freeze head treatment to eliminate the head issue. He jokes that you will not be happy when you do this, but it works. Mel states slow and steady so for my situation I waited to do this treatment until I felt stronger. I used Kleen Green until started this process, but my opinion Mel's head treatment seems to work better to eliminate the infect. I notice other posted where they did this process as soon as Mel suggested.

Put pitcher of water in the fridge to be really cold. Every morning when you get up pour the cold water slowly on your head. It will be shocking but gets much easier after 2 or 3 weeks. I think your body adjusts to it. Make sure the water is really cold since that helps eliminate the infection. Maybe pour over the bathtub/shower. Then over the sink use a comb and remove as much as you can. I used a cat comb, but be very careful if you use one not to hurt your head. Mel used a regular comb. Remove as much water as you can from your head then pour 91% alcohol on your head slowly then start to comb again. As you improve you may have to let the alcohol sit for few minutes prior to combing. I think the alcohol suffocates the infection that is why it purges out of your body. You have to remove the infection that is why Mel states better out than in. Mel thinks cold kills the infect that is why the freezing water is so important.

After the head treatment I took a cool shower and used Dr Bonner soap or African Black Soap on my body as well, but not my head. I washed my head in the evening. I also found the goo would show up on my hands after this treatment so be aware and monitor your hands. I just sense something was on my hands and rubbed them together over sink to remove stuff. You do not want to spread it back onto yourself so just be aware. Now I do the head treatment morning and evening since the weather is so hot and humid where I live. Sometimes I shower and sometimes I don’t. I shower now because I want to not because I have to.

I read that a man did this head treatment and never got sick and he live until he was in his 90s. He stated that all infects go to the scalp so manage the scalp then you manage your health. I thought that was interesting.

Be patient. Be diligent.

Take Care, Nan

PS. Your head may get dry from this treatment. I used Kiss my face Lavender shea lotion or Dr Teals lavender lotion on my head and body. Yes, I use body lotion instead of conditioner on my head. Need to keep your skin moist and this works best. Conditioner just made my hair dull and does not really help my scalp. I got this idea off the internet. I have long hair and it looks and feels so much better since I did this.

PSS. I had a little bald issue on my head, but once did this treatment the hair grew back.
Thread: ANY HAIR PRODUCTS THAT KILLS MORGELLONS? AND BRINGS BACK HEALTHY HAIR AGAIN?

Nan

7/12/2017
Hi Linda,
Peter is correct. You will need to read and learn how to heal. It is inside and outside job.

Check out the protocol page for the inside work. Also, diet and PH levels are another critical piece to healing in the inside. I never heard of PH level, but it does work.

Check out Mel’s freeze head treatment for outside work. I just posted details under WPS – This Stuff works to Lacy today so should show up later today or tomorrow. Also, MMS baths really help. I wanted to state I never had hair issues or discolor issues mentioned by LD in this thread. MMS or WPS is new concept so there is some worry, but I had no issues with it. I started taking baths as soon as possible and felt great. I did get tired, but I had a lot of other things going on beside this bath and illness. I did have issue with my laundry getting stained since need to put MMS/ WPS in the water first and stir prior to adding the clothes.

I always knew and trust this protocol or I should say this change in life style mindset. Change is hard and this illness is hard, but Mel and Peter have made it easier.

I would strongly suggest you go to the conference calls on Friday or Saturday. It is very helpful to talk to these guys and others. I put the details below. Also, put the link below for recorded meetings.

More Communication is Better

Welcome,

Nan


Times, phone number and access code are listed below.

Conference call line 712-432-3011, access code 664059

Friday's Coffee, Tea with Me BYOQ
• 4:00PM-5:30PM (Pacific)
• 5:00PM-6:30PM (Mountain)
• 6:00PM-7:30PM (Central)
• 7:00PM-8:30PM (Eastern)
Saturday's Coffee, Tea with Me
• ..9:00AM--10:30AM (Pacific)
• 10:00AM--11:30PM (Mountain)
• 11:00AM---12:30PM (Central)
• 12:00PM---1:30PM (Eastern)
Sunday's Prayer Meeting

• 3:30 (Pacific)
• 4:30 (Mountain)
• 5:30 (Central)
• 6:30 (Eastern)

Deanna

7/11/2017
Paula,
Thank you!! Soooo happy to join you in the year club!!! I remember when a year seemed like a lifetime away… now it seems like yesterday!!! Again the results of “truly” following this protocol are AMAZING!!!! Soooo thankful for the gift of your friendship on this healing journey!!!!

My dearest Laura (aunt),
Thank you so much for your kind and encouraging words!!! You too have been an incredible gift to me and to this community!!! I know you’ll be joining us in the year club before you know it as you too are a winner, my friend!!!!

Karen,
Thank you and please know that you are equally as inspiring to me!!! Keep up the good work and please keep sharing your progress (both good and bad)… this year club, ROCKS… and we are excited to know that you’ll be joining us soon too!!!

Kelly,
Thank you for the kind words!!! Also thank you for showing me the way… you were a HUGE part of helping me see the light at the end of the tunnel and believing that “real” healing was happening here as I witnessed it happening in you!!!! It’s also VERY nice to know we are never alone and you are my (less often) hair coloring sister!!!! Thank you for all you’ve done and continue to do for me and for others in this community!!!!

Ruth,
You were “truly” one of the first voices that calmed me in this storm and I will honestly NEVER forget how listening to you share on calls helped me immensely in the early days!!! I also have LOVED every post I’ve ever read of yours as you have always shared so openly about this journey… so THANK YOU for helping me get to this one year club… I have complete faith that we will both be 100% someday and that we will not give up or give in until then!!!! I love EVERYTHING about you my sweet friend from across the pond!!!!!

Peter,
Thank you for the kind words and for the blessing request… they are both GREATLY appreciated… as are you, my brother in Christ!!!! I definitely would NOT be where I am if it was not for your involvement in this community and your personal coaching that I was BEYOND blessed to receive!!!! You’ve helped me in soooo many ways I can’t even begin to count them… so I just pray that I can pay it forward and am able to help others in some way!!!! Thank you for being who you are, for sharing ALL your knowledge and ALL your love for the Lord with this community!!!!
Thread: WPS-THIS STUFF WORKS!

lacy **

7/11/2017
Hi everyone,

I would like to speak of WPS to anybody who is new to the protocol. Don't be afraid . When i first took it, i had herx issues .
There was stuff coming out from my body. I was afraid and stopped it for a while.
However i restarted it again , one week before the Lyme cycle. I cannot tell you HOW MUCH this has helped me .

Unfortunately. I have a huge bald spot on my head because of all the hair infected with morgellons goo that i pulled out.

However I feel so much better. I just want to encourage those who are new to WPS, dont be afraid . I know it may sound scary and taste foul but it really truly helps.

I want to thank Mel for this protocol because it really changed my life.

I use to try all other protocols even make my own ! But the symptoms never go away . Now , my body symptoms are completely clear, although my scalp is still extremely infected ( I would love to know how long does it take to heal my scalp) , i feel that im on the right path.

Please don't skip WPS, when on the protocol, its not the same and really adds value into allowing yourself to heal.

Love,
Lacy

Deanna

7/5/2017
Hello all my fellow warriors..!!!

I hope your 4th of July Holiday was as wonderful as mine was!!! If it wasn’t I am here to tell you that I “promise” if you follow this protocol EXACTLY as it is laid out for us, you too will be enjoying Holidays and basically EVERY day of your life, VERY SOON!!!!

Today actually marks one (1) full year on the protocol for me and I must tell you I am ABSOLUTELY AMAZED at how far I’ve come!!!! While making my bed this morning I was thinking for EVERYONE and ANYONE who wants a quick fix… this Protocol truly is the answer… You just have to include the SUM of the parts at a slow and steady pace and before you know it you too will be ABSOLUTELY AMAZED!!!!!

Not only did I get my life back it is TRULY better than it’s ever been!!!!!!!!!!!!! I now take care of me; I stress MUCH less, I rest, I eat ONLY healthy, organic, protocol friendly foods and I love them, I have removed 95% of all toxins from my life (I just can’t stop coloring my hair but I do it a lot less frequently than I used to), I do not accept unacceptable behavior; from myself or others, I say no when I need to, I live within the limits of my health "one day at a time" and above all I give ALL THE GLORY TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!

God led me to this website and without Mel, John, Peter and this INCREDIBLE community of people I would not be what I consider 90% today!!!!! I am soooooooooo BEYOND GRATEFUL to each AND every one of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I still have some lingering issues and I accept them and deal with them as they come… I am still dealing with Candida, it mainly surfaces as thrush in my mouth and have not yet been able to add back any fruits other than lemons, limes and avocados. I also stay away from all starchy vegetables for the time being but I know that “this too shall pass”, it just might take a little longer to get to the other side. I also still have some morning fatigue but NOTHING like I had previously… it is MUCH more manageable these days. Last but not least, I still experience some edema in my left ankle and it’s always worse when I don’t use my rebounder on a daily basis.

On the plus side I can’t remember the last time I purged something out of my body, my digestion is also about 90% better, my pimpling is 95% better, my average pH remains at 6.75, I hold and hug and love other people without hesitation and I PRAISE GOD for all of this AND soooooo much more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It has DEFINITELY not been a walk in the park but it has been possible for me and it is possible for you too…. Stay the course and know that better days are ahead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love, Peace, Prayers & MANY Thanks,
Deanna

Jenny S

6/30/2017
Congratulations Karen.

I have enjoyed following your story of perseverance and determination to rid yourself of this mess. I hope newcomers continue to receive the message of the importance of getting on and staying on the complete protocol.

I believe you have done this all while working full time plus, correct? I'm certain with your continued efforts, you will see 100% soon.

I have been on for 6.5 months and have achieved 70%. It's amazing to me how good 70% can feel compared to the misery of life before the protocol.

Thanks for the inspirational update!

God bless.
Thread: DOING THE (VERY CAUTIOUS) HAPPY DANCE.

Karen

6/28/2017
Well...everything seems to have happened little by little...and forward two steps and then back one step...or sometimes two...or three.

You start to get used to the pace...even dull yourself out inside your mind to try to deal with it (in between having denial tantrums). You tell yourself slow and steady over and over again...and things move at a snails pace...but then...one day...you wake up and...could it be true???? Things are suddenly better...much better!!!

I'm not well yet.

I'm not in the 90% club yet.

But I might just be putting my toe in the water of the 82.5% club pretty soon if this positive breakthrough holds.

The fatigue issue is greatly improved.

The skin manifestation is decreasing in size, shape, and amount of fibers, etc. that are a part of the whole daily exfoliation "adventure."

The tickles are almost gone...almost afraid to even type this one out loud...don't want to tempt fate...this is the thing that drives me to the brink the most.

And...the most exciting part of all is I can now look in the mirror and see myself again...instead of seeing a pale thin fragile looking ghost with big rings under her eyes, I now see someone with life left to live. I look like I've come back to life!

I've been on the protocol for about a year...but not on it with commitment until six or eight months ago. I'm not good at counting how many weeks or months like some of you...wish I'd kept better track, but...I'm just happy when I can tick off all the things to do to get every day.

So...anyone new or thinking about trying this...please know that this does work...and you won't get sicker trying to get well. I started out eighteen months ago with a fist full of prescriptions and now I don't take any...nada...none. And...interestingly once I ditched the Rx and stuck to the Lyme protocol (because I have both), I started getting better at a faster rate...(relatively speaking because recovery isn't ever "fast" with Lyme or MD).

It's like this. If I could tell my last year's self what I know now, I'd say, get on the full protocol, clean up your diet and do it NOW... and then...stay consistent. Participate in the forum...and read read read. It works. I fooled around way too long because I just REALLY wanted to find a faster way...but...that dog won't hunt.

This protocol will take you where you want to go!!!

So...with all of this being said...I'm doing a very cautiously optimistic happy dance tonight!

Yea!!!!!

Karen
Thread: SCALP-TEMPLE

LT1985

6/28/2017
Hi Jino,
just wanted to say I hope your scalp treatments work- bentonite clay (make a paste) might also help - and I made a nice soap blend that had Dr Bs peppermint soap -some activated charcoal - five drops wintergreen or eucalyptus essential oil - and would use that as a shampoo. Let it sit - and then spray scalp with MMS.
---
And not playing doctor here -
But the reason I wanted to reply to your post was the comment you made about the liver.

In my reading and learning (and we are all learning together here ;))
Well the liver is always strained when someone has an illness.
As our body's filter - it is likely that it has bbeen stressed (maybe clogged) years before any signs of illness appeared.
Sometimes microbes (from drinking water - food - etc) hide out in the ducts and stay dormant for years - then later change roles.

Other times - our liver is just overworked and it has been clogged - missing the enzymes and pancreatic juices needed -
And so supporting the liver is the first thing that is usually done with Any formal cleanses - like before anyone does certain herbs - they usually support their liver for months - for example - my cousin struggled with shingles for years and only found relief when some special herbalist helped him clean his liver (slowly) and his gallbladder and then worked up from there. He had to add in supplements - etc
Now.... when it comes to MOrgellons
The liver support and cleansing is why Mel's protocol works.
I know this might sound like a big sales thing - but this protocol works because it addresses the liver -
It does this in more ways than I understand - but after using it and learning more and more - and trying so many other brands -to come back to this -
This comprehensive protocol here helps support the liver (the Liver CS) and the complete thymic formula (my fav) was actually created to help heal hepatitis (a liver infection) and i believe all of us with morgellons have liver issues (and heavy metals and fungal sludge and various nematodes)
Another reason this protocol works is because it is synergistic -
And you can read all about it here throughout posts - but it helps all of your organs and systems.
the team of people that have made these formulas do a lot of research -
They study what helps absorption - what works with what - what a sick body needs-'what is safest - what is most effective - etc
So this is why the protocol works.
And you see - some of the research I have skimmed seems to indicate that a major hormone imbalance also played a major part in the breakdown of the immune system with morgellons patients -
Likely a hormonal imbalance for years leaving one vulnerable -

And Mel's protocol has supplements that have glandulars and stuff that nurtures hormones and various firing in the body.
So in my very humble opinion
Of course you have liver problems
Your whole system is afflicted !
And so if possible - try this protocol for 90 days (or even 30) and see for yourself !
It really works
Mel (and the others) have tweaked it over the last decade - they have been on a mission to improve and stay open to new tips and to fine tune and expedite the protocol as much as possible -
This is what they have dedicated their lives to - and they keep striving to learn and understand more about Morgellons - Lyme and other chronic conditions -
And sadly - when you only turn to allopathic care - they don't understand root causes - of whole body synergy!
Anyhow - I know it might be tough for to jump in on the full protocol - but it is something I want to personally invite you to seriously consider - the protocol starts slow - to help your body not have too much healing shock - and dude - want to hear some good news?
When you use this protocol - your body gets super strong - and the quality of life goes up because physical health is everything!
--

I was jus talking to a man in the hot tub yesterday - he is retired and we started talking about health and nutrition - I try to listen when people share their ailments or past health stuff - but I also chime in as god leads - and this guy has had cancer four times - and still uses plain ol sugar in his coffee - and he never really learned that cancer was an immune system failure.
he asked me if I thought coffee was ok - and when I heard he used so much sugar - wow - I was more ok with his coffee (and told him to maybe add baking soda to the grounds prior to brewing) but the sugar he uses still??? Wow -'sugar suppresses immunity and has been found to correlate with cancer (not that fungal infections cause cancer - but almost every patient with cancer has had some type of fungal overgrowth- some say every patient has it ) anyhow - he had cancer all these times and never once was told about helping improve his immune system - and never once was told about how sugar suppresses immunity - and when he said he could never give it up - I reminded him that - um - yes he could . ;)
(Because those of us morgellons warriors have learned that we can give up stuff we never thought we could - and we end up satisfied and healthy)
Not to ramble about sugar
But as I left this nice man - (and I wrote down logos website and reminded him they offer a money back guarantee) -
I was reminded how clueless most (not all) but how clueless many doctors are about real healing and what the human body needs to rebuild its terrain.
And trust me when I say that logos products are worth your money - I shake my head as I write this - still baffled as to how they make such good products - but the investment in your health will pay off in priceless ways.
Also - the wps (mms) in the protocol likely cleans and scours the liver and system as it removes pathogens - such good stuff.

Well hang in there as you deal with this tough health challenge-

Read the archives here and listen to calls

- people are getting better here -

I hope you can get healed too.
Peace
;)
Thread: THROUGH THE FOG

Brenda

6/24/2017
I missed the Friday conference call last night as I fell asleep early.I had every intention of joining the conference call this morning (Saturday) and slept right through it as well.I seem to be sleeping more than I ever have in my entire life but I'm thinking my body must need it as I heal.

I listen to all the conference calls and prayers every day and am continuing to read all the forum posts.

I am my second month using the protocol supplements and diet. And I am already seeing improvements. Some of the things that seemed to be a significant issue are no longer an issue at all but new things do seem to be popping up.
For example, I rarely see any of those things that feel like tiny grains of sand that a little over a month ago were a huge issue. I am seeing some little hairs appearing when I apply my nightly coconut oil mixed with essential oils. Until recently, I never saw these.

I follow so much of the advice I've read by folks on the forum and want to thank everyone who takes the time to post and help those of us that are new. I still read the post from the very beginning and find useful information given by people that I don't even see making posts today, I assume because they are healed and have moved on with their lives.

I believe God led me to this site so that I could be healed and in thankful prayer have promised Him that when I am healed using this protocol, I will be devoted to helping others be healed from this awful disease as well. I don't know how a God will use me but I do know that in some way, I will help others with this disease.

Since the majority of the medical community does not admit this disease exist, the only thing new and existing sufferers have is each other. All of you, especially Mel with this site and his wealth of knowledge, continue to help me more than you can ever imagine.

I go to Whole Foods with my grocery list made from the recipe forum( I know I can't eat everything yet but I'll have what I need when I can!). I have a list of essential oils and will be shopping for them and a diffuser soon.

I study the forum and I follow the input of those that seem to work. I rarely get the crawlies on my scalp and shoulders anymore although I still have the sores in my scalp and bumps on my shoulders.

If I eat a food that doesn't agree with me I get the crawlies in my hands and feet. The crawlies are always enough to make me never eat a certain food again. I hate them.
I mixed my Logo Whey with Almond Milk and it tasted so good. Twenty minutes later I had the worst whole body crawlie experience ever! I read on the back of the almond milk carton pure sugar cane! Whoops! I broke the No Sugar rule!!I accidentally bought the wrong almond milk.
I tried everything I could think of all day kind to increase my alkaline level to no avail. It was a miserable day. My lesson? Read the ingredients in everything I eat before I put it in my mouth. It's not worth the consequences.

I'll be listening the the conference calls I missed and
will try to stay awake for next weeks calls. I am so amazed at the level of fatigue this illness has had on me.

I'm thinking that for me, sleep is part of the protocol!

Thanks to all of you for your most helpful postings and for sharing your experience, strength and hope.

God Bless you all!
Thread: LINN STORY.

Linn

6/5/2017
Hi everyone,

It's been awhile. As my post said parasites and pathogens are in my spinal cord. It's been a painful part of the journey. I go through contortions.

Since the beginning i needed to find something that can cross the blood-brain barrier to target them. I have tried frankincense essential oil since it crosses over the barrier. It's a good tool to help me to reduce the pathogens/ parasites avctivities and reproduction. However didn't do the trick.

God has helped me once again! A friend of mine called me to tell me about Cistus tea. Upon research it is a Major biofilm buster! Not only that it crosses the blood-brain barrier which I've been searching for all along. It's finally here. I only used it for one week. I feel it's working. For a long time my spinal cord has been stagnated. I feel this is pushing the parasites out of my spine into other parts of my body like my knees. Within this week I started to get lesions on my knees and both of them itch and hurt. I'm so happy they're coming out.
In turn, I feel more stable body motion wise. Jehovah God truly is the hearer of prayers Psalms 65: 1, 2. Check out the tea see if it'll be a good thing for you. It's helping me to make progress. Teas are powerful tools... but this one is amazing! I am grateful.

I hope this will be helpful for someone else,
Linn
Thread: ANOTHER USE FOR...

Karen

5/29/2017
Mel tells us to read read read...and I do...but there's still so much to learn. Case in point...I finally stared reading a bit more on the Logos site. Was reading about Magnifizyme...I noted that it includes an ingredient called serrapeptase. Was very interesting to note that serrapwptase is an enzyme used by silk worms to break down their cocoons when emerging.

AH HA, methinks! All of this exfoliation extravaganza I'm constantly doing may benefit from this enzyme as an added ingredient. I've been using a concoction of coconut oil, papaya powder, essential oils...sometimes food grade diatomaceous earth, etc., and it's been pretty effective. However...considering the fact that there's a fiber component to the skin condition aspect of the disease, I reasoned that the serrapeptase in the Magnifizyme might address same topically as well. So...I tried it today. Opened a Magnifizyme capsule and emptied it into some coconut oil, and WOW! It was a noticible difference...the first thing was having a couple of those long fibers rise to the surface much more quickly than is usual for the time I spend in exfoliating. Amazing! I kept going with it and was thrilled to note the loosening and purging of the particles was going much more quickly and with greater results.

For this time I just used coconut oil and the Magnifizyme powder...wanted to isolate the new mixture idea to rule out the influence of any other of my usual additives. This sure seems to have helped me...and I hope it helps others too.

Karen

Deanna

5/24/2017
Dearest (Aunt) Laura,

Thank you for the kind words and for reminding me again of just how far I've come!! I participated in MANY Saturday morning conference calls from my bed after setting "several" alarms to be sure I was up in time for the 11am call. I am sooooo grateful for this Protocol and to the members of this community for continuing to help me heal!!!

I am happy that you cried tears of joy when reading my post as I am 100% sure you are NOT far behind me in your healing journey too!!! Soon we will be crying tears of joy for you!!!

You have been a blessing in my life as well and I am VERY grateful for our developing friendship!!!!

Hello Sweet Chasity,

Thank you also for your VERY kind words!!! I definitely would not be where I am without this community behind me, this is MOST definitely a "we" process!!!

I am thankful that you have been an active participant in the site since day 1 and I too am looking forward to getting to know you and joining forces with you to help others through the He Cures All Foundation!!!!

Love, Peace and Prayers to both of my beautiful sisters in Christ and to any and all other warriors reading this post!!!!
Thread: HOPE TO FIND PEACE

AshleyJ

5/22/2017
Update

Thank you for all your suggestions, I really need them. I haven't lost anymore weight which is good.

If I could give myself a percent of where my daughter and I are at I would say about 65% healed.

We've came a long way from where we started without the He Cures All Foundation this would not be possible. Without this community it would not be possible.

God has blessed this community
I'm grateful to have found Mel.

My GOD continue to bless this website and all its greatness.

Deanna

5/19/2017
Hello & Happy Spring!!

This is my 10 month post AND yes you guessed it… I’m late again. May 5th was 10 months on this AMAZING protocol and I can honestly say I personally have seen THE most improvement in my mind, body, spirit AND environment (I even started using kitchen towels again… woo-hoo) since my 9 month post. I not only feel more like myself, I “truly” feel better than I felt for many years before the obvious signs of a toxic disease showed up in my life!!!

Funny thing is I say all this while dealing with a pretty bad headache and some stomach issues that I actually think are a herx as they started after my nighttime dose of WPS last night and have not subsided yet. However, I am VERY grateful for the herx and keep saying out loud, to myself and to anyone else who will listen…. Less of you and MORE of the me God truly wants me to be!!!! Good ridden toxic overload!!!!

My last four hurdles seem to be morning fatigue, MUCH less but continued pimpling, candida issues (particularly when I try adding fruit back to my diet) and edema (swelling) in my left ankle. I am however VERY happy to report that I have seen an improvement in my morning fatigue and the edema just this week. Why you might ask, do I think there’s improvement? Because I listened to Peter and I purchased a Rebounder for my home. The first night I bounced/jumped on it approximately 50 times and the next morning I woke up before my second alarm went off. Yes, I have been setting 2 alarms and then hitting snooze for about 45 minutes to an hour after the second alarm went off. Let me tell you, it in itself was exhausting!!! Because I was able to get up at a decent hour for the first time in VERY long time, I decided to get back on the Rebounder the following morning and again bounced/jumped about 50 times. That day at work my ankle still swelled but it was about 4 hours later than it normally starts to swell. So this Rebounder is working and I am really loving it. My goal is to work up to 30 minutes a day but I am using the same steps as this protocol…. Slow and Steady!!!! For anyone interested this is the one I purchased and I love the extra benefit of being able to work out my arms too!!!! I only paid $37 so it looks like their popularity might be raising the price. There are other models without the resistance tubes for the upper body workout that are more economical. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005IQS6P2/ref=olp_product_details?_encoding=UTF8&me=

I also had an appointment with a new Doctor who is an Integrated Doctor and was recommended by my Acupuncturist. This Doctor states on her website that she challenges herself to find the health within each and every patient as finding sickness is the easy part. She was wonderful and I truly feel like I have a local partner who wants to help me reach my goal of finding optimal health naturally vs masking an illness with the use of prescription medicines!!! My appointment was 2 hours and 20 minutes and EVERY minute of it was spent with her. We went through the ENTIRE Lyme Extension Protocol that I currently take, including the ingredients in each supplement and she was INCREDIBLY impressed with not only the combination of the products but with the products themselves. She will be researching Logos Nutritionals and I am fairly confident she will be contacting them as well. She was also very impressed and very supportive of the diet. I did not need someone to tell me that what we are doing here works BUT it was sure nice to hear a Doctor affirm EVERY aspect of this protocol including the silver and the WPS.

This is TRULY the place where healing happens and I am truly BLESSED to be a part of this community!!!!

Love, Peace and Prayers to Mel, John, Peter, and all the past, fellow and future Warriors!!!!

Tiffany

5/13/2017
Hello everyone,

Great conference call today!

It's always great when our instincts are validated. It gives us more confidence in ourselves.

I am 12 weeks on the protocol and am better and stronger everyday.

I love it when new people come to the calls because I know all too well the desperation that come with this disease. You're looking for relief from something that you can't even wrap your mind around and when you finally make your way to Mel's website, you are physically, mentally and emotionally spent.

Changing my diet is key to healing and trying to keep my stress level down is essential. As soon as I noticed a change in my body, albeit a small one, after only two weeks taking the protocol, I knew that God had led me to the right place.

I think I responded as quickly as I did because I took a prebiotic/probiotic instinctively while going through chemotherapy, radiation and post surgically.

That Eureka moment came to me while on the call today when Peter brought up Logos prebiotic supplement. I love the way God answers little questions that are in my mind. I was so excited to hear about the prebiotic product from Logos through Peter.
It was something I had questioned myself about over and over. I believe it is why I responded as quickly to the protocol and I truly believe it will become another piece of this puzzle that is Morgellons.

I thank everyone on the calls and on the forums that have selflessly posted and helped everyone who comes here seeking relief, answers and renewed HOPE, faith and strength. You will find it here.

It is hard to see, when you are sick, the joy and lessons you learn and continue to learn throughout this journey. For me, God needed to get my attention. He healed me from stage 4 cancer and He doesn't do ANYTHING halfway and so I BELIEVE that getting Morgellons was necessary for me to know, I had Lyme disease, so that I wouldn't continue on to get diagnosed with things that Lyme mimics such as MS and Lupus.

NOTHING mimics Morgellons so getting it has made me seek knowledge and treatment through natural supplementation and a lifestyle change that includes diet, exercise and consistency.

I truly believe that learning how to heal my body through the help of this website and all the people here, is the way God is going to keep his promise to me of this cancer never coming back.

GOD WANTS AND NEEDS US HEALTHY!

Thank you all, for holding me up and for all you do for everyone who finally make it to this place.

God bless and keep you all.
Tiffany R.
Thread: The Canaanite Woman

Donna

5/7/2017
I have been using the protocol for about a month. I do see improvement. Since then, I do not have as much activity coming from my feet when I shower.

My hands have begun to peel, especially my fingers. The purging from my limbs has decreased, except my neck and head.
I can go out in public more without worrying about purging as soon as someone gets too close to me. I have shared about the itching in my scalp. I tried the cold water and alcohol, at first, it worked, but they returned. I recently colored my hair and that caused them to come out of my hair and my body. I believe it was purging. In addition to this, I have been using sulfur 8 and spraying Wps in my scalp. This also causes them to come out of my scalp and body.

I am looking for a physician located either in Pennsylvania, New Jersey or New York. My health is such that I need to apply for disability, but need a diagnosis. I have not been to a doctor after being told a few years ago I am delusional or that they did not know what I have.

With that said, if anyone knows of a doctor, I would greatly appreciate their contact information.

Also, I need to connect with people to help me remain diligent with eating properly.
I do okay, but I use honey, grape juice, and cigarettes. I am still eating my foods cooked, and I think this makes my PH level remain acidic.

I also want to thank you all for your help this far.
This support is a blessing. I am very grateful to have found you all. Thanks.

Kelly

4/26/2017
Hello Everyone,
Well, I am in my 13th month on the full protocol. Things continue to slowly but surely get better while the Logos products and the Sovereign Silver heal and strengthen my immune system, and the WPS attacks the pathogens that once made my life unbearable. Of course the diet is a huge part of the full protocol, and I have come to love my new and improved healthier eating habits and delicious recipes. It truly is the sum of the parts that gives us our lives back.

I feel it is so important for those of us who have made much progress to share it with those who are just starting out, or even those who are in the thick of it, but may be feeling a bit discouraged by setbacks or confusing new symptoms that appear while the body heals and purges. I remember hanging on to the words of people that came before me and praying that I would one day get to where they were. I was and still am so grateful.

My sinuses are 100% better, which has proven to make my eyes 100% better. I still treat my nose and eyes twice a day with Silver, and 2 or 3 days a week I use NeilMed sinus rinse to flush my sinuses out. I will continue to do this until I am completely symptom free. I had the greatest "purge-fest" on my nose and forehead about two weeks ago! It was so awesome to see that they wanted out of my body because the protocol has made it uncomfortable for them to be in there now.

Occasionally I feel popping in my scalp, which I feel is the pathogens coming out of my scalp, so I welcome it. The burning and itching is long gone, but I continue to use my tea tree shampoo to keep my scalp healthy.

Off and on for a few months, I was having terrible cramping in my calf and toes in my left leg and foot in bed at night. I had this in my arms last year and knew it was the pathogens coming out of my bone and into the muscle. With Peter's advice, I upped my spinach intake, which helped the cramping so much. Again, the pathogens didn't want to be in my body any longer and were making there way out. I'm happy to report that I haven't had any cramping in quite a few weeks.

That's all for now my friends. Remember that slow and steady wins the race. We all have different degrees of this disease so we will all heal in our own time.

Love to all,
Kelly

Deanna

4/24/2017
Hello B and welcome!!

It sounds like you are off to a GREAT start!!

I absolutely "love" your desire to heal the World!! It is something I too desire but am reminded the ONLY way to heal/help another is to heal/help myself first!!! I am not sure if you are on Mel's full protocol yet but my first suggestion is that if you are not, please be sure to get started as soon as possible!!!

My second suggestion is to remain here as this is a safe place and we are all on a healing journey together!!! Continue to post on this site, read as much as you possibly can (start with the FAQs) AND definitely join the weekly conference calls. You can find detailed information about the calls in the thread "More Communication is Better".

From reading your post I can tell you have the heart and the spirit of a warrior and that you too can beat this affliction with the Grace of God and gift of this site!!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers,
Deanna

Deanna

4/21/2017
Greetings to all my fellow and future warriors!!!

One thing is for sure, I am definitely consistent with being late in my monthly post… fortunately I am still holding true to my new God given belief system of better late than never!!! :)

April 5th marked 9 months of being on the full protocol and following it, including the diet, EXACTLY as it’s been spelled out for us. I would definitely say the payoff has been well worth the work put in when I consider where I was this time last year.

Easter is MOST definitely my favorite Season of the Christian calendar. Last year I was unable to attend Church in any way, shape or form during Easter. This year I attended Good Friday Service and the Easter Vigil and truly felt that as Easter confirms to us that Christ is Risen it also reminds us that we can and will be made new and rise through this affliction with Him!!!

It has not been all uphill though, as this past month I have continued to battle morning fatigue but am rejoicing that once I’m up and going the fatigue subsides until about 9pm. I also experienced new outbreaks of pimpling in areas that were never previously affected; my arms and face. Of course my face being the most alarming!! The new pimpling has been accompanied by additional purging. Better out than in is all I can say!!! Within the last week my feet and ankles, primarily the left one, are swelling again which has caused my feet to feel a little more activity in them. Lastly, just this week I got a fairly large scratch on my hand. Peter assures me AND more importantly I believe him that these are all signs of healing NOT signs of getting sicker. Again I have to believe him as a year ago I could barely leave my house for ANYTHING including work and today I am truly living a “fairly” normal life!!!

April also marks the 1 year anniversary of my choice to remove the plethora of prescription medications from my life. As we have all experienced, after 2 months of seeing multiple doctors with the only diagnosis being scabies but just getting sicker and sicker, several doctors told me they thought my issues were stemming from a challenged immune system. They all agreed that my immune system was challenged from my Autoimmune disease but none would address the fact that all the medications I was taking; multiple prescriptions for Rheumatoid Arthritis, a prescription for Osteoporosis, one for Allergies, one for reoccurring Shingles and one for Hormones, were lowering my immune system EVEN more than my Autoimmune disease was. Thus in early April of 2016 I took myself of all my prescription medications. I would not recommend ceasing them all at one time like I did but I was desperate and well quite honestly if today I was faced with the choice of all or nothing, I would choose nothing every time!!!!

April also marks the 1 year anniversary since I gave up sugar. Again I did not know what I was dealing with last April but thought mites were a part of it and read that sugar feeds them thus giving it up was not nearly as hard as I thought it would be. I don’t plan on ever returning to eating processed sugar but am hopeful that fruit (other than green apples, limes, lemons and avocados) and possibly even Manuka honey will be in my future at some point!!!

In closing I want to share that I’ve spent a lot of time this past month trying to focus on where, how and why I can remove stress from my daily life. I’ve been coming up with some interesting avenues but my MOST favorite of all is to ask myself; do you want to be right or do you want to be healthy????? Stress does and will hinder our healing and I’m quite certain it played a LARGE role in me getting sick in the first place!!! Thus I know in order to be the person God intends for me to be I must be healthy and I must NOT allow stress to rob me of God’s perfect plan for me and my life!!!!

Thank you again to Mel, Peter and John as well as to each and every warrior (past, present and future) that participates in this site… I can’t nor do I want to imagine where I would be without you!!!!!

Love, Peace & MANY Prayers to all…!!!!

Deanna

3/20/2017
Hello my fellow and future warriors!!

This is my 8th month post even though yesterday marked 8 ½ months on the Protocol. Better late than never has MOST definitely become the motto I’ve been living by during this healing process, a HUGE shift for me as someone who lived the majority of my life as a perfectionist. It amazes me to see the changes God is making within me during this journey… all for His glory, thus all is well…!!!!

As mentioned in my previous post, I had a pretty rough battle from 6 months through about 7 ½ months but as Mel and Peter have promised… once I came through it, things have been soooooo much better on this side of the major herx!!! If I had to do it all over again, I might rinse my sinuses with a tear or two but I would definitely do it to be where I am today!!!!

I developed a cold about a week and a half ago and I was “rejoicing” as it was the first sign that my immune system was back in service, after a VERY long absence!!! Again, thanks to Mel and Peter for sharing this incredible information with us to help us walk through the various phases of healing. Apparently when we have cold/flu symptoms it is a sign that our immune system is working and trying to rid our body of the virus within. Without the help of our immune system the virus takes up residence and causes much more havoc while living on the inside. After about 4 days of cold symptoms I began to run a fever and truly began to “rejoice” even more as my immune system not only “finally” clocked in, it decided to put in some overtime too!!! Lol..!!! I am still battling the cold to some extent but am happy to report that I have treated and will continue to treat it naturally with lots of rest, essential oils, Apple Cider Vinegar sinus tea and Immune Defense tea.

I am THRILLED to say that even through this cold/sinus virus my pH has remained at an average of 6.75. My diet still remains to be about 90% raw organic vegetables and small amounts of fruit. I eat “a lot” of spinach, kale, brussel sprouts, asparagus, broccoli, cauliflower, red onions, avocados (typically 2 a day), cucumbers, celery, lemons, limes, pumpkin seeds, almonds, almond butter, coconut, garlic, grass fed butter and I try to have turmeric and ginger with every meal. I made a cucumber salad that was amazing so I’ll post that recipe soon. I also made apple chips with granny smith apples and cinnamon, delicious. I typically only eat meat twice a week and it’s usually grass fed beef. After Peter’s enlightening statistics of how much bacteria even organic chicken can carry I backed off of it for a while. I plan to add a good wild salmon back in soon. I follow a page on Facebook called “Just Eat Real Food” and I get a lot of good, clean eating, recipes from them.

One last thing I wanted to include in this post are some steps I’ve taken to clean up my toxic environment…. I’ve replaced almost all of my beauty/hygiene/household products with non-toxic, natural alternatives and I can honestly say I “love” them all..!!! I downloaded a free app to my phone called “Think Dirty” and it has been a GREAT tool in helping me with this process. You can either enter a product by name in the app or you can scan the barcode of any product… the app then tells you how “dirty” (it shows carcinogenicity, developmental/reproductive toxicity and allergies/immunotoxicities) the product is. It also lists the ingredients in the product and best of all gives recommendations of “clean” products you can use. It’s a little scary at first to see what you’ve been putting on your body or in your environment but it’s a GREAT learning tool and once we know we then have the choice to use new, clean, non-toxic, products. Some of the products I use and love are as follows.

1) Redmond, Earthpaste, Toothpaste – Cinnamon and Peppermint are my favorite flavors
2) Young Living, Thieves, Mouthwash
3) Organic, Unrefined, Virgin, Coconut Oil mixed with tea tree oil – I use this for body lotion and deodorant
4) Young Living, Art, Face Moisturizer
5) Natural Ginesis (maker of Kleen Green) Oasis
6) Shampoo mixed with tea tree oil
7) Dr Bronners body soap, hand soap and dishwashing liquid
8) Norwex Laundry Detergent with Borax and WPS or Kleen Green

These are the ones I can think of, I am sure there are more but remember every toxic product you remove will help you in your healing journey!!!

I no longer wonder if this is an answer to prayer… today I know that it is. God has been drawing me closer to Him as far back as I can remember only today I listen differently than I “ever” have before!!! The following song has gotten me through some dark and lonely days and I hope that it might do the same for someone else too!!!

https://video.search.yahoo.com/yhs/search?fr=yhs-mozilla-003&hsimp=yhs-003&hspart=mozilla&p=i+will+rise+again+jason+gray+lyrics#id=1&vid=daafbc296ad4b6d1507c370eab0d99cb&action=view

Thanks be to God, to Mel, John, Peter and EVERY warrior in this community; past, present and future for making my state of “suffering” from a toxic disease become an amazing “healing” journey that I am blessed enough to be a part of!!!!

May the Love & Peace of Christ be with you and yours!!!!

Ps: A special thank you to Mary as I just finished reading her thread “The Canaanite Woman”, it definitely helped me through my difficult time and encouraged me to include more details in my monthly posting!!! Big Smile!!!!
2/20/2017
Hello again!!

I’ve been trying to send an update since starting my 7th month, which was just over 2 weeks ago “but” I have quite honestly just come through THE hardest battle yet since starting the protocol.

Right around 6 months I started experiencing some brain fog and fatigue again. From there it advanced to severe fatigue, digestive issues, a full blown candida explosion in my body, joint pain, a pH spike and then a pH crash. I can honestly say I’ve just experienced THE hardest 6 weeks I’ve had since starting the protocol. There were even a couple of occasions where I actually thought I might be dying and as pre-protocol I was okay with that if that was Gods will but obviously it was not!!

I share all of this with you so that you know “if” I can come through this you can too!!!

I am VERY grateful to Mel for answering my early morning phone call when the candida took over my body from head to toe, to John B for answering my email regarding increasing my Candida Rid dose temporarily, and to Peter who has been walking through the last few weeks with me and helping me heal mentally, physically and spiritually!!! I couldn’t have done it without this team of incredible men who go above and beyond on a daily basis!!! Thank you!!!!

Love, Peace & Prayers, to all…!!!!

Paula

2/18/2017
Hello Beth,

I learned I had this in September 2015.
I was doing other stuff to rid myself of this.

then I was Lead to Mels website in May 2016. Started the protocol June 22, 2016. I have been on the protocol for almost 9 months.

I believe this is the place you need to be to be healed.

Read, come to the conference calls and learn from others as much as you can.

I totally understand wanting to give up as we all feel that way at times, but you cant! Be Strong!

God has a plan for you.
Love always,
Paula

Deb

2/10/2017
Hi everyone and God's Blessings,

Well I went to a new infectious disease Dr today. I had no expectations that he could help me. My expectations were right. He said with late stage chronic Lyme disease all they can do is treat the symptoms of which I currently am on a ton of pharmaceuticals that I wish to get off but can't quite yet because of the pain and addiction. I showed him my prior blood tests and confirmed I had Lyme, but key word her is "had"!!! Had? I am still gravely I'll! Yet there's nothing they can give me but addictive drugs.

If I didn't have Mel's protocol I would have been in tears in his office. Because I know I have hope now with Mel's protocol, the conference calls and this wonderful loving community.

Only one good thing came out of this Drs visit. A requisition for lots of blood tests. Through all this my IgG dropped to the floor. He's rechecking that. He can't see me again until March 30. No help there. Since the next meeting is so far off, I'm going to wait on the blood test till perhaps early March. Why?
It only takes two weeks for results to come back and I am in addition to the protocol I am taking the Logos Nutritional Colostrum which apparently raises IgG.

I pray my numbers by then have gone up!

I gained 2 things from the Drs visit: the requisition for blood tests and to do thi chi. Since I'm nearly bedridden I'm going to search the web for a cd to do that as it's a start. So, I guess I did get something from the Drs visit.

But I can tell you if I didn't find this site and all the hope that comes with it I would have been a basket case in his office. He basically said "no medicine and NO CURE "

But I know better I still have the germs am gravely ill and do nothing but take narcotics, tranquilizers and more is not a solution.

I'm in my 4th week on Mel's protocol and I felt just a bit stronger at my Drs visit than I have in 2.5 years.
I thank God I found this site.

"No, Dr I still have Lyme germs and pathogens" "No Dr my weaken immune system is also preventing me from getting well"!
Two of which Mel's protocol addresses.

I left there with basically nothing from mainstream medical with no solution.
But I left with a smile on my face knowing it was almost time for my dose of the protocol and that much closer to getting well.

I thank God for finding this site and everything Mel has to offer.

God Bless all you warriors that are with me on this same journey!

Deb (the warrior)

Marie

2/9/2017
Deb,

You are safe now.
You have found Mel and everything good will follow.
Let go the anxiety and fear and just let hope flow in.

Everything is taken care of if we could only realize it.
I too have lived with over anxiety all my life.
it is genetic to some extent.
Make friends with it. it is just overprotective that's all. And it led you here.

To sort out the diet when you are hypoglycemic (two of my daughters are the same)
then just carry a light snack with you wherever you are.
Eggs are excellent. if you are not vegan. A piece of cooked chicken and a tomato for instance.
Organic meat in small quantities and fish especially oily fish are all high in protein.

You say nuts are out because of diverticulitis.
Detox teas and foods and probiotics will resolve this and clear the pouches in the bowel that cause it.

Bowel health will improve on the protocol and when that is good then healing is easier.

then you may find almonds and walnuts are ok. not peanuts.
a gluten free diet seems a good thing. all my family are better for it.

Have you tried quinoia. only 17 gr of carbs per half cup.
Bacon . egg and tomatoes are good for breakfast
there are non dairy milks, almond, hemp, coconut.

Dried seed and coconut bars made wih almond flour, coconut oil and a few raspberries or cranberries will provide an in between meal snack.. or avocado dip with celery stcks

lots of green veg, celery and lemons
USA has far superior choice of low carb foods than ours in uk. And much cheaper.
Some people find oats ok but use much less than normal.
And drink lots of water with lemon.

Remember we all have individual set point levels so what suits one may not suit another.

One person can eat green apples, raspberries or strawberries. Others find it makes their morgs worse.

I wish you well on your journey.
It is no easy road but the rewards at the end will be worth all the misery. It changes folk and out of this evil thing comes goodness.

God Bless

Deb the Lyme Warrior

2/6/2017
Hi Everyone,

I've had Lyme disease since I was bit by a tick in May 2014, but was not diagnosed until about, Over a year and a half of seeing about 30 Drs.

It's been a wild ride and as Mel says I'll spare you the horror stories!

But I'm here now and thank God for Mel, the protocol, and this wonderful community of warriors. I have been on the protocol for almost 3 weeks now. With abiding with Mel's saying my recovery will be the "SUM of the parts".

I am careful about what I eat according to what I read on the site and obtain from the so informative conference calls. I do have a question to throw out to the group about diet.

I have hypoglycemia so I need to eat some meat each day. I need to constantly keep my protein levels up for over 30 years.
One great source of protein has been lentils in my diet.

Cheese used to also help between meals but since dairy is out I stopped.

My question is are lentils ok or do they turn into sugar? I need some suggestions for keeping my protein levels up without breaking the best diet. Soy is out because I am allergic to it and nuts are out due to several bouts of diverticulitis.

I am determined to get well and don't want to make any mistakes. As I progress I plan on chronicling my progress for others following in my footsteps.

Also one more question.
I seem to be in a state of perpetual panic attacks and anxiety. Has anyone else experienced this along with extreme insomnia with this insidious disease.

Thanks for reading and helping with input.

God Bless all of you warriors!

Paula

1/31/2017
Welcome Deby,

Focus on that great feeling! You will get that back! Stay on the protocol and read from this site and gain all the info you can. If you can, get on the
conference calls, they are a blessing to be able to listen and talk with other people that are going through this.

Love always, Paula

Deby

1/29/2017
Hi fellow warriors.

I began the protocol this month. After day 3, I felt completely well. That lasted only a few days. I soon began experiencing fatigue and an increase in inflammation in my hands. My brain is more foggy.I was thinking I would keep that great feeling until WPS came on board. Not so. The supplements themselves have kicked in my immune system and it's fighting these pathogens.

I know that for a fact because my skin is already 75% better. I had so many lesions on my back and on one leg they were literally running together. So glad I took before pictures!

I'm staying the course though because I have my eyes set on the prize of restored health.

I will begin WPS in Feb. I am a nurse and I like science on how things work. If you check there are very few studies on humans. I did find one though. The conclusions were that no adverse effects were found by lab testing. This is encouraging. Of course I understand there's not going to be many studies on WPS because the FDA would never approve this for human consumption. It's not patent-able for them, therefore no money to be made.

The fact is many people have used WPS and achieved great results.

I will be among these.
Paula

Karen

1/24/2017
Hello Everyone,

As posted on my thread of "Through the Fog," I had a major fall off the diet during the Christmas holidays that lasted six days. Thought I'd dodged the bullet somewhat because I didn't have immediate results. Well...no such luck...about two weeks ago it started getting worse and then crescendo-ed into symptoms on steroids. Of course when it rains it pours so...this fun fest has also coincided with me being back at work during a huge increase in work load...with no additional personnel...and the work all has to be done.

Thanks goodness for the Colostrum...that's really helped. It made me leap tall buildings over the holidays when I was off...and it's probably kept my nose above water now when there's more to do than hours in the day. And so...with these two things going on...dealing with symptoms plus unending work, diet and rest didn't get necessary attention for a while. I wasn't going crazy with my diet...was basically eating things that are ok...but...I was also doing more of easy things like rice cakes...and even a few Kind bars with almonds and only 4 grams of sugar...scrambled eggs from fast food places that probably have additives and ingredients that are bad...etc. Of course rest went out of the window because the work load plus symptoms that were driving me crazy.

Well...finally got back on the diet with a vengeance...and as of the last couple of nights have gone to bed at 9:00...and have actually slept...it's amazing how much better I am after only a couple of days. Of course I'm now behind at work...will have to figure out how I'm going to catch up on my paperwork from skipping a day or two with it...but...I guess it'll be there when I get back to it. Just so happy to feel better again.

We all say it and hear it over and over again...but it bears repetition...Diet + Rest = Better.

Blessings,

Karen

KarenAnne

1/16/2017
Dear Kelly

I am new to this forum and just had my 1st call with Mel this morning.

I am also from Massachusetts.
I have read and re-read and re-read your story....and Ellen's..I think in a strange way because you are both from Massachusetts. This reality has sunk in for me that this is here ..its true..it's not a bad dream that I am going to wake up from..it happened to Ellen ..it is happening to Kelly right here in my own back yard.

I am blessed to read your story and how your recovery is going...your strength is beyond amazing...I believe i got infected this past summer when in June I was diagnosed with Melanoma from the tiniest little freckle that itched like crazy..i did not recover from the surgery well at all and by the end of August myself and and my 8 yr old took the ferry to the vineyard for the a day before school started and had itchy crazy scalps that same week needless to say it has been horrific. I have figured some things out by extensively reading and researching..between bouts of disbelief..denial and being totally terrified till I feel asleep for a brief moment at the kitchen table (due to the fact that laying down was so bad)and came upon this site..that was before Christmas..I have been crying everyday..praying..desperate I finally received my call this morning from Mel and I got to ask questions and Mel told me to stop crying...I try really hard...it hits me out of no where...I am a very strong, intelligent fun loving woman and my life has been ripped out from underneath and Im mad about it!! but mostly scared for my daughter ..I had changed her diet and started her on vitamins..her symptoms changed some but rear it's ugly head during the full moon.
I am writing this at 10:00pm after I have had a full day since my call with Mel to process everything...I am ready...softball starts soon and my girl and I need to be ready. I am petrified of bugs at this point..extremely regimented and OCD..I am exhausted but refuse to be fearful any longer...I am so very thankful for this community of warriors..it feels so wonderful to talk about it and release this anxiety.
God Bless us all on this tiresome but eye opening journey..I promised myself today that there will be no more tears. When I am mourning my old life..I will remind myself that i am not alone in Massachusetts. I have you and Ellen!! And everyone else in this community who are so courageous and fighting the fight also! Soon ..very soon, I will be able to live my life again as yourself and write about it to inspire other.

Thank you for your truthfulness...your strength in adversity and most of all your courage...God Bless you always and your family!

I told Mel that he could give you my number if you have a moment..

Thank you Kelly from Mass

A New New New Warrior from Mass,
KarenAnne

Deanna

1/14/2017
Hi Paula!

Thank you for your kind words AND more importantly for your prayers!! They are greatly appreciated!!!

I will certainly be relieved when I get through this round of fatigue and brain fog.... I've been taking my Christmas tree down for a full week now. My first thought was, this gives a whole new meaning to slow and steady!!! However, I have chosen to celebrate the fact that I was able to put a tree up this year, I couldn't even physically handle that last year!!!!

God, this Protocol and this community have CERTAINLY been good to me!!!!

Thank you for your friendship, it means the World to me!!!!

Deanna

Deanna

1/12/2017
Hello all..!!

So today marks 6 months and 1 week that I have been on the Protocol and an active part of this community.

A lot has happened in this time… I have felt a part of, a part from, loved, abandoned, crazy, sane, overwhelmed, encouraged, frightened, comforted, confused, enlightened, lost, found, lethargic, energetic, but “above all” I have been blessed with incredible levels of hope and faith that God is working through me, for me and with me during this journey!!!

My symptoms have gotten better and then worse and then better and then worse and then better. Everything you read and hear on this website about the cyclical nature of this disease is very true!!! I can’t remember the last time I felt stinging or biting but I do still see debris and I do still get the occasional scratch or cut. I have developed more of the dry/alligator skin than I ever had before but trust Mel when he tells me this is a good thing!!! Oh heck, I trust Mel with EVERYTHING!!!!

I have followed the Protocol and the Diet (no grains, no dairy, no sugar, no processed foods, avocados, lemons and limes have been my only fruits, I eat a moderate amount of organic meats and LOTS of raw leafy greens and cruciferous veggies, almonds and pumpkin seeds, I also had to stay away from all nightshade vegetables because I had sooooo much inflammation) 150% as I “never” want to go back to where I started!!! As a result I have gone from a daily average pH of 5.0 to 6.75. I recently added small amounts of Cacao with no negative effects and am getting ready to try to add blueberries, strawberries and walnuts to my diet too. Super excited about adding these in moderation, VERY soon!!!!

I am currently at 18 drops of Sodium Chloride (9 in the a.m. and 9 in the p.m.) and have been on what I think is the verge of the big herx for a few weeks (nauseous, fatigued, brain fog). I am thinking when I increase to 19 drops on Sunday that may be just the drop that takes me there. I am both anxious and apprehensive about this moment but again I trust what I have learned here and know that EVERY step closer to complete health restoration is a wonderful thing!!!!

I am COMPLETELY symptom free of my autoimmune disease (Rheumatoid Arthritis) that I battled for 5 ½ years before getting on the Protocol. This is the longest period of time I’ve gone without a case of shingles in 6 years. I have missed less work since starting the Protocol than I did before. Even with the battle I face today my quality of life has improved drastically from what it was!!!!

I know that even though I am doing VERY well for someone who has been on the Protocol for 6 months, my journey may be a little longer than normal as in November it was confirmed that I do also have Chronic Lyme and multiple Co-Infections. At first I was VERY overwhelmed to learn this but then realized that this too could possibly be the answer to prayer…. I prayed MANY prayers asking God to restore my health and perhaps this part of the journey was what was needed to put me on that path… I couldn’t treat something I didn’t know I had. Today I know what I have and thanks be to God I know that the answer is in the Protocol found here!!!!

Thank you Mel, thank you Logos and all the other manufacturers who make this Protocol possible for all of us AND thank you to all the other warriors (past, present and future) for sharing, for caring and for putting yourselves out there so others can be touched, moved and inspired by your journey!!!!

Love, Peace and Prayers to all…!!!!!!!!!!!

Chrissie

1/10/2017
Hi everyone,

Well I dearly wish you all good health in 2017!

For myself I'm so grateful I listened to Mel about MMS as there's no way in a million years I would have taken it otherwise.
It definitely does help, I use it every day im taking 9 drops, daily in two doses though I take a little food alongside as I was dizzy if I didn't and it's a fine balancing act.

I have been taking mms now since Summer time and I feel it work on my scalp it tightens the skin as if killing of something.

I still have black specks and bite sensations, Bartonella scratches appear all over, burning sensations on leg or feet, painful bones and inflammation at times.
Some days worse than others, heat makes it worse also if I get wet or damp, well then the black specks all come itching out..

Not good when live in a damp cold country!
However,it has improved thank god thanks to mms! :-)

My dog still bites at herself at times and scratches, but she mirrors me, so isn't as bad either.

I speak to Marie on here nearly every week and I'm so happy Ruth gave me her number.

If it wasn't for this website we would never have spoken!!:-)
Despite our age difference we can talk for hours!!
Age means nothing, it's the spirit and personality that counts.
It's great to be able to talk with someone who understands you and you understand them about Morgellons and how it is distressing and things we react to or struggle with.
But we also talk about other things, about things we like, about wonderful experiences we have had, connections, good things.
As Marie is a storyteller she takes me to order places with her evocative stories, with her words, she makes me laugh out loud or think of times long gone.. We care about each other and she is my friend now, even though we will never meet in person no matter!
And it's lovely to chat away, it's company.

Especially since I still feel unsafe being around people, though it's better than it was.
But because it has flared up three times now I'm very very wary being around people.

I saw a video with the lovely Joni Mitchell and the guy said, " is it true you are a recluse? "

To which she stated, " people don't understand, "

But fellow Morgellons sufferers know only too well exactly why she has kept to herself.

Yet I saw a strength in her face, a nobility, I was really strung out and stressed with Morgellons symptoms that day and so I sought out this video of Joni to see if she looked like she was coping..

Well she was..she was still strong, despite the fight she has endured.

It's important to see that, to hear it and to see it in ourselves.

To see that all strength is not lost and that we are still here in ESSENSE even if we lost some parts of ourselves along the way.

We will never be the same person again, but we have learned so many things..

We live very simple lives and take nothing for granted.

Health we realise is the most wonderful thing we can have. Our values change overnight. Often it's about survival nothing else.

In some ways it's good to cut the wheat from the chaffe,and not fret over material things or things that are superficial and do not matter. Is this a spiritual lesson? I guess everything is really.

I don't hear from Fiona since she moved, but last I heard was she was doing very well on the protocol and wanted to move forward!
So I still think of her and wish her well.
I think she will be doing very well as she was healing well :-)

God bless everyone here x

Laura

1/2/2017
Hi Becca N.

Welcome to the community. This should be your last stop. I just recently found about this community and started the protocol 1 1/2 weeks ago. Although I am new to the community, I have been dealing with this for 18 months. If there is any advice I might offer you; it does not matter how, where, when, or why you got this disease; it is important to follow the protocol and stop trying to figure it all out. I made the mistake of trying to "get to the bottom" of this. First I thought; bed bugs then bird mites, then spider mites....then.... then....then.....I have learned it does not matter what bit me because the end result is the same; Morgellons Disease.

Please trust in God and realize he led you here for a reason; TO GET CURED! We all know the stress and frustration this disease causes. But this community is whole and their information is supported with facts and research. They know first-hand what we are experiencing physically, mentally, and emotionally. Once again, I thank God in knowing they are here for us every step of the way. Continue your journey with this organization and read, listen, learn, and participate through our community.

I hope you continue to post your journey as I will soon be doing. Stay in the race of your life and open you mind, heart, and soul to our Lord. I look forward to hearing your voice during our weekly conference calls.

May God Bless you and your family.
In Christ Love,
Laura

Deanna

12/24/2016
On this Eve of Christmas Eve I just wanted to take a moment to say THANK YOU to this community!! Without each one of you there would be absolutely nothing Merry in my Christmas this year!!!

However, because of you I have already received sooooo many Christmas blessings.... I've received the gift of compassion, the gift of healing, the gift of friendship, the gift of kindness, the gift of giving and the gift of receiving, just to name a few!!!

I am soooo Grateful to God that I have finally arrived at a stage in my life where I am just as excited about Jesus today as I was about Santa was I was a child..!!!!

May this community and the love of Christ be as much of a gift to everyone who reads this post as it is to me!!!!

Merry Christmas and God Bless!!!!!

Chasity

12/23/2016
Hello,

After searching for answers n a cure for over a year, God lead me to Mel's website.

Like a lost sheep, God being our shepherd I felt found. I had not felt that way after being told by many physicians etc. nothing was wrong with me or my skin.

I was welcomed here with open arms and reassured that my child, dog, and myself would be healed. Like anything else it would take time, dedication, and commitment to get well. I felt forever grateful for Mel's protocol, website, and the he cures all foundation. So I have struggled financially to getting the protocol but, I received a call from Mel two days ago that would change that.

I call it our Christmas blessing and no longer have to worry about how we are going to stay well and be healed from this disease.

I'm so grateful for everything I've gained and learn from this experience. Last night I received my second Christmas blessing from a dear friend that I've met through the morgellons disease family. I felt like a little girl opening a present on Christmas day .

Thank you so much aunt Laura and am so appreciative. As you know we look forward to anything that will help us get better especially cleaning up from this disease.

These Christmas blessings keep me going and pray for you all to not give up.

Hope you and yours has a very Merry Christmas and Happy New year!!

Deanna

12/10/2016
Hi Kris,

I too am sorry to hear that you've been living with this so long but can and will guarantee you that Mel's protocol works. I've been on it 5 months now and can tell you that I truly feel about 75% better than I did before the protocol.

As for your cat, you can put pets in the search engine of this site and will get a wealth of information to help your beloved cat. Another thing I can promise you is the environment does get better as we heal, I promise!! In the meantime Kleen Green which can be found on the Protocol page is a wonderful tool to help with our environment!!!

Last but definitely not least, I too would HIGHLY recommend a one on one call with Mel. You can click on the tab at the top of the website and fill out the form. Mel is direct and to the point and will get you started in the right direction!!!! Also the weekly conference calls are a HUGE help both listening to past calls in the More Communication is Better thread and participating in the calls too... There is always time for questions on the call, I know as I've asked MANY!!!!

You have truly found a place to heal, I hope you stay!!!!

Love, Peace & Prayers,
Deanna

Kelly

12/10/2016
Hello Kris,

Welcome to the place where you will finally end your six year illness.

I wish everyone who got this disease could be told right away about this site and Mel's Protocol, but unfortunately our society hasn't evolved to that yet.

I agree 100% wish what Linn said to you....Protocol, Diet, Cleaning up your environment. You WILL heal, and you will come out of this new person.

If for any specific reason you may need a woman to talk to, you can let Mel know and I would be glad to speak with you.

God Bless,
Kelly

Deanna

12/6/2016
John,

Thank you for your kind words, for your encouragement, for you love of the Lord AND most importantly for your life saving products!!

My story would have ended in a MUCH different manner if it weren't for God leading me to this site, for Mel sharing his story so openly and so willingly and for your dedication to serve our Awesome God and create such amazing products!!!

Love, Peace & Prayers, my friend!!!!

Shari

12/2/2016
Hi Mel.

I completely understand what you're trying to do and I support you in this new direction.

You have helped me in so many ways, throughout the years from your own pockets and one can only do so much by themselves.

Morgellons has rob many of the ability to work, and I am one who may not be able to afford your new service.

Then I read that whether or not you can afford the calls that no one will be left out, you have always been that way, I love that about you!

This is a good move for you and the community and I wish you/us the very best!!

As a humble recipient of He Cures All, I am extremely grateful and thankful that those who have donated have done so out of the kindness of their hearts.

I hope they will continue, so that you can help others in need!

If this helps you towards that goal as well, even better.

May God grant you wisdom on this new path.

Amy B

11/23/2016
Hello friends!

It has been awhile since I posted – and I feel like every time I post, I am apologizing for not posting enough. But I also feel like this community is so understanding of everyone and how we are all so different that y’all don’t need me to apologize.

With this disease, I am becoming healthier both physically AND mentally. :) Letting go of fear was something I had to really work on – and I am also working on not feeling so guilty and “less than” all the time.

So even though I am not a frequent poster or able to attend the calls in person – please know how much this community means to all of us. I read the forum all the time and listen to the conference calls weekly - thank you – that is awesome they are recorded!!!!

And even though you don’t know me, I feel like I know so many of you thru the calls. Thank you for that,by sharing your stories and your life, I can’t tell you how many times you have touched my heart and I feel your love. This truly is an amazing place!

I wish I could do more to give back to the community, but as a single mom who works full time and tries to keep up with kids – I am learning to do what I can and “let go and let God” for the rest!!

So for today, I will just say THANK YOU to everyone for being the amazing folks you are. I give to Mel’s go fund me when I can…I wish it were more, but like others have said, every little bit helps. And I send you all my love and prayers every day.

I first spoke with Mel and John B last October and am in my 13th month on the protocol. Soooooo much has happened this year, both good and bad….sometimes I can’t even believe it all – but the message I want you all to know is that because of you – I am still “warrioring” on. Before finding this community, fear controlled me – but not anymore, because of you, I know I am not alone. I am doing so, so much better than when I started….I have also been diagnosed with Chronic Lyme, so I think my journey is taking longer than some – but that is OK. Glory to God that I am getting better and I understand it is on his time, not mine. :)

Please know – that you are touching the lives of more people than you even realize. I love you all!

Amy B*
*I am adding the B to my name, because there has been another Amy who has joined and posted since my original post. :)

Deanna

11/19/2016
Vanessa,

You are very welcome!
It was a pleasure talking to you on the conference call as well..!!

I did want to clarify that I have had 2 blood tests now, one in August and the one just this past Thursday, that show that my Rheumatoid markers are all in normal range..!!!

Praise God for bringing me to this site, praise Mel for sharing his success story with all of us and praise Logos for making incredible supplements that truly heal..!!!

Joyce,

Thank you for the kind words!! I am happy to hear you were uplifted after reading my post but must say that all the credit goes to God, as He is THE one who lifts us all each and every day!!!

Ruth,

Thank you also for your kind words and for your encouragement for me to write more!!! I have actually always considered myself a private person but for some reason God keeps leading me to share and well obviously I'm listening. Smile!!!

I am glad that you find all my questions beneficial, sometimes I'm afraid I might drive Mel and Peter crazy with the amount of questions I have but they are sooooo willing to help all of us, their servant hearts truly are amazing!!!!

Love Peace and MANY Prayers to all...!!!!
Thread: DEANNA'S TESTIMONIALS

Deanna

11/18/2016
Hello

For at least 12 years of my adult life my daily prayer was VERY simple; more like Him less like me. I strive to be more like Jesus and less human.

In Feb of 2016 many strange things started happening in and to my body, my mind and my entire being; biting, scratching, skin crawling, rashes, purging, INTENSE lower back pain causing sciatica and worst of all friends, family and medical professionals, some who I had known my entire life, “literally” turned their back on me, just to name a few.

Was this an answer to my prayer?

I was now suffering and shunned from the world that I had known up to this point. I am by no means trying to compare my pain to the crucifixion of Jesus Christ but I do consider the suffering of Morgellons as well as the abandonment that accompanies it to be something Jesus did endure while He was here in the human flesh!!

As my Faith grew so did my prayer life, my daily prayer for the next 14 years was; Heavenly Father please close the eyes that I see with and the ears that I hear with and open my heart to You and Your ways so that Your will can be done through me, always.

Between the months of Feb and July 2016, I was so miserable and so alone and quite honestly more than ready to leave this world if this is the way I had to live in it.

I’ve been through other trying times in my life and I knew I had two choices; turn away from God or turn towards God. I buried myself in the Word, Welcomed my alone time with my Creator and asked God every day to help guide me to where He wanted me to be through this trial.

I also spent A LOT of time reading A LOT of websites and learning about a world I could have never even imagined existed, the world of Toxic Diseases.

Then in July shortly after finding this wonderful website and beginning Mel’s AMAZING protocol, I happened to see a woman in a store who had sores all over her face… I think in the past I may have viewed this woman as someone who was making poor choices in life or someone I should stay far away from after all I had a compromised immune system, instead I stopped dead in my tracks and looked up above…. Was this an answer to my prayer?

Did He close my eyes and my ears so that I could now see this woman, all the people on this website and anyone else I know struggling in any way shape or form as simply a child of God, PERIOD!!

5½ years ago when I initially started getting sick; extreme fatigue, lethargy, horrific joint pain, brain fog, recurring shingles and eventually a diagnosis of Rheumatoid Arthritis (RA) followed by Osteoporosis, I prayed to God to heal me and to make me whole again.

Between then and April of 2016 I took more prescription medications for the above two diagnosed diseases than I believe an army should take.
I was prescribed a plethora of medications that would work temporarily but the underlying/initial symptoms “always” resurfaced. I actually had shingles 8 times in a 5½ year period.

In April of 2016 after 2 months of battling what I initially thought was scabies and doing some research I realized that my immune system was so challenged whatever I was dealing with was winning and I was losing.

I abruptly stopped ALL prescription medication, against my Doctor’s wishes of course, stopped eating any and all forms of sugar (I had already given up grains and dairy when initially diagnosed with RA) and increased my intake of some natural anti-virals. These measures helped but definitely did not eliminate my symptoms.

I began Mel's full Protocol on July 5, 2016 and can honestly say that I felt better within 5 days; I had a substantial increase in energy, less itching, scratching, rashes, etc.

In August I went to my quarterly Rheumatologist appointment and just one month after starting the protocol I was charted as being in “full” remission from RA. Could this be an answer to prayer?

Did this awful trial lead me to THE path for complete health restoration??

There have recently been more realizations regarding my health that I will include in a future post as I’m sure you are as tired of reading as I am of typing. Smile!!!

Sometimes the answer to prayer is much different then we could have ever imagined and this CRAZY ride definitely falls into that category.

However we must ALWAYS trust that God’s plan for us and for our lives is MUCH better than ANYTHING we could have EVER imagined for ourselves!!! With God by our side we are all winning, always!!!!

Love, Peace and Prayers to all my fellow warriors;
past, present and future!!!!

Erica

10/22/2016
Friends,

I'm into my third month now! The regimen has begun to feel fully integrated, normal even. That feeling of "doing lots of extra things" has passed. Right now, my symptoms are:

Scalp itching
Occasional face activity
Daily fatigue
Irritability

Two major wins this month! No more intestinal purging (plaque?) and no more skin irritation aside from the scalp. For a person with Ulcerative Colitis to stop purging intestinal nonsense--something good is happening. I have no doubt my ability to absorb nutrients has dramatically increased.

This journey has brought about both challenging and victorious days. If you run into a tough day, take a nap or go to bed early. It's the best way to get through it!

Stay the course, pray for strength, and give thanks for all the wonderful things in your life.


Best to you and yours,

Erica

Nancy S.

10/14/2016
I love the Kleen Green and use it for my body in a spray, on bedding and furniture.................I used the white vinegar because I really had to dump a quantity to soak this chair and it seems successful!

I have not done anything creative in about two months - so consumed with cleaning:) Yesterday I sanitized my yarn - with a hand vac and Kleen Green and an hour in a sealed bag with a moth ball. (It had been near the "chair"!)

Here is a favorite cleaner. One gallon of distilled water minus one cup. The cup is replaced with a cup of alcohol. And then a few drops to a squirt of Dawn is added!..............It is great for glass and counters. On wood and leather it is used to wipe and clean with one cloth and then dried with another. (I am sure that some essential oils could be added. Any suggestions?)

I also love Four Thieves Vinegar - used during the bubonic plague.

My initial recipe: 1 t each of powedered clove, nutmeg and cinnamon. 2 t each of dried rosemary, sage, and peppermint. 2 t crushed garlic. 4 cups of apple cider vinegar with the mother........Put in a jar, saran wrap over the top, and then the lid. Put in direct sunlight for 15 days. Shake daily. Stain and store in jars..............Or

Commonsensehome.com/thieves-vinegar: Pick four of the following - cayenne, lavender, rosemary, peppermint, sage, wormwood, thyme, coriander.

Another recipe says 2 T rosemary, 2 T sage, 2 T lavender, 2 T mint,
4-8 cloves of garlic, 4 cups of ACV with the mother. This recipe let it steep for a month.................

Pinterest has 1,000 uses for Thieves Vinegar! A few drops can be put in silver and sprayed in the throat in flu season, it is a good additive to water for foot baths (antifungal), it is a good insect repellent diluted in a spray bottle, and is a surface disinfectant................I enjoy making it and deciding what ingredients to use! Blessings!

Jul

8/19/2016
Hi all,

I've been MIA working on my life because I've been relatively more or less pretty ok.

My underlying health issues of Lyme and co-infections are always very considerable issues that I can resolve to an extent but never completely not yet.

The depths of awful toxic symptoms of M are at bay from the protocol. Still needing the maintenance dose of MMS.

I'm on the verge of moving again as it's the second time in Brooklyn that I've encountered mold!

I have to reiterate, if your environment is a problem, get out of it!
I moved three months ago and am doing it again, because no apt is worth sacrificing your health.

It's just a place you sleep, and sit... you can sleep and sit somewhere else!

I'm beginning grad school in an effort to increase marketability, decrease stress, increase income and to get on track with a fulfilling career : )

Super broke at the moment, but toward the eventual greater good.

Just wanna check in, and thank Mel again for saving my life ;)
All things considered at the moment, still feeling pretty good <3

Sending love and positivity <3

Paula

8/17/2016
Hello Vin,

I just wanted to say welcome to this forum.

I cant really answer the questions because i am fairly new. I have been on Mel's protocol for about 3 months, and it is doing good. I realized i had this in September of 2015.

It sounds like you have done your research like many of us have done. I believe this is the place you should be for healing this.

Read, read and read some more, you will find all your answers here.

Linn

8/10/2016
Dear Tina,

I'm so happy to hear how you are doing.

Please go to the home page and read the FAQs.
Can read the follow the journey of five individuals who all got well.
By reading these posts you also learn certain things to use for certain symptoms of the disease.

Very important to clean up the diet, by doing so, you will already feel better.
Please don't leave this place because you will get all the information you need to live, to recover, to conquer this disease.

You can ask Mel for my email since I don't live in Canada. But once you found this website, you can put away anxiety. There's a wealth of information here. And people ready to help you.

I started this journey back in February.

I'm feeling a lot better already being on the protocol, cleaned up my diet.

I didn't know how to treat this thing also. Since it's not acknowledged by the medical world, we have to learn how to heal from this.

This place is great, because many people already healed 100%. But it does require effort and work, and patience.

You can do it. I read you are a mother, so little ones are depend on you getting well.

If you need to converse through email. If I can help. Please inform Mel. Send him an email request my email.

Psalms 34:18 psalms 121:1-8
Love,
Linn

Jane

8/2/2016
Hi everyone

I forgot to say some stuff in my last post about what a wonderful company Logos is.
First I want to thank Glenn (shipping manager) for helping to resolve some questions I had regarding ordering. He was responsive, kind and professional what more could I ask!

Second, I could not believe the quality for the relatively small price. My husband and I have been taking many of the basic protocol stuff for years. As an example, we pay $25 for a bottle of Olive Leaf Extract. We take multi vitamins, probiotics are usually $50, we take fish oil, we take b and d vitamins, we buy kelp and copper separate, we take enzymes... I could go on and on. All of these items were previously purchased at our local health food store.

I got all this and much much more for about $150. It's all in there. That's for the basic kit and the extension kit.

It's A FANTASTIC VALUE!!!

That is all I have to say. Don't go elsewhere and try and piecemeal your own protocol. You'll pay much more and anyway why would you want to WHEN THIS ONE WORKS.

Do everything you can you get it. I know many struggle financially. I have nothing but understanding there as I do too.

I'm on a fixed income due to my disability and have just had a great expense due to loosing my mother in May. But I realized that my life was in grave danger if I did not put fighting this disease on the very very top of my to do list.

That's where it must stay from now on.

Most of the time, I look a mess. I don't care about hair, clothes, nails, makeup, jewelry a social life or anything else at the moment.
Any money or energy I may have spent on these things now goes into affording Mel's Protocol.

Everything else that's not absolutely necessary can wait for me.

Lots of love

Jane

Jane

8/2/2016
Hi everyone,

Well I'm back to report that I have successfully completed my first month on Mel's Protocol. Yesterday I began my seconds month along with the extension kit and the MMS.

Was I scared to do MMS the first time? YES!!! Did I down that stuff like a champ? BIG YES!!! I figured that if all of you can do it, being the Warriors that you are, then I can surely do it too!

MMS tastes bad, but I've most definitely tasted many pharmaceuticals that are much worse. So we just have to put mind over matter and get the job done.

I'm noticing subtle positive changes to the way I feel. My body has done a great deal of purging this month. Every day I take long soaks in the tub, recently things (MD, bio-film) is just sloughing off of my entire body en mass.

I feels so good to get things out and I'm noticing less and less pain the more things leave. My fatigue has greatly improved since being on the protocol even though I'm still careful not to overdo things. I used to sleep all day, now I don't.

I no longer have to change my bedding every single night. I can do it every two or three days without being kept up all night from stinging and biting.

I am sleeping through the night and able to wake up at 7 am feeling refreshed. That's huge because I was a pretty sad sick little puppy not too long ago. I slept all day.

Now I don't want to paint a picture here that's all puppy dogs and rainbows. I'm still struggling in several areas. I've slipped on my diet a few times. I won't elaborate but overall i would say I'm about 80% on the diet. I strive daily to do better.

I'm also struggling with my environment reinfecting me. Every time I handle my dogs or get in my car I'm itching again. I've ordered Revolution for the dogs and I also give them MMS and MSM. Surely things have to get better there. One evening, I took them outside and was totally swarmed and attached by some sort of flying insect. Some sort of gnat. It sook me two days to fully extract them all from my pores.

Overall however I can tell you that I am in good spirits. I'm trusting God for a full cure. He has His hand on all of our lives and I know he's not finished with me yet.

I'd also like to say that I have enjoyed participating live in a couple of conference calls.

I ADORE MEL's INFECTIOUS LAUGH. That's the only infection we really need around here.

I will be posting here from time to time to keep a running commentary for myself and anyone else who may be interested.

I hope to see everyone on the other side of this affliction.

Lots of love

Jane

Jane

8/2/2016
Hi everyone

I forgot to say some stuff in my last post about what a wonderful company Logos is.
First I want to thank Glenn (shipping manager) for helping to resolve some questions I had regarding ordering. He was responsive, kind and professional what more could I ask!

Second, I could not believe the quality for the relatively small price. My husband and I have been taking many of the basic protocol stuff for years. As an example, we pay $25 for a bottle of Olive Leaf Extract. We take multi vitamins, probiotics are usually $50, we take fish oil, we take b and d vitamins, we buy kelp and copper separate, we take enzymes... I could go on and on. All of these items were previously purchased at our local health food store.

I got all this and much much more for about $150. It's all in there. That's for the basic kit and the extension kit.

It's A FANTASTIC VALUE!!!

That is all I have to say. Don't go elsewhere and try and piecemeal your own protocol. You'll pay much more and anyway why would you want to WHEN THIS ONE WORKS.

Do everything you can you get it. I know many struggle financially. I have nothing but understanding there as I do too.

I'm on a fixed income due to my disability and have just had a great expense due to loosing my mother in May. But I realized that my life was in grave danger if I did not put fighting this disease on the very very top of my to do list.

That's where it must stay from now on.

Most of the time, I look a mess. I don't care about hair, clothes, nails, makeup, jewelry a social life or anything else at the moment.
Any money or energy I may have spent on these things now goes into affording Mel's Protocol.

Everything else that's not absolutely necessary can wait for me.

Lots of love

Jane

Jane

8/2/2016
Hi everyone,

Well I'm back to report that I have successfully completed my first month on Mel's Protocol. Yesterday I began my seconds month along with the extension kit and the MMS.

Was I scared to do MMS the first time? YES!!! Did I down that stuff like a champ? BIG YES!!! I figured that if all of you can do it, being the Warriors that you are, then I can surely do it too!

MMS tastes bad, but I've most definitely tasted many pharmaceuticals that are much worse. So we just have to put mind over matter and get the job done.

I'm noticing subtle positive changes to the way I feel. My body has done a great deal of purging this month. Every day I take long soaks in the tub, recently things (MD, bio-film) is just sloughing off of my entire body en mass.

I feels so good to get things out and I'm noticing less and less pain the more things leave. My fatigue has greatly improved since being on the protocol even though I'm still careful not to overdo things. I used to sleep all day, now I don't.

I no longer have to change my bedding every single night. I can do it every two or three days without being kept up all night from stinging and biting.

I am sleeping through the night and able to wake up at 7 am feeling refreshed. That's huge because I was a pretty sad sick little puppy not too long ago. I slept all day.

Now I don't want to paint a picture here that's all puppy dogs and rainbows. I'm still struggling in several areas. I've slipped on my diet a few times. I won't elaborate but overall i would say I'm about 80% on the diet. I strive daily to do better.

I'm also struggling with my environment reinfecting me. Every time I handle my dogs or get in my car I'm itching again. I've ordered Revolution for the dogs and I also give them MMS and MSM. Surely things have to get better there. One evening, I took them outside and was totally swarmed and attached by some sort of flying insect. Some sort of gnat. It sook me two days to fully extract them all from my pores.

Overall however I can tell you that I am in good spirits. I'm trusting God for a full cure. He has His hand on all of our lives and I know he's not finished with me yet.

I'd also like to say that I have enjoyed participating live in a couple of conference calls.

I ADORE MEL's INFECTIOUS LAUGH. That's the only infection we really need around here.

I will be posting here from time to time to keep a running commentary for myself and anyone else who may be interested.

I hope to see everyone on the other side of this affliction.

Lots of love

Jane

Paul

7/14/2016
Hi Mary,

Thank you so much for your response. I am so happy that you are able to be affectionate with your family an also that you don't need to buy kleen green anymore. It is very expensive.

I have one more issue that I hope you can help me with.

Did you make any one around you itch and/or cough when you were in the early part of your recovery? If so, did that stop and how far along on the recovery were you when that happened. It stresses me to no end when I see people around me affected and I can't wait for the day that it stops happening.

Thank you again for all of your help.

Paul

Gale

7/12/2016
That's wonderful news Ruth!!!

Thanks for sharing that with us.

It will no doubt keep us all going!

I can't wait to be writing the same thing.

I hope you are enjoying life once again.
Thread: Cured Over 90%

Mel

7/12/2016
Hello Everyone and Welcome,


THOSE WHO DID NOT GIVE UP HOPE, GOT WELL!

GOD BLESS,

Mel

Kelly

7/11/2016
Dear Ruth,

I couldn't be more happy for you! It's such a wonderful feeling NOT to be feeling symptoms all the time, isn't it?

Only recently, while I was talking with someone at work, I realized that I was actually completely focusing on our conversation and not on symptoms I use to feel, or the fact that I have this disease that I can't tell this person about.

oday while I was at the grocery store, I was thinking how even if I could eat some of the things I use to buy (like Peanut M&M's...yum!), I wouldn't, because I so enjoy putting only good food into my body now.

If we all just stay the course, and share our information, (like you have done so generously), we will ALL beat this thing!

Congratulations and much love,

Kelly

Kelly

7/11/2016
Dear Ruth,

I couldn't be more happy for you! It's such a wonderful feeling NOT to be feeling symptoms all the time, isn't it?

Only recently, while I was talking with someone at work, I realized that I was actually completely focusing on our conversation and not on symptoms I use to feel, or the fact that I have this disease that I can't tell this person about.

oday while I was at the grocery store, I was thinking how even if I could eat some of the things I use to buy (like Peanut M&M's...yum!), I wouldn't, because I so enjoy putting only good food into my body now.

If we all just stay the course, and share our information, (like you have done so generously), we will ALL beat this thing!

Congratulations and much love,

Kelly

Peter

7/11/2016
Dear Ruth

I am thrilled to read your post. Congratulations! Although you may still have some challenges ahead, the worst is surely behind you now. Stay disciplined and continue to do what has proven to work for you. And thank you for your many contributions to this community!

I never doubted that you would succeed.

Always,
Peter

Peter

7/11/2016
Dear Ruth

I am thrilled to read your post. Congratulations! Although you may still have some challenges ahead, the worst is surely behind you now. Stay disciplined and continue to do what has proven to work for you. And thank you for your many contributions to this community!

I never doubted that you would succeed.

Always,
Peter

Linn

7/10/2016
Dearest Ruth,

Congratulations!!! I'm so happy for you! You showed that slow and steady spirit with your quiet and mild spirit. 1Peter 3:4 Wow soon we'll have a thread "I want to be well like Ruth" ahha it's such a great news! I'm loving it.

Love,
Linn

Linn

7/10/2016
Dearest Ruth,

Congratulations!!! I'm so happy for you! You showed that slow and steady spirit with your quiet and mild spirit. 1Peter 3:4 Wow soon we'll have a thread "I want to be well like Ruth" ahha it's such a great news! I'm loving it.

Love
Linn

Ruth

7/8/2016
Hi everyone,

Mel has asked that I put a post here and I am very happy to say that I feel I am in the 90% better category now.

The symptoms I have now are what I consider to be a tenth of what I have experienced at its worst. Some days I have no symptoms at all and other days see a few fibres and little cuts come and go. I no longer have any scratch marks or bruises and at the moment am rash and pimple free!

I'm currently in the middle of my second month cycle on Immune Pulse and had a wobbly moment a couple of weeks ago when I had two days of increased fibres. Reassurance from Mel that it is the Immune Pulse doing its work was very helpful. It shows that I've still got further to go but so far that is the only difference in symptoms I've had whilst taking it. I'm just starting my eleventh month on the protocol.

A big thank you to Mel, John and Peter for being here, for your support, help, advice and encouragement. Also thank you to everyone on the forum and conference calls, past and present as you have all been a huge help to me, passing on information, wisdom, humour and helping me keep on track.

Ruth

7/8/2016
Hi everyone,

Mel has asked that I put a post here and I am very happy to say that I feel I am in the 90% better category now.

The symptoms I have now are what I consider to be a tenth of what I have experienced at its worst. Some days I have no symptoms at all and other days see a few fibres and little cuts come and go. I no longer have any scratch marks or bruises and at the moment am rash and pimple free!

I'm currently in the middle of my second month cycle on Immune Pulse and had a wobbly moment a couple of weeks ago when I had two days of increased fibres. Reassurance from Mel that it is the Immune Pulse doing its work was very helpful. It shows that I've still got further to go but so far that is the only difference in symptoms I've had whilst taking it. I'm just starting my eleventh month on the protocol.

A big thank you to Mel, John and Peter for being here, for your support, help, advice and encouragement. Also thank you to everyone on the forum and conference calls, past and present as you have all been a huge help to me, passing on information, wisdom, humour and helping me keep on track.
Thread: This is Year I Get Well

Peter

7/5/2016
Dear Shari

Hello and a huge hug to you. You are such an inspiration in how you demonstrate your love for the Lord and in how you instruct others to carry on.

You and I have a long history here and I know how much you have endured. No one can understand that quite as I do. Our love for each other is special and our faith in the lord is unwavering. So I just want to validate you, to let you know that you are loved, and to affirm for you that you belong. Stay the course and God will fulfill his promise.

You are a blessing to us!

In His Love,
Peter
Thread: Trust in Resolve

Christine

7/4/2016
Hi Peter and Jane!

Thank you for being way showers. I have gobbled~up everything ive heard here and it has strengthened me.

I don't believe in Satan but I do believe in the confused, conditioned mind...and I have lots of it to deal with. The voice of unguided fear is my "enemy" and I found guidance and it's antidote here. I am so thankful for that.

I do love all the references to God or Spirit and I can hear your faith, humility and reverence. I feel part of a soul~family here; my heart opens and I cry as it softens with your words.

There is no way I could have made it to this site without God's grace and assistance; I'm not too sure Id be alive at all since at one point I wanted out very badly.

But I am here, all~ears, open to your mentoring and hoping someday I will be blessed to fill that role myself.

With Love and Gratitude,

Christine

Shari

7/4/2016
Hi!

Happy Independance Day to all!

I guess I am writing today because it is an Independence Day of a different kind for me. I am choosing my own way to spend this independence holiday.

Just 2 years ago after or on this holiday I/we became sick wth this illness. July 4th-7th through each Morgellons filled passing year this week has often been difficult for me emotionally since that day when my life changed in 2014.

Over the last month I have been treating my Babesia with my meds from LLMD, and using our silver and certain herbs from the protocol. The protocol timing and my desire to improve has really given me a discipline that others now admire.

New moon and full moon are not generally easy times for me and yesterday I had another bout of Lyme paralysis and my fiancee had to feed me, how humbling a moment, but those are the days I am so grateful for his sense of humor and God leading me to choose a kind, sacrificial, sweet man like him.

Today when I woke up and was able to breathe (I have Babesia and some days I cannot) I took a deep breath and decided I will use what faculties are available to me to the most of my ability because with Lyme and 8 coinfections, I really do not know what tomorrow will look like, I cannot take moments for granted, and I keenly am aware more than ever that I am not promised tomorrow

I am so grateful for so many things so I will just write with gratitude here.

Today, I am grateful for Mel, Peter and this site as well as the first information shared here which got me to this point. The lasting loving friendships I have made on this site that have continued even when they left or they went off the protocol.

I am extremely grateful for my LLMD who diagnosed me with Morgellons coinfection without me saying anything, and when I was even trying to hide it (doesn't think I'm "delusional" at all), listens to me about the diet connection to my symptom diary and is working with me on a 3 pronged protocol to rid me of my Morgellons, but also my many other co-infections 1 by 1 for as long as my body can handle herxes and grateful my that my Medicaid will help me pay for some meds, however temporary, and is also willing to think outside the box for when I cant afford something or where herbs can step in and help.

I am so grateful and love that I still have my fiancee to care for me and to try to help me on my way to health and keeps me grounded in love and reminding me of God's promises when I forget.

I love that we are provided for by God with food, (for the protocol diet) and clothing to wear, if nothing else. I love that God is thus far protecting my liver, kidneys, my gut and heart from these little monsters who want to take over those areas.

I am grateful for my Facebook friends who pray for me and also share knowledge and information with one another in such a loving and non-condescending way.

I am grateful that we have a place to lay our heads and I have a bath here that I can detox in, however temporary.

I am grateful that I have free access to use the FIR sauna and get free essential oils massages.

I am grateful that I have inspired others to eat as I do as well as decide to join me on this difficult diet journey.

I am grateful that my mind is still intact and though I cannot write or text some days, I can still speak and use my mind cohesively and my voice.

Today I danced and I sang songs of praise. My singing voice has been taken away by this condition, but my legs still work TODAY! So.... I danced as I have not danced in quite some time. Really just letting it all go and crying with joy and gratitude that I can still move for today. It was wonderful just praising God and dancing using my legs. He says make noise of joy unto the Lord and sing songs of praise. I have taken it literally today and did so and was able, unlike so many bed ridden days I was able to dance for more than 1 hour as well as eve take a walk outside in the sunny New York/'nice weather we're having" for my vitamin D today.

It's a day of food, drinking, freedom, play, celebrating for most Americans, and I've never even lit a firework, but I guesss there is a first time for everything. I will eat my own protocol food proudly. It is a day for no fear in the battle and ours really has already been won. Thank you Jesus!

I see today that I am God's firework (if I will choose to be) and I plan to fly far up there, be bright and as big as I can (even from a bed) for His glory.

Praying for all those still suffering today-may you find comfort, strength and faith to go on in this unknown journey,
Your sister in Christ,
Shari

Jane

7/2/2016
Hi Peter,

That's exactly why I am here.
I needed to be among those who have lit the way.
I can no longer rely on my own understanding.

My efforts were valiant, but incomplete (sum of the parts.)

For all the new people out there (myself included,) when we are up to it, we need to really make a concerted effort to continue the same community spirit as those who have gone before us.

The original "class" has graduated and moved onward and upwards.

If we stay the course we can do the same, we can be the ones who are coaching and encouraging those who will surely come behind us. But first, we must be good students and do all we can do to support each other just as Peter and all those named above have done in the past.

Don't ask me why, but for some reason the song from Ghostbusters just popped into my head lol " who you gonna cal...."

Peace and love

Jane

Peter **

7/2/2016
Hello Folks

“Always practice trusting the fundamental principle of consideration for safety in your actions.” (unknown author) This will serve you well.

Then, so that you always choose to give adequate thought to cautious prudent behavior, pay attention to share a healthy regard for the law of unintended consequences. In other words, "go slow and be steady" and "do no harm."

The adversary (Satan) is counting on you to fall for many traps. Don't.

Guard against doubt. "This is a proven way back." Your questions need only be about how you measure the success found in those before you. People like Kathy, Ellen, Roberta, Janelle, Dustin, Tawney, Nicole, Amber, Deborah B. Bill M.....and there are many more. Don’t discount this evidence? Be determined in this truth.

This is a good way to exempt yourself from danger. Because it is "evidence based," remain resolved to the science that is put in motion through this protocol." Then, simply stay the course.


I think it is always wise to surrender to hard evidence. It's always been that way for me. And I don't see this wisdom changing. Trust in resolve and make it where your focus should be.

Strength and Love,
Peter

Linn

7/1/2016
Dear Kelly,

You have paid forward to me.. I just want you to know. To come to hear your voice, to know you, have brought joy to me. I want to thank you. I agree with you in that we must believe in the protocol, it truly works. That's very crucial to do. I agree.

Kelly, I hope you speedy recovery from your surgery.

I also feel the same about touch base weekly. I'm happy to know once a week you'll join the coffee and tea.

"Hope hope hope " I love it. It is the anchor that'll keep us going and heal and say goodbye to Morgellon.

Glad you joined tonight!

I learned a lot from what you said tonight.

Love,
Linn

mary

6/15/2016
Hi Paul,

I'm glad my posts are helpful to you! I haven't noticed anything getting worse since ending the use of KG in wash or spraying in my shoes. And, yes, my husband and I are back in same bed and no problems. Same with my son when my hubby is on biz trips, I let the lil' guy stay in my bed. So, that part is all wonderful. Glad to hear you are staying strong and with the program!
Peace of Christ be with you and your family!
Mary

paul

6/5/2016
Hi Mary,
I am so happy to hear about how well you are doing. It gives me great hope that I too will be there soon. Have you noticed any difference since you stopped using the kleen green? I still use it for all laundry and cleaning around the house but it is quite expensive. I believe in one of your earlier posts you mentioned that you were moving back to the room with your husband. How has that gone? I would like to move back in to our bedroom with my wife but I am waiting until I get a little further along. Please keep posting. I always find comport and useful information in your posts.

Paul

Mary

6/4/2016
Greetings All! I am amazed that I missed my May posting altogether. It has been so busy. As a working mom, I am so busy with my own business, both direct client contact and then all the administrative stuff like returning calls/emails, billing, etc. Plus I find that I really need to stay on top of my son’s school work and make sure he is studying and preparing projects. It has never been so busy in my life. But, I love it for the most part. Summer is almost here and I’m looking forward to sleeping in a little and not having to get up to get him ready and off to school, packing lunches and making breakfasts. No morning review sessions of algebraic formulas and functions of the human anatomy nor medieval and renaissance history. Oy veh!

Well, as for my MD, it is still here. I have just reached the 2nd anniversary of when I first realized I had it. I recall it being in June 2014. Started the protocol as I’ve mentioned in other posts in August. So, this is quite the journey. 18 months is gone by the wayside. I do have a whole complete life, though. I have the crawling, some days so minimal I consider it none. But other days more. More when I drink too much coffee, such as ½ cup is too much. ¼ cup seems to be ok. I don’t really have any more crawling when I have fruit, even watermelon and pineapple and not when I have red potatoes with EVOO, lots of garlic and rosemary. I have the sugar free ketchup from the health food store and lots of hot sauce like Chalula. Also no problem with yoghurt, goat or cow’s milk, but plain not flavored. So, I can make my tzatziki (cucumber garlic dip) for lamb and beanitos or veggies. So, maybe I’m slowing my healing down, but I don’t know. If it doesn’t cause any crawling increase, I figure it is okay. I think that’s the way we are supposed to gauge it.

I’m so happy to watch all the new developments here. I’m not a phone person and am much more a writer, so, I don’t call in. Life is also so busy to find the time for calls. But, if I need to, I’m glad to know it’s available. I think it will be great for the newer folks, too. I definitely would have been calling a lot if I had this back in 2014. And, I don’t even know anything about skyping so, I think technology is now surpassing me. That’s great that you are keeping up with the times, Mel. I’m sure I’ll have to learn more of it as my son gets older if I want to stay in close connection with him. I’m glad it works for so many people here and that it is really getting user friendly with all the options of how to connect. Mel you are continuing to do a phenomenal job running this site. Peter, you continue to be amazing also with all your caring and informative posts. Lady T (could you be the Theresa of old? Or Tee?) I’m so curious now. But, lady, you have a lot to share, and it is certainly fascinating. You have amazing energy. You’ve got to be in the natural healing arts because you seem to know so much!

I personally do not have the energy (not low on energy due to MD just don’t have the motivation currently) to try more supplements than those on Mel’s protocol. So, when I’m 100% it will be because of only the protocol and nada else.

One newer advancement is that I no longer have been using Kleen Green in wash or anywhere. I use a ½ c of Borax and the Arm n Hammer detergent and softner that is biodegradable. I wash all my delicate clothing that require cold water wash in the washing machine with just the detergent and softner and then hang dry. So, I’m looking more "stylish" again with a wide range of clothing. I also had my hair dyed to get rid of the grey, twice now and all is well. Nothing at all happened unusual. My stylist that I’ve had for many years is using gluten free dye product.

So, I'm still fighting for full recovery. Peter's inspirational accomplishment of this after so long is really great for morale. I'll keep at it too. I'm not giving up either!

My prayers for all of us with MD continue and may God Bless all of us, everyone.
Mary

Mary

6/3/2016
Hi Shari! Good to hear from you as always. I will check out your blog. Thank you so much for your super kind words. They made me very happy and touched. I'm glad to know you haven't been sugaring anymore and for a long time, too. I just don't know when I'll be all done with this condition either. I am going to do my monthly post since I missed getting it in before the end of May. So, I'll put my details there. I just wanted to say God bless you and keep you and stay strong and stay you cuz you are awesome and quite a warrior, for God and for this website.
Warmly,
Mary

Deborah W.

12/2/2015
Thank you for explaining that Peter. I really appreciate it. The rash is now gone to my shoulder and the other has subsided. Gods speed!

Peter

12/2/2015
Hi Deborah

I appreciate your thanks and I am glad you responded for others to see that it was helpful. By sharing that your symptoms have reversed, you further assure others that our conclusions about the nature of returning symptoms are correct. Happy for you! You are closing in on the finish line.

Godspeed indeed!
Peter

Peter

12/2/2015
Hello Deborah

In looking back at my journals, I can see where unexpected breakouts of pimpling and rashes returned to places that my body had maintained symptom free. This happened in a 5 month cycle. In other words, it seems that twice each year the disease makes a bold attempt to disseminate or go system wide again. It is just another cycle that occurs. Try not to be alarmed. Instead, try to ignore it.

The two or three times this has occurred, the symptoms localized around one knee, one ankle, and one bicep and reversed out within a few days. In other words, symptoms re-arrived quickly and then subsided quickly.

The key is to not worry. Worry will flood your system with cortisol which will then lengthen the time that symptoms remain. Trust in your immune response. This is representative of deeper detoxing and must take place to reach greater remission. Have no fear.

Strength and Love,
Peter

Deborah W.

12/1/2015
I was about 95% healed but in the past few weeks seem to be going a few steps backwards, still following the protocol, my hair and ears are a real problem right now and a rash where I was healed is now breaking out on my right shoulder. I have been adding tea tree oil to my conditioner and silver drops in ears but not progressing forward. Is this like "Custers last stand" or may I be doing something wrong? Does anyone have any advice?

Ellen

8/4/2013
Hello Everyone,

I have not posted in a while but as Deborah mentioned, when I feel good, I am able to do so much more with my days. Last fall and winter I stayed home most of the time and spent many hours online, reading and researching. In trying to get my life back, I like to pretend I do not have this disease. I do read every single post on this site and today want to let others know how well I am doing.

In the beginning when I read the 90% cured posts, I didn't know what that meant. I can say now that I really don't have any symptoms when I keep to the protocol and diet all the time. When I am away from home more, I sometimes eat foods off the plan and sometimes forget to take supplements with me. It is then that I notice an increase in itching. Other than that, I have to remind myself that I have this disease. Some things that have helped me and continue to help:

DIET - I drink Every Day Detox tea or Red Rooibus Tea in the morning with an egg and Ezekiel bread. Ezekiel makes English muffins and wraps also. There is no flour in their products and they are high in protein. Other mornings, I have Ezekiel cereal with unsweetened coconut, cinnamon, flax and chia seeds and use almond coconut milk that is unsweetened. I now eat berries and green apples, but didn't in the beginning.
For lunch I eat lots of vegetables and try to have one big salad a day with at least 5 different vegetables. I might add some chicken, almonds, or egg.
For dinner I make a lot of veggie burgers by throwing lots of stuff into my food processor, cooking them and freezing for later. I have fish or grass-fed beef maybe once a week. I eat other vegetables in season, and if I have a grain, it is quinoa or brown rice pasta. I use a lot of herbs and spices like cayenne, cumin, coriander, parsley, basil, and curry powder.

I only use Stevia for sweetener. I put lemon or lime in my filtered water,
I snack on sunflower seeds and almonds. My favorite snack is guacamole with a chip called Beanitos made from black or pinto beans.

It is not always easy but if I plan ahead and bring my food with me, I can stay on the necessary foods. I do not feel deprived, and people around me have changed some of their habits by my example.

I need to make sure to get enough rest and days I do too much, I pay a price. It was this time last year that I was bitten by something, so I am very cautious outside this summer. If I spend time in my yard, I wash my clothes immediately and shower when I come inside.
I still do not know what caused my infestation, but my home is much more clean and decluttered so that I feel much safer.

I try to see the blessings in my journey and maybe the best thing is an increased awareness of how fragile we all are and how to count our blessings every day.
One of my favorite quotes is from Thomas Merton, 'This day will never come again.'
I am blessed to have a wonderful family, a great job, many friends and should never take those things for granted.

I am planning to continue the complete protocol of supplements and MMS and Molecular silver until I reach 18 months. And then we'll see. . . I am now in month 10.
I hope newcomers will be encouraged to know that I started getting better after one month, and after two months, aside from some fatigue and joint pain really had no symptoms. Everyone's symptoms will be different depending on how ill we are to start with. I think I was lucky enough to catch this early and then my daughter contacted Mel and he gave me a call. I am grateful that I was able to follow the protocol faithfully.
,
I still do not have a doctor who treats M, but at my yearly checkup in September, I will ask my PC to repeat all the tests I had last year to see my progress thus far. I mention this because many others spend a lot of time trying to find a sympathetic doctor in their area, and it didn't happen for me. You can get better in spite of that indifference by the medical profession. We all need to be more involved in our own care anyway.

I also want to mention that the 'He Cures All Foundation' while generous and life-saving for many, will never be able to help everyone who needs the assistance. I urge others with financial constraints to ask family and friends for help. I had to borrow money from others and am still paying those funds back. But when people realize that it is vital, I believe others can and should step up to help. I had a friend cook meals for me when I was too sick and I have been able to pay her back in other ways. Do not hesitate to ask for this help. Waiting for Mel's foundation should never be the reason to prolong suffering.

Be good to yourself so that you will be strong enough to be a source of strength for others.

Best to all of you in your journey back to health. You WILL get better!

Ellen

Deborah B

8/2/2013
Hi Jane,

Thanks for sharing your story. It was very encouraging to hear of your progress. I wanted to respond to your post because I too am approaching my one-year anniversary and seeing the 'light at the end of the tunnel'. Like you, I was most motivated to get well because I wanted to see my little girl grow up. She is seven years old and also has Moregellons. She and I are both getting well on the protocol. I have a hunch there are a lot of 'silent warriors' out there who don't post much but who are getting their lives back day by day, like you and I and my daughter.

For any of the newly stricken out there, please take heart. Especially the parents who may be tempted to give up hope for themselves or their children. . . like so many before me, let me just say. . DON'T! It is not hopeless . . you have come to the right place and there is an abundance of hope and help here. We found the help we needed to get well. A year from now, it could be you posting an encouraging update here about your own or your child's progress.

After one year on the protocol, my daughter is doing amazingly well (so am I!). She was much sicker than I was originally and we were certain that we would lose her if we didn't get help. . . and quickly! Her downward spiral was rapid and terrifying. I am convinced that we were led to this website and the protocol just in time. I am so grateful to Mel and others for help in saving her life and restoring her health. I give God the glory for her healing and Mel the credit for serving Him through this website. That I am getting well too is an added bonus. Last year at this time I was praying and begging God to save her life and never mind about me. But in His amazing love and wisdom He guided me here and let me know that healing was a 'two for one' deal in His economy and that He was not going to leave me behind. Mel was right to name the foundation 'He cures all', because He does and will.

Like you Jane, we also feel like we still have a row or two to hoe before being done with this disease. I'm not sure if we are in the '90% cured' category yet or what the criteria even is for that, but at this time we are free of all symptoms except for some scalp issues and some occasional bruising. We have no lesions, no significant brain fog or fatigue, and very little in the way of purging symptoms. Our progress is slow, but steady and sure. Because of that, we are starting to plan for the future again. Life feels 'normal' . . . or at least a 'new normal' because nothing will ever be quite the same again. But that's a good thing! We don't want to ever return to a life not fully appreciated or lived in a fog of fast paced activities and unhealthful choices.

So thanks again Jane, for your encouraging post. It inspired me to write about our progress as you did, and I hope others who are getting well out there will be encouraged to chime in with their own stories. It would mean a lot to all of us to hear from more of the '90% cured' crowd! ;-)

Gratefully,

Deborah B

Jane

7/30/2013
This is Jane.

I have been doing the Protocol for about one year now. When doctors didn't help me (sound familiar?)
I turned for help on the internet. I feel I was very lucky to find Mel's web site and very lucky that he outlined his cure.

I felt like I really had no choice but to try it and follow it. The sum of the parts really works for this disease! I want to encourage anyone that is reading this, you can save your life by following Mel's protocol because it does work. I still feel like I have a long way to go and may be on this for a long time, but I am back to having my life again and don't feel sick anymore. I have my energy back and don't feel contagious either.

It's really hard to believe that the medical community would hide the benefits of MMS for a disease like ours over greed and patents, but that is what is happening. Follow Mel's protocol and you will get better.

You will get your life back. It works!

The thought of not seeing my children through their life was unbearable to me. So I did this every day. It takes time for it to work. Looking back to last year when I was so sick - there is such a difference. Be patient, follow the steps. Every day do your best. If you go off - then get right back on as soon as you can. The more you stick to it - the quicker you will get well.

Thank you Mel for showing us how to get well from the terrible Morgellons. There are good people in the world. Mel is a good person that is willing to help you with this. Listen to his advice. He has a good heart and is trustworthy.

I am walking proof that the protocol works.

Never give up hope. Never!
Jane

Peter

4/25/2013
Hello to all my beloved friends and warriors

As I post this entrance into the 90% cured thread, let me share the core truths that become profoundly apparent through the looking glass of my nearly complete return to health. It has been a great blessing and wonderful journey for me for the past 11 months. I am overwhelmed at just how rewarding this has become and how much love and support I have received from so many of you along the way.

Every morning, I wake up with curiosity and excitement to the coming new day, as well as what surprises and challenges the newly stricken and those becoming healed will bring to me. In addition, it is remarkable how much I have grown as a person and developed as a healing influence for others. This disease truly empowers us and enlightens us from within through the simple manner in which so many come together to fight the gallant fight that we all do each and every day.

To that end, I have fought this gallant fight with the heart of a warrior, and the enemy is now on the verge of complete surrender. And on a deeply personal level, I am now so able to appreciate, treasure, and respect the meaning of life. I have been made humble, thankful, excited, and prepared for welcoming the next chapter of my life.

Fight the gallant fight each and every day! Stay committed! Be a warrior! Never lose hope! Your fight to regain your health will represent to God the profound truth that nothing in life worth having comes easily. God will respond to your hope, your prayers and your faith. Never doubt this! I never did.

Pay everything you can forward. The living God inside you will reveal the steps to take to you. As you take them, always bear forth the desire for those behind you to also heal. This is Gods clear message delivered through the affliction. 'Above all else, take care of one another.'

Finally, to Mel. 'Thank you for saving my life!!!!'

You all remain in my prayers and my hopes for a complete recovery. Bring it home! Finish the fight! Declare victory! These are absolutely within your grasp!

Strength and Love
Peter

Sonja

2/22/2013
Hi Mel,

I do not complain that I am not healed in 18 months, not at all. As you usually say everybody's body is different, and that is absolutely true. Also, with morgellons there are a lot of different conditions that can make someone was healed sooner than others. Even if someone follow 100% your protocol, their situation can be different than yours. Mould in someons house can make it much harder to get rid of morgellons. Someone can have different condition of desesase (sores, borrelia, springtails...). All of this can make that 18 months will not be enought for some of us.
Your protocol I started firstly, because you were cured with that protocol, and secondly, I found that Logos product were very good supplements.
When I started your protocol, my decision was ''let's try and see, what of this I can follow, and what of this I cannot follow'. It was my decision from the beginning, not to have Bactrim , and I was aware that the result could be unsuccessful because of that. In my post 'Hello Down Under Australia' posted on 9/27/2011, I said that I was not on Bactrim. Only what I can say is, that I do not have any regret about this, as I have done what I thought was good for me.The next decision was, not to have MMS before I make my own research on it. The rest of protocol I accepted and started with it. After 6 monthsthat I started MMS (july 2011).

I was eating some bread for a while, but it was not too much. Even so, I know it has not been a good idea. That was fault of my own. I am responsible for myself and no one else. In my observations I have noticed, that you and Mr Common sense are two people who are cured from morgellons, and both of you were eating fruit. The experience is the mother of the wisdom. Morgelons and pathogens need sugar, magnesium, silica, boron and many other minerals for their existence, and they take it from us. What they need we need too, the sugar is not exception. We will not stop taking it because of the fact that pathogens need it. However, intake of rafined sugar for morgellons sufferers should be a big NO. It is not healthy, even if you do not have morgellons. But everybody has right to make his/her own mind. There is some sugar in fruit and vegetable. My opinion is that if we eat vegetable, and fruit in moderation, and take care about content of sugar in it (a ripe fruit has more sugar), we will be OK. You and MCS are the best example for it. Sometimes experience is what make us learn and give us an opportunity to share our experience with the others. That is what you has been doing Mel. THANK you so much for that.

Since I have been more than 18 month on protocol, and I am not free of all symptoms, my decision has been to find the replacement for Bactrim. Probably I should do it earlier. There is something what borders me and I think it could be Borrelia burgdorferi, which migrated into my joints capsules, and my eyes (the symptoms that I have). As I did not take Bactrim, I could expect that. I work on it now, and I think I have found the good replacement for Bactrim. We will see in 3 months the result. When you start something new, it is not clever to give an feedback straight away. You have to have a proper evaluation time.

At the end, I have to say, morgellons is even for medical people mystery, so whatever we think or do, could be true or false. The experience in this stage is the only what metters. Accordingly, each of us with our experiance, or our mistake, or our succsee, make a step forward to understand this desease bette.

Love to all,
Sonja

sonja

2/19/2013
Dear Deborah B,
Thank you so much on your generosity and your kind and supportive words. When our expectations are not fulfilled, even when we ourselves contributed to that, it is amusing to see that there are people there, who will not condemn us, then rather help us to sustain. You are very wise person, and with your attitude, you are a big asset to this forum. I wish you all the best.

Lot of love
Sonja

johnb

2/16/2013
The interactions on this site never cease to amaze me. I can scarcely even come here any more without finding myself in tears. Against the backdrop of darkness that is Morgellons, what an oasis this has become!

I thought I would chime in and attempt to clarify a couple of issues:

Sugar/Fruit - Refined or white sugar is poison. Period. It wreaks havoc on the body in a multitude of ways, not the least of which are fueling yeast or fungal overgrowth, causing systemic inflammation, and suppressing immunity... not a good thing for anyone, but especially not for Morgellons sufferers.

Fruit or other natural sources of sugar are somewhat better because fruit delivers sugar in combination with fiber and various nutrients. Consequently, the body's response (in terms of insulin spike, etc.) is less severe - as measured by their lower glycemic index.

However, some isolated fruit sugars (like fructose) are even worse than table sugar. Many store bought juices contain added sugar, and typically the absolute worst kind, high fructose corn syrup.

Bottom line - all forms of sugar feed yeast and other pathogens, including parasites. Best practice - especially early on - is to eliminate all forms from your diet.

Stevia is by far the best substitute if you must have something sweet. It has no metabolic downside whatsoever.

Body Temp - Low body temp is almost never normal and almost always involves thyroid suppression.

Parasites can and do lower body temp by monopolizing energy sources and secreting toxic wastes and other estrogenic compounds that suppress thyroid function by binding hormone receptors.

We don't live in a vaccuum and life will never be perfect. Thank goodness we don't have to be perfect, but most of us can stand to make consistently better choices.

If we make better choices, we will inevitably get better results. To me, that is what this website has always been about.

What I see happening here is not an eighteen month journey to a fixed destination, but an ongoing - and incredibly beautiful - process of transformation.

Can any of us say that our life has not been enriched by our interactions here? I give praise and honor to God for allowing me to serve and learn from each of you.

You are, in a word, inspirational.

Love Always,

John Burgstiner

Deborah B

2/15/2013
Dear Sonja,

I just wanted to write to let you know that your honest post about your continuing struggle with Morgellons was an encouragement to me. It caused me to ask myself if I was focusing too closely on the 18 month time frame of Mel's successful recovery, and to rethink some of the choices I have made.

I realized that I may not be completely realistic when I assume my recovery will go exactly as Mel's did. It may be longer, or (wonderful thought) even shorter for some of us. I have since reconfirmed in my own mind that I am in the fight for the long-haul and for complete recovery, even if it should be harder or longer than I originally thought.

Your positive attitude even in the face of an extended recovery was an example to me. It encouraged me in my own fight and it sounds like that was your intention. . . to help others. I appreciate your honesty and humility, which is so in harmony with the spirit of this website.

I am praying that God will soon bless you with complete recovery and perfect health.

Much Love,

Deborah B.

mark

2/15/2013
I need to chime in here...

first- remember - EVERYONE even posting here only cares and wants to see everyone 100% well (not 90%)

I also have read and researched including ALL related to Mr Common Sense...

that said..

Mels protocol (extended) is a basic guide- developed over time-- which works-- does it work 100% and within a set time frame for all-- who knows--

but... it works--

one thing both Mel and Mr Common Sense did do- WAS TAKE LONG TERM PHARMA ANTI BIOTCS

Do I -- NO-- DO my kids - NO- have I thought about it YES-- but still believe this protocol-- and the risks vs reward for long term use of those--- well Im not convinced yet--

EXSP re KIDS!!

there have been- and continue to be MANY contradictions re diet- re sugar (fruit /honey)(APPLE JUICE / RED GRAPE JUICE MAPLE SYRUP)

I think this REALLY needs to be cleared up-- some try not to touch a gram of sugar-- while others are gulping down apple and grape juice-- LOADED with it..


HOWEVER-- some here-- and outside Mels site - HAVE gotten better with this type of sugar--

we cannot underestimate the natural power of GOD GIVEN fruits --

I use Xylitol (proven biofilm buster) as my sweetener--

my kids use stevia

we eat well- limit sugar- do the protocol (extended) things MUCH better-- not 100% but much better


I do want to add also--

re BODY TEMP-- mine is lower- my 8 year olds os lower/ my 12 year olds is lower-- is this all due to thyroid suppression to start ? maybe-- maybe not

I did read extensive re parasites somewhere-- parasites do what they can to lower your internal body temp-- just enough to thrive---

this research said .. if we can increase our body temps -- just back to 98.6.. this alone could be enough to rid the body of parasites-- as they would not survive long term...

ever notice - no activity while in a hot shower or bath? or less or none if you had a fever? may also explain the added benefit of a sauna/?

this research says raise your body temp with exersize diet certain fruits-- and COCONUT OIL


just my thoughts -- comments...

I will end by saying again-- I WILL BE 100% (as will my kids) hope you all will be too

thanks Mark

mel

2/15/2013
Hello Sonja,

Welcome as always.

This was the one of the times when I wish I had answered this post first, but to be honest, your post took me quite by surprise. I felt like I had failed you by not being aware of what you were not doing(Bactrim)and what you were still eating that I did not know about.

You might have told me about Bactrim, I don't remember. This has been and is one of my fears that I might by accident forget something! There are so many people!

You are the reason I started the topic thread "Hello down under". You under your own initiative started this thread "90% Cured". For you and your contributions to our website, I am eternally grateful!!!

I am also grateful to Monica for caring enough to show you some "tough love". Your response to her reveals a warm and humble heart and a mature and wise mind.

NOW let's see if we can't help you get to the finish line and rejoice with you in having your health totally restored.

Like Monica, may I be so bold as to suggest you try the new Morgellons Extension Kit which includes a natural antibiotic (olive leaf), Candida Rid and Magnifizyme. I consider Magnifizyme to be the final frontier (are there any Treckies among us?).

Based on the feedback we are getting from so many now utilizing these additional products, they may very well be what is needed to get you "over the top".

You obviously know the drill on the diet issues. We can all probably make improvements in that area.

I suppose it is possible that regardless of what you do, you may never be more than 90% cured, but if that is the case, it's a long long way from where you once were!!!

Don't forget:

MY PEOPLE SUFFER FROM LACK OF KNOWLEDGE
FIRST DO NO HARM
ITS THE SUM OF THE PARTS
EVERYONE'S BODY IS DIFFERENT.

May God bless you Sonja with total restoration! We can all plainly see that you have not given up HOPE!

Mel

sonja

2/12/2013
Dear Monica,

I am 68 years old woman, which is very honest with herself, as well as with the others.
I would be dishonest only in the case, that I did not say what could be a reason that I am not healed 100% in 18 months. I suppose we have to tell the truth, even when it is not so pleasant to hear.

The cream, I would add just a little bit in my coffee (as I said occasionally only). The fruit I do eat (mostly Granny Smith apples), but you are better to read Mel's diet, and see that he was eating the fruit as well. Also Mr Common Sense, who is cured from Morgellons, using his own protocol, was consuming fruit all the time. Yes, bred I should not have eaten, I know that, and that is why I mentioned it in my post, so that the others can be warned. I have spent a lot of time researching morgellons. The research is in my blood, as I worked as computer analyst programmer for 30 years. I am very well informed about everything what is connected to morgellons. My knowledge about chemistry is very good, so I do understand how our body works, and how food, vitamins, enzymes and supplements, affect our health and body.

You are very close to 18 months on the protocol and you are 90% free of symptoms (I suppose so), so I wish you all the best. I hope you will be able to say that you are 100% free of symptoms soon, but if you are not, don't be disappointed, as it can take more than that, even if you 100% stick to the protocol. That was the message from my post, posted on the 02/07/13.

Love
Sonja

Monica

2/10/2013
Sonja,

You said, 'Unfortunately, I have to say that I am not free of all symptoms yet. It does not mean that I will not be free of all symptoms, this is just acceptance of the truth that it can take more than 18 months, at the least for some of us.'


I don't think you're being honest here... You have been having cream, eating bread, eating fruit... Which means, your diet hasn't been clean. You've been feeding morgellons, candida, and whatever else is in your body keeping you sick, by not following the protocol to a tea with regards to MMS.

How is it, that the protcol isn't working, if you aren't going to take responsiblity for NOT actually working the ENTIRE thing? Be honest with yourself and the rest of us, please. This is too important.

Diet is critical...there's no way around it, period. I feel awful that you're still sick with symptoms, but, it's because you've not sufficiently changed the mindset of understanding how you got sick in the first place. There is an immune system suppression underlining all of us who have this condition. You cannot expect the supplements to do all the work for you--you have to undo years of eating improperly, while at the same time 'boosting' your immune system with the supplements, 'killing' pathogens with Molecula Silver and MMS, and finally 'killing' candia and other fungus with the anit-fungals... Are you taking any anti-fungals at all? You didn't take bactrium, but, are you on Candida Rid, Olive Leaf or at the very least Oil of Oregano? Have you included Coconut oil into your diet??

Again, I'm sad that you are still suffering, but, as someone who is working the entire protocol, I can say this: Bread, Fruit = sugar, which will keep you sick. Cream = mucous in the body, which will keep you sick. All of this would have been helped with some coconut oil and the anti-fungals mentioned before.

I hope Sonja, that you take a hard look at the protocol again, and see how 'tweaking' it, hurts you in the long run. It is, just how Mel wrote it... And, when you work it how he wrote it--you get better.

I'm in month 14 of the protocol, and for the most part, I am symptom free, and currently working on the underlying cause, systemic candida. Morgellons is just the beginning of what the root-cause issue is with all of us, and therefore, the starting point on the road to optimal health, and it will take the protocol in it's entirety to get us there.


Blessings to you, and much light.

Monica

Sonja

2/7/2013
I was on Mel's protocol for 18 months (before Christmas time).
However, I never have had Bactrim. My MMS I had for 18 months, without any break. After 18 months, I stopped MMS for 3 weeks, as I felt that my body needed a break from MMS for a while.
Currently I am on MMS 5 days, with 2 days break.

For these 18 months I never have had sugar, alcohol or milk, but I have been consuming cream milk occasionally, eating fruit all the time, and a little bit more bread than I should have.

Unfortunately, I have to say that I am not free of all symptoms yet. It does not mean that I will not be free of all symptoms, this is just acceptance of the truth that it can take more than 18 months, at the least for some of us.

Anyway, I promise I will be back in 3 months to report about my symptoms and hope to come with more encouraging news.

Take care.
Sonja

mel

12/27/2012
Welcome Everyone.

So very often I am asked, "What happens to the people when they get well? Where do they go?".

I have always said that first and foremost, they go on with their lives. They often wish to disassociate themselves from the nightmare they have endured, which to them might seem like an eternity.

Absolutely understandable.

This message from Julie is typical of the emails I often get from people who have moved on with their lives. I rejoice in the restoration of your health Julie, and look forward to seeing what God has in store for you.

I am also very happy to welcome all the new members of the 90% club.

A Healthier and Happier New Year to all!

God Bless; Never, Never give up Hope!

Mel

Bill M

12/22/2012
Well,
this week marks the completion of my first year on Mel's protocol, and what a year it has been. The first 6 months were a huge struggle...mentally, emotionally, and physically.
But with discipline, commitment and of course phone calls from the Mel Meister, every month thereafter has been easier. I have gained back 24 lbs of the 43 lbs I lost and right now I feel great.
At this time I can say that I am 95% cured, and I am still doing the protocol which includes the strict diet. There is absolutely no 'silver lining' to the Morgellons disease, but the good news for me is that I learned how to cook and educated myself on eating the proper foods for my body.

One big mistake I made a few times over was thinking that I was cured and I could start eating regular foods and drink alcohol. And every time I did that it came back to bite me in the butt. I was so convinced that since I caught this early that I could cure myself in 6 months or at the most 12 months. Not true. From what I have read and now know from experience, it will more than likely take the 18 months to be fully healed.

Julie

12/22/2012
Mel,

So good to hear you on my voicemail today : )
As you can guess you haven't heard from me because I've been doing AWESOME : )
Thank you for keeping me in mind & for checking on me!

After the hurricane everything was chaos then Thanksgiving and now Christmas all during the busy season at my day job.

So I must say I have been a bit overwhelmed, but so so beyond grateful to be near restored health!!! I am pretty much back to normal...
Still have some of that weird pattern on my legs but I think it's fading slightly.
I am ever-faithful to the protocol & just had a huge bowl of baby spinach & green apples. I've gotten pretty good with this.

I am planning to be in a band again soon & also doing some films so hopefully I'll get famous this year.
I cannot thank you enough for saving my life.... What a glorious life I have, & if I hadn't found you I probably wouldn't have survived this past year, I can't believe that's even true,but that's how it was. I am so happy Mel.

Hope you are doing wonderfully as well!
XO Julie

PS I told you I would get here nine months ago!

sonja

12/21/2012
Congratulation Linda.
Congratulation Monica.
Welcome to the 'Cured over 90%' club.
It is so encouraging to see that people who are undergoing the protocol, are over 90% free of symptoms. Once you reach this point, you have again almost normal life back. Still we have to care about the protocol and diet, but the body system has normalised its functions, and that is what matters. Very, very encouraging indeed!!! Good luck.
A lot of love.

Monica

12/20/2012
My name is Monica,

I've been on the protocol for just over a year.
I would say I'm 90% free of symptoms of Morgellons!

Linda **

10/23/2012
Great conference, I appreciate it. I am about 90% cured. Still have some symptoms. NO more black specks though.

Sonja

9/11/2012
About 6 months ago I started this topic. I was over 90% free of symptoms at that time.

Today I can tell that I am very close to the end.

My cuts heal in a normal way; the crust is formed above the level of the skin. Earlier it was forming a crater around the cut, and very thin skin over the cut. pulling it downward.

My body temperature is normal, it is not low any more.

My urine and saliva are not acid. The test shows the saliva is very alkaline, and the urine slightly acid.

My hair has a normal appearance and my scalp is not itchy at all. I started to use MooGoo shampoo & conditioner after Anne from Sydney told me about very good results that she had with it.
Teresa from Australia also has a very good results with these products.

The nails are pinkish and very firm. My cheeks are pinkish as well.
My energy level is very good.

The only thing that I still have not solved completely, are my eyes. In the morning when I open them, they are just for a few seconds, like I have something in it. Mostly it is only in one eye, but sometimes it can be in both eyes. However, the conditions are much better now than before, so it is moving in a good direction.

I hope at Christmas time I will be back here, with mor good news.

A lot of love,
Sonja

JS

7/21/2012
Hi everyone
Sorry about not bring to post regularly as I mentioned b4 I have been given new challenges to me to desk with. First of all want thank everyone at the conference, Mel for making all this possible and John to make himself available for his vast knowledge. As I discussed this with Mel b4 even though I was making progress
Towards my Morgellons symptoms I always knew there is something still wrong with me. That was possibility of other infections and coinfections, therefore I began looking and searching
To see what else could be wrong with me. Sure thing after months of testing I did test positive for Lyme Disease and several coinfections which it did complicate things a lot more for me at this point. But I wanted to make this post and let everyone specially the newcomers know that even with my other complications I have been free of crawling, bitting now for several months which I credit this to Mel and his protocol I totally believe it works and if it wasn't because my other coinfections I think I would have been cured of this by know. They only lingering symptoms I have at this point are the purging of black and white specks which are minimal some itching when I purging these things and seeing these white micro fibers in my environment which also I believe it's getting less. Ofcourse I have other symptoms now that I do not contribute them to MD. I m still on bet strict diet, the protocol and one thing that I did differently than others was that I never took baths but in the beginning I took three showers and srub myself than with a lugs and tea tree soap daily. I still do clean my environment but I concentrate mostly on my self. Hope this helps I believe I m very close to being completely symptom free from MD very soon however I have given another challenge to deal with so keep up what Mel tells u guyz it really works, it worked for me. God bless and never give up hope it will get better.

Sonja

4/6/2012
Hi JS,

Thank you so much for your help. It would be very useful if you can share your good experiences with all of us. I appreciate your advice. As soon as I am able to get some protein shakes I will start with that. At the moment I am trying to find out which protein powder is suitable to gain weight.

I have started recently to make juice from vegetable and fruit, and found out that beetroot and papaya (pawpaw) are absolutely fantastic for morgellon sufferers.

Sonja

JS

4/4/2012
Hi Sonja
Once I started to feel better I added few things back into my diet, in the morning I make egg white protein shakes, I now eat a gluten
Free, wheat free, organic bread, and use coconut oil instead of butter on my bread and other foods when I m cooking, also eating
More organic carbs such as organic brown rice. I know in the early stages of this disease I did not have any bread or carbs what so ever. I lost 45 lbs went from 190 to 145 in short few months and now back in mid 150s. The bread I order it on line from a organic bakery in Sanoma county California, let me know if u like me to share the info, I be happy to.

Sonja

4/3/2012
Hi JS,
In what way you have been able to gain back some of the weight that you had lost. I have a problem with the weight. Simply I can not get it back. Otherwise, I am rather good.

JS

4/2/2012
Hi All
First of I appologize for not posting sooner. I had lots going on in past couple of months. I had some set backs that maybe was not directly related to M, as we all have a compromised immune system I think I came down with some sort of a coinfection from work, with out going into the details of my set back, shortly after that I found a new doctor whos has been working me up, so she asked me to go off of everything inorder to get accurate results.
thats when I realized how much the protocal have been helping me. Anyhow I am back on the protocal and at 11 drops of MMS now, should add that there are days that I feel symptom free. I have been able to gain some of the weight I lost back. As I mentioned before I have been back to work since December, and just moved from my previous home after finding mold. For all the new people, it will get better but it requires a commitment and a life style change. Good luck and God bless, and thanx again Mel for providing this forum as I will try to make myself more available as I am picking up the piesces of my life while on the road to the recovery.

Julie

3/28/2012
Hello All,

I am definitely part of the 90% club, thankfully, and thanks in most part to the Logos Wellness kit along with the silver and MMS.

Hi Mel! I haven't bothered you in a while :)

I haven't written in a while. I'm doing really well. Last Nov/Dec when I first realized I had morgellons, I had little black curly fiber balls coming out of my face here and there along with the crawling under my skin and the feeling of an army of ants crawling together from one end of my scalp to the other. Sigh. Anyway, I had some sharp pricks all over my body and also experienced bright red, blue and copper colored fibers and threads coming out of my skin,maybe 10 per day. I experienced 1 sore, at my hair line. It has healed. I've battled other parasite issues and other morgellons symptoms (brain fog, inability to focus, things running past my eyes, fake hairs in my eyebrows, etc.)

Now, after 3 months on the protocol, I have less of everything. No sores, very few fibers and fuzz balls, an occasional black or white speck. No biting or crawling really, but I am still pulling out fake eyebrow hairs. They pull out more easily which I'm glad for.

Let me tell you want I've been doing. The Logos Wellness Protocol, I'm up to 18 drops of MMS and I do the silver first thing in the morning. I also take MSM (sulfur supplement) in some juice, I use MSM eye drops (the stringy things in my eyes are much less now) and various green powders (to mix in juice) extra probiotics, Neem, Tumeric, herbal mix for the eyes, herbal laxatives, DE and a heavy metal detox supplement (I had a leaking metal filling replaced so I thought this would be a good idea). I'm going to get the MagnfiZyme too. Trying to stay off the sugar and so forth.

I plan to beat this 100%...see you there

Sonja

3/18/2012
Hi Idross,
Thank you so much on a good idea about coconut Milk/ Oil.
There are a lot of morgellon sufferers, who have a weight loss problem, including myself.
Your experience can be of great help to them, and I hope it will help me as well.
Sonja

ldross

3/16/2012
For those who have trouble with weight loss (I was down to 80# from my normal 105), try using coconut oil (I use it in my oatmeal every morning and I use to drink coconut milk which I had to quit for it really made me gain too much weight. The coconut milk was so thick that I had to dilute it.) The coconut oil really makes food taste good, cook with it. I do not drink milk or soy, instead I drink Almond milk which is much healthier. ld

johnb

3/14/2012
Hi Sonja,

Wow!

Thanks for the words of wisdom and encouragement. What a blessing and an inspiration you are! Every now and then another new face surfaces to lift us all up and we look at them and say, 'She (or he) gets it'.

Not that you are new; as you stated, you have been in our midst since last January, but it takes time to rehabilitate one's bioterrain. Congratulations on reclaiming your quality of life!

There is a mountain of information on this website, and it is worth every effort required to digest it all. But on the other hand, any person suffering with poor health would be well advised to simply follow in your footsteps.

I loved your excellent comments about thyroid suppression. It is a HUGE problem for most of us here. Please check out the article on Hypothyroidism Type II on the Important Articles page.

By the way, great idea - starting a 90%ers club, so to speak. I think we will see common factors for success emerge in that group just as we see common patterns associated with the Morgellons population as a whole.

It is my prayer that adding the MagnfiZyme to the protocol regimen will help target biofilm communities in the body and move people along in their journey to becoming 90%ers, and the 90%ers to complete freedom.

Finally, your advice on 'recording your journey' is brilliant, because when we are walking through the valleys, it is sometimes hard to see how far we have come.

Thanks again Sonja for sharing the wisdom you have gained through this trial. Your friends in Australia are especially blessed to have your knowledge and support.

Love Always,

John Burgstiner

Sonja **

3/13/2012
I am one of you - a morgellons sufferer.
I started on Mel's protocol in January last year, with the Morgellons Support Kit. Five months later, in June, I added MMS to what I was taking. I took this, as Mel had done, at bedtime. In this way MMS does not interfere with C vitamin, other vitamins and antioxidants, that I take ( e.g. Thymic Formula).

I have noticed that the symptoms become worse with the full moon. Mel gave me good advice on how to alleviate this problem. He suggested that, for 3-4 days before a full moon, and for 3-4 days after a full moon, to divide the amount of MMS drops (that I would normally take at bedtime), between the morning hours (around 10 - 11am), and bedtime. The morning dose worked out to be at the least 2 hours after I had my breakfast and vitamins, and at the least 2 hours before lunch time (when I take my vitamins again). When the moon is full it causes changes in the activity of these pathogens. It seems to speed up their reproduction activities and more toxins are released into the bloodstream. This effect causes morgellons sufferers to feel like their healing is going backwards. It is going slightly backwards, as the full moon approaches, but, as we continue the protocol and healing regime, we will still continue going forward and making progress. We are going 3 steps forward and 1 step backwards. Basically we are going forward slowly.

I would advise all of you, who are going to start Mel's Protocol, to please put down on paper, all the symptoms that you are experiencing, including 'brain fog' and your energy levels. It will help you later on, when your spirit becomes low, and you think that you will never be healed. This will allow you to compare your current symptoms and energy levels, with what you were experiencing at the beginning of the protocol. Trust me, you will see a big difference and it will help you to carry on with the protocol.

At this moment my health is quite good. I realised that I have had morgellons in its very early stage. Perhaps this is the reason why I hardly have had any sore. I am able to say that I am over 90% free of symptoms.

I tried Far Infrared. It is good, but I have been losing weight constantly - I have lost 14 kg (30.8 lb) altogether, which has not been good for me. I have known for a long time that my stomach acid is very low. Since I began the morgellons protocol, this has become critical. Even though I was taking digestion supplements with every meal, it did not help. My GP got my blood, urine and stool samples checked by pathology, but it was all reported as normal, and she was unable to advise me on what to do. So, I began to do my own research and, have recently, begun a regime to alleviate the weight loss. I am juicing vegetables (parsley, coriander, celery, beetroot, carrots) and fruit, to provide good nutrition to my digestive tract and the bloodstream. It is so healthy and good for our immune system and general health, and I like it. At the same time I am eating cooked food as before, and supplementing (Betaine Hydrochloride 650 mg, Pepsin 31 mg and Gentian 20 mg) at lunch and dinner time. In the mornings I take, with my breakfast, Logos Essential Digestion, as I was doing before. I need to ask John B for advice on this issue, and will let you know the results in a few months.

I do not consume any sugar, but I do eat all fruit, except bananas. Since I lost a lot of weight, I decided to eat 2 bananas per day and had noticed that my symptoms were worse than before. Gina, from Mel's web (Forum), also had the same experience. It would be very good to have in vitro testing to look for a banana/morgellons link. I limit my dairy intake. I only drink milk in the morning, to whiten my coffee, and very little cheese (no other dairy products).

I want to share my experience of problems with my joints, with other morgellons sufferers who have had similar problems. I had a problem with my hip for about 6-8 months. It was so painful that I started to limp. I saw my GP and she advised me to get an x-ray. The x-ray did not show any problems with my hip. I then asked if I could have ultrasound (one way) therapy. This worked to stop the pain and problem with my hip. After 4 -5 sessions, my problem was completely solved. A few months later I developed a similar problem with both wrists - again this was fixed with ultrasound. My hip and wrists have been fine since.

Before I started the protocol, my body temperature (BT) was so low, as is the case with most morgellons sufferers. An average BT is between 97.8F (36.6C) and 98.2F (36.8C). If BT is below 97.6 F (36.4C), it is considered a diagnosis of an under-functioning thyroid or insufficient thyroid hormone replacement. As morgellons sufferers have a lot of toxins in their blood, a thyroid condition usually exists, and this is reason that the BT is so low. I use a liquid-filled thermometer (which can be filled by mercury or alcohol) under armpit for 10 min. These thermometers are more accurate than the digital ones, and accuracy is very important, in regard to this. After a few months on the protocol, I had rid my body of a lot of pathogens and my body temperature became normal. Remember, a normal body temperature is a good sign that our body is healing. The other good sign is when cuts are healing in a normal manner.

Currently I have just a few of the symptoms, in a very mild form. if I didn't know what my condition was at the beginning, I would think that I do not have morgellons. However, I know that, as long as my cuts are not healing in a normal way (it is still in a shape of a crater), that morgellons is still present. Once my cuts heal in a normal way and my body temperature is normal, I will know I am cured, I do not have morgellons any more.

I know for all of you, if you can be patient enough and persistent enough, with your treatment, your health will improve and you will finally be cured of morgellons. The healing process is slow, however. There is no 'silver bullet', but, at the end of the day, our protocol becomes a golden bullet.

God bless you and help you to have a strength to carry on.
With love for all of you,
Sonja

P.S.
I think it is a good idea to start a new topic - to focus on those of us who have successfully cured over 90% of their symptoms. This will inspire and give hope to others, particularly those who are only discovering morgellons and those who are at the beginning of their healing process.

I am starting, therefore, a new topic, 'Cured over 90%'. It would be good if ONLY the Morgellons sufferers, who are more than 90% free of symptoms, post their experiences under this topic. In this way, we will have in one place only, the experiences of sufferers who have been on the protocol for a long period of the time, and who are hopefully, approaching the end of the tunnel.

In order to read these experiences in an easy manner (without being overloaded with all possible questions), I am creating a new topic called 'Questions to sufferers who have cured 90%'. So, if anyone wants to ask questions to the person who made a post on 'Cured over 90%', or wants to make a comment on that post, it can be done within this topic. This will keep information given in 'Cured over 90%' clear, concise and direct.

The 'Testimonials' section of this site offers plenty of good posts, but is a lot of information to wade through. When time comes, that I can say 'I cured morgellons' , I will post it on the 'Testimonials'!

Please give your feedback on my suggestions to Mel.

Paying it Forward - To All NewcomersNew Item



Jane T

6/14/2016
6:35:08 AM

Hi Kelly,

As a newcomer, I thank you for your welcoming words.

I accept your challenge and am actively taking your advice.

Stay tuned because I want to be Well Like Mel (and also like you Kelly.)

xo

Jane
Peter

6/13/2016
2:54:15 AM

Dear Kelly

Thank you for this heartfelt post. I am deeply moved by it, for I too was lost, and am now found. You have declared for all that read this, that it is truly by God's grace that we are led to this place of healing. And it is with a warriors heart that we commit here to the work of healing.

Many will benefit from what you have written. I pray that God bless you abundantly for this, just as you have blessed so many through this.

In His Love,
Peter
Linn

6/12/2016
4:09:48 PM

Dear Kelly,

Thank you for this encouraging, truthful post!

This truly is the place we can all be cured. Thank you for helping those behind you.

It was very nice to have talked to you on the conference call. Congratulations on how well you are feeling!
Keep up the good work!

I love you,
Linn
Mel

6/12/2016
10:04:48 AM

Hello Kelly,

It's comment's like yours that make it all worth it!!!

It looks like you never gave up HOPE!

Thank you and God bless,

Mel
Kelly **

6/11/2016
12:11:38 PM

To all newcomers,

To have found yourself on this site tells me that you have become sick with this horrible illness and you are afraid and trying to find answers and help.

Lucky you, because THIS IS THE SITE THAT WILL LEAD YOU TO A CURE!

I know because I was were you are, but with guidance from the people on this site, I am living a happy, healthy life again, while I continue healing. I'm just a normal person. I have a husband and two daughters, and I was able to continue working my part-time job in the medical field while I healed.

Back in May, 2015 I became infected with Morgellons, of course I did not know what it was at the time. Like so many before me, I spent too much time and money going to different doctors looking for an answer and begging for help, only to be insulted and humiliated by their rude, close-minded answers.

I truly believed I was being eaten alive, I was in pain and terrified, and I saw no end to this but death. I found so many different websites that talked about my symptoms and different treatments, and I tried them all. My symptoms would slightly improve, but then get worse.

None of it made sense to me....THEN I FOUND MEL'S SITE.

I advise you to do what I did, READ, READ, READ everything you can on this site.
Read about the Protocol and why it works and why it is so important to follow it exactly, and DON'T QUIT IF THINGS START GOING BAD FOR A WHILE, THAT IS ALL PART OF BATTLING THE MORGELLONS. QUITTING WILL ONLY SET YOU BACK AND GIVE THE DISEASE A CHANCE TO RE-GROUP.

Read the Forum posts of people who came here before you, and read about the Journeys that other people just like you have been on, so you can learn about the strict diet, as well as how to clean your environment, how to clean your clothes, and how to heal the outside of your body while the protocol heals the inside.

There are so many success stories of people just like you, who are now cured or almost cured. Read about Mel, our Lead Warrior, who had none of this help when he was sick, but got well, with the help of his friend John from Logos Nutritionals.
They put together a protocol that works to heal and cure this cruel and ugly disease and rebuild your body.

I owe them my life....they are my "Saving Grace".

"Amazing Grace how sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now am found
T'was blind but now I see."

"T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear
And Grace, my fears relieved
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed."

Please:

Stick to Mel's Protocol
Learn about the diet and stick to it (as you heal it gets better)
Learn about how to clean your environment and your clothes
Learn about how to heal your skin while the protocol heals your insides

*Most of all, keep in touch. Ask questions. You are not alone. You WILL find your way back home!!!

"Through many changes, toils and snares
We have already come
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far
And Grace will lead us home
And Grace will lead us home."

Love and strength to all!

Kelly



A Blast From the Past


Kelly

6/13/2016
1:09:54 PM

Dear Ellen,

Reading your journey was so inspirational and answered so many questions I had in the beginning.

I am so happy for you that you have completely healed.

Thank you for all your sharing.

I wish you continued good health!

Kelly :)
Peter

6/13/2016
2:45:29 AM

Hello Ellen

To hear from you is like a breath of fresh air! I know your heart, and I know that you have been busy enjoying the fullness of life fulfilled through your continued remission. This brings great joy.

I hope those of you reading this understand what it means for you. Ellen is further living proof that you can get completely well when you commit to this protocol.

We love you!

Always,
Peter

Linn

6/12/2016
4:02:58 PM

Dearest Ellen,

I'm so happy to hear from you!! You don't know me, but your journey encouraged me so much! I often asked Mel about you. You did leave an impact on this site. I'm so joyful to hear, that you as Mel, you are maintaining your health and that Morgellon is a thing of the past for you!

Yes never take our health for granted again.

You still have a lot on your plate, please take time out for yourself, have some mental health days. They're great in rejuvenate us.

Please always once in awhile drop back and let us know how you are doing. You are a delight!

I want to be one of the 100% recovered group!

Love,
Linn
Ellen **

6/12/2016
11:40:41 AM

Hello all,

I have been MIA the last year and feel compelled to reconnect with everyone on this site.

If you read any of my posts back to 2012, I got better very quickly – almost faster than anyone, and I am so grateful for my healing.

I work every day now, have two amazing grandchildren, ailing parents, a sister who is a quadreplegic, and other issues consuming my time. But I hope I never take my health for granted. I am blessed!

I plan to donate to the Go Fund Me page, and although my finances are not great, I know we all can contribute something to keep this mission going. And it IS a mission, run by Mel, but it takes a village as we all know. And I vowed never to drift off once I got well.

Anyone can get this disease, and anyone can contribute something.

God bless you Mel.

Ellen



The Ultimate Proof of Morgellons and Mel's Protocol


Ruth

6/8/2016
7:51:03 AM

Hello Sylvia,

Its great that you've found this website which will be a big help and support to you. Its a scary time not knowing what's going on or how to get help and so difficult when doctors don't believe what we say.

If you read the protocol page and the FAQs that's a great place to start. After that reading through the forum pages and articles and listening to the conference calls will give lots of useful information.

Keep in touch and let us know how things are going for you.

If you want to read bits of my story I have posted in the thread Welcome to the UK and Europe. You start at the bottom of the thread and then work your way upwards.

God bless,

Ruth
MB

6/7/2016
6:39:13 PM

Hi Sylvia,


1) MD (+ possible coinfections) are real.

2) You are not delusional.

3) The fact that those who are supposed to be a source of support (i.e. practitioners) betray your trust and send you off, says more about them & their inability to face their egoistic fears, rigidity, apathy and ineptitude.

4) You are afraid, and rightfully so, because you know darn well something's up.

5) Dermatologists are a joke. MD is way out of their league as MD is systemic, and not merely dermatological.

6) As for your family and entourage... point nr. 3 applies here as well.

7) Your rheumatologist seems like the brightest of the lot you've dealt with so far.

7) I'm in a similar situation, so I understand your position (and I'm sure many others here can relate to you as well).

8) WEEEEEELCOME! Enjoy your stay :).

9) MD is some serious doodoo, but there is hope!

10) As Mel would say: NEVER GIVE UP HOPE! ? ¤


Sylvia

6/6/2016
10:35:08 PM

I am going through a terrible time of my family believing that something ,such as morgellons is wrong with me..I cannot talk to my doctor for fear of disbelief..I have been to 3 dermatologist. ..plus one that was about to escort me out of his office..my rheumatologist seems more concerned than anyone..I am going to keep reading and see what I need to do...
mel

10/3/2012
10:56:48 AM

Hello Everyone,

Welcome as always.

Let me first thank John for his kind words and continued support.

Had I started this post, I would have named it "Family Matters".

Thank you Peter for sharing your brilliant insight about the nature of our loved ones' perception of our disease.

Over the past four years, I have talked with thousands of people who are affected by Morgellons,both personally and indirectly. I am keenly aware of the challenges and concerns of spouses, children and other family members, and I have seen first hand the tragic ripping apart of families due to their ignorance of the illness.

It is so sad that it actually takes getting well for us to prove to others that we were sick, but the good news is that our disease is beatable!

I would hope that this thread would now be a vehicle for others who have positive stories and information in regards to interaction with their family members for all others to utilize in communicating with their loved ones.

God Bless; Never give up Hope!

Mel
John Burgstiner **

9/28/2012
11:54:56 AM

Hello Everyone.

I was blown away when I read Peter's recent post in the "How Lucky Can You Get" thread in which he stated:

"My family is finally endorsing the effective nature of Mel's treatment protocol and, remarkably, now acknowledge that I do indeed have a real disease that is treatable. I find it amazing that it took a noticeable healing and reduction of symptoms to create this acknowledgement on their part!!!

GO FIGURE! Human nature can sometimes be hard to wrap your arms around."

Morgellons was wrongly and tragically labeled as a delusional disease out of ignorance and convenience; ignorance of the people and convenience of the commercial interests and powers from which it sprang. The delusional diagnosis is made even more convenient by the debilitating nature of the disease which takes a terrible toll on physical and mental health.

Family members of Morgellons patients are totally unaware of the underlying errors of metabolism that combined with the terror of Morgellons symptoms, often lead to bizarre or obsessive behavior. So when the medical community writes their loved one off as delusional, it is all too easy to accept their misdiagnosis.

How ironic it is that when a person such as Peter embraces Mel's protocol and takes the steps to rehabilitate his bioterrain and reduce further exposures to toxic influences, his symptoms go away, his mind clears and his family says "Oh, look - Peter is Peter again. Maybe there was something wrong with him after all."

We sometimes see a similar sense of denial even in Morgellons sufferers themselves, who after regaining their health and productivity forget how far they have come. The life transformations that are taking place before our eyes here are all the evidence you need to see that Morgellons is real, that it compromises multiple organ systems and cellular vitality, but that the conditions it causes in the body may be reversible.

I thank God for the light and hope that is evident in this website, and ask His blessings on all who come here to seek assistance.

In His Love,

John



Success stories please!


Sam

4/30/2016
10:29:46 AM

Thanks John and Linn! I've been reading here and will start listening to the conference call archives as well.

God bless you all.
Linn

4/22/2016
12:56:00 PM

Dear Sam,

Canaanite woman, Mary. Please read her post!

Another success story :)

Love,
Linn
johnB

4/17/2016
3:52:43 PM

Hi Sam,

Keep reading sweetheart. All that you are looking for is here in this place of hope and encouragement. You are literally surrounded with success stories, and that you were led here is no accident.

Please know that you and your family are in our prayers. We look forward to rejoicing with you as you experience your own transformation and return to health.

Abundant Blessings,

John
Sam **

4/14/2016
3:28:26 PM

Hi everyone,

I've posted a hand full of times but realized I hadn't introduced myself. I'm a mom of two young girls, recently moved to CA and coming to grips with the fact I may have morgellons. I don't see any fibers, at least not the way I see in he pictures online. The crawling and itching, GI issues, and sand like particles are all there, along with what look like tiny dead worms at times. I also see tracks in my skin, and I have muscle twitching and spasms. I was diagnosed with anaplasmosis a few weeks ago by my LLMD, which is a tick borne disease. I was hoping the antibiotics would take care of my symptoms but t didn't.

I ordered the protocol and am anxious to start. I also looked into a Dr in Arizona who thinks Morgellons in linked to toxicity to dental materials. Anyone else look into that or have experience with it?

To me it feels like I am infected with some type of tissue dwelling worm that is systemic, not just skin related.

Anyhow, I'm feeling super scared and lonely today and would love to hear some succes stories from others. At times I'm just not sure how to make it through another day like this. I know we have so much to be thankful for, but I'm having a hard time seeing that. I'd love to hear of big wins little wins, any thing you think would give hope.

Thanks for listening. With love,

Sam



On the Path to Healing


Martha

4/25/2016
9:13:13 PM

Thank you so very much Lady T! I greatly appreciate your help. You have answered many of my questions. I will look into all of your suggestions.

May you be blessed. :-)

Lady T

4/25/2016
2:27:19 AM

Hi Martha**-

Be sure to use enough fiber in your diet to help move along the clay- and while I have tried a few powdered bentonite clay versions - the sonnes #7 is s special formula because they "use a special process to refine raw bentonite clay to remove mica, dirt, and other impurities in order to concentrate the active detoxifying ingredient, montmoriillionite. This procdure places montmoriillionite into a collodial suspension land retains the innate negative charge.this allows the absorption (physical binding) of positive charged metabolic, environmental, and.chemical wastes! It powerfully sweeps through to absorb stuff in the alimentary canal - has the ability to absorb 40 times its weight in positively charged substances. It is not digested and it has physical properties that tightly bind the bad gunk to be excreted" -

and it is superior to any other purified bentonite clay and only about 20 bucks - and a bottle lasts me a month -
But taking the fiber with clay is key in order to move out that gunk.
I
Look up P & B shakes (psyllium and benronite shakes) which are just fiber and clay - but it is the gentlest and safest cleanse I know - and I have been in groups where folks passed super long tapeworms after months on just P & B shakes - and I know it really helped me many years ago pass some stuff - but back then I did not know how to rebuild the terrain and I barely took the greens and beets that I had - but now I know about rebuilding.

So be sure to take fiber with clay (and trust me you need to move out the stuff that is absorbed) - and sonnes sells a fiber to go with it - the intestinal cleanse #9 - but i used big container of psyllium powder (I like yerba prima brand for powder fiber) but in addition to this -another option Is the super colon cleanse from health plus inc. - doing this on and off will also clean small intestine.

Another Imprtant thing is to not interfere with the logos supplements
make sure you take the bentonite clay at different times from all supplements because it will interfere with absorption.

The clay will also later help you absorb more from stuff (as it wipes away Mucoid buildup and pathogens) so I took mine in middle of night with water and then sometimes during the day way in between stuff (took a swig without water) cos the bottle says to do it this way - once a day with water and once a day straight! and this was powerful for me years ago and recently with MD.
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Regarding the profession you are in - I have heard that nurses have a very high incidence of MD- it could be numerous things - but I think MD has no respect for profession (ha) and I think those who get it have had flora issues inside - and then candidiasis and a mix of toxins that allowed MD to survive.

IN my informal opinion on the handwashing - (others here might have more to share) but I have have heard some people say we do not absorb with our hands as much as people think - God made us with a nice barrier to keep things out- and the reason transplants are possible is because of DMSO - and horse owners I know use DMSO to deliver needed stuff through muscle - and so some believe that the hands are not as absorbing of these soaps - even tho Skin is an organ and is still a part of us. I tend to agree right now (but still learning with everyone here) -

In my very humble opinion, I think that stuff in the small intestine (and large) is a key root cause - and stuff throughout the GI is covered with the fungal form of candidia - then the biofilm and parasites that should be removed or lie dormant - are able to live in a new way - which wreaks havoc inside.
Fungal candida can actually change the way heavy metals function - so while a bit of some heavy metals might be okay - the candida can make them morph and change in certain ways - so stuff like this reminds me that it is less about external exposure to things like hands and most about the entire GI.

And later I still want to come back and reply to a post question about dr. Amin and the parasite center in AZ-
Because while I do think folks need to address dental work - I think many folks can overcome MD without it - I know I did - I almost had my porcelain crowns removed - so glad I did not - but later I might have my one root canal taken out.
Some dentists have shown with research (and I can send names later) that so many toxins in the body accumulate from root canals and fillings - !
but in the dental world most dentists are taught that root canals and fillings are fine - and for some people they might not cause overt issues - but some very legit studies show otherwise - some show they can be nests of bacteria -and lead to CFS and MS- etc.
I think dental work can trigger or Leave people vulnerable to MD - but if it was just from dental work - why do kids and pets get it too? Because you see - dental work might play a role, but it is from a burdened immune system - and immunity is related to the many feet of intestines and all the systems firing together - I am sure as a nurse you know all this - but I know for me I had to relearn much stuff .

And so with hand washing - I am not sure if you can use lotion or not - but if it were me - I would try and counterbalance the washing with a thin layer of castor oil, lanolin, or jojoba oil (non greasy and does not stain)- this will feed your hands and replenish. Not sure if this would work in a hospital - but I know some folks who Bring their own soap to use at work. Either way - I think the toxins inside you are what need to be addressed and just keep doing what your doing with the minimizing exposures while washing up. And side note - thanks for being a nurse - it is such a special profession with caring for others -
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Lastly - I used the premixed CDS for a while and it was a nice treat and seemed to be effective - but it was really nice to have it premixed.
Hwoever - I went back to the other because it was cheaper and I did not want to have keep ordering from Australia
I also liked the other mix better - but I think ithe mixed one is a good option as you heal up - and get more into the protocol - but please let all of us know how the CDS works for you - I wonder about it too.

Okay - just my thoughts - oh and when you eat out - make sure to stay away from sugar - Bread - and processed carbs - and take your supplements as planned - ;)
Peace
Martha **

4/24/2016
1:22:26 PM

There are some amazing people here! Although I rarely respond, your posts are encouraging and I thank you. Especially all of you who are healed and keep giving us hope. Mel, thank you for your uplifting words- every time I feel wimpy and want to quit, I think about what you said and how you love life. I want to be that way. Live and love to the fullest - so I must get well. Peter, you are very much like Simon Peter. You support us and guide us with your wisdom. We are so blessed.
John B, the Logos supplements really work. my hair and nails grow like never before. It also helps with my sugar cravings. I know that my inner terrain was really messed up.
Diet is the hardest. I work full time and my husband does not cook and is a fussy eater. I either cook separate foods or eat out. Which isn't good. But cooking takes energy.
I wonder, does anyone here with M work in the medical field and use ethyl alcohol hand wash? We actually have spies who will write down whether or not we washed before and after entering a patients room. I have used it a minimum of 20 times a day and usually a lot more. I wonder if there is a connection. I have started using gloves and then foaming my hands. I only wash with soap and water now.
I started taking Bentonite Clay supplements that a doctor gave me. At first, I felt terrible and thought that I was getting the flu because my husband had it, but then yesterday I felt amazing. I had energy! I have had thick sputum from the clay but my siuses are very clear.
I have had problems with MMS causing burning in my esophagus. I am now taking the premixed CDS. I hope that this is as effective as the other.
I will continue to post because I need the accountability and because some days I have felt so low I know I need support from others who understand. Thanks for letting me ramble in this post!



Final Analysis
Linn

4/20/2016
10:02:20 PM

Dearest Ellen,

I too want to thank you for your journey, and the two conference calls you were on. They're very encouraging. Even just yesterday I listened to the Ellen of Troy conference calls three consecutive times throughout the day, it truly gave me hope.

I agree this disease challenges us in every aspects of life, and it definitely require spiritual strength to combat this war.
I believe the same 1 Corinthians 10:13 if God permits it we can handle it because 2 Corinthians 4:7 he provides us the power beyond what is normal.

Thank you once again, you truly made a great contribution to this fight. Many of us have benefited from your example, meanwhile you humbly went through this experience.
This reminds me of 1 Peter 5:6, one of my favorites "humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, so that he may exalt you in due time."
Dear Ellen, you've done it and he did do what he's promised.

Love with appreciation,
Linn
Kelly

4/9/2016
4:36:31 PM

Ellen,
I just read your story. My story is so similar to yours. I got infected in May 2015. I consider myself so lucky that this site was available to me by the Mel and the other warriors like yourself who paved the way for the rest of us so we could combat our disease sooner. I consider myself "almost cured". The only symptoms I still get are burning scalp (especially in the back, where it ALL STARTED last May), and my forehead gets burning and prickly every once in a while. Like you, I believe it happens from something I ate.
Thank you so much for your story, it gives me hope!
Kelly
Ellen

8/18/2015
6:59:57 PM

Hello Nan, (and Peter)

Thank you for your post. I think you are right that if you were sick for a year, you may not get well as soon as those of us who started the protocol sooner. I can usually tell when someone has the strength to follow the plan and get well, and it sounds like you are well on your way!

To answer your questions:

I got these symmetrical large bruises, only in the beginning. They went away after the first few months. They weren't typical because I had no pain when I touched them. That's why I was frightened. I knew it was not like any bruise I ever had.

For tests – I went to my doctor with the page on this site that recommends the tests needed. I just printed it out and gave it to my doctor. When the results came back, she dismissed anything odd, saying the results were still within the normal range. For example, my body temperature was low, even though normal for me was 98.6 my entire life. My white cell count was high, my vitamin D was very low.
I lost 15 lbs in one month, a lot for someone 5'. My test for Lyme was negative and my thyroid level was ok, but I think better testing from another doctor might have produced different results.

What I decided to do was not fight the medical establishment any more because I was too tired to keep trying to find a sympathetic doctor.
I just followed the diet and protocol and got results pretty much from the start. It's not easy, but I always felt that the plan I was following would be a healthy way to live and that by following the diet, I would be prolonging my life.

Keep up what you are doing, and continue to reach out.

Best to you,

Ellen
Peter

8/18/2015
4:51:04 AM

Hey Ellen...Hey Nan

I have no doubt that "others are following you closely here." This is how you make this site flourish! Love you guys!

Godspeed,
Peter
Nan

8/17/2015
6:35:54 PM

Dear Ellen,
Thank you for this post. It provides the steps for hope and healing. I am so thrilled you are healthy and cured of this disease. I have listened to your conference calls several times and they have been so helpful as well. One of your conference call was the first one I listened to. I was so sick and wonder how am I going to do all this stuff. I did as you suggested and asked for help from neighbors, co-workers, friends and strangers. I looked pretty bad and even the manager at the drug store helped by ordering extra tea tree oil, and anything I needed. I did not like to drive when I was really sick and could walk to this store so her help with supplies was so great. Also, like you, I was concerned about the MMS in the protocol, but knew that this is the critical part in order to regain one’s health.

I have been on the full protocol for about 9 months. I had been ill about 1 year prior to finding this website so thought it may take more time to get my health back, but I am at the stage now where I wash my sheets 2 times a week and clean the house weekly with vac and mop with non toxic items. I found my head still itches and my theory is it is caused when I eat something that my body is not ready for (i.e. berries and kind bars). I just use the lint brush on my head & body and stop eating that item then try it again next month. I may have to do a little spray of Kleen Green mixture on my crotch which stops the head itch. It sounds funny, but effective. This disease likes warm areas and one’s crotch is probably one of the warmest areas on the body. I have some static electricity return this last week, but checking the weather channel I found that we have had a lot of thunder storms lately in the surrounding areas and my guess is that has contributed to this returning symptom. Again, I take the lint brush many times across my whole body and it seems to go away. If not to humid outside standing in the sun helps too. My biggest issue is lack of focus and fatigue at this time. I thought it was over, but has returned these last few weeks. It is bad where I have to set a buzzer to take my vitamins (protocol) since I space out sometimes. I think I am ready now to try to see a doctor again, and get some test to see if any other issues may surface. Mel agrees and suggested I make my place colder since this disease does not like cold and also, as you mentioned, it should help with dehumidifying. Now, I will look at switching to cheaper electric company to see if I can keep cost down. Mel’s other idea was go to kosher butcher and have a hamburger. I thought that was funny suggestion at first, but my thought is I may have iron issue so a friend suggested kosher restaurant that is open 24/7 in the city so getting hungry thinking about it. I do appreciate the help provided by you, Mel and others.

In this journey I must say I agree with your post about one’s spirit and will to win; I think it is 80% of this battle. Do as much as you can and keep trying. Keep good thoughts forefront is critical to moving forward. You must follow a plan and believe you can do it. A plan can be found thru out this website, like your post below; follow the protocol as it is documented, have a clean diet, drink lots of water, clean your environment, strong spirit, community that can help, research and learn, document your journey to note if need to ask for help or make adjustments, manage your budget, exercise, rest, give yourself a break if not perfect, be mindful, slow and steady, stay calm, stay strong, and keep doing it. You did it! Awesome!

I do have a couple of questions.
1. You documented that you had large round bruises. I have some on my legs. I thought it was from moving furniture while cleaning so thought it was interesting when you mentioned it. Have your bruises gone away like the rashes and other symptoms?
2. Also, you mentioned you went to the doctor for all the test; blood work, heavy metals, metabolic series. If you have any more specifics on what test let me know. Per Mel’s input I have asked Bill for Lyme doctor, but think I better have some more understanding of these other test as well.

Thanks again for sharing and caring.
Cheers, Nan
Ellen **

8/13/2015
2:52:21 PM

My name is Ellen. I post on various threads on Mel’s site and on my thread, "A New Warrior from MA".

After getting very sick with Morgellons in August/ September of 2012 and after a year on Mel’s protocol, I can confidently report that I am cured. Others new to this disease need to hear stories with a positive outcome to give them hope to push on. I have said this repeatedly - there is nothing special about me. If I can get better, I believe anyone can. Everyone's body is different, so it will take different amounts of time for each of us, but believe that you will get well too. Curing myself of this disease wasn’t easy, but now that I have been through hell, I think I can tackle any health issue that comes along. I'm a different person today – hopefully a better, stronger, wiser person.

I don’t know what initially infected me, but in July of 2012 I got some bites that were very large and itchy, and after spending thousands on pest companies trying to rid my house of insects, I slowly cleaned my environment on my own. I took out my carpeting and now have just tile and wood. In the beginning I washed my clothes, sheets, floors and surfaces every day. I assume that I killed every living thing in my house except for me. Now I can do sheets once a week and can clean the house less often to maintain it. I also ran a dehumidifier and set it at 46 %. Supposedly mold and some bugs don’t thrive unless the air is more humid than that.

My daughter, who is a scientist with a PHD from Columbia University, found Mel’s site while researching my condition. My symptoms included: lots of black specks, white, salt-like specks, some crazy colored fibers, low body temperature, a horrible red rash on my neck and chest, tiny, scaly bumps on my legs and ankles, terrible head itching, cuts that wouldn’t heal, large, round bruises and a constant feeling of being nauseous and dizzy. We were both looking at bird mite sites, bed bug forums, everything - but never got to the cause of the infestation. The only thing I found in my house was fungal gnats (identified by one of the pest companies.) I will never forget when she said, “Mom, I think you have this thing called Morgellons." I had come to the same conclusion from my searching online and was terrified. I began to get my documents in order for my family in case I got any sicker.

Armed with information and encouragement from Mel’s site and the community surrounding his protocol, I now had a plan. I went cold turkey and eliminated all sugars, flour, dairy and acidic foods, felt better within a few weeks and dramatically better after starting the Logos Nutritionals supplements and MMS. The reason I started on the protocol and stuck with it religiously was because I was feeling like I was living a nightmare and I had nothing to lose. I knew I couldn't continue the way I was. I stayed close to my loved ones if only by email and phone, and came to a better appreciation of life. I didn’t know, and still don’t know if I was contagious, but I spent a lot of time by myself that Fall. Now I realize it gave me the opportunity to rest, which is vital to getting your health back.

I was lucky I could keep my part-time job, and to have supportive family and friends. I was also careful, however, who I chose to confide in. My PCP doctor did all the tests (blood work, heavy metals, metabolic series) I requested, but then asked that I see a psychiatrist. As a professional in Human Services, I was angry and insulted, but replied in a cheerful voice, "Sure!" I have since changed doctors.

This disease taught me to be patient with others, and we need go easy on ourselves too. To think we have brought this on because of something we did is pointless. I have no idea how I got sick, but because of unknown parasites, and the toxins in our food and environment, I believe everyone is at risk. I was not sick with any other disease or with a weakened immune system, but I did have to go on two rounds of antibiotics that summer for an infection.

I couldn’t sleep in the beginning due to the fear and also due to the constant itching. I got a prescription for Ambien which gave me terrible side effects. I weaned myself off of it after two months, and by that point the itching had subsided, so I was able to fall asleep.

Some things that helped me . . .

For breakfast I have an egg with an English muffin (Ezekiel flourless) with organic butter and either a detox tea or Red Rooibus tea. I sometimes make omelettes with 2 eggs and add vegetables and a nondairy/non-soy cheese. I alternate that with Ezekiel cereal with almond/coconut milk, unsweetened coconut, ground flax, chia seeds, and cinnamon and Stevia to taste. Sometimes I add berries. Or make a smoothie with those ingredients and add organic spinach or kale.

For lunch I have a salad and I try to put 5 items in each time as well as a protein. So that may be lettuce, peppers, tomato, cucumber, red onion, cabbage, broccoli, avocado, or whatever veggies I have. I add cooked chicken, quinoa, or an egg on top. My favorite dressing is lemon juice, olive oil, salt and pepper. Minute Maid makes a lemon juice with nothing added, in the freezer section of stores and it saves money.

For dinner I have soups or fish, chicken or once in a while grass-fed beef. I like to roast a variety of vegetables with olive oil. I use a lot of onion, garlic, cayenne, curry powder, cinnamon and other spices. I never felt I had to eat raw everything, and I got better with a variety of cooking and preparing. I do try to get everything organic and local, but I'm not obsessive about it. I just do the best I can. I'm kind of an ADD cook, so I never follow recipes but just try to prepare foods I like and adapt them to the protocol. Not always easy, but doable. I have used coconut flour, almond flour and brown rice flour in recipes as well as pastas made from brown rice and quinoa. I think the most important thing is to avoid white flours, white rice or anything that we convert into sugar.

I never used coconut oil in my cooking because I couldn't get used to the taste, but I do use it on my face every day. Mostly I use olive oil to cook with. When I wanted a treat I ate Kind bars - the dark chocolate and sea salt have only 5 grams of sugar and I felt like I was eating a candy bar. In between meals, I snacked on almonds, too. Nuts are very filling. And for more calories, I made guacamole and ate it with chips called Beanitos, also available everywhere. They are made with lentils and black beans, are GMO free and really tasty. I also try to have hummus and tabouli on hand to snack on. When I started to add fruit to my diet I relied on berries and apples. I bake apples with cinnamon and have that for dessert.

I know the foods and supplements can be costly, but here's what I did. I paid the bills I had to pay and got behind in others. I got a loan from a family member. I am still in debt but now I have my health back. Please don't let finances keep you from getting what you need to get well. Think about who in your life can help you, then make a plan to pay them back later when you can. For me, financial support from the He Cures All Foundation was not an option (although I certainly received a lot of loving assistance from Mel), but there is always a way if we are determined enough.

I took the supplements and MMS EXACTLY as described in the protocol page. For the record, I NEVER mixed protocols. If you do, there is no way to know what is helping and what is not. As for the MMS, I never got the nausea and GI herx. What did happen to me is that at 15 drops I got a terrible headache and dizzy and felt like I had to lie down. The feeling that it was unbearable passed after a little while. I was keeping a diary so I was pretty tuned in to my body at that point. I knew I was at my max. So even though the MMS seems scary, I think it is absolutely key to getting rid of this disease. I was fearful of it, but now I know that I didn't need to be.

As for cleaning, I used Borax, Arm and Hammer laundry detergent, and Kleen Green in my laundry and dried everything on high heat for a long time. I sprayed Kleen Green in my car, my boots and shoes, on the insides of my coats until I felt that I had that under control (after a few months). I washed my floor with a Swiffer and some type of cleaner that was non-toxic. I changed these periodically. I showered with Dr.Bonner’s soap and washed my hair with peppermint or tea tree products found in my health food store. After showering, I used unscented mineral oil with a few drops of tea tree, lavender, peppermint or neem oil on my skin.

These are things that worked for me, and I am not suggesting they should be followed by everyone, but I did spend a lot of time and money on a lot of products before I eliminated stuff that didn’t work. I never used Diatomaceous Earth, and think it could do harm.

In one of my first posts I wrote the following quote . . .

'We should ready ourselves to meet trials: the small and big ones of each day. They are the trials which we cannot help but encounter from one day to the next. It is a matter of realizing that God permits them not to discourage us, but so we can grow spiritually as we overcome them. There are two temptations to which we are vulnerable in these moments. One is to think we can go it alone. The other is the opposite, that is the fear of not making it, as if the trial were greater than our strength.'

I am grateful to all of you for your stories. I still read every single post on Mel’s forum, every day. If you don't have the caring support you need from people in your life, know that it is here in this online community.



Skype and Friendship


Mel

4/20/2016
3:33:25 PM

Hello Everyone and Welcome,

Four months ago when we started the Coffee, Tea with Me morning conference calls we also offered another venue of communication using Skype. Recently, not only am I Skyping with more people but others are Skyping with each other, which leads to more communication, companionship, less fear and most of all friendship. Those who are Skyping with one another all tell me me they no longer feel alone.

As I had mentioned in an earlier post those who wish to Skype with me, send me your Skype address and I will contact you on a Wednesday or Thursday morning. Those who wish to Skype with one another, join us at Coffee, Tea with Me every Friday or Saturday morning to meet new people, make new friends and share your Skype address.

Hope to speak with most of you soon.

God Bless, those who did not give up HOPE got WELL

Mel



A Journey in Texas


Peter

4/15/2016
2:58:54 AM

Hi Paul

There is one other consideration in diet. Based on insulin sensitivity, I incline myself to not only look to what I am eating, but also the time of day that I am eating it.

As I understand it, the body is generally least insulin sensitive in the morning. That means that the body is least prepared to draw upon insulin to metabolize carbohydrates and sugars. It is most insulin sensitive later in the afternoon.

So, In my opinion, understanding this equates to viewing the traditional breakfast of oat meal, toast, or other healthy grains, cereals, or fruits is all wrong. I believe carbohydrates should come later in the day when I am most insulin sensitive.


So,I begin my day with protein. Eggs or a Renaissance protein shake with a small amount of low glycemic fruit like blueberries or an avocado better fits this insulin sensitivity profile. I save my carbohydrates for the afternoon, or early evening, when I am more insulin sensitive.

There is a good article on the Logos Nutritionals web site that explains different body types and aligning foods to each type. This is also useful to understand and an important read.

Hope this helps and becomes useful to you.

Blessings,
Peter


Lady T

4/11/2016
7:03:47 AM

Hi Paul-
I just wanted to chime in about the morning o's cereal - in my experience all cereal was off limits for me- i tried it again as I got healthier and it just was not life giving for me.
I also know many folks from Lyme forums and many there stay away from all grains while the lining of the stomach heals -

I also used eggs a lot during my first few months of healing!
Have them less now - but They are a multivitamin for sure -
I could list a bunch of my favorite foods - but you would still have to see what works for you - and I still tru and watch how much almond milk I have because the sugar adds up!
Many times when we are hungry we are actually Feeding the parasites - or we are dehydrated - or we are nutritionally lacking!
Because of the fungal load with Morgs - I believe many people start off with some level of malabsorption and have a very nutrient deficient body! And I live that the logos supplements are so bioavailable that they start feeding and nourishing -I hate promoting a brand like this - but it is the truth!
During my healing -
I also supplemented with beet powder - and powdered greens - and very early on I bought liver powder from now foods and put it in capsules with HCL! Wonderful! Wonderful!!
But the logos vitamins feed your cells and in hindsight I see this more / and the protocol reduces parasites and helps your body resist better
So for me at least - the appetite really became satiated -
Never was a big eater - but I was a grazer - always snacked - but I see now I was likely needing to chew because of parasites. But that is for another post!
Some top foods for me early on - were trader joes brown rice bread - thanks to Peter for that suggestion in a call archive! Toast and bread was a staple for me before I got sick (stupid that I would have toast as a meal - but I used to think fat free was good too - but now I eat healthy fats!!!)
and so having brown rice bread early on really helped me change my habits- I eventually moved away from needing to have any toast and I eat more paleo style. Yeah - I think I am more paleo for sure now that things inside can process better and all that!

But early on I also lived off of trader joes soy protein shakes - soy never bothers me and this low sugar organic non-gmo powder mixed with water and tasted fine! Not like cake batter - ha! The logos protein is super great -but was too expensive for me- I also bought whey isolate tablets online about five dollars from good n natural - and had some after yoga or when I needed them.
Trader joes slow cooking grits were a nice option- I would make a supply for three days.
Cottage cheese is a special item for me! And as you know there are many recipes here in the site!
Oh - also -
I made soups (lentil esp.) and drank kefir everyday- still do! Sometimes a whole jug - or just a few sips.

I know most carbs should be off limits - but potatoes seemed to work with my body - sliced wedges baked - or mashed with butter -
And I made trader joes organic popcorn with olive oil - and then added salt and butter - this was a dense meal for. Long time! Good snack for teens too - the butter and sea salt has many benefits - mmmm

We have a homemade chili that I also enjoyed - but I also adjusted my life to calorie reduction and times of light fasting for things to work better - but it was amazing how cravings dissipated and how satiation sets in!
I still get hungry, and have times I need to chow - but I am no longer a grazer -and one nice outcome of morgellons has been this contentment I feel!
Back in 1993 I was trying to cleanse with Apple cider vinegar and thought I knew so much- ha! But it took me getting this horrid disease to really "see" that supplements are needed for most people - especially those with candida fungal issues - and to see that the small intestine is where so much immune function is based from-
Our culture eats way too much sugar and most cereal is processed carb with little nutrients - it fills you up but does not give life!

And so we all need to keep that in mind with the protocol costs - it feeds the cells and supplements meals and you slowly feel more satisfied!
for me I ended up eating less because I was finally really getting nutrition!
I also suggest following a candida-rid diet- look online for tips on that'-

Hope that helps and hope you have a good week! Stay strong in your fight with this illness and when you are healed there will be many people you will share tips with- so as you explore new things each week - stay strong and may God bless you and your family - I know this is a nightmare - but it is not a death sentence and people do get healed - and you can too! It takes a while - it does require major life changes - but it is worth it!
Take care
Paul

4/6/2016
11:24:43 AM

Hello everyone,

I haven't posted in a while as I needed to concentrate on my protocol, family and work and found it difficult to find time to write an update.

I now realize that staying in communication with the forum is therapeutic in addition to being informative.

As for my update, I was doing much better until the start of the year when I seemed to have regressed. In talking to John this morning, he feels this is related to having metal fillings removed at the end of the year. I am now having more crawling on my scalp and also seeing flies which I hadn't seen since I started the protocol. Hopefully this is a short setback.

I do have a question that I'm hoping Peter or someone else can answer regarding diet. I follow the diet as best I can since I'm working full time and have two young kids to contend with but I eat quite a bit of Morning O's cereal, almond milk and almond tortillas. Morning O's is made with Oat and rice flour but I'm wondering if it is ok to eat often.
Other than those, I also quite a lot of eggs and avocados. I love avocados so I'm so happy they are part of the diet.

As I mentioned in another post, I did manage to make the coffee, tea breakfast call on Saturday morning. It was very informative and comforting and I plan to make more of those as I can.

I'll post again soon and hopefully my healing will be back on track then.

Paul
John B

2/5/2016
9:59:30 AM

Just wanted to mention for those who are dealing with anxiety issues that restoring the gut with probiotics, enzymes, fiber and the cleansing nutrients and clean diet promoted in Mel's protocol will inevitably help promote hormonal balance and healthy brain chemistry.

In the meantime, we do have a supplement that helps lower cortisol levels and lessen anxiety called Anxietame. It works really well, especially in conjunction with MagnifiCal which contains magnesium, God's muscle relaxer.

Those of you who are familiar with our Sleep Advance will notice that Anxietame is the exact same formula, just taken differently. It is not designed to be strongly sedative, just relaxing. And either way you take it will promote deep, restful sleep.

Over the years we had so many people share with us that taking Sleep Advance helped resolve their anxiety issues that we decided to offer the formulation to anxiety sufferers as well. We offer both formulas at the same price, but I point this out to prevent people from ordering both products separately.

I hope this is helpful information for those suffering with anxiety. Please know that we are praying for your perfect peace.

Blessings,

John
Ruth

2/4/2016
7:46:34 AM

Hello Paul,

Thank you for your posts letting us know how things are going for you. You are about a month ahead of me I think and I have found it so helpful to follow your journey as its so close to mine.

I know that feeling of anxiety about am I doing enough, or is there something I'm doing wrong. And its such a long journey to be on in such tough circumstances. I feel that it is probably a common anxiety for folks here and all we can is just stick at it knowing that we are doing our best to do everything right. I often ask God if I am missing anything or doing something not quite right and trust that He'll show me if that's the case. I try to take notice of what people say here about what helps them and add it in if I can.

You are doing so well sticking to everything and doing your best to protect your family even though its so hard for you.

I had a recurrence of skin rashes, on a smaller scale several days ago, like you not as I might expect during the full moon. Its faded now as I hope yours is doing.

God bless,

Ruth

Peter

2/2/2016
3:32:41 AM


Hi Paul


I wanted to respond to your post to lower your anxiety and calm any fear. Sometime around 8 months into my recovery I was doing really well. Then, out of nowhere, I was revisited with symptoms just as you are describing. I did not understand it then as I do now. It seems that many go through this.



I liken it to the 9th round of a 10 round boxing bout where your opponent has lost every round. His corner is telling him he has to knock you out to win. So, he comes out and throws everything he has left at you, in a last ditch effort to win. Of course, however, it is not enough to overcome you. He burns out quickly and surrenders the fight. That is a good analogy to describe what you are experiencing. It is what Mel means when he says you will get more sick before you get better.


Try to not be alarmed when symptoms return in this way. Instead, look for the symptoms to subside more quickly with each new episode. My journals tell me this happens every six months or so, maybe two or three times before reaching remission. The body is merely adjusting immune response as it evolves so that it can completely take over again. Stay the course. Even though it may not appear this way, you are actually winning!


Godspeed,

Peter
Paul

1/30/2016
12:00:58 AM

Hello everyone,

I've been wanting to get on and update my progress but work and the kids have kept me really busy. Anyway, I reached my max at 21 drops but my stomach became so upset I wasn't able to resume my drops at the lower dosage until about 5 days later. I was doing really well until about 10 days ago when the itching and crawling came back strong. I expected that might happen with the full moon but this time it has been different. I seem to have regressed as I now have bite marks on my neck and chest and extreme itchyness on my neck and legs as well as a burning feeling over a lot of my body. I hadn't experienced those symptoms since I started the protocol 6 months ago. It's gotten me really down as I am having a very difficult time not being able to hug and play with my kids or sleep in the same bed with my wife. The isolation necessary to deal with this disease is very difficult. I'm starting to wonder if there is something that I've missed or done wrong. I'm following the protocol, not eating sugar and following the diet like I'm supposed to though I have been working 45 to 50 hours per week at my job. I'm hoping someone can let me know if what I'm experiencing is a normal progression of the recovery or if there is something I should do differently. I need to convince my wife that I'm progressing to keep her spirits up as well as she is having a difficult time with this too. I pray and give thanks to GOD everyday that my wife and kids have not gotten this. That alone gives me comfort but I'm still afraid that as long as I'm sick they are at risk. I still try to read the forum and it gives me comfort reading and learning from others.

Paul
Peter

12/14/2015
2:59:40 AM

Hello Paul

Thank you for posting. Very therapeutic! You are providing important testimony for others behind you, because you are getting well.

Tolerating 19 drops MMS with no serious herxheimer reaction clearly means low die off. Low die off means lower infection load that is less system wide. "A very good thing."

Your testimony supports that Kleen Green does keep the fungal sludge from reloading into scalp. This does help make hair care more manageable. And the things that are working for you will generate added certainty for others. Again, they persuade us that Mel's protocol delivers the science, and the science is sound.

You are doing everything right! What a blessing to see you take your health back. Welcome home, brother.

Godspeed,
Peter
Paul

12/13/2015
3:34:01 PM

I haven't posted in a while but just like most everyone here, I've been very busy. I am now up to 19 drops of MMS and still no herxheimer reaction though I was getting a bit of a stomach ache until I talked to Mel and he said to increase the amount of water in the mix to 16 oz. That helped quite a bit. I was doing really well until about 4 weeks ago when some symptoms returned including the head crawling and things popping from my face. I read on the site that some have used Kleen Green as a leave-in conditioner I started goind that and it has helped a lot with the head crawling. So much so that I don't feel it very much at all during the day and none at night. I'm also putting vick's menthol rub on my face at night and that has helped as well. I'm not sure how safe it is to do that but I haven't had any adverse reaction to it after a couple of weeks. Finally, I was also having the nose drip and for that I started rinsing with a NeilMed Sinus Rinse twice a day and that also has helped remove the issue with my sinuses almost entirely. I am grateful others have posted about what has worked for them as I've had success using similar remedies. I've been able to continue working full time without missing any days though I do get tired toward the end of the day and at night as I have to also frequently work at night. I feel fortunate that I am at the stage where I'm at after four and a half months on the protocol and hope that my progress continues as it has been. It hasn't been easy to stick with the protocol and the diet but I feel it has made a dramatic difference in my health. My wife and I have progressively change out kids diet removing as much sugar and gluten as possible. We are still letting them have dairy as we feel at their age they still need it but we are supplementing with colostrum. We shop quite a bit at Costco and get organic eggs, organic milk, gluten free bread and many organic fruits and vegetables. We try to limit their fruit to strawberries, blueberries and grapes at this time. Overall, the kids are doing well. I've started to do more cooking for them as well and hope to try the almond cookies soon. I did make them almond waffles and they loved them as did I. Here is the recipe I used. It is pretty easy and the waffles were really good.

http://allrecipes.com/recipe/110926/almond-flour-waffles/

I encourage everyone to conference in to the prayer meetings on Sunday as I've found them very helpful getting positive encouragement and also being able to ask questions from others who have a lot of experience in dealing with our disease. I hope more of you are able to connect in soon. This is all for now but I'll try to post again before the New Year. I hope everyone is enjoying a good holiday season. God Bless.

Paul
Nicole

10/22/2015
9:57:10 AM

Paul it is so great to hear not only have you found this site. Life is calling you back to your relationship with God. That divine inner power will carry you through. I I completely understand what it feels like to have a new appreciation of life. I try to focus on my blessings, I believe that positive mindset and faith can really bring the fourth miraculous outcomes . Sending my prayers to you and your family.

Blessings,
Nicole
JohnB

10/21/2015
10:18:14 PM

Hi Paul,

So glad to hear you are progressing so nicely. I agree that everything happens for a reason, and He works even through the trials we face to grow us and bring us closer to Him. I can't wait to see what He has in store for you on the other side of this challenge.

Our prayers are with you and your family.

Warm Regards,

John
Nan

10/21/2015
7:22:59 PM

Hi Paul,
I am in Texas too. I am in the southeast part of Houston. When I reached out to God I found this website as well. I am so happy your are here and improving so much. I am happy you got on the protocol and diet quickly. One of the doctors, I saw, did not tell me I was crazy. He just ran out of the room and said he could not help me. He ran pretty fast. The look on his face showed complete fear. I knew then I better go to higher source. Thanks for sharing your journey.
Peace and Strength.
Nan

Before you know it, a sense of God's wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life - Philippians 4:7

Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding. In all your ways know, recognize, and acknowledge Him, and He will direct and make straight and plain your paths - Proverbs 3:5-6
Shari

10/21/2015
6:57:09 PM

Paul,

I am touched by your post. I know first hand what you have experienced and how hard it is and will be...

I am grateful as I am sure (looking back) Peter must have been when he read my early posts, that this experience IS bringing you closer to God.

What I have found with this illness Paul (after having lost most of my material possessions and lifestyle) is that NOTHING in our lives is actually more important than that. Coming into relationship with our Creator.

You will find as everyone (imperfect) lets you down, as your life changes around you (get jobs/ lose jobs, gain homes/lose homes, get money/lose money, gain friends/lose friends), as people you love may shun you, and as hopeless as these cycling M symptoms seem to be, esp in the future when it comes that time that you feel you felt great and then it feels like now you will never get better, that GOD is STILL there with you. Blessing you in small ways. Pleading with you to still trust in Him, not what you see. To stay close and to keep your eyes on Jesus. The words of Jesus (and others if you dare to read far into "that Bible book") will offer you comfort as you come to understand the intense emotional abuse and physical abuse Jesus suffered at the hands of those who "did not know what they were doing" and "who hated him" and his Father's ways.

God was with him then in his suffering, even as he is with us now in ours. God did not want for us to be under his wrath. He did not want a life of sin for us. He righteously righted our wrongs and STILL offers to do so! He knows our end story. He knows our macro (human) and micro (individual) paths and has it fully marked out for us should we so choose to "follow" that path instead of our own selfish, ungrateful, confused, angry ways.

I am glad to hear that you are still able to work, and you still have your wife and children at your side. I greatly look forward to hearing about your healing journey and hope for you to find the support and information here that you need to get well and to get closer to God.

May God Bless You,
Shari

"And what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but lose your own soul? Is anything worth more than your soul?" Matt 16:26
Paul

10/20/2015
10:30:02 PM

Hello everyone,

Well, I'm up to 11 drops of MMS now. I've been very fortunate that I’ve not had any adverse reactions to the MMS so far. It is starting to smell bad but I don’t mind the taste at all. I was lucky to have found this site after a little over two months of dealing with Morgellons symptoms. I am a research nut and spent countless hours on the internet looking for answers until I found this site and things finally began to make sense. I had the usual biting and crawling sensations and initially thought I had a mite infestation but three visits by an entomologist produced no physical evidence. The entomologist did ask me if I was under a lot of stress and suggested it could be delusional. An explanation that my wife was also considering as she had no symptoms and couldn’t see anything on me that could account for my symptoms. It wasn’t until I bought a microscope and was able to visually confirm the fibers coming in and out of my skin that I knew for sure that I had Morgellons. As most everyone does once they realize what they have, I panicked and stressed myself and my wife to no end. I tried different home remedies that I won’t go into detail on but nothing worked for long. I also went to Dr. after Dr. without success and received suggestions that it was all in my head too many times. When I finally found the site and ordered my protocol, I was having dizzy spells, fatigue and severe brain fog. My wife noticed my brain fog symptoms and began to realize something was very wrong. It was at this point that Mel contacted me and assured me that if I followed the protocol and diet, that I WOULD GET BETTER. I wasn’t totally convinced initially but I felt so much better having talked to someone who understood what I was going through and who had conquered it. It wasn’t long after that, probably about three weeks, of being on the initial protocol that all of my dizziness and brain fog went away. I also had a bad case of stinky breath that had developed two weeks before starting the protocol that went away within two weeks of being on the protocol. I was so amazed how quickly I had started to get better. I still had the skin issues to deal with but at least I was getting better. I felt I was on the right road to recovery and the results made me more determined to follow the diet and protocol without fail.

There is a common saying that everyone I’m sure has heard that goes like this, “Things always happen for a reason”. As bad as this experience has been, the one good thing about this disease is that it has been brought me back to God. I grew up in a religious family but slowly drifted away from GOD after graduating from college. I’ve had so much success in my life both financially and with my beautiful wife and children and I don’t think I fully appreciated what GOD had given me and how I took everything for granted. Having this disease can make you feel so alone but once I reached out to GOD I knew that I was not alone. GOD led me to this site and working through Mel and everyone here has put me back on the road to recovery. I now pray every day as does my sweet, sweet son for my speedy recovery for both my family’s sake and mine. I have put my life in GOD’s hands and know that whatever is to come is his plan.
Mary

10/9/2015
1:30:50 AM

Good to hear from you Paul! Glad you're feeling better already and look forward to hearing your about your healing journey as it unfolds!
Blessings! Mary
Amber

10/8/2015
11:50:27 AM

Hello Paul

Thanks for sharing with us! I'm so happy to hear of yet another person having good results with the protocol. It's so important to share this kind of news because it really helps to bring hope to others.

I always wonder myself how Mel keeps up with all of it. He has seen me through some rough times as well, even beyond M. You have a good support through the website, we are here for you. I look forward to hearing about your healing journey.

God bless,
Amber
Paul **

10/5/2015
11:04:53 PM

Hello everyone,

I'm a very private person by nature so writing on this website about my experience isn't something that I would normally do but I promised Mel that I would talk about my experience in the hope that reading my journey may help others as reading about others has helped me. I'm on my tenth week and am now taking 9 MMS drops every night. I started to feel better after a few weeks on the protocol as I was suffering from brain fog and dizziness right before I went on the protocol. After three weeks, the dizziness and brain fog completely disappeared and I knew then that following the protocol was the right thing to do and something I had to do. I have posted a couple of times asking questions of others and everyone here has been so helpful as has Mel, who I still don't understand how he finds time to help all those who are contacting him for help like me. I pray every night and thank God that I found this site and for leading me to Mel who cares so much to help so many people that he doesn't initially know. I just finished listening to the last conference call and it was wonderful listening to everyone, especially those who have already conquered M. I'll fill in my first nine weeks in my next post but for now, it is late and I have to get ready for a big day at work tomorrow.

Paul



Morgellons, keep the Faith


Linn

4/7/2016
9:04:03 PM

Dear Molly,

How are you doing Molly? I was thinking of you throughout the day, and I'm hoping you're doing well.

Psalms 41:3 "Jehovah will sustain him on his sickbed; During his sickness you will completely change his bed".
God is that caring Father, when a child is sick let's say in a hospital, the loving parents stay next to that child's bed until that child heals completely. God will continuously be next to our sickbed everyday, stays so close to our bed.

May he cuddle you like the great shepherd Isaiah 40:11 "Like a shepherd...With his arm he will collect the lambs; and in his bosom he will carry them."
(in his bosom)
Love,
Linn
Lady T

4/2/2016
3:14:04 AM

Hi Molly,

I prayed for you yesterday and today!

I also try and say a blanket prayer for those afflicted with this and right now I pray in Jesus name for strength, hope, wisdom, and inner peace to flood all on this healing journey!

May God's peace that passes understanding, fill us up!

Be encouraged
Linn

3/31/2016
1:38:44 AM

Dear Molly,

I'm pretty new at this, I start to think about what helped me in the beginning. Today I remembered by listening to the conference archives helped a lot, they're comforting, encouraging, informative. I sometimes even listen to it while falling asleep. They calm me down. I hope it'll support you too.

I agree with Mary, this protocol will Heal you

I believe on one of the archive Monica said,"once you find this website, don't have to fear anymore." When I heard that it comforted,especially she had such conviction in her voice. That helped me.

Thinking of and praying for you,
Love,
Linn
Peter

3/31/2016
12:03:06 AM

Hi Molly

I want to welcome you and assure you that you have found a place where people are coming together and getting well. If you remain here, you will find everything you need to take your health back.

There are many loving, kind, and knowledgeable spirits here to support you with this terrible disease. And there is great hope for recovery here. I got well here.

Here, we focus only on the cure. Here is how you begin. Read the FAQ page. Then read Mel's story. Then visit the protocol page. Then you can begin to read the numerous posts and listen to the conference calls. We have regular prayer meetings every Sunday. Mel has regular morning calls every Friday and Saturday to talk and share.

I hope my response persuades you to look deeper here. There is much truth to find, and the best chance for reaching remission.

Strength and Love,
Peter
leah

3/30/2016
1:03:25 PM

Hi Mel,

It has been a while since I heard from you, last December. I see the MMS dosing is changed so the full moon notice should not be necessary.

I would appreciate a time that I may speak to you other than the coffee,tea, etc days. Please let me what time I may call you or what time you may call me. I am feeling very uncertain about what to do.

Thank you.

Leah
Mary

3/30/2016
1:04:08 AM

Hi Molly,
I'm praying for you also! For strength and courage and faith as all 3 are needed in addition to the treatment protocol described in Mels Protocol link at top of the page. The sooner you can get started, the sooner you will be healed and healthy again.
Blessings, Mary
Linn

3/29/2016
12:27:43 AM

Dear Molly,

I'm sorry for you're going through.

I agree with you.
Yes I will specifically keep you in my prayers

Right now is hard for us suffering(ers), but God has our backing!
He's got this!

What has helped me out is what Isaiah 41:10. Especially when I make it personal to me. " Do not be afraid. For I am with you (Molly). Do not be anxious, for I am your (Molly's) God. I will fortify you (Molly) yes, I will help you (Molly). I will really hold on to you (Molly) with my right hand of righteousness”

And when we do cry, please remember Psalms 56:8, that God values our tears, King David asked God to collect his tears in his skin bottle. God knows this is hard, he knows our tears demonstrate our endurance. He values our integrity to him. You have maintained your faith and love for him even under hard times. I can tell because you believe in prayers and you're seeking his assistance . Please know you have the endurance of Job, That's beautiful!

One day this will be an event in the past. There are many ahead of us have done it, so we can too! Often this scripture comes to my head, In Ecclesiastes 7: 8 says, "Better is the end of a matter than the beginning..." And when we look back to this time, this trial we can say that we are victorious!

Actually, You ARE victorious everyday while going through this trial! It's a hard trial but you are doing it!

Again I know what you're saying about being normal

Love,
Linn



Advice for Fear and Anxiety


mel

4/7/2016
11:48:51 AM

Hello Sarah and Welcome,

To avoid the appearance of practicing medicine, may I suggest you join me for the Coffee, Tea with Me Breakfast Conference Call either Friday or Saturday mornings!

8:00AM---10:30AM (Pacific)
9:00AM--11:30AM (Mountain)
10:00AM--12:30AM (Central)
11:00AM-1:30AM (Eastern)

So I may respond to your inquiry.

Never, Ever Give up HOPE!

Mel
Sarah

4/7/2016
11:35:14 AM


Hi Mel,

Would it be possible to post the recipe here for the lemon water and cayenne pepper cleanse that people have mentioned helps with the crawling symptoms?

Thanks!

Sarah
Sarah

4/6/2016
11:25:44 PM

Hi Peter,

I know it has been a while but I wanted to reply and say that I found great hope in what you wrote. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and words.

I love what you said about the potential for joy existing side by side with suffering. This is the hardest thing I have ever been through, but it has taught me a lot and I have faith that it will not last forever, that I will come out the other side and be a better person for it.

Thank you for sharing the verse. I highlighted it in my bible and over the past month it has given me hope and strength.

Gale - Thanks for your forgiveness and kind thoughts. I also hope and pray that you are able to find the strength to fight this each day until you are better.

Lady T - Not a problem! I am just as bad obviously haha. Thanks for your response and for sharing your wisdom as well. I have gained so much from what you have shared. It is definitely a marathon but nice to stand in the faith that it will end.

Lady T

4/1/2016
3:37:46 AM

Hi Gale! Thanks for the reply.

the online course sounds very helpful for coping and stress release! Also sounds great for personal growth in general!.'Please keep us posted!

sorry about the current breakout on the face - good thing you can pull back - also I hope they are healed by the time you interview -

And best wishes with the job interview - I think it was a wise move to opt for part-time!

I just read where Mel was REMINDING someone how crucial the sleep and rest is (vs. cleaning- ha!)

We both know this sleep time is when our body heals and repairs! It was hard for me at some phases to devote so much time to sleep - but my symptoms were always calmer after a good night's sleep and things always just felt better!
I once had family in for the weekend and set my alarm to get up and cook brunch for them - but when it went off I turned it off and slept til noon! They all went out to eat and I apologized and just said I really needed to sleep in- it was terrible in one way - not my hospitality style - lol - but in another way it was just what I had to do that day. I had t selfishly pull back and fight to not get off track. I still
don't regret it - ha! I could have pushed and got away with it - but I just started realizing how "pushing it" only delayed healing! And I will have plenty of other times to be the better hostess.

....rest is a huge part of the healing pie! -because it is our immune system that heals us! The MMS, herbs, HCL, silver, and other things attack the pathogens (fungi, parasites, bacteria, etc,) while the logos items slowly feed our cells, feed the glands, and give nutritional support (life giving fortification) to the body systems. But it is our immune system that allows our skin (and gut and organs) to heal and repair etc etc

Okay - I don't want to hijack this thread either - but if you want to email offline - please get my email from Mel!

Peace out

Gale

3/31/2016
2:21:06 AM

Hi Lady T,

Thanks for asking about me! I have enjoyed our exchanges too. I'll will try to keep things brief so as to not hijack this thread on fear & anxiety but on that note, I found a free course here in Australia which is run online over 8 weeks for anxiety & depression so I have started doing this & am finding it is giving me some useful skills to practice. Maybe others will have a government initiative like this in their areas too. It's worth investigating.

I still have not found a job but I must admit, the last month has been a bit challenging physically & mentally so I have not given 100% on my search... maybe 70% but I do have an interview next week which is great.

I have decided to only work part time for a while as this will give me more of a chance to focus on getting well and whilst things will be tough financially, I think the reduced pressure of not needing to maintain appearances 5 days a week will do me some good. I also decided I want to work towards getting a degree and have started a course in Health Science majoring in Nutrition. This too will be done with a 'slow & steady' mentality but I am looking forward to starting it next week. I have the option to do it online if I struggle to make it in to class physically which is great.

I am still having bad hair issues (hair loss & moving hair) but I think it may have slowed a little. I thought my skin was improving last week, which it definitely IS on my lower right leg (previously full of lesions for last 9 months) but this week I had a mass outbreak on my face (of all places) so I look like I have a serious case of chicken pox and have been hiding out at home. I am at least grateful I haven't had to make any appearances at work looking like this!! I have sat for hours at a time rubbing coconut oil into my face and extracting HUNDREDS of 'bits'... it was a non stop stream of them! I believe this has helped and I am hoping this is a final purge.. maybe :) (wishful thinking, I know).

Other than these issues mentioned, I guess I could say things are going OK. I have enough energy to continue with yoga and have even managed a few ocean swims before summer finished. It was so good for my whole being to do that :)

Again, thanks for checking in and I do hope you are doing well too.

Gale xx
Lady T

3/25/2016
2:35:59 AM

Hello everyone on this site and especially to those in this thread!

First of all - Sarah - I apologize for only now getting back to your reply. I am bad with following threads and I know I have missed other comments! However, I was also fasting from some online outlets!! But tonight I felt led to come back - and wow! I really really soaked up every word in the various recent pists! So thanks for that to those who shared.

Sarah, I will look up your suggestion and get back with you. ;)

Second, I was digging through the current posts tonight to see how Gale was dong!! I enjoyed sharing with you in January and I am sorry about your job loss and hope things are working out! Remember that God is Jehovah jireh - our provider - and I have seen time and time again how he provides - how he makes the crooked way straight - how he meets our needs and in the bleakest of times He provides!!

I am sure you have seen this too - but even with this times can grate and it can really pull and get heavy!

Gale - I see that the post with the job new was from a while ago so I am not sure how it is going - but I pray for you right now - and in Jesus name pray that God would provide every single thing and that no weapon formed against you will prosper

I pray that for everyone on this forum! That no weapon formed against us will prosper! I pray that these afflictions and trials will run the course while we anchor in the Lord! That we will be empowered as we fix our eyes on the prize -
That we will see how healthy we will be when done and health is priceless - and worth more than any possession or job.
And so in Jesus name I pray that we all will stay strong in the lord and in the power of his might - that we will be rooted and firmly grounded in him - as HE is the author and finisher of our faith!

It is in and through him the we succeed and as we learn more about how this plays out - as we learn more about how he is strong when we are weak - and as we rest in him and grow in our intimacy with Him - may we find comfort in this all! Let us embrace the loving almighty God of the universe - may we celebrate his awesomeness and smile because of the gift of life!

One day we will go to heaven and meet our maker face to face - we will be welcomed by our welcome team in heaven and oh the joy with no more crying - no pain - and ahhhhh!!!

But in the meantime, God has left us here for a reason! God could have taken us home in an accident or with cancer - but instead we get this crazy misdiagnosed condition !! But it is.

God has made a way and this protocol is part of it!

In my case, healing from morgs has extended my life and has given me a better quality!
It has given me the quality of health I prayed about for decades! I am mostly symptom free, but had a small relapse last fall when I worked around mold and bad indoor air - anyhow - later I plan to share more of my journey more formally- but hang in there if you are in the valley with this! It takes time, but restoration comes.

I am also someone that prays for people with this ailment! Sometimes while making tea Or just while driving!
Thanks so much to those of u that pray for all of us too -

too many to mention by name! But I really thank you! I know what it does in the spiritual realm ;)

And coming to the forum tonight was such a God appointment for me!

Peter's sharing about the things he was grateful for was a chilling post!! And Linn, thank you my friend for the word of God you Inserted into your posts- from the Corinthians verse to the rest I found the powerful majestic wonder that comes with the word of God! It is something not everyone gets- but the word of God is truly ointment for the soul! I have been heavy hearted this week and as I was digging through posts (to see how Gale was doing and to maybe see how her yoga was going....) well as I read and skimmed - I was flooded with this encouragement and it was unexpected - so thanks to Linn- and Margo! And thanks again Sarah and all of the ladies here in this thread (((heart))) - and super grateful for the three musketeers (Mel, Peter, and John) -

i feel so blessed right now and I am actually kind of speechless. I wanted to comment on a few other threads here, but might just have to come back later - because for now I soak up and feel the ecnouragement that came oozing my way (sorry - only word that came to mind)!

Hang in there to all of you because this morgs healing is a marathon and not a sprint! This morgs thing is a horrid systemic ailment - but healing is possible and this protocol works - it just takes time......

Be encouraged and be strong in the lord!


Margo

3/11/2016
9:56:21 PM

In reading these posts, I can definitely relate. The fear and anxiety of not knowing from day to day and moment to moment what is going on with our bodies is sometimes almost impossible to deal with. It seems like our bodies have been taken over and we have no control over what is going on. At least, that's how I've felt a lot of the time. In dealing with my situation, I have become more in tune with my body, emotions, surroundings, energy and intuition. I have slowed down a lot and take my time doing things, which I like. I have also become more aware of other people's actions and realize that a lot of people are afflicted with either Morgellons or other conditions that are related to this and they don't even know it. I have become more compassionate and my goals and values have changed a lot.

At one point a couple of years ago, I gave up my struggle to God and Jesus, realizing this battle was too big for me alone, that I needed spiritual help. Right after I did that, Jesus came to me in a vision and said, "Let me take this burden from you. This is My Battle." I immediately felt a deep peace come over me and a heavy weight being lifted from me. It was at that point that my battle with the intestinal worms was the hardest, but I started seeing improvement. I absolutely believe in the power of prayer. We must remember that we are Spiritual beings here inhabiting these human bodies that can be attacked, become disease ridden, crippled and a myriad of things. But, WE ARE NOT OUR BODIES! I also believe this world is pretty dark and there is a Great Battle going on for our souls. We have to stay strong and persevere, whatever it is we have to endure as we also pray and search for answers.

Healing comes in many forms - not only physical, but also emotional and psychological. I realized a while back that I may never be 100% again physically, but as long as I'm improving and have my spiritual connection with God, that's the most important thing. I concentrate on what I CAN DO, not on what I CAN'T DO. That helps too. We must never give up hope, like Mel says. There is a difference between surrender to God for help and giving up. Once you understand that, it becomes easier too.

I feel like I'm coming know many of the people here just from reading the posts and from some of the conference calls I've attended. We are all struggling and this is a wonderful place to know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

May God Bless us all and guide us in our individual healings and together, we create a great force of Light in the darkness.

Margo
Gale

3/10/2016
11:22:44 PM

Hi Sarah,

Thank you for your nice reply and of course I forgive you :) I know that there is so much to deal with in having this affliction and we can become time poor.

I think we all have differing experiences of M and not everybody has all the same symptoms, it's just how your particular bodily terrain deals with it.

I am glad to hear that you have found some help from the posts made by everyone and sometimes, you just have to get through the day and deal with tomorrow tomorrow. Hoping you continue to find the strength to get through one more day until the day when you are symptom free.
Peter

3/6/2016
3:42:30 AM

Dear Sarah, Gail, Martha Mary and Ruth.

Life operates in cycles of darkness and light, of cold and warmth, of death and new growth. Nothing remains stagnant forever, and the potential for joy always exists side by side with suffering. Morgellons instructed me deeply in this.

Your posts are powerful to read. Why? Because they demonstrate a greater intimacy that is growing between each of you. And because I see that together, you are treating spirit. And this is more important than people may realize. I believe that the Holy Spirit is working greater healing in each of you through this thread.

I remember when there were times when I felt I could not bear to make it through the night. The darkness and despair was overwhelming. But when things were bleak and tough, I found here, a reason to be hopeful, and in my heart refused to give up and give in.

Keep reaching out to one another! In doing so, you renew your spirits and create a freshness of mind that gives each the courage to face whatever challenges that may come. Let tomorrow bring new found faith.

1st Corinthians 10:13....

No testing has overtaken you that is not common to everyone. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tested beyond your strength....but with the testing he will always provide the way out so that you may be able to endure it.

Let your sharing here continue...remain mindful to treat your spirit through extending grace to others... and then "refuse to quit." If you do these things, with devotion for receiving God's grace, with time, the disease will surrender.

Again, "thank you for this thread." I commend you!

In His Love,
Peter
Sarah

3/5/2016
12:42:14 AM

Hi Ruth,

Thank you. It is very true. I have some days where my faith is strong, but others when it is hard to find hope. Reading everyone's advice here helps me to have faith.

I am still battling along but all have hope that this will end soon.

Thanks for the advice on Kleen Green. Will do some more research.

I hope you are doing well in your fight.
Sarah

3/5/2016
12:39:38 AM

Hi Mary,

Thank you for taking the time to respond to my post and I also apologise for the time it has taken me to respond. I am still struggling but your words have helped me.

I am not as religious with the protocol as I should be. I don't eat sugar generally, but will have something from time to time. The supplements I have been on and off with because of money and shipping times. I take 20 drops of MMS every day and have been at this level for a while.

I followed everything extremely strictly for 3 months but didn't notice any changes so it is hard to continue being strict when I lose faith that things are working. Given my symptoms aren't the same as everyone here it's hard to know exactly what I am dealing with.

I am trying to rely more on God. My friend (who knows that I am sick but doesn't know exactly what I'm dealing with) had a spiritual experience at a church conference. The speaker asked if anyone knew of someone who was dealing with an impossible situation and my friend said I immediately popped into her mind. She said she was crying uncontrollably for my soul and a great peace came over her and she knew that I was going to get better, that the impossible could be made possible and this will end. That experience has given me a lot of faith that I will get better. It's hard because I've been dealing with this for 7 years. It started with my scalp being itchy and slowly progressed. It's hard to have faith for a long time when you can't always see the progress.

Thank for your tips about prayer. I have been praying more regularly and your advice is helpful.

I hope that you are doing well, wherever you are in your journey and try to keep all those who are suffering with this in my prayers.

Thank you again!
Sarah

3/5/2016
12:20:30 AM

Hi Gale,

Firstly I want to sincerely apologise for the delay in my response. I had so many responses and planned to reply to everyone, but got tired after writing out the first block and planned to reply to the rest later on. Unfortunately later on turned out to be a lot later on. I only like to visit this site from time to time because sometimes I don't want to think about the fact that this is what I'm dealing with. I've been super depressed and don't always have to energy to deal with the reality of this. In saying that my delay in responding was very selfish of me. I didn't think about how you would feel. I do appreciate what you wrote and your words really helped me, particularly at a time when I needed to hear them. I'm sorry that I never validated them with a response. I hope you can forgive me. I also agree that what you wrote will help a lot of people, not just me.

I'm sorry that you were dealing with such terrible anxiety. It is not easy. But glad you have found ways which help with this. Thank you for sharing what has helps.

I have been itchy on different parts of my body for about 7 years, constantly looking for answers. But in the last two years I moved home and devoted my whole life to finding a solution. Things have improved in certain ways, but still suffering.

I'm not sure I have morgellons because I don't have all the symptoms. The main ones are being itchy on my head, in my ears and nose and also on my bottom. I feel like things are crawling on me. In the past I had aching muscles, weird indent lines on my skin, fatigue and small papercut marks that would randomly appear. I find white seems to be small white eggs in my hair and also when I brush my hair it seems that I have fluff in it. Those are my symptons.

I have been taking MMS for about 9 months and also taking the supplements, but that has been on and offer due to money and shipping to where I live. I also changed my diet. Cutting out sugar, gluten etc.

My doctor believes it is in my head, although she has tried to help me but nothing has really worked. I gave up going to her.

Meditation is something I feel I should do. When the fear takes over it is very hard for me to deal with and I'm sure this would help.

Thank you for all your tips and advice. I am sincerely sorry it took me so long to reply. I hope that you are doing well and that your health is improving each day.
Gale

2/11/2016
3:56:11 AM

Hi Mel, thanks for your message, I certainly don't always expect a reply or comment from you in person to everything I post but it's very nice of you to do so on this occasion. I guess I was really only looking for a comment or ackowledgment to the person I wrote to but I understand that doesn't need to happen. As you and Peter have reminded me, the words are there for all to read an I do hope that they are found useful by someone, at some stage.

Personally right now I have a lot on my plate, dealing with this disease & all it entails, and now having lost my job 2 weeks ago plus stress relating to my dad having a stroke earlier in the week. So much going on so haven't been sharing much due to my stress. I don't know what the future is going to hold for me now.

Anyway, thanks again for your kind message.
mel

2/10/2016
10:38:25 AM

Hello Gale and Welcome,

Nothing on the website ever gets published that we don't feel will benefit the majority of people. The fact that you were not personally acknowledged is not unusual as most people that read here never say a word. Suffice to say that I have at least 400 emails, in the seven years of the website, from people thanking me for helping them restore their health who have never once posted on our website. Everything we do here is for the future of others.

I assure you that in coming year, thousands of people will read your comments and find what applies to them to be very beneficial.

Understand that if I were not so busy I would have replied to you sooner, but the higher power knows your heart, and isn't that what really matters?

Please keep us posted during your journey of restoring your health.

God Bless You, I Know You will Never Give up Hope!

Mel
Gale

2/7/2016
5:50:43 AM

Thank you for your kind words Peter :)
Peter

2/6/2016
4:52:05 AM

Dear Gale

I want you to feel validated, and loved. "I think the world of you," because of how you gave of yourself in your last post here in this thread.

Don't be disappointed. You gave your all in your response and there are many who will find their way to it in the future. And so they will gain from it, no? Don't lose sight of that.

Everything is a gift. And the Father sees....and knows your heart. You are a blessing!

Always,
Peter

Gale

2/5/2016
6:49:38 AM

I guess my words weren't helpful or worthy of acknowledging. Not sure why but I wrote with the best of intentions and took time from my own very busy\stressful schedule whilst dealing with this awful disease myself to write. I was trying to help... but it would appear my words weren't received well. If someone else commented on my own post, I would always acknowledge them, but that's just me.
Ruth

2/2/2016
6:26:42 PM

Hi Sarah,

Thank you for posting again, so lovely to hear from you and hoping and praying that you are continuing to feel more hopeful. It is really hard work fighting off the anxiety and keeping positive, trusting God, refusing to accept the negative thoughts when they come so praying that we can all stick at it!

I live in the UK and order Kleen Green from a UK company which imports it from the US so you might find you have a supplier where you live.

It would be lovely to hear from you again - please let us know how things are for you.

Lots of love Ruth x
Sarah

1/27/2016
8:56:20 PM

Ruth,

Thank you for your kind words and help. I can tell you that by writing here and reading the responses I do feel less alone in my struggle so thank you for the part you've played in that. Thank you for your prayers. I will also pray for you.

Thank you for sharing your experiences and it helps to know what other people have done/ are doing to get through this.

I went through a period of desperately trying to find the bugs that were causing the itching. I put what I thought samples were on tape and paid a lot of money to go to a specialist to get them tested. They came back as nothing but this is an experience that a lot of people here can relate to I'm sure. I haven't been able to order Kleen Green because I'm not in the US. I do use Dr Bronner peppermint soap on my skin and I think that may help somewhat.

Cleaning up my diet has definitely made me feel healthier. I lost about 10kg in the last year through eating healthier and agree that eating healthier is a positive by-product of going through something as hard as this.

I love your thoughts on how although getting this was a shock to you it wasn't a shock to God. That he knew that this was coming but that he also wants us to know that we can trust him, that everything is going to be alright. I definitely struggle with this because I felt like there was a period that I had great hope that this would end soon and then soon became so incredibly long that my hope got weaker. But reading all the comments here and also talking with some people who love me, this has recently helped me to strengthen my belief again. You tips to ask out loud and to open the door of possibility through prayer is extremely helpful. Thank you. I will use your advice. Listening to the conference calls at night is definitely a good idea. I will do that if I can't sleep as well.

Thank you for reaching out and for offering your email address to keep in touch. I will keep that in mind and want you to know how much your words have helped me.
Sarah

1/27/2016
8:42:30 PM

Lady T,

Thank you for your response and for praying for me. It means a lot to me.

Thank you for the long list of tips! I know that would have taken a while to type and I truly appreciate it.

I am beginning to believe in the power of prayer. I grew up in a religious family and have been told my whole life that prayer is powerful. It can be hard to keep the faith when it seems that your prayers are not being answered. But just today my best friend told me that she was at a prayer conference where the speaker was talking about the power of prayer and how impossible things can happen as a result of prayer. They were asked to stand if they had someone who was struggling and she said that I was the one person that came to mind. That she knew that I was struggling but felt a great sense of peace that I was going to get through this and get better. The awesome thing is that I have not even told her exactly what is going on or the extent of which I am struggling. So I believe that God will get me through this and I will come out the other side. I will continue to pray, but not just for myself. I will pray for you and the other people going through this. Thank you.

I do at times listen to Joyce Myers, but I had not listened to Andy Stanley. Thank you for that. I do enjoy listening to inspirational and spiritual talks but could definitely listen to more and perhaps especially at night time when I can't sleep due to fear. I love podcasts so will search for some uplifting ones.

I have a hobby. I make animation videos and I have a blog. So I do take time to do stuff for that and it helps me to have a purpose, to keep pushing towards my goals and to not let my struggle define me. I also do a lot of reading. I love what you wrote here: "Oh my gosh a good dose of Calvin and Hobbes is like a shot of b12 for me!" Love it! I will have to check that out. I am also a lover of music and listening to inspirational and hopeful music helps me. I really like Brooke Fraser. I also use the Five Minute Journal, which I recommend. In it you write down the things you're grateful for, affirmations, and reflect on your day.

I love how you say that all things work out FOR good, not that they are good, but that they work out. Thank you for sharing that with me.

Thanks for the tip about the yoga instructor. I have a yoga mat but never use it. I will look her up.

I also appreciate the advice about physical healing. I have an enema bag and have down them from time to time, but it is something I would like do be better with. And also the foot baths. Had not read about this so good to know that it can assist healing.

I am going to take the words you have given me and say them daily to help me stay positive and make sure that I am living with intention for good things to happen. I cannot thank you enough for your kindness and for your words of wisdom.



Sarah

1/27/2016
8:08:34 PM

Martha

Firstly, thank you for taking the time to respond to my comment. For sharing your experiences and offering your tips. I do find the isolation side of it to be perhaps the worst to deal with.

My doctor also think I'm nuts but she is as understanding as she can be really, without experiencing this, afterall we are a product of our experiences. I was prescribed drugs to relieve the itching, but it didn't seem to have an impact. I was also prescribed sleeping pills at one point but I did not want to keep taking them as they also effected my state of mind during the day. I try to stay away from drugs if I can. But I have considered if this gets worse that I will look at going on anti-depressants. It is the night time that I struggle with the most. But reading all the comments here from those who have responded is really helping me.

After reading your tips I have decided to up my garlic intake. I have clove oil so I will try rubbing that on my feet. I try to incorporate exercise and I am taking supplements and doing my best to heal the inner terrain of my body.

I am so sorry that you lost your son. Life can be a hard battle. It's so easy to let the darkness take over your mind but I have many reasons to live and would not want to cause any pain to the people I love, especially my mum who is a beautiful person. I am sorry for the pain that you have lived through and that you too are dealing with this illness. I will also pray for you and want you to know that it means a lot that you would pray for me. Your words have brought me comfort. Thank you.
Mary

1/22/2016
12:35:00 AM

Hi Sarah,

I'm hoping you're feeling a little better today. I also wanted to reply to your post and I'm glad many others did as well.

I am curious first about how well you are sticking to the diet portion and the protocol. You say you are at 6 months and can't tell if you are improving. Are you sticking firmly to the diet of no sugar/low glycemic foods and alkaline forming foods? Also are you taking all the supplement protocol (Logos, MSM and Silver) and lastly, have you reached your maintenance dose of MMS or are you still increasing by one drop each week? If you could provide this level of detail, then I think we could all know a little better where you are at and if we can provide more information to help guide you. At 6 months you should be noticing improvements if you are following the protocol exactly. It is the Sum of the parts that is healing and not some of the parts.

Then, regarding how I coped with my anxiety, I definitely listened to the conference calls and they calmed me to hear the happy voices of fellow sufferers and their stories of wellness and their faith in God. My faith in God was the cornerstone for me. When I would be literally trembling uncontrollably all night long feeling freezing when it wasn't cold, I knew it was severe anxiety/fear. I would pray intently to God and ask certain saints special to me to intercede (pray) for me (if you ever get a chance to read the lives of the saints, it is inspirational). Some, like St. Bernadette of Lourdes, France is a patron saint of those with illness. Many saints were very sickly in their own lives, but they were so strong in their faith. They offered up their suffering to God for Him to use it for good for others. We can do the same. We are all called to be saints (which means to be in Heaven) afterall. Many feel that God allows suffering to help us become closer with Him, to love Him and give Him Glory and see it as a gift that the Lord is working some great good in us, transforming us, and a gift that we can have the opportunity to offer up something great to God. Suffering also is a test of our faith, it is also to help us reach a place of humility and trust in Him. Life has much suffering and we can't avoid it. Sadly for us men, if all was good all the time, many may never turn to God or feel that He is needed. So, I viewed it in these ways and it comforted me that it was being used to make me a better person and I was being able to do something useful while I suffered. I viewed it as an opportunity for as long as God wanted me to have it. Of course, I also asked God for strength and courage to endure it. And, I asked Him to take the cross of the illness from me as soon as He saw fit. So, try to stay faithful and know that He is always with us and He will reward us for our faith in Him. I always pray that it be His will just as Jesus prayed to our Heavenly Father in the Garden of Gethsemane, "Not my will, but yours be done". I know it is scary to give it up to God's will but we must trust Him. Boy, does this put things into perspective, huh?! I pray for you as do many others here for your healing and we ask it in Jesus' name that His perfect will be done for all of us. So have faith, it will be answered. God seems to be healing all of us as long as we stick to this protocol He has provided through Mel and John.

The 23rd Psalm was also one of my regular comforting scripture passages, The Lord is my Shepherd...

I look forward to hearing about your progress and also finding out the details about your actual practice of the protocol.

With warmth, comfort and joy,

Mary
Gale

1/21/2016
5:04:39 AM

Hi Sarah,

I read your post yesterday & ran out of time to reply but I couldn’t stop thinking about what you wrote today. I do understand the anxiety and know how debilitating it can be and I want you to know you are not alone in this.

I too, was suffering from anxiety. My severe panic attacks became more & more frequent & starting occurring twice a week (besides my every day anxiousness). I would get so bad that I couldn’t feel my limbs & my fingers & toes would go into spasm & completely lock up. It was terrifying.

What I would like to share is what helped me, and from what you have written I believe it is timely.
You have stated that you aren’t sure you have Morgellons although you are on this forum and have been suffering for years. I am wondering if you have any other plausible diagnosis or plan of attack? What are your doctors saying about your illness?

Let’s say for the sake of this question, that you do not have Morgellon’s. The protocol mentioned in these pages will still benefit you anyway as it focuses on rebuilding your inner terrain. Cleaning you up from the inside, out. Treating the very core of the issues and helping your bodily systems to function at their optimum so you can heal - not just putting a bandaid over the symptoms. This is why it takes time to recover fully. But you must still follow it very strictly, especially the diet if you can’t afford the full protocol, and absolutely NO SUGAR. You must make this commitment to yourself as your diet is completely in your control right now!

If you do have Morgellons, well….. it’s best you get started on the protocol as soon as possible, and keep reading the forums and staying in touch so we can follow your progress too.

I was a little like you in that I did not full accept that I had this disease. I was so focused on what I was robbed of, the life I had that was taken from me… my social life, work opportunities, love life etc and I was just mad, and so very scared. Once I learnt to ACCEPT COMPLETELLY that this is my current reality, I HAVE MORGELLONS and it’s going to mean I am in for the fight of my life. It is from this point that I took back my power because I could then make choices and decisions to support me on my healing journey. And as the saying goes.. ‘What you resist, persists’ – so in accepting this tough reality, you can make room for the solutions to come & start moving forward. Until then, there will be blockages to healing.

The second thing I did was LET GO of all the other stuff I thought was so important (as mentioned above). NOTHING else matters right now than to get well, nothing. So in letting the other things go, again I made room for time, focus & full commitment to the cause. I tell myself that this reality is only temporary (this too, shall pass) and that when I get well, hopefully all the things I want for my life can enter into it again, although I have the feeling that I will be such a different person by the end of all this that my wants will have changed, and that’s OK. Because by the time I (and you) have come out the other end of this mammoth (but do-able) challenge in front of us, we will be stronger & better people for it because look at the enormity of what we would have overcome!

The third thing that has worked for me specifically for helping my anxiety is to do devote time to a yoga practice (you can start out gently), meditation, & positive affirmations. These will help to find you inner calm, peace & strength. These things, along with owning your mind & learning to control your fears will surely help you on your journey.

I also took up doing those adult colouring books as they say they are a great relaxation tool. When I feel anxious, I start working on a picture & it helps re-direct my focus away from my fearful thoughts.

Our anxiety is about the lack of control of our minds (=fear) and without this control, in my humble opinion we cannot fully heal. If we don’t take control of our minds, this disease will take that too and you can’t let it. Never underestimate the power of the mind. Go watch the documentary ‘The Connection’ if you haven’t already seen it. It will hopefully give you some inspiration.

Stay strong Sarah, and know that you are I my thoughts and prayers. You can do this!

Ruth

1/19/2016
5:53:58 AM

Hi Sarah,

My heart goes out to you for the years that you have been fighting to be well and coping with the fear and anxiety that this disease brings. I hope that by posting here that you will feel less alone and know that myself and others are praying for you.

I'm still fairly new to things but can share some of my experiences in case its any help. I can understand your anxiety in not being sure what your symptoms are. Mine were a bit different but I hope that others here will be able to help you with this.

I thought I had scabies in the beginning and then mites or other type of bug. So to check the floor in my room I put clear sticky tape across the tops of two upturned glasses (about 4-5 inches high) and put them on the floor in the part of the room where I was most. Have the sticky side of the tape facing down to the floor. I left them for three days and then checked with a magnifying glass to see if any bugs were on the tape. I've also used a bit of sticky tape where I felt something on my skin to look and see if there's anything there. I never found anything but it got rid of some anxiety by checking. I find using Kleen Green to clean helps me as I spray it everywhere in the house so know that it will keep the house clear of bugs. I also spray it on my skin if its itchy.

Getting my diet under control as suggested by the diet articles helped me a lot because I then knew that my body was becoming healthier day by day together with the supplements so even still having some symptoms I know that I am doing the best for my future health. There's even a sense that I can be grateful for it because my diet was filled with sugar and carbohydrates and I know that the Logos supplements are bringing great benefits to my health.

I often think that when this happened it wasn't a surprise to God even though it was a totally shocking and traumatic life event for me. When I feel anxious I try to acknowledge my feelings and put them into words, what the fear is, and then speak out loud what I know to be true. For me that is that nothing is impossible with God, when I pray it opens a door for to work in the situation, God is my Good Shepherd and I know He will lead me along a pathway that although maybe difficult at times He is always with me and loves me. I know that for me to live is Christ and all my hope is in Him and He is all I need and I can surrender all my lesser ambitions to Him and trust that He will work in all things for good.

I find that declaring truth out loud, reading verses out loud and what I know to be true, really helps my mind and body to respond to it and builds my faith.

Also asking God daily for help and sometimes I feel desperate and cry and ask God for comfort through the Holy Spirit who is our Counsellor and Comforter.

If I can't sleep I play the conference calls on my phone and it is such a comfort hearing voices and it usually sends me off to sleep quite quickly.

I've also sometimes used a herbal remedy to help sleep especially in the early days and Logos sell a product to help with this.

Also when I feel lonely and a bit scared I read a forum page, sometimes just pick a number out and read it through and it reminds me I'm part of a community here and not alone.

If you would like to be in touch by email ask Mel for my details.

Love Ruth




Lady T

1/19/2016
12:09:41 AM

hi S- I wanted to reply to let you know that I just prayed for you -
Also wanted to give some tips to consider ;)
1. intercessory prayer is what has rescued me many times - so get on prayer lists if you can!
I seriously know that others praying for me was key to my strength and stability during hardest times- The battle in the spiritual realm is real and we are stronger together - even if you do not have a church - some ministries take prayer requests! So try and submit them!
Also - the prayer times here on mel's site could be a good resource for praye - and I was never too proud to ask for prayer because I knew the power of it - ;)

2. pray for others -have a daily time set aside to where you lift up others - like pray for folks with morgs - pray for your family by name - and pray for whoever God puts on your heart! There is something potent about interceding for others and while it can help the recipient - it can empower you too! really -'try it and see" - and the prayers do not have to be super elaborate - like maybe just pray for them for strength - wisdom - protection - insight - stability - etc.

3.
Also - get under good teaching and preaching - put in uplifting and wholesome stuff to fortify your mind and spirit - and I did this all the time even beyond coping with a weird illness! But all the more when u are on the front lines with a battle like this!
Like listening to good radio shows or getting tv recordings To have on hand! Andy Stanley or Joyce Meyer are teaching shows I love - and then binge watching a bunch of episodes can be a dose of vitamins for the psyche!
And worship songs really carry and fortify too- because sometimes an empty mind gets loaded with worry - so occupy that Space offensively!
My spouse uses his phone and has podcasts enriching his thinking on and off all day! From sports to theology - he keeps his mind fresh- has his good ear buds and just keeps good stuff coming in!
and for me - I also like to learn about a few Hobby topics - which leads to my next point
4
Get a small hobby just for you! -pray for one if you do not have any clue on what to endeavor - and not all hobbies cost a lot - but maybe you could do art - draw - color - or get a cheap set of paints and find tutorials on you tube! Or make salt clay - so cheap- and build little figures - then glaze them -the act of creating is soothing-
Or you could create music - or take up an I instrument - one lady I know took up flute and says it rescued her!
and explore the library - read snippets in the magazines- read about topics you like - and explore comics! Oh my gosh a good dose of Calvin and Hobbes is like a shot of b12 for me! Get a journal and write haikus or simple rhymes -write short stories or read short stories from classic writers!
I love writing kindergarten style rhymes and sometimes I write about the weather or my dogs - or someone who recently visited - this writing takes me away!
Feel free to ask Mel for my email if you want more ideas on hobbies.
5.
Get your hands on counseling resources - like books and workbooks - I found books on Amazon and went to a used book store - and here is where God showed up for me yet again - big time! He put used books across my path that I would not have NOT sought out! And nuggets from those very books fortified me - and sometimes taught me a lesson directly or just enriched my thinking. And they also made me fall more in love with God because he cares about the smallest details!
I know with brain fog reading is not always the first option - but even reading a paragraph or page at a time is helpful.
And sometimes Christian radio talk shows can be a resource - like I will never forget hearing a lady on a show - back in 1992 - she said after her horrid divorce God gave her the verse "all things work for good" (romans 8:28) this does not say all things "are" good - but they work FOR good to those who wait and trust - I was so young - but her story (testimony) infused me with strength / and i have seen over the decades that Romans 8:28 - can never be overused! I have seen so many wonderful things come from much hardship

So keep that in mind right now - much good can come from this - healing is the sum of the parts in the protocol and as you restore the bio terrain you may not always see or feel improvements - but the body is soaking up your supplements -
6
Learn more about burnout and recovery - because the exhaustion you feel is legit- so scour online for articles or workbooks for tips on recovering from burnout - some tips are sometimes universal for humans going through different things.
7
Draw closer to God - he is right there and will show his presence - and the word of God (bible) is ointment to your soul and so explore some chapters and verses that you feel led to- during a very hard season in my life back in the early 90s- I made a watercolor painting to go with a bible verse and it was powerful therapy!
I also hung up bible verses around my room:
"perfect love casts out fear" "we are strong by the power of the Holy Spirit" "I can do all things thru Christ who gives me strength" "he who called me is faithful - who also will complete the task he started in me" "God has not given me a spirit of fear - but a spirit of love - power and a sound mind" and "Call unto me you who are heavy laden and I will give you rest"
Find the verses you love or are drawn to and hang them up!

8
Yoga - I am partial to yoga for mind and body health - but it is hard to find intro classes and all that - check out Adrienne Reed website and she has twenty dollar videos from when she was on tv - it will be worth every penny to get one of her tv episodes because the mini yoga sessions are for all levels and they made me love yoga and my body was changed in less than two months - I was also finishing my dissertation at the time and I see that God gave me her yoga at that time because I would also need it for coping with morgs! For years I wanted to do yoga - but only Adrienne Reed's wonderful short sessions pulled me in - now I go to studios and take 2 classes in a row - but check out her website (just type in her name -and yoga) - or get a video from library - but that never worked for me
Lastly -
9.
Two other things that I know helped my physical healing were borax foot Soaks and enemas.
The Borax foot Soaks were sometimes for 2+ hours four times a week - and sometimes add baking soda to the cup of borax - dont have time to mention why this is so helpful - but it is! Esp for skin -

Enemas (esp lemon water) can be used to remove build up and then sometimes an enema is used to gentle "retain" a bit for short periods - of course we ALWAYS do no harm and always do enema with safety first - but this easy and powerful activity really gets dismissed as yucky or not needed - but I know it was absolutely key to part of helping me heal - and I actually belong to a health group where hundreds of others inisist that healing must include enemas. Lemon water -Castor oil - or kefir ones that are mild and potent -

Ok - hope that helps and remember to bring every thought captive and to thank god for giving you wisdom -for giving you Freshness and stability-
Also - "self-fulfilling prophecy" can be used to make sure you "expect" good things instead of dread and doom- so tell yourself "I will be healed" l can do this"
" l will not be moved by what i see cos things are subject to change" and "I have the mind of Christ" or "I am stable and I will stay stable - because many people have this illness and we can recover and one day I will share my testimony and empower others with it - I will stand tall with clear skin and a healed gut (and full hair) and talk about how God rocks and how He is our shield and strength!"
Best wishes to you!
;)
Martha

1/18/2016
9:06:02 PM

Sarah, this is a very difficult affliction to deal with. Not only do you feel bad and scared, but you feel isolated because of the fear of infecting others, not to mention many think we have lost it. It is imperative that you get sleep- you feel more hopeless if you don't.My family doctor thinks that I am nuts but she has been very kind. I initially was prescribed Hydroxizine for itching and Doxepin which is for depression and helps you to sleep. I now only take Sleep Advance from Logos and rarely Doxepin. I suggest that you ask your doctor to prescribe something to help with sleep until things improve. Here are some other thins that have helped: I have increased my fresh garlic intake (eating 2 cloves
mixed in with an avocado daily). I alternate between peppermint and lavender oil in my bath if it is not an MMS bath. Gold bond medicated lotion helps ( with menthol) but it makes me cold. I can't use it when it is cold outside. I also rubbed both clove oil and tea tree oil on the bottom of my feet last night as suggested in another post. It worked beautifully. Exercise helps. Walk outside or in the mall if it's cold where you are. We must make ouselves unappetizing to these nasties. It is said here that we must heal our innner terrain to get better. Please stay strong. As a Mom of a son who committed suicide, I know the pain and agony that it would cause those who love you. May the God of hope fill you with joy and peace as you trust in Him. Romans 15:13. I want you to know that I am going to pray daily that you see an improvement in your affliction and are healed. God has plans for you. Stay strong.
Sarah **

1/17/2016
4:58:04 AM

Hi everyone,

I am posting because I really need some help in terms of dealing with the emotional torment of this illness.

I really struggle to cope, especially at night time when the fear is almost too much to handle. I have been dealing with this for a number of years and constantly lived in hope that the things that I was trying would eventually work. And yet, I'm still dealing with it.

I have spent so much money trying to get better. I have been taking the supplements and mms for over six months now but I can't tell if I have improved. I honestly don't know if what I'm dealing with is morgellons as my main issues are just itching, crawling and small red bites on my skin. I know I should be thankful that I don't have a lot of the symptoms, but it makes me wonder what I actually have. If I knew it was morgellons for sure then I could have more faith that what I'm doing will eventually work. Do you think that the mms will eventually kill any kind of bug if I take it for long enough?

I feel that I have suffered a lot because of this. Although my parents are very good to me I am so lonely and have had to avoid getting into a relationship for many years as a result of this. The feeling of shame I feel at knowing I have this problem is hard to handle and then always living in fear that I will pass it or people will find out.

I'm trying to find the meaning in this and have spent endless hours praying that this will end or that I will find some kind of peace in the struggle, but I feel lost. I think about dying a lot and I used to think that I was a strong person but I don't feel strong enough to handle this. I'm so emotionally tired. I feel like it's my fault that I have this and I wish I could go back and do something about it sooner. I was so confused about what it could be for so long and although I went to many doctors I found no answers.

I am trying to carry on living my life but this is a dark cloud that seems to overshadow everything else.

Does anyone have any tips for handling fear and anxiety, especially at night time when all I can do is think about this. Do you have an exercises that you do to take your mind of this or that brings you peace? How do you keep the faith and hope that this will end? I know that the mind is very powerful but one can only believe for so long without seeing any proof. I know many of you are Christians here but I don't feel the presence of God in this storm. I wish I could. I would just like some answers and to know that this will end.



Janell

1/15/2015
8:00:11 PM

Blessed beyond belief is how I am truly feeling at this moment. I can honestly say I am very close to being completely healed from Morgellons. I have been on the protocol for almost 22 months, and by following only Mel's amazing protocol, I am once again living a new type of normal life.

A new type of normal living for me includes eating a clean diet free of processed foods and gmos, using non-toxic make-up and deodorant, establishing a routine cleaning schedule, not stressing about life's hiccups and turning them over to my Lord, and maintaining a daily personal relationship with my Lord and Savior who has been with me every step of the way. I am so very blessed and thankful to be healthy, and if I can do this, so can you!!!

As I started my journey with morgellons, I remember being so overwhelmed and fearful of EVERYTHING. But God placed so many Angels in my life to help me accomplish my healing. Thank you, Mel, for sharing your knowledge and for creating and maintaining an inspiring website so people can be healed. Peter, my loving big brother, who has lovingly guided me every inch of the way. You have helped save my life with your generous time and loving words you have so graciously given to me. Thank you, John B, for working with a group of individuals that have been forgotten by so many others. Your vitamins have helped restore my bioterrain along with so many others. And, Cathy, with Kleengreen, thank you for your time on the phone and for such an amazing product. And thank you also for the talks I have shared with Deborah B, Nicole, Dawn, and Amber. I continue to pray for your healing. :):))

And the greatest blessing I have is for my loving Father who created me and lovingly took care of me during my battle with morgellons. He was, and still is, with me when others mocked me and left me alone. There were days when I simply said verse after verse to get me through each hour. So thank you, God, for being my one true Father who gave me strength, courage, and peace through your loving words.

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you in my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10



Amber

9/27/2015
1:39:51 PM

Good morning all!

It's a beautiful fall morning here and I'm so thankful to be able to sit here with my husband and enjoy all of God's glory.

As of late I have been focused on preparing my older children for adulthood. As we all know time flies and it's hard to believe I'm in this season already. I have been teaching them how to survive out there in an ever changing world. Making sure on top of all the usual stuff we teach our children, that they understand how important it is to keep a good diet and supplements in play. Above all that they understand how important a relationship with the Lord is. It's so easy during the college years to get caught up in the ways of the world.

Now that school is back in, my daily schedule consists of waking up at 5AM to prepare a healthy breakfast, dosing supplements, putting together healthy lunches, meetings, extra curricular activities, homework and then preparing again for the next day. In between that I am either grocery shopping, cleaning or running to doctor appointments for mom or kids, volunteering at church or doing mandatory volunteering for the kids' extra curricular activities.

I try to be in bed by 8:30- 9:00 every night so that I can get enough rest. Naps just don't and can't exist in my busy world. I am so blessed that my children are now well enough to do all of these things and because of the protocol and God's grace, I am able to keep up with it all. There was a time when I could hardly put one foot in front of the other because of this disease and because of all the other health challenges we as a family were facing.

I dream of having my career back. I am still dealing with ptsd and being overwhelmed by all the demands. I know that if I can get the older kids to a certain point of being more self sufficient and starting their own lives, with just my little guy around, having a career again is totally obtainable. Even though the thought of my babies growing up literally brings tears to my eyes, I know this is the natural progression of life.

My kids healing has come so far. They continue to do well and are still eating clean and taking their supplements every day. I continue to do well too. I have had an intermittent rash on my right hand that comes and goes. It will flair when we have a moon cycle or I'm stressed. Yes, I still battle with letting stress creep in. The Lord says I'm a work in progress. Hahaha!

My husband and mom are doing great. I'm so very thankful to have both of them by my side helping one another with this thing called life. I don't really have any friends outside of the ones in this community and church, and you know what? I'm totally okay with that!

I made exercise a priority over summer and plan to again. Exercise helps so much with those feelings of stress. I prefer to get a walk in during early morning hours. It almost feels like it's just me and God out there. I have the best conversations with the Lord during that time.

We have come so far! Thanks for taking the time to read my update and I hope it finds you well. This community continues to be my guide and I appreciate all of you more than you'll ever know.

Love,
Amber&family

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Healing Journey of Lady T


Lady T

5/31/2016
7:31:44 PM

Hello everyone - wanted to leave a note that I am going to try and be offline as much as I can for the next three weeks - ;) and wanted to mention it in case it seems like I am MIA---
be back later in June and look forward to connecting then....
Peace.
Lady T

5/29/2016
11:22:44 PM

Hi nanna - glad your weekend is going great - I had a few minutes this afternoon and thought I would properly try and share a bit more info about CR- so no need to reply - this is for educational purposes as we all ponder and learn more in order to empower ourselves and equip ourselves with knowledge.

Okay - so it was Francis Bacon (17th century English philosopher) who advocated that longevity of life was related to frugality in eating ((note that He suggested a "frugal diet" whiich is no TJ same thing as not eating" ...))

and so some of the research (peer reviewed studies) show us that past researchers have found that in studies with animals -CR- calorie restriction (or calorie reduction) DID increase longevity and improved overall health (Sinclair & Howitz, 2006; Wolf, 2006; Guarente & Picard, 2005).

But here is the thing -
The restricted diet in CR must have adequate protein, vitamins, and minerals.
Makes sense, right?
So CR is only effective for helping health if we also have nutritional support (and if we are absorbing nutrients because we are NOT what we eat - we are "what we absorb from what we put in"

Also, some researchers found that longevity was increased by as much as 40% when CR (eating less) included adequate protein (need those Amino acids yo!) vitamins and minerals (Piper et al., 2005; Jolly, 2005).
Further....
CR was also found to "delay biochemical alterations" and might help provide neuroprotection for an aging immune system (Santrock, 2012; Bodkin et al, 2005; Sharma &Kaur, 2005).
And......
Ward et al. (2005) found that CR slowed age related oxidative stress.

Well that was just a little bit more info about CR because it suggests maybe eating 30% less as opposed to eating nothing - and while we all have different needs - especially depending on our output - like think about how many calories Derek needs for his running!

And another aside here is that I sometimes think counting calories is not the way to eat -
Because some dense and rich foods are different sources of nutrients and a big mistake is to look at calories for the day - like if someone is trying to get 1200 calories - well it does matter what kind of calories those are.
instead - in my opinion ---
We should think of what we need for proper fuel for that day - and for hat week! - what do we need for energy, healing, and brain function! What do we need for higher stess days and what does our body like right now.

THe premise I like behind CR is that "less can be more" and in a culture where serving sizes are ginormous and where we sometimes eat a steak so large it could actually feed a small family - well we need to "lighten up" and seriously rethink portions


A few French people I know - they have their heaviest meal at around 2 - or midway thru the day - when the body can use it best! They also have foods with healthy fats - and they are healthy!!
I seem to now do this - I have protein shake in morn - with kefir - and then wing it, finding that one hearty meal for the day - not too late - is right what I need - and then other misc (like that healthy popcorn) and with all my "absorbable" supplements my nutritional needs are Met.
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My spouse eats like a bear - where many times he can go all day with nada and then he feasts! We used to chuckle at how diverse we were because I have always been a "grazer" --- and was lightly snacking all the time - and then at dinner - I was full quick and juts picked - but would later would snack again!
I thought this was from years in restaurant work in college days - where we would eat on the go and graze - so I thought I had a tiny stomach - but I see there was more to my grazing - I believe it related to parasites and malsbsorotion!
Ann-Louise (health guru) once wrote about the year she was vegan! She said it was the hungriest year of her life! And she now promotes eating for your blood type and argues that some blood types need more meat - some need less to maybe even none.
Ann-Louise also had some amazing parasite info (in the 1990s in her book "your body knows best") and so I believe my grazing was from being off inside! And how I feel now proves it.

Because guess what?
After doing the major deep gut cleaning that came with recovering from MD - I eat a little more bear like! It is amazing!
I don't really feast for my big meal of the day - but I really like how I satisfied I am.

The best thing is that I do NOT need to graze

In hindsight I see that much of my snacking was related to parasites - critters I had long before MD kicked my ass!
And even though I cleansed on and off all of adulthood - and thank god for that - I see that I did some things wrong (like too short of certain gut cleansing because a week is a joke to some parasites that simply go into stealth mode)

and even tho I was always a healthy eater (never into chemicals) - I also believed the lie of "fat free" and had hidden candiaisis, which left me malabsorbed and snacking! I did not realize that the toast I had for lunch was perceived as sugar by body - and I guess my use of healthy carbs was more sugar - I never used table sugar - too smart for that - ha! But had fig Newton cookies - or one chocolate chip one- or a cin-raisin bagel - all this fed candidiasis ---/

I looked fine - and was doing yoga in the airport a couple weeks before I broke out with MD! And like Mr. CS - I believe if it were not for MD - I would have had cancer - and actually - I think the protocol healed something in my right upper chest that was off!

Anyhow - there are many robust studies that show that chewing, bruxism, and grazing can be related to intestinal parasites - I firmly believe that teeth grinding has s direct parasite connection - and the need to gnaw and chew has a correlation with specific nematodes! But even without the studies I am a living testimony as to how the chewing and grazing needs stopped - it all dissipated when I cleansed my inner pipes!

This physical cleaning of my gut was the best thing to ever happen to me health wise! Yes - it was even worth all the horrid nightmare symptoms - and to be honest - I believe this was the only way God could get my attention - and I graciously praise Him for it - and thank Him that I did not get cancer or other things first!

And so for eating nowadays - I eat when I am hungry!
And listen to my body! Yes, I have very limited options - but actually I don't mind. I know some disciplined people who choose to have limited options without illness and so I don't feel sorry for myself that I can't eat processed food - or certain things - and I find that some of the things I can eat are dense and rich!
Well the recent French silk pie that was in the fridge looked super good - and ok - I did take a chocolate curl off the top- tasted it, but then spit it out - ha! But as I looked at the pie I did not feel deprived because - well I don't know why / I am just a new me and I do not mind saying I can't have some things! And I might come back here and make the key lime cup stuff someone posted!
Oh - and another recent example -
We were setting up for a graduation ceremony a coupe days ago and folks were testing the coconut- Sprite- ice cream punch - I had to opt out - it was all sugar- and I could not sample to taste test it! And no one asked why- ;) but I am super glad to not have sugar streaming into my body - this can't be good for humans - to have this much access to sugar!

Anyhow - keep in mind on the journey that there is root stuff in your gut that takes time to eradicate. I think one of the reasons MD takes so long for some of us to heal from is because some of the structure of this pathogen gets imbedded in a root like structure (from my own tubular and root like samples that I passed and from what I Have seen others share across the web)

There is likely an invasive extensive root system and it takes time.....

It helped my perspective And cheered me up in some of the darkest and hardest days - to know that good health is worth the time!
yes it is! And because of MD - my personal health is closer to what I only ever hoped for - I feel so good and feel so grateful that a byproduct of this illness is a healthy me in my gut (where all health stems from- cos the mucosa lining of the gut must be freed up to allow the Immune system to fire and function))
Yeah baby!

Ok - more than enough for lady T -
happy Memorial Day everyone!
Stay strong and find some bits of joy in this day!
Thanks again for your comment nanna - and sending a hug to you right now!
Xoxo
PS
"God loves you and he has a plan for your life that involves many great things - which includes making the most of each hour - even while afflicted - especially while afflicted!
Everyone can party and carry on when in the comfort zone - but when we move thru adversity we grow!
and when we overcome - we thrive!
we can end up BETTER for having MD
- we can have a more seasoned outlook - more appreciation for important things - more appreciation for Small things -
and more appreciation overall - and know that God will never ever give you more than you can handle - which is why he sent us a helper - the Holy Spirit - cos god knows we need help and we are strong IN him (((it sounds like a paradox but when we are weak he is strongest- and let's really find out what that means by growing closer to God right now)))

Peace to all!

Nana

5/29/2016
9:50:57 AM

Good morning, Lady T!

Very interesting post and insightful observations on CR. I do find I often feel better when I do not eat at all during the day. I have naturally gravitated towards CR, but will be even more mindful of it in the future. I think you are dead on with many of your ideas on the subject.

The popcorn sounds delicious, by the way. It made me want to go right out to buy some. Thank you again for sharing your wealth of experience and information.....so appreciated.

I am having a great weekend.....my face and ear are both doing well.....thanks!

Lady T

5/28/2016
11:41:50 PM

Just got the note about your ear purge - whew - and glad your hearing is back - and hope you have a wonderful weekend too!
Xxoo
Lady T

5/28/2016
4:06:41 PM

Hi nanna -
I am back for part 2
I actually had to start over because I was getting sidetracked with too many rabbit trails! Oh this MD topic is layered!

So now I will just stick to what you replied with in your most recent comment.
Glad the teabag (aloe) helped - ;)

And when you mentioned eating meat - well Ann-Louise always reminds us that we look to our blood type and our family heritage to often see what our body needs regarding meats- I believe there is much to be said about blood type and meat consumption! Some blood types do better with red meat - some blood types do better with less meat- etc.
However - with a healing body - with a healing gut especially - we have to consider some factors - like red meat takes a long time to move through intestines - and all meat needs enzymes to break down and cos enzymes are usually in short supply for MD sufferers (((because pathogens can send out enzyme inhibitors - and we also have slime destroying enzymes and all this other stuff - and as we age we make less enzymes)))- well any choices we make should be based on what will help us heal!

- I cut back on the meat to help the GI-'but I made sure I had amino acids - and for a long time eggs were my huge satisfier -and always protein shakes -
but things changed often for my eating - but protein shakes are still a key thing for me (((and this was where my rabbit trail began because I started thinking of shari's recent reply that Mel posted a which I will get to in her thread later as I am able)))

Just remember that if you are on the protocol - you are getting nutrients from the wonderful products - and food does have a role as a human - because it can emotionally satisfy and also fills us up - - but we live in a culture of having too much food.

Side note - the nice thing about the protocol is that the vitamins that need to be taken with food are placed with a meal - there are little things like in the protocol that make it effective.

Anyhow - most people in 1st world countries eat way too much!

CR (calorie restriction) is something some people look at for longevity because even if healthy / the body needs periods of lighter food consumption and maybe even fasting
In years past - there were natural times of food scarcity which had other drawbacks - but it stopped over consumption!
Bottom line is we need to have times to free up the GI - this has nothing to do with dieting - it is more about realizing how food is fuel and then how and when we need this fuel in pipes that need healing!

And how much more can CR help when someone is sick!
But it takes this huge life change to rethink our view of food - it takes time.

The analogy that comes to mind is when I Used to turn down the TV for my boys - if I went from level 10 to level 7 they could not hear it! But if I turned it off for a while - and started fresh as their ears adjusted - the level 5 sounded loud!!
It is sensory adaptation and we have it with food too!

I know as a culture we know very little about CR and fasting - as food is so readily available - and with tainted food that satisfies less!
i know fasting can be done "incorrectly" (so we all need to use wisdom) but CR and light shifts of fasting is something I suggest every one explore more - which you might have done already with your years of exploring.
and I prefer what I call "supported fasting" - which is something that would take me too long to write about right now! But it is actually what we sorta do with a protocol that feeds us nutrients like this - and as we eat foods that do not feed this disease!

But to heal - the pipes of our GI need to be cleaned up and freed up - and the food choices for my MD journey changed over the months - i eventually had "less" meat - but think I got more from the little meat I did have because I was absorbing more and all that -

- I also made sure I took an HCL- pepsin tab with any heavy meal - which for me was once daily and not that heavy of a meal compared to what most people eat!

I also found that taste of food improved - less WAS more - and a few staples became an evening meal - like a big vat of TJ organic popcorn cooked in olive oil and with salt was so satisfying !
- on days I was needing more umph I added a little melted organic butter -'and it "worked for me"
in fact everyone in the house now asks me to make my version of this popcorn - and it has been a good fiber source - but also gives eating pleasure - and is el natural!
I also had a few "bites of dense foods" - like a few bites of roasts - few bites of savory Italian foods - and misc - and it was "a lot" and so satisfying!

Nana - it sounds like you have already been experimenting for years with foods with your anti candida diet - and sounds like you listen to your body - and the anti-candida diet isure s a tough one- whew - Diana from the site "my-RAdiary" talks about how rigid it must be to be effective - !

and so I look forward to hearing more of your story and how all this current stuff you do integrates with what you have done in the past! Your life experience will help many.

The other rabbit trail I got on that I had to edit - related to musings on where MD came from -
But that can be shared another time too!
my quick version is that I think MD has a fungal and worm/parasite foundation -
I think "mainly " those culprits are at the core and they lead to increased bacteria, virus, mycotoxins, etc. and they work with other coinfections or sources of rot (like maybe a root canal)
which then makes mites attracted to us - mites have been around since antiquity - and so have birds -
And so why all of a sudden do bird mites start to bother some people?
Because the person is decayed or has an odor or slime that attracts and hosts insects and microbes - bringing us back to the ubiquitous quote here about "the need to rebuild a healthy body terrain" - ;)

I think we get MD from a mosquito bite - because dog heartworm is only transferred this way - and that seems plausible!
or I think we get it from a tick bite -
maybe a water source -
and maybe even some get it from somebody breathing on food - where maybe the food handler had MD and they exhaled thru their nose and they shed a fresh and viable egg that landed in food - then someone ate it and then did not have the needed stomach acid in there to kill it and instead it found a home!
But my biggest guess is that it is was brought into the bloodstream via a mosquito or tick - ....:o(

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Ok - hope your eye is healing up! And remember that any external sores are a sign your body is healing and fighting this off - so when you see these sores - take a deep breath and exhale slowly and think healing thoughts - smile and speak positive things that will release healing chemicals in the Body!
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Have a great day!
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Nana

5/28/2016
12:52:08 PM

Hi, Lady T!

The bentonite clay I received had to be mixed with water and/ or apple cider vinegar. What a mess! But I used it on my face and washed it off with some peppermint soap and my skin felt and looked amazing. I have done it three times and am very happy! I am going to try to get the sonnes liquid....maybe not so messy?

Out of desperation I had put some hydrogen peroxide in my ear, followed by some sulphur ointment. I will not gross you out by telling how much yuck came out. Hearing is back to normal, thank goodness. I do need to add neem oil to my arsenal.

It's beautiful out today....have a wonderful holiday weekend, and thank you, Lady T!
Lady T

5/27/2016
2:24:25 PM

Hi nana - I will respond more later (I am out of time for today) but wanted to chime in that whole foods has a nice ear oil / a few kinds actually -
And I also suggest getting a bottle of neem oil - and recall using it for so many things / including in the ears once in a while -
And sometimes when I would clean out my Sinus - the ear on my left side would itch like crazy / I think I was chasing things that way - but that for better -
And when your clay comes -if it is sonnes it can maybe help with this - even tho this stuff is inside and maybe not reachable thru the canal - but
I used to put sonnes #7 clay right inside my ear and around the lobe -//
it is s special bentonite clay because it is in a collodial state and other bentonite clays have good uses - but sonnes is unique /
And praying for you right now /
Xxoo
Be back later with part 2
Peace
Nana

5/26/2016
9:57:35 AM

Thank you, Peter! I had ordered the entonite clay and it should arrive soon. i am now experiencing an ear problem. My ear feels severely clogged, but it is almost super sensitive to sound. Do you or anyone else have any idea what I could do to remedy this?
Peter

5/25/2016
3:09:17 PM

Hello Nana

I just wanted to second what lady T has suggested.

She says:

"Once I really cleaned my nose and sinus area (slowly and gently) the face and eyes cleared up so much - my gut was also healing and so it was a combo - but keeping the sinus cleaned was key for face, eyes and forehead!"

I used the calcium bentonite clay on my whole face. I believe it is the safest way to treat around the eyes as it will draw out bifilm and debris from around the eyes in a safe way. It can be messy, so I found it easiest to apply and let sit and then wash off in the shower.

Godspeed,
Peter
Nana

5/24/2016
9:51:04 AM

Lady T.....thank you so much for all of the info! I did try the tea bags yesterday and aloe vera gel, and it definitely looks less angry. The edema looks a little better. I am going to get the bentonite clay as that sounds like a great product for our faces.

I have been lucky so far as this has been my only skin problem in months. I try to be super vigilant with my diet but do eat a fair amount of meat, as I have been on an anti-candida diet on and off for years, and always felt great on high protein/low carb. I had gotten lax the last few years which might be why I got M, but I highly suspect bird mites.

I so appreciate your response...so nice to have someone who understands! I am going to seek out the clay right now. God bless you, Lady T!

Lady T

5/24/2016
8:42:53 AM

Hi nana - ;) -
I really hope that others will join in and add some tips regarding this because I did not have this specifically happen- and I do recall some folks mentioning "eyes" in previous posts so maybe - hopefully - others will have some tips.

But the first thing that came to my mind was clay!
- for my worse external sores - sonne's bentonite clay #7 was soothing and healing. It just needed to be reapplied every few hours and it is mild and gentle inside and out. It also helped with some inner nose sores when/if that was an issue.
So if you can get some - you can lightly apply it on and around the sore - it calms things down and can also "cover" a bit. Not ideal foundation - ha- but for fair skin folks it can be subtle - for darker skin tones it will stand out more!
- sometimes I could go out with a thin layer of the clay on my forehead - and would spot treat any sores with a thin layer of clay and it worked out fine.
Only a couple of times did I use a compact (foundation) to cover sores - I was afraid to and so even if people stared at me - I just ignored it - I had to! I know is it is tough when it is right near the eye - but we can downplay some of the sores - to others and to ourselves - and so when I was more relaxed about any sores I had - this showed in my demeanor and then people responded with more relaxation - for example - I had to meet up with someone and had two face sores - I said something like "I broke out again - so please excuse it.... - and think I said the food I think contributed to it" - and this put them at ease - because sometimes people feel awkward if we do.... But it is tough and I am sorry you have this to deal with-!! Hang in there!
I know you said the sore is "under" the eye - but because all of this is connected - I will note a few things relating to the eyes:

For example, JohnB wrote some good stuff about the eyes (think it was around Christmas last year and I will look for that post later) - but the biggest takeaway I remembered was to be EXTRA careful around our precious eyes! Extra extra - ;)

Also - many folks here love a drop or two of silver in the eyes - so that is something that could help as it would also trickle down towards the wound!

Now I seem to say this a lot here - but once I really cleaned my nose and sinus area (slowly and gently) the face and eyes cleared up so much - my gut was also healing and so it was a combo - but keeping the sinus cleaned was key for face, eyes and forehead!

Anyhow - when you look in the mirror at any broken out face - or right now at this raised red bump -keep telling yourself that "this will pass" and that "this is a sign that your body is healing and ridding gunk"
I know a counselor who says we engage the "healthy coach" in our mind (and silence the critic) by repeating TRUTHS! Like Peter does at the start of his day-
And so remind yourself (with the health coach ;) ) that your Body is "working"- and that you are strong and healing more each day! so instead of feeling stress to see a bruise and crazy sore - take a deep breath and force some positive thoughts - like I would actually sometimes pray over each sore and thank god for taking them away - it was empowering - and it just took a second!

And this might not be an issue for you - but my biggest face breakouts happened when I had certain foods (like sugar) and it helped me to say "no" to things after a face breakout - like key lime pie was something I indulged in and dearly paid the price in my face! Not worth it -
Anyhow - be sure to assess what you are eating and see if anything has "hidden" sugar - like some folks (including me) had slight accidental sugar intake from almond milk and did not realize there is "unsweetened" almond milk with zero sugar- and this made s difference!
so check things like that....

Look at diet closely because sugar and breads feed this big time!

Also - make sure you are able to get your sleep - I know my wounds always healed way better when I slept - and our immune system heals us then--

Some folks have had good results with castor oil (and a warm rag) placed on a sore - but would probably not do this near the eye region!

Lastly - and I am just thinking of this now - but black tea bags can sometimes help all the area around the eyes - you brew the tea - let the bags cool a bit and then place a warm one on your eye - and it has a cleansing effect -

in the early 90s I prevented conjunctivitis in my eye with black tea - the tannic acid in the black tea draws things out - and it also reduces puffiness from eyes - which Has come in handy for me while traveling (cucumbers never did much for me- but the tea bags have helped a few times) -
And rinsing the eyes with plain water can also help keep things flushed too - sometimes we minimize plain water (clean water that is) -

Ok nana - hopefully a few others will chime in and thanks for reaching out with your question. Please keep us posted or just check in often.

In closing - I pray for you nana right now - that this wound will not scar and that it will not interfere with vision - and I pray that in Jesus name you will be healed from this affliction!
I pray this for everyone who has MD disease and confections - I pray for stability and a sound mind!
I pray for wisdom as to what is used and not used- and I pray that we can bring every thought captive and that with God's help we can silence unhelpful thinking and learn how to tap into affirming thinking to help our body even more!

Be encouraged everyone - "this is the day the lord has made - let us rejoice and be glad in it" - let us find things to be grateful for and find the beauty in the moment - setting goals and staying the course - while also embracing this very day for the small beauty to be found - ;)
Peace
Nana

5/23/2016
10:04:23 AM

Lady T....
I am new to the forum, but have been reading the threads for a while and am on the protocol. You seem to have such a good handle on things that I thought I would get your opinion.

Two days ago I developed a large red area of edema under my eye. There is also some bruising. It is unsightly and I am not sure I can cover it with make-up.

Did you ever experience this or have any ideas how to deal with it? Anyone else have this problem and have a solution for me? Thought I would ask a lady who would understand the whole make-up/vanity issue better than a man might!

But if Mel or Peter have some ideas, please chime in!
Lady T

5/12/2016
3:35:39 AM

Oh thanks so much Gale! ;) and heart - !
And Peter - that was friggin awesome to read my friend!

And thx Sheila - I am actually taking a social media break right now (so I will be back more regularly in June ) -but I was winding down tonight and felt led to come here - and so glad I did - so thanks for patience !

((please excuse any long pauses frome me - and also know that I pray for all MD sufferers at random times - will continue to do so! Please stay strong everyone And keep seeking God's strength- you can do this)).

Shelia - I am glad you went back to read past posts - ;) because there is a wealth of info in these post threads and that is why everyone keeps reminding us to read here.

Now - to reply to the comment about the sores and what to do....
First - remember we are all different and so what works for one might not work for the next one.
Second, what works one week might not the next and things need to be changed up because this MD is resilient.

I am trying to remember different detail phases - i did write some notes - but the best thing I did was to take photos -! this was key for me because it kept a record for me!

For example, I was not sure when I started using the wonderful coconut oil/green tea and turmeric in my nose - but because I took a few photos of the gems I pulled out - I saw it was 3 months earlier than I thought! And cleaning the nose became even more of a priority when I realized there was sludge and worms in my sinuses. ((( I had some expensive dental work done and have a very old root canal, which could have contributed To my MD - or at the very least it has provided fuel for certain bacteria to inhabit the sinus (per dr. Weston Price's root canal research).

Anyhow- I feel like sinus cleaning was HUGE for me and so I want to just share again - after cleaning of the sinus - I would either Lube the nose with castor oil. Or some jojoba with EO (mild like lavender) - or lie in bed and put silver in both nose holes and make sure it went down! Or I would use salt rinses for periods of time....

I also stopped swallowing phlegm and mucous drainage. You might not realize how much we swallow from the sinus area (and chest) - but it can add up!
Some parasites come up from the lungs to hopefully get swallowed in order to reproduce (per the Fearsome Fauna book) - and when I started spitting all the time (sometimes felt like a dude who chewed tobacco- ha) well I began to see thin worms, hairs, chunks, and - yes - embryos!

For example, I cleared my chest and the stuff that came up was like any other phlegm, but it also had a chunk in it. On my tongue it felt like a small rubber blob- when I spit - it was bloody! Not bad, but was red. It was a fetus worm - I took a photo of it - but forgot to save it.
I carried around tissues and became very mindful to NOT SWALLOW. I believe that the daily MMS , MSM and other stuff can knock off many of these things - but it helped me to not swallow -

Sheila - for skin - keep in mind the need to flush out the sinus cavity - find safe things to use because we want to do no harm - but the sinus and nose is a major area attacked in MD.
So is the small intestine - and so is the large intestine - so is the liver - which was Likley clogged before this (Hulda Clark has some good info about the connection between certain worms and gallbladder and liver issues) - and I also believe the bone marrow is impacted - but that is why everyone here says to "rebuild the immune system" - immunity and health relate to the health of your blood and the box systems - and the really good news is that this protocol REBUILDS THE IMMUNE SYSTEM - woo hoo.

Sotry not to be overwhelmed at this itchy phase! It will pass!
I will never forget talking to Mel ((only talked to him twice- but heart)) anyhow - I was sorta where you are at now and Mel was so confident.
I needed that calm and casual - but it was hard to grasp cos I was in the nightmare.
Mel even said I did NOT have to boil clothes - whew - and so i stopped and that was nice!
and he said that the environment would clean itself up - but there was this disconnect in my mind because I was in the throws of it all and could not imagine what that meant!
The mounds, the patches and diverse sores, scratches!
the exhaustion, confusion, fear at different times and horror a few times - the not knowing and the constant eruptions -- yeah - so it was hard to even grasp "the environment cleans up as you get better"--
So NOW I see where he was coming from! Now I do!! Ha'
You know - That hindsight clarity ;)
and so as you heal right now - it might be hard to take a deep breath and realize that this will pass! But it will pass! You will get better.
It might be baffling right now to think the environment will take care of itself - I could not imagine that - but it does!

And so as you repair your terrain with the protocol - you manage symptoms on the outside - and I think you and I are similar in wanting to get the sores cleaned or killed !!
but try not to damage your skin too much - I know we all scar at different rates - and when we are afflicted we only care about relief - but please be gentle on your sores and your body! ;)

it is the only body you have- and when u heal from this - and you can! Well you want to be your best! And when you heal from this - you will have a strong body - which I think is good news!
And for when I managed sores....
I noticed that there are different kinds of sores. There were special mound ones that seemed to be exit sites for something in my bloodstream!
These exit site mounds were unique because they sometimes had a small line down the middle and then would form into a crater. When I would dig those out - they actually had a slight ring that would come off too!
A couple times when I left the sauna - about an hour later - under my skin would have red lines heading towards that kind of sore! I put clay on top and then made sure to shower (with dr b mint slow) after sauna!
I believe stuff in my bloodstream was stirred up and then headed towards the exit sore.' After I started drinking sonnes #7 clay (with colon cleanse by health plus- ((at night so it did not mess with protocol)) well the red lines never came back! Never.
Yes!
But I was also moving along on protocol so I believe it was combo of things - but sonnes 7 liquid clay is very special and has physical properties that help combat this illness and it also gets rid of fungi and viruses!

- While I did "not" always mess with sores- I did lose hours of my life standing at The counter removing purging debri- feeling stiff from leaning or fatigued from hours there - when I probably should have slept because that would have helped my body more-!

Later on In my healing - I removed debris and purging stuff with a good warm shower and dr b's soap - but also had to watch the time I spent doing that.
For a couple of months in helping my skin- I had to use this covering of redmonds powdered benronite clay mixed with vinegar - and it was a Miracle for my skin! It was hard covering in it daily - but I did not work at that time!

Now for certain major sores - -I used my splash of DMSO to break them down and then would wing it on what else I would do - some days I would pack on some DE on top - I lovvvvve my DE (and I am careful not to breath it in - wink)
Sometimes I would dab on the DMSO - wait a minute - and then apply neem oil- or castor oil - or coconut oil! Always gentle and careful!
And then if the skin seemed to me messed with too much - I would skip the DMSO for days and use sonnes #7 to dry and heal the area - it took some thinking about - but we can get in tune with what we need - we really can.

Later in my healing - my arms were the big source of sores - I had a couple small face sores - because I was still getting the sinusses cleared - but it was arms that always had sores (and having pictures helped me see progress and even helps me remember now) - but I did "mess" with those sores a bit - like in hot tub or in shower / just scratched them off - and they would bleed a little, which was always nice because early on the sores do not bleed! (maybe the stage you are at) But as we heal our gut and clean out our blood and as we rebuild the terrain, the sores change and then go for good! Woo hoo.

For the itching - which was really only bad for me in the first few months - and it is miserable I know! Well I took different baths and covered in stuff - as noted above with the powdered clay and vinegar -
And sometimes cover in baking soda -or borax (just smoothed it on - waited - then- got dressed -) not ideal if you have to go out -but I also believe this is why I had wayyyyyy less fibers.

There were also different things I'd try - like one month I would cover all of my skin with now foods oregano oil! Hubs said I smelled like spaghetti! Ha! It was good for about a week - then I had a week or two of covering my skin with neem oil! I thought it was the magic answer and bought a bunch of bottles - but the slime that was inside of me had to be eradicated! The neem oil days were the stinkiest phase for sure - but it worked and led to some calm days!

But just snore the itching waned the more I removed the sludge within!
The sludge within you is a layered mix of gunk getting expressed thru the skin. It might attract stuff in the environment and it might be pouring out from your innards (because the skin is an organ that does this) and so this is why I think the many cleanes I did early on (my first 4 months) helped me so much!

I first did a 21 day Kroeger herb candida cleanse (bought the kit and faster lightly) - I then did a two week MSM (sulphur) cleanse (while supplementing) - I did ten days of drinking DE (passed a fan like object and all sorts of stuff).
Side note - which I will say again and again-
A mistake I made early on was to not use the sonnes clay and colon cleanse (from health plus)- argh! I had used the combo many times before, but just forgot about it- and never realized how powerful tbe combo was!
Anyhow -
I also tried some other herbs and the in my fifth month (I think) I did a very long MMS (CDS) cleanse (from Jim humbles site), which led me to Mel's protocol (the search term - "how Mel used mms") -but for about a month I used mms so aggressively (like sometimes on the hour - as noted on Jim's site - and I really think it stopped being effective for what we have -I will have to share why I think that some other time- like I think our sludge and gunk just go into a protective mode - and then we also need immune system repair) and a month of it like that obviously did not fully heal me!!
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so when it comes to MD - MMS is only one part of the recipe for healing - and i like how Mel and those here have now determined (spring 2016) that mms is more effective when used twice a day with the full protocol.

Ok Sheila - thanks again for your reply here and so sorry it came right when I am in my break mode!

Stay strong - but also process through your journey - like use journaling - get some counseling books - or see a counselor if that is available or something you might like.
I know Shari (from this forum) saw a therapist and one of the things Shari wrote about here was how she had reached the point to where she was no longer saying she was sick - she was no longer exusing things saying "I am sick" and she was moving into a new mindset! A more empowered one and one that was not identifying with the being so sick!
However - let me point out that it was because of where she was at! She was MOVING ALONG on her journey and it was time for that new mindset!
But for some of those with MD - they need to just feel - still stay resilient and get back up - but they might need to just vent and cry and curl up and say "I have one freaky illness and I am very sick" or they have a meltdown and then take a deep breath and say - "ok - I feel better and I can do this....."
- and during the really hard phase it can help to cope by saying "ok - I am in crisis mode and so I need to stay stable and respond appropriately" or say "this affliction is very major, and as a human I feel and this hurts and drains me -and so now I need to strategize"
And Sheila - people usually stabilize within 90 days in protocol - so hang in there!
And during these early draining days (and the later days too) we take it one afternoon or night at a time! One hour at a time!
During the early phase we remember that we CAN cope even if we have to find unique support systems -
and did you know that some studies say the biggest benefit of expensive therapy is the feeling of having a support system - and of course the Good therapists can give succinct advice or share their training -and so that benefit is great - but my point is that we can find many ways to cope and we have to "hunt" for support systems - but this is more normal than we realize!!

Many people find comfort reading in the book of Psalm because David had so much anguish and his meltdowns with the lord can help us process and heal emotional! sometimes just by reading King David's arduous life journey we can share and cope that way! Or read about Paul in the New Testament and his coping suggestions! Oh yeah!
We also have the holy spirit inside who comforts us and keeps us stable and rooted and grounded!
Well it was exciting to read that Shari was no longer in the "I'm sick mentality" - and some folks who live the victim role too long REAlly do need to put their flesh down - or adopt a new mindset -
but other times we need to fully embrace that we are very sick - and that MD is sucks and we need to just feel - identify and own the hardship - warp our heads around it - and then problem solve and make goals for action for that day - for that week. Etc.

On some anguish filled days - just do what you can for that day! Come share a recipe on the forum - listen to conference calls - read back posts - watch a funny movie - read self- help books (my fav!) - and do not be "too proud" to ask other people for tips or advice- because we do not have to reinvent the wheel when others might have key stuff to share!
the more you "work through" this illness and "Cope as you go" - the less "post traumatic stress" you will have when remission comes.

I could go on, but this is reply is at a nice stopping point-

Be encouraged - never give up - feel - and then move into objective mode!! And may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing that you may abound in hope and in power through the the strength and power of the Holy Spirit inside you!
Xxoo
Gale

5/7/2016
6:51:13 AM

You're a super star Lady T. You are so generous with your time and information and it is so much appreciated. xx
Sheila

5/5/2016
9:35:04 AM

Hi Lady T....I apologize as I did not realize you had already explained what you did for your skin in Kelly T's post. No need to reply to my first post as you explained it all perfectly well in your post to Kelly T! You mention that the face tends to break out midway to the end of MD and I am getting them more now than ever so this seems to be true for me as well. Anyway, TY for being so informative and for taking the time to share with others.

Blessings,

Sheila
Sheila

5/5/2016
8:38:45 AM

Hello Lady T.....Wow! What a journey! Ty for sharing your story it is very helpful to me as I am sure to many others who are new to Mel's group and people like me who are just beginning the protocol. I wanted to ask you about what you used to help heal the lesions on your face and everywhere else but I am mostly concerned about my face. Last night I had a lump on my right cheek and when I pulled on it I pulled out the longest thing and it had all sharp edges and a long sharp end like a tail. I don't know if this is fungus or what but these things are literally encysted in huge lumps all over my chest, neck, a few in my face but my fave itches like crazy it feels like millions of tiny mites under my skin. I realize that until each and every parasite comes out of each lump, the sores will not heal. I do have sores with deep layers like what Mr. CS mentioned on his website. It's awful bc they will not heal no matter what I do and I am not sure if I should pick the stuff out or leave them alone but if I don't pick them out they will most likely be here forever bc they stick like glue to this neon yellow substance which I have determined must be biofilm. Have you found any remedy to be helpful with healing lesions? I began the protocol on Monday but that's another story for another time. Lol

Blessings,

Sheila
Peter

5/4/2016
3:29:44 AM

Dear Lady Truth

You are a friend to this community, and I would like to thank you. There is great wisdom in your posts. People will read them and will learn so much from them. Wonderful!

You remind the newly afflicted that they must have the deeply felt belief that all will turn out well. You tell them to have faith and to rely on their ability to overcome challenges. Then you arm them with the tools to do so. Remarkable.

You teach what is required to move through suffering. You stir their will to do so and to muster the inner strength to carry on. Heartfelt.

You instruct them in how the science behind the miracle delivered by Logos becomes instrumental to treatment. Then, your testimony and remission convinces them that it is real.

Lastly, you demonstrate that they must have patience to learn the lessons that will heal them. And you affirm for them that you have genuine love in your heart.

You understand Morgellons in so many ways. Keep giving precious knowledge. Your love is our teacher!

With sincere regards,
Peter
Lady T

5/2/2016
12:31:20 AM

Hi Kelly T
Thanks for the feedback and question!
I hate to always have such long replies here on the forum - but I have just learned so much about this and feel honored to share!!
It helps me to itemize - so I guess I will give you ten thoughts for my reply! No need to give a follow up - this is just FYI-' ;)

1. moisturize from the inside out!
We do want/need to apply topical stuff - but skin is mainly hydrated from the inside out! In 2009, I started taking sonne's cod liver oil and calphonite (it is their version of the logos omega caps and magnify-cal). And guess what? I stopped having to buy my yearly bottle of Clinique moisturizer! And my skin looked good!

I know some folks who take oils just for their skin - like vitamin E caps and even using more EVOO. In 09 - I went from super dry face and chapped lips to never buying bottles of moisturizer nuts with a teaspoon of cod liver Oil! So we hydrate the body (cells and skin) from the inside out first - and topically second! I got rid of all plants -felt I had to with MD- but would use fresh aloe at my mom's and that is amazing for the face too!
Also - my mom always internally takes flax seed oil for her skin- but for me - that cod liver oil helped.
I still use pure lanolin for lips and a thin layer on hands.
So keep in mind that you are getting the omega oil from the protocol - but at drier times maybe experiment with internally adding GOOD oils to see what your body likes.


2. Water in balance.
I still believe that some people drink too much water (those of us that can chug it) and while most need to drink "more" - oh yes - some of us might have over done it!!
for me personally - I drank way too much (cos I can chug it) and I likely was flushing out the little oils I had! I am sure the excess water kept my urinary tract extra flushed and had some perks - but really balance is the key!

I do not drink water the way I used to and I am hydrated more! On MDA site I also learned how we really hydrate the body - it with oils- salt - and minerals - so the cod liver oil was not the only thing hydrating me when i was rescued with it - it was the calphonite too! And so as people heal with Mel's protocol - eventually the omegas and magnify-cal will start to express itself all in the skin and face! it does soooooo much for the whole body!

3. Dry skin is sometimes a-ok with MD
I have read so much across the web about MD and Lyme- and cannot give credit to so many sources- argh - but I try to when I can. Anyhow - once read some info on how certain skin critters are thwarted in growth when the skin is a bit dry (not forever / just some days while healing)-
Also - I think early on I had less skin issues because of what I did with daily baths that cleaned and dried!
A lady on a forum said she had better results with dry skin cos the Lyme worm (or other eggs and spores) needed moisture to thrive! I just experimented - had days of going dry and days of using lotion/loil!
I would problem solve every day!
What does my skin need right now?
Did I rub my forehead too much and does it need a break with soothing coconut oil - or is it bumpy and does it need some drying and a light rub?
(Side note, like Sheila just shared about messing with her sores - I did this early on/ I spent too much time on sores and bumps early on - picking and I guess trying to help them get off - hours at the counter - and in hindsight I should have slept or rested!)
A most miserable time for me was when kinda near the end - in a final phase of healing - when my forehead was loaded - I would wipe my hand across it and get little pop noises - small and large bumps for a while -and a stubborn one right in between my eyes (have a yoga story about this - cos the sore was near the "third eye" part of the body, which is a supposed spiritual center. This one yoga teacher applied essential oil to everyone's forehead at the end of class and when she did mine - she paused and looked weird... I think she sensed the imbalance - then the next time I had her she said she was skipping the oil for that day! Never had her again since,'but I wonder if she sensed my affliction - cos massage therapists can feel heat at the site of knots) -

Anyhow - I often let my face skin go a bit "dry" and yes - it had some wrinkles and was not my freshest look - but who cares during healing! I am not sure this would have helped in early phases of this illness - but this was near my ending time and it was also when I got the lightbulb about cleaning out the sinus nesting source! Cleaning thie sinus aggressively (but safe) was key for everything, especially the face.

4. Explore and experiment!
As we mangage symptoms while the protocol does its work- I changed up what my face (and Body) needed. Early on it was wonderful coconut oil!
Early on I also made oil mixes! Like grape seed oil (cos it soaks in) with DE added and some lavender essential oil (EO) and maybe a drop of neem or drop of oregano.
I used borax directly on my skin and never ever had a problem - but it is very drying and a bit abrasive so i used it less and less - and then not at all - but do believe borax early on was key for me.
I Really was glad I read that post about how dry-ish skin helped a lady and then she also said the MD/L critters liked bone! They traveled along bone! Hm -

5. The final four months of the major healing of MD for me involved a "dry" and less moisturized face! Just had to do it. I would wash with dr bs peppermint soap - mostly twice a day - once in shower and then before bed (I would wash my feet and face with dr bronners mint soap before bed and it helped) Unless I went to gym - I would let pool water stay on my body and go to bed.

If my skin felt a little dry -- on some days I would spot treat with castor oil - around eyes - in nose - hairline.... Or I would put an entire layer of castor oil on whole body and face and gentle wipe some excess off so face felt lighter.
Other days I would address any slight breakouts! Sonne's #7 is wonderful for raw sores! Also liked powder benronite clay with vinegar for some phases.
but note: dry skin can be ok at times -
once during a full moon - I washed my face twice - and then lightly dried with a thin layer of 50% alcohol! Amazing good!
Then about 5 minutes later- I put on some DE- just a dab - waited and then after that applied a tiny layer of coconut oil.

If it all sounds like too much - keep in mind I was more in a routine and just like we get used to taking our supplements - I found that checking what my face needed (and keeping hands cleaned with alcohol or covered with a barrier) just became routine.
And then as I got healithier, It was this subtle getting better! I realized I had not checked my hands all day! Or i would come home and realize I was out for three hours and did not dig into my purse even once for something.
Or I was not itchy - ahhh - or I would come home and not have to run to shower - I was getting better!! And those days will come for all who are healing up - so be patient!

6. A little DMSO talk

I have mentioned DMSO in post replies before - and as Peter noted it is a solvent! It is used in transplants and In horse care to help deliver stuff through muscle and skin! DMSO, is made from tree byproducts and it penetrates the cell wall.

On YouTube there are workout gurus who use DMSO for muscle recovery - they just lightly use it straight from bottle. I find that interesting.

I first heard about DMSO from a couple on YouTube who had MD - they made a skin spray with a mix of things and added a few drops of DMSO to help delivery! Then - this other sweet guy online uses a drop of DMSO and a drop of peroxide to shrink his tumor! But the guy does not know about ridding pathogens And restoring his terrain - and so he is not fully getting well!
All this to say that DMSO is used by folks everywhere! It is also a secret ingredient in many cosmetic and skin help products! - DMSO is a helpful,
however - it is A solvent! So it needs to be used with care! The team here at Mel's protocol do NOT think dmso is needed for healing - and I respect that cos it is another wonderful example on how they err on the side of caution!
So I am NOT necessarily suggesting It now (smile), but I am sharing how I found it helpful for me in very small amounts. The founder of MMS (Jim) also has tips on using DMSO with mms-
Anyhow...
Very early on I used a bit of DMSO in my essential oil baths and foot soaks - think it helped, but not sure.
Side note, I would alternate my baths too: borax and baking soda: neem oil and olive oil; plain essential oil; Epsom slat; and even alfalfa - (and FYI - alfalfa never worked for me like the supposed lady who had her cat drop all those alfalfa tabs into her bath and she was miraculously ealed -not the case for me).
But for MANY months, my daily bath soak was helpful - boring sometimes - but I jammed to praise songs - 80s jams - etc- and it was what I needed at the time - and I do think it stopped some stuff.

Back to closing thoughts on DMSO!
I tried the liquid and the gel - and did like dmso for stubborn sores!
in the last six months of my healing - I used it in small amounts because it penetrates sores! It has a slight sting - for a few seconds -'like sunburn- but I found it helpful when used lightly!

I would look at my face (or arms and body) and ask what is needed right now. Some people on this forum say the face gets the worse mid-way to then near the end of your healing phase- this was true for me.
This is just an example of how i used DMSO.
one day had a mound starting on chin - had bump on cheekbone and those slight pimple bumps on forehead and side of brows.
I would wash face w/peppermint soap. Dry.
Spot treat the mounds or bumps or pimples with a touch of DMSO - let it settle in. Now this alone would break down the cell wall of pathogens - and would have been enough! but DMSO is also a carrier for other solvents - so I would decide what to do next -(god would show me....)
And sometimes right on top of the sore/bump, with the DMSO, I would Dab on some DE powder - let sit - then cover All of face w- coconut oil - ahhhhh! So nice! Other times I would add neem oil to the spots - or whole face. Or castor oil !
So yes, DMSO needs to be used with care and a little goes a long way, but might be worth exploring.

7.
Change it up.
We all know that changing things up helps manage symptoms because these critters morph! So as you look at your skin overall - think about what is going on with u for that week and that day! New strategies are a must.
unrefined coconut oil is a constant help item because it brings stuff out and moisturizers a bit.
Other items can be rotated in to try- like I heard some folks here in this forum had great results with mineral oil - I did not - but I did like it for some things (like a hand barrier at times - makeup remover - etc).
Castor oil is great skin cover to alternate because of its special properties - and even though heavy on face - it never seemed clogging! Also - a little goes a long way!

I still make my own oil mixes - like i use 1/2 teaspoon of DE - a few ounces of olive oil - or jojoba or grape seed oil - my choice of essential oils - nothing strong if for the face - but these little mixes are fun and effective! Or u can leave out the DE.

I also took a leftover bottle of castor oil - it had like 1/3 castor oil left - I added mint and lavender EOs and some olive oil! I carried it in purse for hands, arms, elbows - even feet!

I also love sonnes #7 clay for calming/drying/purifying the face - apply thin layer of sonne's clay - let dry for a while - wipe or leave it - and then i would apply thin layer of coconut oil oR even open a vitamin e capsule and spot treat areas!
Changing up what I used always made a difference.
Lastly, I love
Avalon organic lavender lotion.'I found it at very end of my healing journey - and rotated this into routine with a freshness.
This lotion is good for face, hands, even a light coat on hair ends was like a smoothing serum. It smells so good.

8.
What I don't use on my face (and in general)
I do not use sunscreen- but might use natural formulas with zinc when I want some.
I do not use store bought face moisturizers - yuck!
I do not use any prescription drugs or creams - and will try not to ever. So many are made overseas and could have contaminants!
I don't use mms every day anymore - but will take it once in a while when I feel led. And might take it daily later - I do use mms to purify doggie water and to purify the Keurig water.


9. my aftercare.

in my "after care protocol" - which is still being tweaked- I take six thymic formula per day (2 tabs 3x a day) and mix up the rest - I drink kefir With added acidophilus - I take sonnes cod liver oil again and the calphonite -but think I actually now like logos omegas and Magnifical better - not sure.
I take the sonnes clay at night with fiber to help ensure the deepest stuff is still moving out- and take other misc stuff -'like a morning proteolytic enzyme - sometimes garlic capsules - or kelp - or my greens and Beet mix! I take HCL with my main meal- esp if meat!

I also make smoothies too - but have to watch fruit.

Oh and I have a nice custom drink I Make for my hot yoga class. Remember I used to bring an enormous bottle of water (cos I used to chug way too much of the stuff - which in hind sight I see I also was so thirsty cos I had malabsorption and my systems were imbalanced and cells were starved). Now I use a 12 oz water bottle (so small for moi - but fits the new healthier me)m- I add one emergenC - dash of vitamin c powder - dash of b complex - dash of niacin - and some flax seed oil - (for my skin! Cos we moisturize from inside out) Sometimes I drop in one blackberry or a strawberry and chill until class.
My favorite breakfast - in my aftercare mode- Is a big vanilla whey isolate protein drink - I add some l-lysine - half capsule of logos dig. enzyme - and maybe a dash of amino acid powder and mix with soy or almond milk - I add a splash of kefir too sometimes. I make it frothy and it is fantastic! Drink it slow- then have Cup of coffee.

10.
Well Kelly T, I know this is a lot and I think you know I am just trying to share "extras" here because this entire website is a future resource for many people! Let us all keep that in mind as we make time to share. Because thousands of people get this each month and we can try and "pay it forward" :) so once you are healed (and hang in there because you can do this) well maybe you can share some lists of tips too!
my hope is that the little time I spent sharing misc here will maybe equip or empower someone!
Thanks again for your question Kelly and best wishes on your healing journey.
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God says "call to me and I will show you great and mighty things" and he also is a god that works all things "for" good. Romans 8:28 - where all things work for good to those who are called according to his purpose" and so folks - what you are going through is not in vain- but it can have many good fruits with amazing outcomes! Bring every thought captive and use this time to ask God to reveal himself to you more and more - and he will lavishly give you insight and wisdom. Be encouraged and "stay the course"




Kelly T

5/1/2016
11:32:43 AM

Thank you Lady T.

for your inspiring story and tips.

Could you tell me what you used for washing your face, and moisturizing your face, as well as your body. I find Dr. Bonner's great for washing my body, but extremely drying for the face. I just don't know what to wash my face with, and what to use for moisturizing the face, and what to use for the body.

Thanks so much!
Lady T **

4/30/2016
5:44:34 AM

Hello everyone,

I am not really sure how to best share my healing journey right now. I have already shared tidbits in many post replies. So I thought it best to start the "Lady T" thread by sharing ten things.
Ready?

1. I got MD in spring 2014. I usually stay away from doctors as much as possible, and have been very successful with natural remedies for things in past; However, this was so freaky I sought doc help right away!
I saw a few doctors (at a small clinic and then two at a high end place) all while researching online and trying everything and anything.
I felt respected with the docs I saw, but realized I was getting nowhere. I put my foot down when I was prescribed steroids and another permethrin cream- long story - but it just felt wrong. I know that God was leading every step of the way! I did multiple intestinal cleanses the first few months including a 21 day type of fast with Kroeger herbs (I was scared and highly motivated) - I also soaked in baths daily for months and months! And I hate baths! But I believe this early stuff helped me to not have major fiber loads - and had other perks - big time! but it was not enough to fully eradicate this illness. That summer, I found out about MMS from a wellness video - and then later found Mel's site - I was skeptical that Mel's protocol was a business promo thing. I finally decided to try it.

2. I started Mel's protocol in late fall 2014. At the time, I felt like I was already 80% better. I Was shocked by how fast Mel's protocol brought results and i was really doing well! i assumed it was from my other cleansings and So I minimized the role Mel's protocol played. I decided to go off the protocol because symptoms were gone for a while.
I Booked a trip to FL to see family and life was good. Then I got down to Florida and symptoms were back again. ??
The daily sauna likely brought out dormant stuff - or the mold and whatnot all around might have done it too - My hubs says FL is a swampy breeding place!
I had some protocol stuff left and so finished it when I got home from FL - / but when it ran out - I really wanted to try other brands / like natures way, new chapter, and now foods. I wanted to see if I could customize my own protocol (like mr. CS) and it was nice at first, but became annoying! And my protocol was NOT as effective! But I learned so much....

3. MY final healing phase came right after a temp job ended in fall 2015 - I was back on Mel's protocol - with the addition of sonnes #7 clay and health plus inc. colon cleanse at night (helped clean my small intestine and I passed so much stuff).
I also began cleaning out nose/sinus as much as I could (wish I did sinus cleaning sooner) and after a few months of this i could clean nose once a day.

4. Right now, I am mostly symptom free, I still get some scratches - less and less - but if I get any - they heal within 1 to 3 days! i did some gardening (which I never thought I would be able to do again- and actually I will only do very minimal garden stuff for a long time) -so after I Gardened - I had one small, thin scratch on my knee - (? It was covered with pant) but the scratch was gone in a day - and had a nasty scratch on my neck! I was wearing gloves and sleeve, but forgot about that area! So something in my yard still triggers something in me. however - it was a huge success to even be out there!
Right now, I still need to have a couple of nights where I get a good ten hours of sleep. At least two per week!
I feel super worn out if I don't. And look it too. I am in my 40's and believe I have aged gracefully (thank god for that) but after this MD- and likely Lyme - I start to look rough if I do not have those couple of nights with ten hours! Not always - but I can't get away with skipping sleep like I used to before all this! Sleep is such a beautifier and wonderful healer!

We all know how Important sleep is- It reduces irritability and sleep is when our immune system heals us - it is also when the brain cleans neurological mess and so with healing up any immune system illness - like MD - sleep is crucial! I know that many folks in the rough part of this might have trouble sleeping - but it is because your system is out of whack and your hormones and enzymes are all off - and other things need to be removed and there are byproducts from that - so hang in there because as you get well - sleep gets better and better!

5. For the past few months, I have been on a maintenance protocol. I am not sure what the after care protocol is for folks - but I tweaked the basic protocol.
However, this next month (May) I am actually going to do a month BACK on Mel's full protocol again- This last month (April) was a grieving month for our family - we had a few losses and I know it put extra strain on me -I am doing well - but want to fortify my immune system as much as possible!
i also Had candiaisis and this needs to be watched for a while more (still learning) but many believe that adults are vulnerable to MD c because candidiasis leads to leaky gut and mal-absorption, which then allows MD to travel through body.....


6.
I know going on and off Mel's protocol extended my time of healing, but I also know I needed to do that for me. I needed to try other supplements and explore this and that.
even when I knew the protocol worked - I still needed to explore different products.
I really enjoyed the learning and wanted to "see" a few things for myself.
However, it also confirmed Mel's protocol to me - and that is why I am here now- to share some of my story for those who might get something from it!

7.
If you are new here - or if you have been dealing with this for a long time- I want to encourage you right now! This is a crazy affliction, but it can be healed - it just takes time and patience!
And it really could be worse - because other diseases that the docs "know" about just get treated with symptom management and expensive drugs - and you slowly get worse and worse!
but if you follow Mel's protocol to heal from MD - you repair your bio terrain and it is a gift to yourself in the long run!
Healing MD is an arduous journey, but it can be done. We get healthy by cleaning out our inside and by rebuilding our terrain - we need our immune system at its best! You might not think you have an impaired immune system - but you do if you have this. The immune system is complex and layered - so it takes time- but this can be done!

8. I have some comical things to share about my healing journey, but I will have to come back to share them later on! Well wait - I can share one little story.

My teen some saw me battle with this illness for the whole time - my spouse has been a part of this and we both were shocked! Anyhow - I shared some things with my teen as needed - and he always felt bad for me when the face sores were there! Many times I had two - but a few times there were three large patches! Argh!

Anyhow-'when lesions had stopped and symptoms were almost gone - we went to a cookout- and I did not realize my son did not realize how recovered I was!

A few days before this cookout - i had a small pizza roll (not my normal food) But hubs was having some and brought me a couple - well the sauce burned my skin below my lip. It scabbed and at the cookout - I said to someone "oh please don't mind this - I burned it on a hot pocket" and my son was sitting there with his gf and they both looked at each other - eyes bugged out - and looked back at me - and his facial expression was like "really mom?" It was like he was saying, "don't tell stories" ha ha!
I had never made up stories about any of my leper days / if anyone asked I just said I had a breakout or that I was cleansing - I was careful - but always honest!

And I just smiled and told him it really was - later we talked more - but wow to how far I had come when my son did not even realize I could have a legit injury! - there I was with a hot pocket scab - my first legitimate wound after healing up from MD and it was funny to me! It still makes me smile because i know what I overcame - and by the way / that scab was gone pretty quickly too because my immune system is working so well thanks to all the cleansing and to logos and Mel's protocol! So later I will share more little snippets like this,,,

9.
Right now, I am still finding balance with my workouts (do yoga - some swim - and the bike) and I am getting ready to work more and more! I want to advocate for awareness about MD, which starts right now just by sharing here and contributing when I can. I like to fast from social media at times and so please excuse any breaks and long pauses with me.
but I need to fast at times -
I am also very grateful to have had MD. As rough as it was - it was empowering for me! I feel like I am a pretty open person, but I see that I was a bit of a "know it all" - like in 2010, I told my mom she was spending too much money on vitamins! I thought vitamins were gimmicks - and while some brands are lame, other brands are wonderful and have bioavailability - like logos!
And so it is ironic that after slamming all supplements - they were actually key to my healing - and so I try to watch being a know it all!
I have apologized to my mom and she graciously just smiles and really is glad I was able to see the benefit. Sure - some folks might not need supplements - but some of us do!

10.
In closing - I want to thank the Lord for all that he has done! For the promptings of the Holy Spirit - like the little things God would nudge me to do - i.e. go in and clip my finger nails to the see a couple black specs were trying to embed there. Or times he would just give me his peace - during a herx day - and the power to "be" during some very long phases
And his comfort during The times I laid there - in a towel while the borax dried on my body - or the times of itches and pin pricks and sores.
And how wonderful it was to find helpful info about this mysterious disease - and then to find a few folks who recovered - it gave me hope! I only needed to know that one person recovered - ;)

So I want to remind you that God has a plan for your life! When people share their faith in posts here - it is not from religiosity - it is because the power of God is so life changing and he gives us a peace that passes understanding!

Throw off the religious crap that might have hurt you and put aside any baggage - and use your healing journey as a fresh time to get to know God in a more intimate way! This is not our true home here in this world - but while we are here - the gift of life is to be enjoyed!

The breath in your lungs and the beating of your heart is a gift from God and God loves you! Sometimes he delivers us "from" things and other times he delivers us by taking us "through" things! And he WILL take you through - one day at a time - one hour at a time!

The best thing about healing from this illness of MD is that my quality of life is good and it was a desire of my heart to clean out my gut - I just never knew how!
My physical body has this deep, inner health and my outlook is one of gratefulness - pretty win-win!

Thanks for reading and be back in June with a check-in.

LINN STORY



Kelly

7/2/2016
10:51:38 AM

Hi Linn,

Thank you. Isn't it funny how something so horrible as MD can enable us to meet wonderful people that otherwise we would have never known?! I always enjoy hearing what you have to say during the conference calls, and I absolutely LOVE your positive and faithful attitude....it's inspiring.

Thanks again!
Kelly
Linn

7/1/2016
8:41:31 PM

Dear Juli,

It was so nice to meet you tonight! I enjoyed getting to know you.

We are in this together. We will definitely have to celebrate once Morgellon is a thing in our past.

Love,
Linn

Linn

7/1/2016
8:38:28 PM

Dear Kelly,

You have paid forward to me.. I just want you to know. To come to hear your voice, to know you, have brought joy to me. I want to thank you. I agree with you in that we must believe in the protocol, it truly works. That's very crucial to do. I agree.

Kelly, I hope you speedy recovery from your surgery.

I also feel the same about touch base weekly. I'm happy to know once a week you'll join the coffee and tea.

"Hope hope hope " I love it. It is the anchor that'll keep us going and heal and say goodbye to Morgellon.

Glad you joined tonight!

I learned a lot from what you said tonight.

Love,
Linn

Linn

6/21/2016
10:49:55 AM

Dear Kelly,
Thank you for letting me know this information helped you to endure. May God continue to give you the strength to do so. I know he will.
Love,
Linn
Linn

6/18/2016
12:06:16 AM

Dear Nan,

Thank you for the information on essential oils. Thank you! I hope your move will be finished soon. Also if you can let me know whether the recipes were to your liking.

Love,
Linn
Kelly

6/16/2016
2:08:46 PM

Linn,
Thank you so much for that beautiful post! Sometimes it gets hard to keep "enduring", but your post describes perfectly what it really means to endure and that we will all be better human beings for it in the end. I'm inspired!
Thanks again,
Kelly :)
Linn

6/15/2016
6:31:34 PM

Dear friends,

I hope you don't mind I'm sharing what I read that I find so encouraging and fitting for what we are going through.

The Bible often talks about Endurance: Matthew 24:13,"But the one who has endured to the end will be saved." James 5:11,"...endurance of Job..."

I love these scriptures, James 1:2-4 "Consider it all joy, my brothers, when you meet with various trials, knowing as you do that this tested quality of your faith produces endurance. But let endurance complete its work, so that you may be complete and sound in all respects, not lacking in anything."

Now the question is "let endurance complete its work". What does it mean?
What is endurance? My favorite definition I think you are going to love it too when you read it!!!

I quote:
In the Bible, enduring means more than simply putting up with trials or adversity. Endurance involves our mind and heart, or the way we react to hardships. A person who endures manifests courage, steadfastness, and patience.

Here it goes, my fav:
Endurance is "the spirit which can bear things, not simply with resignation, but with blazing hope. It is the quality which keeps a man on his feet with his face to the wind. It is the virtue which can transmute the hardest trial into glory because beyond the pain it sees the goal."

Isn't that beautiful !?!

Now, "let endurance complete its work" what work must endurance complete ?
It helps us to be "complete and sound in all respects, not lacking in anything." James 1:4.

Trials often reveal our weaknesses, aspects of our Christian personality that we need to refine. If we endure trials, our Christian personality become more complete, or sound. We may become more patient, appreciative, compassionate...

It says we not lack in anything. So the joy comes from when we endure a trial in a Godly way, we become a better person at the end of a trial than who we are begin with. We will have less weaknesses and we have an opportunity to taste how God helps us to endure and have an opportunity for his close personal attention on us.

I hope this gives you comfort and strength to keep enduring with blazing hope, with your feet on the ground with your face to the wind.

Stay courageous, steadfast and patient!

Love,
Linn
Linn

6/15/2016
6:29:59 PM

Dear Peter,

Thank you, I have good examples as yourself and those before me to follow. I got a lot of benefits from all the posts. I hope I can help someone too as all of you have done for me.

Linn
Nan

6/14/2016
3:59:52 PM

Hi Linn,

I was in conference call about a month or so ago...we were talking about Essential Oils at that time. I wanted to share some info with you, but this last month I had to move so I have been very busy. Packing is a lot of work.

Since I know you are into oils I wanted to mentioned 2 books my friend suggested: Essential Oils desk reference By D. Gary Young. Also, the Chemistry of Essential Oils Made Simple by David Stewart. The first book is easy to read reference book. The second book is more on the science of essential oils.

My friend goes to essential oil conferences and reads on it a lot. She had me diffuse Purification, Thieves or Ocotea regularly when I was sickest. It helped me sleep. I did not care for Purification, but everyone is different. I think it helped my environment thou. I love the smell of Thieves. I read Ocotea was taken orally and diffused in class rooms where there was out break of parasites and it removed the issue.

I have a couple of diffusers, but youngliving therapro premium helped me the most. It diffuses just the oil with no water. Has a timer and can change the level of output on the oil.

https://www.youngliving.com/en_US/products/therapro-premium-diffuser

I have used Young Living oils. I think they are the highest quality, but also the highest cost. I have also order Piping Rock oils. Not as rich and thick as Young living, but helpful.

You have great warrior attitude. Keep it up! Your life has changed...the good news is you will now know how to have great health so keep moving forward.

Take Care.
Cheers, Nan

PS. Cannot wait to get back to cooking. I have been living on turkey burgers with garlic & onions, Eggs with oregano and red pepper, salads with pumpkin seeds and avocado for the last month since the move was so timing consuming. I cannot wait to try your recipes. Please continue to share.

PSS. Also, white sheets and PJs helped me sleep better too. I read that parasites like dark places and the white sheets are bright. Everyone is different, but I tried it and to my surprise it worked.
Linn

6/13/2016
8:36:25 AM

Hi Kelly,

Aww! I'm so glad the pumpkin seeds and garlic worked for you too!

I have such fondness for you. Yes, I too was so happy to have talked with you. its nice to know we both tried in February together.

I hope w get to talk again.

Love,
Linn
Peter

6/13/2016
2:56:42 AM

Dear Linn

"Thank you" for continuing to share and for participating in this forum. You are a blessing!

Always,
Peter
Kelly

6/11/2016
3:23:24 PM

Hi Linn,
It was so nice to talk with you last night during the conference call. I just took some time to read your entire thread from beginning to end. I share so much in common with you. I love that you are excited about seeing your purging, I am too. I have to tell you that a few weeks back I read what you wrote about the garlic and pumpkin seeds stopping activity, so I tried it and it was successful. I now make it a daily ritual whether I feel activity or not. Thank you so much for sharing!
Gob Bless and take :)
Kelly
Linn

6/10/2016
11:40:17 PM

Hi everyone,

I finally got my frankincense and myrrh essential oils. I saw this on the second episode of the truth about cancer. Frankincense can kill totally destroy cancer cells. Since I have Lyme parasites in my spinal cord and brain stem all the way down to my pelvis area and hip joints. I thought I can use these oils on my spinal cord and all the areas mentioned. Yes I can tell I'm disturbing them.

These parasites have done havoc with my nervous system since 10/2014. I'm excited to have heard essential oils in this case frankincense because it cured a girl's brain tumor.
I'll keep you updated how the oil help with my nervous system issues.

I love essential oils. I have an array of them and I rotate them.
I do take baths with baking soda, peppermint oil,and cedar wood oil. I also switch the cedar wood with apple cider vinegar.

Eucalyptus, tea tree, neem, lemon, oregano, cedar wood, clove, now frankincense and myrrh.
Something I added to my scalp treatment, in the morning I will do my tea tree soap, sulfur soap, then I soak my head in sea salt water about five minutes, then comb hair forward. With this step I use kleen green at night. My scalp purged fibers, glitters, specks. I was happy to see that.

Today I even purged amalgam in my right ear.

I hope something in this post can help someone.

Love,
Linn

Psalms 34:18,19 "Jehovah is near to the brokenhearted and saves the battered-down in spirit.
Many are the afflictions of the righteous; But Jehovah delivereth him out of them all."

I love these words. It shows God Jehovah is near us, with our disease, at times we are brokenhearted; and with this disease, we face many afflictions both physically and emotionally, but please be confident that Jehovah delivers all of us out of them all, every single one of them :) by providing us wisdoms to deal with each symptoms. As symptoms shows themselves, there is tactics to conquer and take care of them.

Thought to leave you with some comforting thoughts!

With love,
Linn

Linn

6/10/2016
11:10:20 AM

Hi everyone,

During the 11 to 13 drops week, I had a lot of crawley feelings, I tried different things it didn't work. But one day I was hungry, needed something hardy, I learned how to make cauliflower tortilla and mixed whatever I had in my fridge and spices turmeric, came to this wonderful delicious combination.

I had this same meal for two consecutive meals, and the Crawley stopped!

It was great! The solution was effective and delicious I hope this helps.

The recipe is on the 2016 recipes post.

Linn
Linn

5/21/2016
12:13:06 PM

Dear Van,

I'm looking forward to talk with you next week. Yes you described my diet before this ailment. I was feeding myself the same things. I'm happy to eat right foods now. It opened my eyes and it truly is a better way to live.

You're on the right track! May God continue to hold your hand tightly through this. I know he will and he has all along.

Love,
Linn
Linn

5/21/2016
12:12:14 PM

Dear Van,

I'm looking forward to talk with you next week. Yes you described my diet before this ailment. I was feeding myself the same things. I'm happy to eat right foods now. It opened my eyes and it truly is a better way to live.

You're on the right track! May God continue to hold your hand tightly through this. I know he will and he has all along.

Love,
Linn
Linn

5/21/2016
12:04:37 PM

Dear Peter,

Thank you for helping me with my war with Morgellon. You helped me sooo much.

Thank you for your constant cheering me on! It truly helps. This is like running a marathon, not worrying about getting less than two hours but running that 26 miles. The whole way those ppl cheering the runners on through those miles, how important that is for all the runners. And I am in a race spiritually and physically. And your cheering me on truly helps!

Please know how much you have contributed to so many of us in many ways. You're doing great!

Mel loves his little brother!

Love,
Linn
Linn

5/21/2016
11:47:26 AM

My dear Shari,

I often think about you. I feel I know you because of those archive conference calls I listened to them over and over again especially in the beginning of this trial.

Thank you for posting on my thread. I was just thinking about you so much this week. I wonder how you are. How's your fiancée... I did read your thread. Please know even we never spoke, but just by listened to you through those calls, I have such affection for you and your fiancé. Please keep up the fight.
Psalms 121:4 "Not drowsy will he grow, nor go to sleep, who guards Israel."
Which means even during our sleep, we can sleep in security. :)

Thank you for encouraging me with your words and with who you are. (Heart)

Love,
Linn
Linn

5/21/2016
11:25:57 AM

Hi everyone,

It's been a month since last post about my progress. This is a long...post since its been a month. Ok here it goes:

At the end of the 7 drops week, straight into the 8 drops week I became very clumsy, and slow in thoughts, with a lot of lethargy. I managed to drop a lot of things, I broke a dish, dropped utensils,even cut my leg by accident trying to use scissors to open a box, burned my arm while cooking. I laughed at myself how clumsy this disease can cause.

During the 7 and 8 drops, purged a lot, however these two weeks the purging actually made the skin hurt, as they leave my body. I had two worms one even fuzzy left my body. I have to say the fuzzy worm I found comical because I found where it exited next to my knee. The next day I found it because the imprint of it was the same shape as the fuzzy thing. Somehow it made me laugh. I think after all the strange things can come out of my body, well as the French say, c'est la vie. Though don't get me wrong, some symptoms for the first time I get scared and sad over them and certain symptoms I find them more challenging emotionally to take than others. I'm just glad at least I can laugh at some symptoms and not have to carry all the symptoms emotionally.

I started using coconut oil on skin and for oil pulling. My teeth tightened, gums healthier.

I start to have more bumps on my face and more hair growth between the eyes and the eyebrows and above the upper lip also. For the bumps I treat them with clove essential oil it seems to help. I start to get post nasal drip, which I'm using sov silver.
Ears started to purge fibers.

At the 9 drop week I start getting crystals again. I haven't had them since February. So I guess it's another new layer. I'm happy to finish one layer of it.
I haven't had too much nerves dancing in my spinal cord for awhile however during this week, I started having them again. It's disconcerting since I dislike this symptom the most! however, I remembered reading that same symptoms will rotate through, but each time the symptom's intensity and duration will be less each round. So I prayed for peace, courage and wisdom. Then right way I remembered that I watched "the truth about cancer". In the show there was one woman when she was 13 years old had a brain tumor. The doctors left half of it behind and said she will need chemotherapy. Both her mom and herself refused and looked into essential oils. She used frankincense, one drop on her tongue then she put her tongue on the roof of her mouth, once every two hours. By the time she went back to her doctor, the tumor was gone. So as my nerves were doing weird stuff again, after God helped me to recall this information, I used coconut oil and oregano put it on my spine from the neck to the tail bone and the activity decreased right away. I have been doing that up until now. I'm grateful for all these different knowledge since this disease is quite annoying in that there are an array of symptoms to deal with. I'm glad to have the tools.

The 9 drop week a lot of fatigue.

A new situation developed on my skin from the neck to the shoulders very tight and snake like feel to them, also have red bumps. Very painful. I realized because all along, I didn't eat the right MSM it was contaminated. This is why my skin suffered. So please look at your labels of everything you use. MSM is to protect our skin during this disease. I was for last three months however with not carefully looking at the label, I wasn't fed the sulfur I needed for my skin. Fortunately I have MSM gel, I put it on right away the skin felt better. I do this three times a day to heal this area.

From 9-11 week the symptoms blend together,still same with skin of neck and shoulder, however the purging is less in the 10, 11 week. The facial activities just more and more. I treat my face with alternating between coconut oil with different essential oils, Vicks vapor rub and Claudia cream MSM peppermint oil.

This was my 11 drops week, I have used coconut oil with eucalyptus on my face and feet (I have swollen ankles again), I then put Saran Wrap to keep them moist throughout the night. I do it to my arms too but I use aquaphor with tea tree oil, then Saran Wrap them. This serves two purposes, help keep skin supple and don't have to worry about the stickiness on the sheet and blanket. In the morning after removing the Saran Wrap. Skin feels good and they purged without discomfort.

I came across something may help someone. Vicks vapor rub is good for fungal nails. It does work since I have it on my fingernails.
Also Vicks vapor rub, if have hard time sleeping due to coughing, place Vicks vapor rub on feet especially the bottom of the feet, wear socks, it'll allow sleep without coughing. They said this works on children very well. Maybe no one tried it as adults, but I think this makes great sense as reflexology, meridian points on the bottom of the feet.

Lately I also thought of digestion. Most of us who have this disease have gut problems, thus the protocol helps us to heal by restoring our gut. Therefore that means most of us have digestive issues. Something I learned last year, I just start practicing this this week. I just remembered is that since digestion starts in our mouth as we chew. How many of us are always eating fast because life's pace is fast. I learned that if you chew your food thirty times with each bite, your mouth have already helped you digested, it left you with very little to swallow, therefore this is better for our digestion. I tried this, it's true, by the count of thirty chews, you have hardly anything to swallow. I hope this information will help :)

I did get very dizzy on Thursday night of my 11 drops week. But recovered fast it only lasted like 4 minutes. I'm still waiting on my herx.

I started to include colon pro health. It's only been two days.

I brought sleep advance, but this week so far by evening time, I want to sleep so I haven't tried it yet.

Friday morning at 3 a.m., I woke up couldn't breathe, there were so much mucous/ phlegm in my throat, I couldn't expel either by swallowing or blow them out or cough them out. They just stuck. I had to stick my head between my legs bend over to breathe. I put some eucalyptus not by my nose, but the whole neck and by behind the ears and chest. Slowly about 4a.m. I fell back to sleep.

Last night during the conference call I asked Mel about this. He said to use sovereign silver! THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT !!! Please NOTE. We want to keep these pathogens out of our lungs!!! This is what is behind the reason Mel and John wants us to use the sov silver to coat our membranes of our esophagus so to keep them not penetrate into our lungs. Therefore also blow your nose, clean them, then one drop of sov silver per nostril and let that go down the throat and into your stomach. I hope this helps.

What scriptures helped me lately?

I have to say there were certain days I woke up feeling off, due to die offs and fatigue, which means with my best intentions to stick to the schedule tightly. However, certain days when brain fog kicks in, literally unable to do it. Of course a quick panic arise, but God gave me a reminder from Proverbs 24:16, it says there, "For the righteous man may fall 7 times, and he will get up again... ". So it helped me to say to myself, "no guilt over this, it's ok, I'll do it right next time." Pick self up, dust off and move forward. This helped me when I get those days I'm feeling off and not able to do the protocol perfectly.

When I find those moments of anxiety either over some strange symptoms, or hurt because someone doesn't understand what I'm going through...or all other things out of my control:
Psalms 121:1-8. Especially I love verse 5 it says, "Jehovah it is who guards you; Jehovah is your shade at your right hand." (Byington)
What does Jehovah is your SHADE at your right hand means? In ancient Israel time in warfare ( or morgellon warfare) most soldiers are right handed, so you have your sword in your right and your shield on your left, so you are protected on your left, but vulnerable on your right. But if you have another friend who calls you to his side says to you, "stay right here, and every time you extend your sword, I'm gonna stand sooo close to you with My shield that you can see my shield's shade on your right hand." The psalmist said Jehovah was like that. Jehovah is not at the sidelines watching us battling this system (morgellon disease). Jehovah is calling us to his side so he can comfort which in Greek means calling to one's side. He's saying as we extend ourselves either it's difficult or not, we will know where he is, we don't have to wonder where God is, we are able to see his shade at our right hand. Isn't that reassuring! Isn't that beautiful ?!

Well I'm sorry it's a long post. I'll post next month. I realized it's easier to do monthly posts than weekly for me.

I keep everyone here and all those are afflicted in the world in my prayers. We are in the hard times to deal with. May we persevere in prayers, hold on tight to wisdom we get to attack this warfare and win the war. Morgellon daily may seem certain battles they have the upper hand, but our goal is win the war, it's ok little battles they seem that M is stronger, but we look at the big picture is they are going to DIE and we are going to LIVE!

Love,
Linn
Van

5/21/2016
10:23:18 AM

Missed it again this week. I got busy with grocery shopping and missed again :(.

I will definitely try and call next week (either Fri or Sat).

Thnx for your recaps Linn. They really make so much sense...and yeah it's so true that this world is getting more toxic every day.

Before my health declining, I used to eat all the rubbish from the frozen sections, all the pizza & hot dogs I could eat from Sams Club, all the food I could stuff in at the chinese buffets. Boy, I would eat till I couldn't breathe no more. After all, the food was cheap and that's all I saw it for. I didn't see the health repercussions of eating this food.

Well at least today I'm so aware of what goes into my mouth and those of my family. We're all aware of toxicity, GMO etc etc, which wouldn't have happened without my health declining.

Hope to talk to everyone next week. Till then take care and hugs to you all

Blessings
Van
Peter

5/21/2016
2:14:30 AM

Dear Linn

Looks like reading Ellen's post has given you some great insight! Trust that you are winning, because you are. And keep pouring out grace, because it is so very therapeutic. You are a blessing.

Love,
Peter
Shari

5/21/2016
12:35:39 AM

"I have heard someone said that when Satan reminds us of our past or of our imperfections, we can remind him of his future."

Linn, yes! I'm holding onto this word tonight! Thank you!!

Your sister in Christ,
Shari
Linn

5/20/2016
12:35:44 PM

Dear Van,

Thank you for your greeting. Your post to me is with such kind tone, They're words as the proper time is so good.

Proverbs 25:11"Like apples of gold in silver carvings, Is a word spoken at the proper time."

My hair grew but I cut it again two weeks ago to earlobe length, I find easier to maintain. I'll go back to long hair in the future.

Yes I'm looking forward to speak with you!

Love,

Linn
Van

5/19/2016
7:15:11 PM

Hi Linn,

I hope to talk to you tomorrow on the conf call. Just got off the phone with Mel and he said you're progressing really well. Would love for you to share your thoughts.

Also, is your hair coming back? Would love to hear on this.

Blessings
Van
Linn

4/20/2016
10:45:34 PM

Hello everyone,

Just an update:

I'm in my 7 drops week.

last week 6 drops week I had more itching and stings. I finally received my sulfur soap from Walmart. I got to start the scalp treatment Peter taught me. It truly works so well, I've been purging more from my scalp each wash. Tea tree soap, leave on scalp about 10 minutes, I then rinse off, then lather sulfur soap leave it for ten minutes, then rinse off, then spray kleen green 1:7 dilution comb hair over sink and see all the fibers, specks come out.

So,far with the 7 drops, I noticed a lot more purging with sand like material and fibers, it's nice I just read that bc the biofilm is less so I'm purging more. It's quite remarkable how much can come out on and on and on.

I'm looking at this as a sign of winning this fight. I know I'm still a way to go. Patience and slow and steady.

For the last two months, I have some yellow patches on the palm of my hands. I heard from a friend about coconut oil. I went and watched some videos on coconut oil, found out how much it can help in our health, I use it on my hands and put gloves on them. Just one day of virgin, organic coconut oil,the callous looking portion of the yellow patch disappeared. I've been using it on my face and under the jaw, I noticed helps to purge those areas.

I also remembered Papaya seeds helped me in the past to parasite cleanse, I had tapeworms before in 2009, I remember papaya seeds, and pineapples for four days, I saw tapeworm out of me.I had my friend buy papaya for herself, but wash and dry the seeds for me. I'm hesitant on eating it just yet. I want to make sure I have a good colon cleane system on hand first.

I also heard from my missionary friends that for prevention, one teaspoon of papaya seeds per day can keep an environment of our body displeasing to the parasites to even reside.

I just finished reading Ellen's post of final analysis,she said this was the toughest thing she went through, I have to say This too has been the most difficult physical illness I have ever dealt with. it's reassuring from her that this will make me strong able to handle other things.

I know I can't do this on my own. I'm grateful God continues got my backing, gives me support each day. I'm grateful also for all of you.

I want to have this experience make me a better person not a bitter person. Better, not bitter.

1 Peter 5:10! "...he will make you firm, he will make you strong."
Thank you for all of your posts,
Linn
Linn

4/8/2016
1:17:03 AM

Hi everyone,

It's been awhile. I'm on the eighth week and 5 drops of mms (2/3).

The first week on 2 drops, more purging occurred, more pimpling, more itch and sting. I tell myself it'll get worse before better. Being reminded by Mel that it'll get worse before better, really helps me. What helps me with stings is eating raw garlic with pumpkin seeds. I stumbled on this. One afternoon I needed a snack, so I grabbed raw garlic and pumpkin seeds. While I was eating, I noticed after few rounds, the bite/sting stopped. Now it's one of my favorite snacks, one bite of raw garlic, with a spoonful of pumpkin seeds. Quite delicious to me.
For itch, I read it I think in Monica's thread is sometimes they're purging from the skin and the microfiber cause the skin to itch. When I feel it, I grab readily the lint roller and roll over the area,ahhh instant relief. I go for that first, bc it's quick and stops the itch right away if it is due to purging. If not, that didn't work then I know it's a different cause then I spray kleen green 1:7.

The week of 3 drops, a lot of glitters came out, I left a trail of glitters behind everywhere I went. I also saw some things I haven't before, but towards the end of the week I had a scare, I had to call Peter. This episode led me to cut my hair to earlobe length. Since that episode, I tell myself it's always better out than in and that helped me.

The week of the 4 drops, I noticed my hands' numbness was getting worse, which led to that Wednesday night, full numbness on both hands. They curled up as in stroke patients. My hands didn't release until half an hour later. I remember reading that the pathogens like to attack weak, previously injured sites along the body. They like to remind us our weak spots. I remembered that since I had this happened before, years ago. I prayed out loud throughout the 30 min. I thanked God for preparing me for this symptom and protected me from anxiety while it's happening. I had peace throughout the event.
Amos 3:7 shows He wants to prepare us by giving us knowledge and wisdom.
I felt protected and loved by him. That his close attention on me. I know he's doing that for every individual going through this.
My swollen legs went down to normal after 2 months. However the chin area is getting swollen. Which I'm targeting on extracting them.

It's my 5 drops week, I think since the three drops week I started feeling increasing fatigue. But I'm glad to know it's more important to rest than to clean. So I started to take naps started on my three drops week. I clean now every other day. Rest when I feel like to. I still have the muscles and joints pain. I noticed I lack of oxygen sometimes. I think that also means they're dying off in me. I have to remember to breathe four on inhale and seven on exhale to gain air.

In general I'm getting a lot of fibers and black specks. Scalp purging.

I've been reading the book of Job. Knowing why we suffer and the cause of all the suffering in the world, the big picture does help in my facing this challenge. Satan likes us to feel down. He's constantly looking for ways, either with the morgellon or how we feel about ourselves...I have heard someone said that when Satan reminds us of our past or of our imperfections, we can remind him of his future. God is more powerful. Satan is not happy that his destruction is around the corner as the book of Revelations says.

Knowing this point, at moments when I have a thought that may tear me down, I remind myself it's not true, because God and Jesus will never talk to me that way or wants me to feel that way. However, at the same time it's so reassuring knowing God is greater than our hearts and knows all thing. He knows why we feel a certain way. He's always ready to encourage us and lift us up out of our ash pits. What a magnificently beautiful and awesome God we have!

Sorry for the long post of update. I'm looking forward to my herx. I read about it so much.

May God gives you a warm and fuzzy hug today and everyday. May that hug be one that comforts (com=with, fort=fortis=strength, so when he gives us comfort, with him, he gives us the strength to face our trials) and fortify you in all ways.

With much love to all of you my fellow conquerors,
Linn








Linn

3/23/2016
11:03:55 PM

Hi everyone,

In lunar calendar this evening 3/23 up til 3/24 is Nisan 14. That means 1983 years ago, Jesus sacrificed his life for us. All of us... John 3:16, Romans 5:8. He suffered brutal treatment up to a painful death so we can have life!

John 3:16 God loves us so much he gave his only begotten son. We did not come cheap, came with a great cost.

We are so loved. May I never take this life for granted. This gives me more reason to conquer this M!
John 16:33 Jesus said,"I have said these things to you so that by means of me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation, but take courage! I have conquered the world."

He will help all of us conquer M!

I will continue to keep all of us in my prayers.

I thank God for Mel, John, Peter and all of you who are my fellow warriors.

When I read all of your posts, I have confidence in winning this war. I get so much education and advices from you all. While you were writing them you didn't think how it can do so much for the next person. Thank you for all of your encouragements.

Mel,
I'm touched by the forum for those friends in Australia. It's very loving!

Peter,
Thank you thank you thank you for helping me to not be anxious about the cleaning. Thinking back most of the time I felt depression over the M is mostly due to cleaning the environment. It's the most stressful part of this disease in my book. Not confident if I'm doing the right way of cleaning or of the products. Or how to clean. It was everyday stress the second I wake up, i was ok time to clean again.
God stepped in again, having that conversation learning the better way of doing things. Wow lighter.

Today was the first day I took out time to sit down and say I'm going to sit on my bed and read, write the post... I took a nap without guilt today.

Thank you all so much!

Linn


Linn

3/6/2016
3:56:25 PM

Hi Mel and Peter,

Thank you for finding answers for me regarding my concern with the facial growth of unwanted invaders. I was happy to know Peter gone through it and knew what to do.

I really appreciate the coffee and tea conference calls.

Mel, may I have Peter's number, thank you.

Hi Ruth,
Was that you from England yesterday? If yes it was so nice to hear your voice.

Hi Margo,
It's really encouraging for me to hear you've gone back to work, congratulations! I'm so glad to hear that you're feeling better after your move.

Hi James,
It was nice meeting you too and thank you also for the tip on neem.

Hi Kathy,
I heard you were back on the phone line, however I didn't hear your voice. I hope you are doing well this week.

I start on my MMS tonight! I'm excited I finally got to start the killing of them.

Linn





Peter

3/5/2016
2:41:48 AM

Hi Linn

I just wanted to tell you that I will be joining in for coffee tea, and me conference call this Saturday . I hope I get a chance to speak with you.

I can clearly see that you are committed. That is wonderful! You are taking steps to get well by becoming more involved here. Many have discovered that this treatment is the way back. Those who read here and remain on the protocol do get well.


Blessings,
Peter
Ruth

3/3/2016
5:23:06 PM

Hi Linn,

Although I've seen others mention fungal hair I don't think I have experienced it, or at any rate not noticed it.

So I hope others with experience will offer advice.

If you haven't already done so you might find help using the search engine here. Although it takes time to read through posts I always learn something new and re-reading at a later stage is helpful as different things are relevant.

Please keep posting and let us know how things go for you.
Linn

3/2/2016
1:29:30 PM

Dear Ruth,
Thank you for checking on my post. I truly appreciate it.

Ruth do you have morg hair problems?
I'm getting morg hair growth on my face!! It's invading my forehead. Please if you or anyone else know what to do to stop their invasion. Please help!!

Thank you!
Linn
Ruth

3/2/2016
7:44:32 AM

Hi Linn,

Its good to hear that the dizziness is gone now. You are doing so well with your diet finding things that you enjoy eating. When I felt like eating something with a sweeter taste I made the almond cookies which are great!

I'm not sure what the right/best way of dealing with clothes is either so I can only say what I did! At the beginning everything feels overwhelming and we are so tired from having sat up at night for hours reading and researching and then realise that we have to start major cleaning and washing projects.

I started by bagging up everything I didn't need immediately. I didn't wash it first as I wouldn't have been able to get it all dry. I did throw some things out that I felt I would never be able to wash adequately and didn't feel happy about keeping. Then I did go through what was left in my wardrobe and drawers and wash those and clean all surfaces with Kleen Green. Because I didn't have many clothes to deal with I have always put them straight back into cupboards and drawers but I know others store in plastic boxes. Gradually I went through the items I had put in plastic bags and washed them.

Little by little we get on top of it all and it starts to get better.
Linn

2/28/2016
11:55:36 PM

Hi everyone, Hi Ruth,

I am happy to report that the dizziness subsided on its own.

i'm start my fourth week today. i'm excited one more week i get to add mms.

i do feel tired more often this week, i think that means good that they are dying in me. i am getting better at this new way of life.

the other night i made lightly sauteed broccoli with garlic and jalapeno, also chicken with a mixture spices of cinnamon, clove, ginger, star anise and fennel all these with brown rice. it was quite delicious.

it was nice to have a hot meal. i do enjoy the salads though. however, nothing can beat hot meal.

i have to say, it is fun to be creative with the new way of eating.

after looking at the dessert and snack list of almond cookies, rooibos jello, so much more, looking forward to try them all.

however, i guess i'm a newbie, maybe it's too early to try them, stick to salads, lemons, cayenne peppers, apple cider vinegar...

can someone help me, i don't know if i need to clean out the closet at this time? i'm afraid of my closet. the last time i went in to look for rayon, polyester, nylon clothes, i walked out with a lot of black specks on my white jeans. kind of gross.

as i read many of you placed your clothes in plastic, before you have done that, do you have them all inspected and washed before store them in plastics? then take them out after healing?

if so, that's a lot of work, to wash them all before put them in plastics.

so far i only have few that i wear i washed and put them in plastic bags, i just rotate through these few.

please can anyone give me some guidance on this aspect?

thank you,

Linn

Ruth

2/25/2016
12:23:55 PM

Hi Linn,

So sorry that you having dizzy spells. Its a horrible feeling and I've had trouble with it in the past occasionally but it has always disappeared after a while. I felt then that it was caused by particles in the ear shifting and disrupting the delicate balancing function. There are ways of moving the body and head to help with settling it down if that is the cause.

I haven't had it more recently associated with morgellons so hope that others may be able to help and will be praying for you about it.

Love Ruth
Linn

2/24/2016
5:40:51 PM

Hi Ruth,

Thank you for your post!

It's nice to read your little walk outdoors since I haven't the chance to do those things yet.

Thanks for the tip about the lemon juice.
yes, with God all things are possible!

I'm sorry you had a harder day that day, but isn't it beautiful God shows his personality through the things he creates Romans 1:20.


Ruth and everyone,

I start to have dizzy spells. By any chance anyone had it too? And why do We get it?

Thank you for the insight!

Linn
Peter

2/23/2016
9:55:55 PM

Hello

Beautiful post, Ruth. God bless you. Your grace is indomitable. Sending you Strength and Love.

Always,
Peter
Ruth

2/22/2016
12:52:20 PM

Hello Linn,

Thank you so much for posting and sharing your experiences and thoughts. Although I love reading over the past posts its also lovely to hear from someone current and to know that I can pray for you by name as I pray for those going through the protocol at the moment.

Yes I find Kleen Green helps rashes which come and go. I also find lemon juice good.

I've had a harder day today feeling a little low but its helpful reading your post. I've just been out on a walk up the lane from my house to say hello to the animals, sheep here at the moment, and the sun was shining the last few minutes of the day. I know its important for me to be grateful and thank God for every blessing He gives and I was thankful for the sun and for the beauty of the trees, fields and hills. Also I'm thankful that nothing is impossible with God and when we face things that feel impossible for us it stretches and exercises our faith putting our trust in Him.

I'm a little ahead of you in my fifth month and will keep posting what is happening. Its the full moon today so we can expect a bit more activity. I've had some bigger fibres appear today whereas they had been getting much smaller.

Got to go and cook tea..

God bless, Ruth

Linn

2/22/2016
4:12:53 AM

Hi everyone,

Yes, Kleen Green does help with the pimpling. I sprayed it and rubbed it in. Next morning, both of my arms all calmed down.

I finished my second week on the portocol. During the second week, I was able to do one errand by myself. This is huge since I haven't the ability to go outdoors for two months now.

I have more black specks now. I haven't gotten the crystals I used to in the beginning.

I have been using aquaphor with tea tree oil. I find that helps to keep the skin healthy. I saw on a health show once that aquaphor literally heals the skin.

I start to get the itch which I didn't have before, but during this second week, I start to get them quite often. Now, I understand what itch feels like. Kleen green does help me to control it with that too, and the bites.

I read from others that they can rub out by using coconut oil... I tried, I still can't seem to rub them out. I must not be doing it right.

Since the first week I have noticed I have wrist joint pain, however, during the second week, I noticed I'm getting more joint pain. It's 3 in the morning, I woke up because almost every joint is very painful now, I can feel them even during my sleep.

I remembered I read in Justin's thread that happened to him too. I just read it again to confirm. It's comforting to have the journeys to read and know what I'm going through is okay.

I'm grateful to have them to refer to.

I'm also so grateful for the conference archives. I find them very informative and calming too.

I appreciate to what Amber said that' it was messy'.
My first three days on the portocol, I kept messing up here and there.
Also trying to get my environment clean, laundry is definitely is still an issue for me. I'm just not secure if I got rid of them in my wash.

I'm also grateful to how open you all are, the ones that came before me. Many were candid about their sadness, having this disease.
I did have my overwhelmed moments and sadness, though maybe half an hour the most, but I felt them. I find crying to God helps me! Literally the tears come out. Afterwards, He regrouped me, and renewed my strength and focus on healing. I am grateful to know God. I don't know what my life would be like to endure without the power beyond what's normal. It will be a life of hopelessness.

I am grateful to this website. Like Peter, it's the second website, I found, and the only website says there is a cure for this.
I got hope! Hope means there is a way out!

I feel blessed to have a cure!! That All I have to do is follow the steps.

I'll keep praying for all of us to have a full recovery, and may God continue to provide us the courage, peace, joy in our healing process.
Joy, that despite what's happening, that quiet joy inside to fuel our endurance.

Linn
Linn

2/17/2016
7:56:16 PM

Thank you Mel, thank you Mary for welcoming me. Hi everyone,

Mary the celery stick with peanut butter sounds delicious. I can do the same with almond butter then, great suggestion.

This is my second week on the protocol. Since yesterday I start to get pimpling on my arms, today increased in quantity. What does it mean? I'll try Kleen green. I think I read that on some posts.

How should I feel and view about pimpling?
If you have any insight and advise please share with me.

Thank you!
Linn
mel

2/17/2016
1:21:23 PM

Hello Linn and Welcome,

I guess I haven't welcomed you because of how much we have talked on the phone.

Having the ability to talk with me two or three times a week at our Coffee, Tea with Me conference calls has accelerated your ability to utilize the protocol. This has allowed you to do things you haven't been able to do in two years within the first three weeks of being on the protocol.

I remind you of what I said this morning on the phone, slow and steady.

I rejoiced in your tears of happiness this morning, may the praise go to God, for you told me he sent you to our website. Because of that you believed in us, and ordered the protocol within seventy two hours of acknowledging you have a toxic disease.

We look forward to your continuous story with the hope it will benefit those who come after you. Paying it forward is a godly thing.

Obviously at this moment very moment you are full of hope!

God Bless,

Mel
Mary

2/16/2016
11:58:57 PM

Hi Linn,

Welcome!

I'm so glad you found this site also and that you are feeling so well so quickly. It does ebb and flow, but overall, it flows! I also found that even though onions, tomatoes, and bell peppers of various colors are sweet, they didn't cause me any problems. But, again, we all have to test it out for ourselves as everyone responds differently to foods. I've been able to now eat granny smith apples and carrots with no problems also, whereas before I couldn't as I'd get more crawlies. Onions caramelize nicely in the sauté pan with EVOO (extra virgin olive oil) and they never caused me any troubles.

So, I hope you will be able to enjoy these and find other veggies too. One of my favorite snacks is celery sticks dipped into sunbutter (sunflower seed butter). Anyway, it's an easy way to get a lot of celery into me. Now I also every so often use all natural Laura Scudders Peanut butter, too, but that's not recommended in the beginning due to peanuts having more fungal potential, I think.

Stay strong and stay connected here as much as possible for lots of support!

Warm Regards, Mary
Linn

2/16/2016
3:21:54 PM

Thank you Peter!

Hi everyone,

I feel I should start documenting since my memories are pretty bad right now.
2/1/2016 I started to bath with sea salt once I realized I have morgellon. Before this realization, I was home bound. I suffered for more than a year from damage to my nervous system (I thought). All these time, I didn't know was parasitic. How was revealed, was acupuncture with herbal treatments. I saw white hairlike thing came out of my left thumb on 1/31/16. Mel's website was the one I found next day. I read his stories and I ordered the protocol right away.
I also ordered nature's gift is a debridement soap and peppermint oil.

Yesterday for half an hour I felt overwhelmed by cleaning this place. I realized I should remember what already gotten better, to remind myself there is progress already.

2/1-2/6 I had threads, amalgam, larva, specks, crystals, burning of the face, fungal projections on face and lips, fungal hair on my head happen all in one week. During this week I already balding bc of the morgellon. Iknow mine have been dormant for awhile, so they're fierce.

2/2/2016, I used the Clorox and alfalfa I was able to purge some things out. Then the next day, I added borax. And when I got the natures gift soap, it's with peppermint oil, I was purging more. I did the natures gift with peppermint twice, then stopped bc I feel things are moving too quickly. I also spoke to Mel, I was informed that bathing should be later. Do no harm. Therefore I stopped. Yes showers are quite effective too. I realized another new situation happening.


I forgot to mention that Before this, I was basically bed ridden for a month and a half.

2/7/2016 I got the protocol and started on Sunday:) I was a happy camper! I had very low strength for 16 months. 1/31/16 I asked my friend to pick up a bottle of detergent bc I was weak. As I shared already that my strength was restored just in three days of the protocol and eating right.

My biggest issue is the uncontrollable body movements which I had for 16 months. Now I'm starting on my second week of taking the protocol. I feel a bit better even in that respect. Still have to fight it, but more stable.

I want to record this so when difficult time like that half hour yesterday, I can feel good reading this.

I'm so grateful to God to pay such close attention to me.
When I saw myself balding in front of my eyes as it was happening, a strange peace came over me with the scriptures from 2 Corinthians 4:16-18 ( one of my favorites for a long time)
" therefor we do not give up, but even if the man we are outside is wasting away, certainly the man we are inside is being renewed from day to day. For though the tribulation is momentary and light, it works out for us a glory that is more and more surpassing greatness and is everlasting; while we keep our eyes, not on the things seen, but on the things unseen. For the things seen are temporary, but the things unseen are everlasting."

It's temporary and light. Morgellon what I see now is temporary, when it's cured its everlasting.

Thanks for listening,
God is a God of All comfort,

Linn
Peter

2/16/2016
3:55:36 AM

Hi Linn

You are seeing that the search engine can be very useful to help you find information about many aspects of our disease. FYI...I use borax and odoban in my laundry and I find that they work really well together. The MMS will do the job too. So, yes, it should be sufficient.

A good question about red onions. They are a great prebiotic, which means that they further promote the friendly bacteria in the large intestine, increasing the overall gastrointestinal tract health. I believe they are better eaten raw, but lightly steaming is OK.

Brightly colored vegetables are powerful! But, again, I have always been of the opinion that they are best eaten raw. Also, I believe it is a good best practice to wash all vegetables with vinegar and water to remove any residual pesticides. Hope this helps.

Blessings
Linn

2/14/2016
7:19:15 PM

Hi Peter,

Thank you for the advise, I was doing laundry the old fashioned way bc I didn't have tool in hand. ,I wanted to make sure those buggies
Die :). I share machine with my neighbor, I hate to contaminate them. I went the extra. After boiling each wash three times, I even put in the oven for ten minutes at 400 degrees. Then washer, dryer.
I use odoban, borax, bleach.

Today I soaked my laundry with mms, I hope this is sufficient.

I'll put them in the washer later and will follow the steps as I read on the website. Still quite confusing bc seems variations of it.

I have question about red onions. We should stay away from sugar, but after stir fry red onions become very sweet, will that be a problem?

Also I noticed most recipes use red peppers or green. Is it bc yellow and orange ones are sweet? Can I have orange and yellow bell peppers?

Sorry I'm new at this :)

Thank you,
Linn

Peter

2/14/2016
12:49:29 AM

Hello Linn

I want to welcome you here. God has indeed led you to this beautiful place of healing. Here you will find everything that is known about how we get well in the past posts of those before you. The more that you read them the better you will understand.

If you have not yet done so, make sure you visit the FAQ page. The protocol page then acts as your guide with the schedules for working Mel's protocol.

There is an easier, effective way to do laundry. Click on the search engine on the menu above. Type in laundry in the box under the globe when it appears. it will then give you several threads you can read that will give you information to make doing your laundry less work.

You are showing results quickly. That is wonderful! I can tell you that most people experience feeling a reduction in symptoms within the first 90 days of taking the nutrient support delivered by Logos.

If you continue to post in this thread you have begun, there are many here who will reach out to you and respond. I hope that you will keep us informed as you make your journey back to health.

Strength and Love,
Peter



Linn **

2/13/2016
12:53:01 PM

Hi everyone,

I'm new at this. I learned I have morgellons on 2/1/16. I thank God for getting me to this site asap. Within a day I learned I have a cure for this.

Although I just found out I have this parasite, but I carried them for some time... Perhaps 4 years already. It's been difficult since end of two years ago. I was extremely no strength when it first happened two years ago. Even up until last week, I was still low in strength.
I ordered the protocol asap. I started on it 2/7/16, what amazed me is by the third or fourth day, I had the strength to do laundry on my stove, carried a heavy pot of water, from the bathroom to the stove, that happened six times that night, then the laundry down the stairs to the washer. The fourth day I had the energy to clean the bathroom.

I guess I must have been in such deficit.

I love these products. Thank you John B. for developing them, and Mel for your experience help all of us to have hope!

Thought I should share,
Linn

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The Testimonials Page is a microcosm (cliff notes version) of our site. It has been created to bring forth the most important information (knowledge) found here and share stories of encouragement and progress from those within our community.


It is with immense gratitude and great pleasure that we dedicate this testimonial page to our devoted friend and webmaster, John Waiveris of Invisible Gold.

This could never have been accomplished without his unselfish willingness to help others. I could have never gotten this far along with the web site without the endless hours of his generosity.

I will always be grateful for all he has done for all of you.

God bless you John,

Mel


This website has grown so large that in order to see the transforming impact that our protocol is having in the lives of Morgellons sufferers and their families, one must now wade through a massive volume of information.

Therefore, we decided to create a special place that is dedicated to sharing medical updates, progress reports, and encouraging stories from those who are having their health restored. The posts shown here are unsolicited and unedited, and are taken from our own forum. They appear in order of their historical appearance.

The person who invests an hour or two to review this collection of posts will notice an emerging pattern of transformation here. Many arrive here in a condition of hopelessness and despair, often isolated and estranged even from their loved ones. They find here a place of safety and compassion, a place of learning and inspiration, a place of encouragement and admonition to "First Do No Harm".

They devour the information available here and begin the process of improving their daily choices as they take back responsibility for their health. They begin to first stabilize, then to improve their health to a place where they are functional and productive again.

Their Hope restored, and "having their life back again", they begin the process of identifying what specific challenges remain and they may venture off to explore new interests or opportunities.

One thing should be perfectly clear from those who have reported improvement; they have all consistently stated that they have diligently stayed on the entire protocol.

The first three posts are without a doubt the longest, but they contain vital information that will give you a better understanding of how and why the protocol works and what one can expect when you have your herxheimer (detox) reaction.

You will find that the reading pace quickens thereafter. Each post or thread of posts is separated by a horizontal line. Sometimes threads were included to capture an original thought or train of thought in its entirety.

This testimonial page will be updated regularly. Anyone wishing to share encouragement and Hope may submit their story via email to:

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Linn

6/29/2016
11:41:09 PM

Dear Ruth,

Hooray for you! ! You're getting there!

Love,
Linn

mel

6/29/2016
11:17:31 PM

Hi Ruth and welcome.

When Logos introduced the Immune Pulse John stated that he expected those who took it would experience a setback or resurgence of symptoms even though they may have reached a plateau where they were essentially symptom free. As you correctly stated, this is a good thing because it indicates that it is working to access deeper pockets of biofilm and expose pathogens to cellular immune resources and whatever antimicrobials you are taking.

Count it all joy my dear. You are heading down the back stretch!

God Bless; Those who get better never gave up Hope!

Mel
Ruth

6/29/2016
3:21:15 PM

Hello everyone,

I would be grateful for some advice/reassurance at the moment.

I'm just at the end of my 10th month on the protocol and this week started my second month on Immune Pulse. Over the past few days I've had an increase in fibres on my face with itchy sensations, not as severe as in early days but much more than I've been used to having since on the protocol, even over the full moon. Some paper cuts have come on my hands but no worse than other times and I have no rashes or spots anywhere.

I'm thinking that its either another cycle round, in which case the amount of fibres is more than previously. Or is it the Immune Pulse doing its job?

With regards to food, the only thing I have done differently is that twelve days ago I ate a few blackberries with no problems. Five days ago I ate a few blueberries. Otherwise nothing different.

Initially I found it quite difficult emotionally,lots of tears. Its always difficult when symptoms return and of course I want to be finished with it. But I know that its a long battle and can't be hurried and I want to do the best that I can to dig in and keep doing everything I can to get well.

I have it hanging over me that my husband was willing for me to take everything for a year and I have some anxiety about whether there will be pressure put on me in September to stop the protocol. Prayers would be appreciated.

Any comments/suggestions would be welcome.

Ruth
Ruth

6/18/2016
7:21:48 AM

Hello Mary and Peter,

Peter, thank you for your encouragement and you are so welcome to come and visit me if you come to England!

Mary, I've just completed my first three weeks (five days on and two days off) on Immune Pulse and next week is a week off and then I start the next three weeks in the same way. During the first week I had a little rash on the back of one hand and saw a few fibres around it. Spraying with MMS helped the rash go away after a couple of days. Fibres on my face and hands seem random in the amounts each day, sometimes none and others just a few. There's not been a big increase over the past few weeks, just a continuing of on and off days. I also remember having some mild headaches but other than that I've not noticed anything else. Its been a busy period as my aunt who is 83 and lives in her own house but I am her main carer, fell and broke her replace hip a week and a half ago in the middle of the night. It meant loss of sleep that night and a busier time hospital visiting and doing her laundry and sorting things in her house. I've cut back on others things that I could, just concentrating on my work and things at home but despite the extra stress its been ok. I even managed to keep a long term commitment to take my mum (who is nearly 89) away last weekend in the midst of everything. I've been careful as much as possible to have some time resting each day. I'm not managing to meet up with friends as much and don't always make it to church, sometimes deciding its wiser to have a rest.

Yes gardening is such good therapy! But I now cover up a bit more, generally wearing long trousers if its not too hot and always wear barrier plastic gloves and then gardening gloves on top. And I'm not sure I will ever feel happy about bare feet in the garden again but you never know! I'm interested to see if all the essential oils that I have in my body lotion that I make up keep the flies off this summer.

Love Ruth
Mary

6/15/2016
12:29:08 AM

Hiya Ruth! I was checking in to find out how you are doing with the Immune Pulse? Did you have any increase in symptoms? I was so happy to hear about your gardening and the rhubarb tart you tried. I could just imagine you outside gardening away. It is very therapeutic to garden, isn't it?! As long as we aren't getting bitten up by them bugs.
God Bless!
Mary
Peter

6/15/2016
12:21:29 AM

Hello Ruth

I am going to find my way someday to visit that beautiful countryside that your posts conger in my imagination. I can almost smell the fragrant aroma of something baking in the kitchen as I stroll through your garden!

Love you, Ruth!
Kelly

6/13/2016
12:20:47 PM

Thank you so much, Ruth! I can't wait to give it a try.

Kelly :)
Ruth

6/11/2016
4:23:04 PM

Hello Kelly,

Yes try spraying with MMS. It took me a while to find a little travel spray bottle but now if I have a rash, cut or sore I make up some and spray as often as I remember in the day, rub it into the skin and let it air dry.

I add about the same number of ounces of water as I've used of activated drops, so if I've used 4 and 4 of drops I add about 4 oz water.

Love Ruth
Kelly

6/10/2016
1:39:58 PM

Hello Ruth,

I saw in one of your posts that you mentioned using MMS spray. I was hoping you could tell me the ratio of MMS drops to water that you use for the spray. I'd love to try the MMS spray rather than always relying on the Kleen Green spray as I have been doing for so long.

Thanks so much!

Kelly
Ruth

6/5/2016
1:06:06 PM

Hello everyone,

and thank you Mary for your post and for keeping in touch with us all here. I'll never forget - you were the first to respond to my first post here and I was so so grateful.

I'm in my 10th month now and symptoms are very much reduced most of the time. I can probably say I'm 90% better! I used to wonder how people worked that out but what I've done is think about how many fibres I would have seen in the beginning and then how many now. Some days I see none! Those are great days! Other days there are just two or three on my face/feet. The only time there was anything different to that was at the last full moon when there was a slight increase for two days. The other time was this week when I started the Immune Pulse and had a small area of rash and little cuts on the back of my hands and saw a few fibres there just on one day.
I haven't had any stinging for a month or two now or itchy crawly feelings. I'm expecting for things to start happening with the Immune Pulse and want it to as I want to get rid of what's left of the disease.

I've had a busy week or two, catering for visiting family. A couple of them tried my free from Rhubarb Bakewell Tart (I will put the recipe up on the thread) and thought it was good! I've also been doing some gardening (to make it tidy for visitors but also to reclaim some ground). An area of vegetable and fruit garden had been completely overgrown by weeds and brambles and last year I didn't have the energy or will to tackle it. The weather has been so good here the past two weeks I've been able to get out and bit by bit get rid of all the weeds and yesterday planted out a strawberry bed. So I haven't been resting as much as I might normally - I need to get back to afternoon naps.

I've also been sorting out another area in a storage room where there had been mold. I'd cleaned it all but wanted to get it redecorated and change the flooring which all got finished a couple of weeks ago.

I had a coffee last week - I haven't added anything to the diet before just keeping to all the same things but thought I would try just one coffee when I was out with a friend. It tasted very strong! I had it black with just a little milk. It was probably a bit of a shock to my body and it kept me quite alert for the rest of the day. It didn't cause any itches anywhere though. Afterwards I thought that it probably wasn't a good idea to try it the same week as I was starting Immune Pulse! I think I'll leave it a while before another coffee :)

God bless

Ruth
Mary

5/12/2016
1:57:56 AM

Hi Ruth,

so good to hear your voice on the recording from 5/7! You sound so sweet and kind! And, I'm glad to hear you are doing better! I, too, am a meat and eggs person, because I get weak and shaky feeling without enough protein like protein from meat. Even best is when I eat beef, I get much more energy, though it is always grass fed when I do. So, apparently even though I didn't eat a ton of veggies, I was still able to reverse the fungal component and stay alkaline enough.

I do like to put a fried egg with avocado mayo on a slice of toasted brown rice bread in the morning or some of the Pedersons grass fed, sugar free bacon. So, I try to eat raw almonds for the alkalinity and maybe some blueberries.

I agree that when trying to take the split dosing of MMS, I now have to be careful about not eating any foods within 2 hours before or after that don't have antioxidants in them. It was easier at bedtime to achieve this. But since I do a little grazing rather than just 3 larger meals, not eating for 4 hours between breakfast and lunch is harder. I guess I'd like to know what has too much antioxidants in it to eat, since many foods have antioxidants in them. Maybe my sun butter and nut thin crackers would be ok. But, veggies with hummus, I imagine, would not.

Take good care and God Bless!

Mary
Ruth

5/11/2016
6:41:12 AM

Hello to everyone,

Its a few weeks since my last update and there's not much to report! No more big outbreaks of fibres, just occasional very tiny black dots that I see on my face or feet. Some days there are a few and other days none. At the moment there are a few little cuts on my hands that come and go in different places but heal up quickly with MMS spray and sulphur cream.

Its great having a quiet patch but I know things will still cycle round. Yesterday I had a moment of comparing working through the protocol to climbing a mountain. It felt like that before I started the protocol, that I needed to get my big boots on and start a tough climb. Yesterday I felt I could take a moment to catch my breath and turn round and look back at the view and see how far I've come. It made me cry. A mixture I think of the reality of it all, knowing its been tough, but also so grateful to God for the protocol and the help here and for the progress that I've made.

The thing about climbing a mountain is that when you look up you can't see how far it is to the summit and sometimes what you think is the top turns out not to be and there's a bit more climbing to do. Its the same for me with this that I can't predict how much further I have to go so I need to keep on with everything just the same and each day do everything I need to do to get there.

I've had a few times recently of feeling very sick, but not been sick, once feeling very ill and not able to move off the bed. It felt scary as I have a fear of being sick but after a while the thought came to me: things are dying off, things are dying off. I just kept repeating it in my head and it helped so much to reduce fear and feel positive about it and I started to relax and fell asleep soon after.

I know we all tackle this disease with different personal situations. I still have no support for this protocol from my husband which is hard but makes the community and support here so very valuable to me. I'm mentioning it because of others out there who may be in the same situation and wondering if they can do it and I'm here to say that with all the support and help that is here, yes you can.

Love Ruth
Ruth

4/24/2016
8:08:37 AM

Hello everyone

A couple of days after my last post some big boil like spots broke out on my leg! So it wasn't quiet for long but I'm grateful for the times of less symptoms. Even though I knew symptoms would keep coming round I was still disappointed! I suppose its human nature that we want to be finished with the disease as quickly as possible. When symptoms go away for a bit there is the thought that maybe this is it. Anyway there is still a bit more mountain to climb and its hard that we never know how much further there is to go but we just have to keep on going. I'm grateful that with MMS spraying and sulphur cream the lumps and bumps went after a few days.

I've been getting into the sun when I can and one day last week had 30 minutes in full glorious sunshine,let it get to as much skin as possible. Thought I'd check my face when I came in and there were quite a lot of fibres there which again in some ways is disappointing but good that the sun brought them out.

However MMS baths even with 60 drops is not bringing anything out that I can see. There may be very small stuff emerging but not that I can see.

Now that I am getting into the routine of MMS in the morning as well I really like it better! Drinking just 7 drops each time is so much easier, not hard to drink at all. I have a gluten free oatcake before the mid morning pills and MMS hoping that it is ok. I was trying to think what would not have antioxidants in it.

At the moment I'm keeping to eating all the same things not wanting to do anything that will delay me getting better. Trying to keep on alkaline foods as much as possible and avoid adding anything acidic although I eat quite a bit of meat and eggs.

Love to you all,

Ruth


Ruth

4/10/2016
6:11:36 PM

Peter thank you so much for you post sharing about your life and being so encouraging. Yours is a wonderful story of health regained. Thank you for your honesty and for sharing your story with others here. Your reassurance to me is so very helpful and a real comfort.

I am working on being patient! Symptoms have quietened down over the past few weeks. I am changing pillow cases a lot less and fibres are getting teeny tiny and hard to spot except with a magnifying glass. No more of those sudden itches and then spotting a fibre. I've had a rash on the back of my neck buts its calming down now. So I'm expecting another round again in another few weeks!

I'm sticking to the diet strictly still. I sometimes look at things in the shop and wonder if I could cope with eating it now but then just want to keep it safe and not eat anything different yet. I do find it helpful though to eat things that I really like the taste of and change flavours around a bit as it really cheers me up! I'm eating almond crackers at the moment flavoured with pumpkin seeds, rosemary and sea salt. Thanks to Nan for her recipe.

Thanks also to Margo for the castor oil information. It has helped greatly on the neck rash.

I'm getting into the routine of twice daily MMS. I used to find it tricky out and about but I now have an MMS kit in a little zipped bag that goes into my handbag. Its got the two bottles and a collapsible cup in it so that I can make it up wherever I am.

I'm trying to work out a way to make scones. Does anyone have a recipe that works? So far they come out something like a rock cake rather than a scone, quite tasty flavoured with sage and onion but still not a scone.

Love to you all,

Ruth

Peter

3/22/2016
2:04:16 AM

Hello Ruth

As I have come to expect, you continue to share very important and compelling experiences that can teach others. Your posts offer situations with questions that lead to deeper understanding. I would like to again thank you and to respond.

First, I am convinced the body intends for this disease to teach us about patience. My body patiently accepted years of abuse before it finally said "enough". That was when my co infections overwhelmed my immune system, and Morgellons arrived.

So, it stood to reason that recovery would also take patience and would take time. For anyone reading this, the proof that "patience and staying the course" brings remission lies in the fact that today, as I write this, I am symptom free. All that remains are brief periods of inflammation that are due to Lyme related factors.

There are very clear reasons why it has taken me 4 years to get all the way home. I am 62 years old, and I have lead a very "toxic" lifestyle. I smoked for 40 years. I went through years of alcohol abuse. My diet rarely included nutritious, living foods. Blood work has shown antibodies for serum Hepatitis and tuberculosis. I have had H-Pylori. I worked as a painter in my 20's where I was regularly exposed to Toluene and other toxic petroleum solvents like acetone. And there has always been high levels of stress during my career teaching and counseling.

"Overcoming these factors is nothing short of remarkable, and the primary reason why I strongly advocate for this protocol."

Some final thoughts. Like you, I had differing symptoms emerge through out my recovery. And, indeed, they are unsettling. But only until you come to understand them as an important aspect of deeper healing. And in that context, looking back, I now view them as necessary, and a good thing.

The disease will flux and will cycle. I too remember a time finding it harder to drink the MMS. But this happened at a point when I was feeling pretty normal again. So I saw this as a sign I was truly getting well, which I actually was. Like Mel, I now pulse MMS as a preventative measure.

Starting The Renaissance Whey will measurably help you. The rejuvenase enzyme allows your body to form polypeptide chains that actually have serious anti-microbial properties. I call it natures antibiotic.

God bless you, Ruth. Don't let new symptoms deceive you. They tell me you are really winning! Believe it,
and "Stay the Course!"

Godspeed,
Peter







Ruth

3/20/2016
8:14:11 PM

Hello to everyone,

I'm either late or early for the prayer meeting and can't work out the time difference, possibly as its the time of year that the clocks change. We'll be going forward an hour soon which changes it again. Anyway so sorry to miss it, thinking about Daisy and wish and pray for a wonderful wedding day for them.

As I was all set to stay up a bit later here's a bit of an update. I feel that I'm in a stage now where I have to keep myself looking ahead, eyes fixed on the goal and not looking in any other direction and that this is why Peter says that patience is the challenge for me now.

It can feel unsettling having a new type of symptom emerge or things happening in a new way as I would much rather that all the symptoms went, now! Some mornings I'm having to change my pillow case after one night due to a large amount of fibres left there and I've had a different looking type of raised patch on my lower leg. Some things come and go quite quickly. Others like an itchy patch on my neck are persistent. I know I have to keep on doing everything each day and be patient. I had a few days recently when I was finding it harder than usual drinking the MMS, not for any physical reason but more mentally. Is this the disease? Can it do that? Anyway I decided to view it as if its the disease fighting back because the MMS is making progress in killing it off which made me feel much better and the last few nights have been back to normal. It was the same feeling as with the food cravings, that something was attacking my mind to put me off track.

This week I tried the Renaissance Whey for the first time using almond milk and it tastes so wonderful! Thank you John for making it such a treat to drink. With all the herb teas I've been trying I've been drinking things that don't taste very good always. I'm on Cat's Claw tea at the moment and will keep changing every few weeks.

The MMS baths are up to 40 drops now and I still don't see much, just a few small fibres.

Thank you for the love and support here.

Ruth

Ruth

3/4/2016
4:29:30 PM

Hello to everyone,

Now into my six month and after having had quieter time of symptoms for a while things have been more active over the past few weeks. I've had an increase in the number and size of fibres coming from my face. My forearms have had scaly itchy rashes come and go over the past week and had a small lesion on my arm that was increasing in size. After reading some posts here I got some sulphur cream and also sprayed arms with MMS and Kleen Green. Happy to say the rashes are gone now and the lesion is healing.

A new symptom for me are white fuzzy balls that I find on my skin or see coming out of my skin on arms, face and feet.

I'm currently taking monolaurin and parabolish in addition to the protocol so lots of pills!

The diet is going ok and I'm sticking to eating mostly the same thing every day.

Good news about the cats! They were all declared well this week at their yearly check up and vaccination. The cat who had bare patches now has beautiful fur. I've no idea if they drink the MMS water but they get given it every day.

I'm not giving up hope, I'm trusting God, grateful for everyone here and pressing on.

Ruth



Ruth

2/13/2016
7:19:10 AM

Hello to everyone,

I'm in my 5th month now of the full protocol and taking my maintenance 14 drops of MMS which is going fine.

In order to monitor how my symptoms are regarding fibres, I've developed a habit of checking my feet and face every evening, mainly those because they are easy for me to see. I wear white socks now so that there is no possibility of me mistaking fibres from clothing as coming from me. I check after rubbing cream in. I can see a trend of less fibres and that they are smaller which is encouraging. Occasionally there are days when there is a bigger and larger amount. My hands have been clear of cuts/scratches for a couple of weeks but these come and go. I very rarely feel any sharp stings from fibres any more but occasionally an annoying itch in lower legs and sometimes then spot a fibre.

I don't experience any crawling now. I must have done initially as I took antihistamines to sleep in the early days before starting this treatment.

This week over a couple days for the first time I felt as if I was getting better, that I could really see a change in the amount and size of fibres and that there is a consistent decline. Its hard to explain, but emotionally I felt different. It only lasted a couple of days but it was good to feel it! I think so often we struggle with self doubt as to are we doing enough, are we missing something and having to battle through with faith to trust God.

Interestingly it was this same week that I also for the first time since starting to diet had a mental struggle over food! Because although I've struggled sometimes with the inconvenience of the diet I haven't had sugar or any other food cravings. I don't often feel hungry in the way I used to. But this particular evening I had a fierce craving for toast and butter that came from nowhere unlike anything before in this process. I take this as a positive! That the disease is feeling under threat and fighting back. Remembering past posts from others is a big help to recognise what may be happening.

I've started MMS baths at 20 drops two weeks ago and this weekend will go to 25 drops. Nothing to report from the baths as yet.

I'm increasing my range of herbal tea adding mint, cinnamon, clove, ginger. I've got some cat's claw to try. I'm adding raw garlic sprinkled over salad, hoping its not too antisocial a thing to do! I'm getting used to cooking with coconut oil to fry things and trying it out for baking. I still can't seem to eat it straight.

Thanks to everyone who post here. I love reading your posts and its so helpful to me.

Ruth

2/4/2016
7:17:51 AM

Hello Debra and welcome here.

Thank you for posting as it helps so much to hear from others in the same situation.

I'm so sorry that you are having to deal with morgellons in your whole family and will pray for you all. There is a thread here called Children and Morgellons which will be full of advice on how to help and treat children.

When I first came to the site I read the FAQs to understand Mel's protocol. Then I gradually read through the forum pages making some notes as I went along. There are also the articles on diets which are a great help. Some of the conference calls focus on helping children and are very encouraging so will be helpful for you to listen to them when you can.

Its great that you have found this site now and I know that it will be a big support and help to you.

Please keep posting and let us know how you are getting on.

Ruth
Debra

2/3/2016
8:27:03 AM

Hi everyone,

This is my 1st time writing on this site (or any site!).

Myself, my daughter, my son and my husband are all showing symptoms of this.

It started with my daughter at about 8 years old or so but I was unaware what it was until I had lesions erupt and looked closely at them. I had already researched skin rashes as my daughter had recurrent sores exacerbated by an allergy to mosquito bites which confused the symptoms initially.

I knew what morgellons was but I had never seen fibres until recently. I have seen black bits come out of my hands when I apply cream and white stuff coming out the soles of my feet after
showering. The girls in our family have it worse- not sure why?

the boys have mild symptoms that could so easily be missed.
I am very grateful to find this site as it is very difficult to discuss issues like these without sounding like a loony!! I have always approached life believing the things other people tell me are happening to them as who am I to challenge / judge another's experience but not everyone is like that.

As a medical person myself I have experienced first hand the conversations behind patients back in the staff handover room and the dismissal of ideas that don't "fit" the normal.

This disease seems to defy the laws of physics but although it is dreadful it does prove how "life" exists on many different planes in the universe. That we need to open our eyes and question everything.

I am just beginning my research into how to treat this which will be made much harder by my son being severely disabled and unable to take medicine or understand why he should not eat sweets.

I can already tell that this site is going to be a great source of information and support.

I pray to our Creator that each and every one of you posting can achieve healing and that the root cause of this awful disease can be exposed.

I also pray that medical professionals can stop fearing being laughed at by colleagues or losing their jobs if they admit that morgellons is real, and stop labeling people as mentally ill. I felt just awful reading about the lady on this site who was sectioned to a mental hospital. Reading that makes me reluctant to call this disease by its name too as I have a disabled child to care for and concerns that people may not think me capable.

Please pray for our disease that we may recover quickly and without the stigma that could come our way.

God bless and goodnight.

Debra.
josef

1/29/2016
7:01:47 AM

hello beautiful people,

OK what i have found is very helpful for my digestion (ginger with frozen lemon)

what i do is i freeze the lemon for 24 i use salad grater grate the lemon with skin i add it in my salad .i didn't like it now i love eat i eat everyday

i hope this help you have digestion issue

i have an appointment with one of the doctor which has got very good mogellons review i hope i will get help from him .

if no success i will start mels protocol

god bless all

mel

1/28/2016
12:20:29 PM

Hello Ruth and Welcome,

Just wanted to thank you for these wonderful recipes. My personal favorite appears to be Lemon and Lemon, because I love everything lemon. Apple ran a close second.

They have been posted in two sections (Deserts and Sauces, Snacks and Treats) in the Articles and Diet section under Recipes.

Once again, thank you very much!!

God bless you all; Never ever give up Hope!

Mel
Ruth

1/24/2016
2:04:08 PM

Hi everyone,

These are some English baking/pudding recipes I have been working on.


LEMON SURPRISE PUDDING

50g butter (softened)
2/3 cup xylitol
2 large lemons or 3 small
4 eggs (separated)
4 tbsp coconut flour
1 tsp baking powder
1 cup almond milk

Beat butter and xylitol togethether. Add lemon zest and juice and mix in followed by coconut flour. Then mix in egg yolks and almond milk. Whisk egg whites until stiff and fold into the mixture.
Pour into a baking dish and bake at 180 C for 30 minutes until golden brown on top.

There should be a light sponge on top with a lemon sauce at the bottom. If the sponge is too runny cook for longer.



LEMON CURD SLICE

2 lemons
2 eggs
3 oz unsalted butter
6 tsp stevia

6 oz ground almonds
3 oz coconut flour
4 ½ oz butter
4 ½ oz xylitol
the rind of two lemons

To make the lemon curd, whisk the juice, rind and stevia and eggs together in a heatproof bowl and add the unsalted butter cut into small pieces. Put the bowl over a pan of simmering water for 15 to 20 minutes stirring frequently until the mixture is thick.

Mix the ground almonds and coconut flour together and rub in the butter. Mix in the lemon rind and xylitol.

Grease a baking tray 10” x 7”. Put half the almond and coconut mix into the tray and press down evenly and firmly to make a smooth base. Tip the lemon curd on top of the base and spread evenly.
Scatter the remaining half of the flour mix onto the lemon curd so that it covers evenly and press down lightly.

Bake at 170 C for 20 minutes until golden brown. Leave until completely cool in tin before cutting into squares. It may benefit from time in the fridge to become totally firm. It will keep well in the fridge or freezer or for a few days at room temperature.


APPLE CRUMBLE

(For 2-3 portions)

1 large Bramley cooking apple or two smaller apples
2 oz ground almonds
1 oz coconut flour
1 ½ oz butter
1 ½ oz xylitol
1 tsp stevia
½ tsp ground cinnamon

Preheat oven to 180 C

Peel and chop apple into ½ inch chunks and put into saucepan with 5 tbsp water, stevia and cinnamon. Cook over low heat for 5 – 10 minutes until apples start to soften and fluff at edges. Take off heat. Taste and add more stevia if needed. Put apple into a small baking dish.

Mix the two flours and rub in butter by hand or in food processor. Add xylitol and mix in.
Tip on top off the apple and spread out.

Cook for 20 – 30 minutes until golden brown.

Ruth

1/23/2016
4:41:31 PM


A big thank you to Mel who telephoned me in the UK from America this morning to help me and give me advice. I find Mel's care and kindness so amazing. Just knowing that help, support and advice is here and so freely given has been such a huge reassurance and comfort to me.

I went up to 17 drops last night but at 3 a.m took some vitamin C as the stomach cramps felt a lot worse and more than I felt I could take! So Mel has advised that I take 3 days break and go back to 14 drops as my maintenance dose.

Thank you Mary and Peter for posting with advice. So lovely to know I'm not on my own.

My weight is 120 1bs so hope that is a good number to get to for my size.

As you say Mary I can settle down now with a set number of drops which requires less thinking about!
Peter

1/22/2016
5:58:31 PM

Hello Ruth

I just want to tell you that I agree with Mary. I don't know your body weight, but the nausea, bloating, and other things you are experiencing do suggest you may be at your tolerance point with the MMS. So, I would also advise that you take 3 days off, but try to have a discussion with Mel.Then decide, how to proceed from there.

And yes, although uncomfortable and annoying, I would see this as a very good sign!

Strength and Love,
Peter
mel

1/22/2016
8:40:26 AM

Hello Ruth and Mary,

Welcome as always

You should consider calling into Mel at one of this weekend's calls. Good idea!

God bless you both, never give up HOPE

Mel
mary

1/21/2016
8:00:22 PM

Hi Ruth,
Since you are still increasing your MMS drops and you are having this reaction, I would think this may be your big herx and that you should stop for 3 days and start back up at 13 drops. But, I'm deferring to the experts, which I'm sure will chime in. Or you should consider calling into Mel at one of this weekend's calls.
Best Regards,
Mary

Ruth

1/20/2016
1:30:15 PM

Thank you Lady T! I will look for a good cottage cheese with nothing added and flaxseed oil and give it a try.

Thank you for all your posts which I love reading :) and grateful for the information you give and encouragement.

I'm having another week of feeling a bit yucky, as we say here, with bloating, nausea, cramps and wind and no appetite. Is this a good sign? I'm up to 16 drops of MMS now.
Lady T

1/19/2016
12:22:43 AM

Just wanted to chime in about cottage cheese -
Cottage cheese is a source of Sulfer protein and eating it with a tablespoon of Organic flaxseed oil is a satisfying snack or for me - became a small meal! A half cup (or sometimes a full bowl or just a few bites) of trader joes cottage cheese (hate most store brands of cottage cheese with guar gum and gunk, but TJs is great) and then drink tbs of trader joes flaxseed oil (kept Cold so it does not go rancid)
I found this potent pair from budwig protocol for folks with cancer:

"Dr Budwig discovered that when she combined Flaxseed oil, with its powerful healing nature of essential electron-rich unsaturated fats, and cottage cheese, which is rich in sulfur protein, the chemical reaction produced makes the oil water soluble and easily absorbed into the cell membrane."
Source: cancer tutor
Ruth

1/16/2016
10:58:31 AM

Thank you Mary and so lovely to hear from you!

I would be grateful to hear from folks what their experience of the big herx was. I am nervous as I have a bit of a phobia about vomiting, silly I know. Good to hear that it wasn't too bad for you Mary.

Last week I had a few days of feeling sickly with no appetite. I'm wondering if that was a bigger die off happening. Its hard to know sometimes if its a bug our bodies are fighting off or if its the MMS killing stuff. I feel much better now thankfully with more energy again.

I love the Kleen Green and my house is gradually feeling so much cleaner! Not that I didn't ever clean before but I guess I didn't look too closely!

My weight has dropped a bit more over the past month so trying to reverse that. What do people think about cottage cheese? I'm reading things about alkaline diets that suggest it may be ok. Also hummus?

Love to you all,

Ruth

PS Sorry Mel for dropping out of the call today. The internet connection here is poor and I sadly missed your last comment and then the connection went and I couldn't get back in. But thanks for your encouragement and advice and I will never curse your name no matter what comes! Thank you as always.
mary

1/15/2016
4:37:22 AM

Hi Ruth,

So glad to hear how well you're doing!

I remember Mel telling me the same about adding more water and being so happy not to have the burning feeling in my throat anymore that the more concentrated form caused.

Glad to hear how you were able to enjoy the holidays more, with less anxiety. Less anxiety is good for us.

Lastly, just wanted to say, don't worry about the herx because it was really not very difficult for me and others! It's exciting because you're on your maintenance dose of mms. And that's a happy thing because you don't have to try to remember how many drops you're up to this week and all.

I look forward to hearing when you do max out and what your maintenance dose will be.

Keep up the great work!

Much faith and strength,

Mary
Peter

1/14/2016
4:02:45 PM

Hi Josef

Let me share my experience. I worked very hard on digestion during the first year of my recovery. As I came to understand the role that the microbiome (the bacterial colony of the gut)plays in immune health, I came to realize how important digestive enzymes, probiotics, and prebiotics are, and why they are an important part of the protocol.

My research allowed me to understand that people over the age of 60 (like me) are no longer able to produce enough enzymes. Since cooking meals kills the natural enzymes, I learned the value of eating raw versus cooked and to supplement to restore digestive integrity, especially if you eating lots of cooked foods.

I would suggest that you try drinking 10 to 12 ounces of water 10 minutes before eating. I would also consider adding fermented foods like Sour Kraut, Kim Che (fermented cabbage and cucumber), and raw kefir occasionally. It doesn't take much. These are prebiotics that will help grow the essential flora . It also helped when I added the Logos Magniflora 7 at my lunch time meal for additional probiotic support. I did this because it contains a different blending and that did really help.

Bottom line is that it took a few months to restore my microbiome. But I no longer need prescription Prilosec and Nexium for Gastro intestinal reflux disorder. Now, I digest my food again like I did when I was in my 20's. Hope this helps. Stay the course!

Blessings,
Peter
Josef

1/14/2016
1:49:04 PM

Hi john
Thanks for your advice I have considered to start my protocol but I'm not in good financial situation right now .my girlfriend suffering from morgellons .she is in her early stage we are trying hard to start the protocol soon
Good bless
Josef
JohnB

1/14/2016
11:10:50 AM

Hi Josef,

Compromised digestion is a growing challenge for all regardless of whether they suffer from chronic illness, but especially so if they do. This is why so much of our protocol is aimed at improving absorption and assimilation of nutrients, and we spend so much time and energy encouraging people to reject processed foods and to eat a wholesome diet.

If you follow the protocol your digestion is bound to improve. Keep the faith Josef, we are all pulling for you!

Blessings,

John
Josef

1/14/2016
9:37:52 AM


Hello every body happy new year,

I'm just wondering if anyone in here can help?
I have very trouble digesting problem .
I eat lots of vegetables but still have problem

Thanks appreciate any advice you can give me

Josef
Ruth

1/9/2016
7:11:27 AM

Happy New Year to everyone!

To update on my progress, I'm now up to 15 drops of MMS and drinking it in 16 oz water as advised by Mel as I had some stomach cramps. I didn't realise that we had to increase it by this much! No more stomach cramps though so thank you Mel! I'm wondering if I will be nearly at my maximum dose now and have to admit I'm a bit nervous about it.

Most of the time I feel fairly comfortable in my body, only a few of the big stings in the full moon week. There are still fibres appearing on my face and feet when I put cream on in the evening but they come out without pain and with just a little
itch if anything. They are getting smaller and sometimes I only see them with a magnifying glass.

Christmas and New Year was busy with family coming home but was a lot easier than last year when I was so worried I was giving everyone whatever I had! No one seems to have developed symptoms during the year which I'm very grateful for but still pray a lot about. I cooked things for others that I didn't eat it and it was fine. Bit by bit I'll try and work my diet more and more into what everyone else eats! I didn't feel deprived at all, even with all the chocolate around, and I loved chocolate. I think I looked at the journey ahead before I made the decision to start and knew it was tough and would be a big challenge for me.

It was reading through the forum that gave me the courage to do it, so thank you again for everyone that has written here. Your voices echo in my head and remind me to keep pressing on slow and steady and keep positive. And especially thank you to Mel and Peter for being here for us.

Ruth
Ruth

12/19/2015
6:24:23 AM

Hello everyone,

Christmas is on its way and I'm coming up to time last year (Boxing Day) when I first started with symptoms. Its been quite a year! But I am so grateful that a year later I am three months into the full protocol and feeling the benefits of it and also part of this wonderful community of people.

I'm now on 12 drops of MMS. I'm not sure how much to increase the amount of water but am taking it in 200ml now which I think is about 7 oz. My hands are still free of cuts which is great and the bruises are less. Fibres are still appearing on my face and lower legs and feet.

A week ago I was needed by my mum, as she was ill and couldn't get out of bed, to go and stay for a few days. I had to leave the house with no warning and with little time to think what to take with me. I survived on mainly nuts the first day and then when I did get the opportunity to go out and buy some food I was surprised to find it challenging again to walk past cake shops! It must have been something to do with coping with the stress of my mum being ill and not having all my normal food supplies around me. In the past in a situation like that I would just eat on the run and keep my energy levels up, not bothering too much about good nutrition! I managed to stick to the diet but lost weight again. It was a good experience for me to realise that in those unexpected life events there is an extra challenge in keeping the diet on track and not be surprised by it next time.

Love to you all,

Ruth
Ruth

12/8/2015
5:53:46 AM

Hello Peter,

I'm so grateful for your encouragement and advice. Its really been reading posts from everyone here that has given me the courage to start this journey and stick at it day by day. Also of course trusting that God has it all in His hands as I commit myself to Him each day.

Thank you for mentioning coconut flour. I was starting to feel uneasy about using too much brown rice flour so it was just the confirmation I needed!

Thank you for being here and all your support.

God bless

Ruth
Peter

12/5/2015
10:54:44 PM

Hello Ruth

There is no "quit" in you. Your attitude is amazing! You are "the indomitable spirit of the British," and a voice for every warrior here.

Keep showing others that spirit. Keep showing them how to get the job done with an attitude of acceptance. I see great dignity and God's voice in you. What a blessing you are!

FYI...Your diet looks very well rounded and spot on. Try coconut flour in place of the brown rice flour in your recipe. In my experience, blood pressure lower (with spikes) is a very good sign that your bio terrain is restoring. Symptoms like the issues with your hands coming and going is OK, because as you reach double digit doses of MMS (10 to 20 drops) , you have greater die off. This is part of the detox process needed to reach remission.

I would urge you to wear a mask when cleaning mold and to be mindful to circulate air to remove airborne spores that mold throws off when disturbed. Stay the course. You are winning!

Always,
Peter
Ruth

12/5/2015
7:06:05 AM

Hello to everyone and thank you so much to all of you for being a part of this community and of course especially thanks to Mel, Peter and John.

I am now on 10 drops of MMS and still increasing one drop each week. Fibres are now generally smaller but occasionally there is a day when there are more and they are larger. My hands are free of cuts and scratches today but they still come and go. My blood pressure is at a healthier level. It was never consistently high and needing medication but used to spike up sometimes when I was working but if I check it now even when I've been under pressure it is remarkably low! Its very encouraging to me as an indication of my body becoming healthier.

My diet is keeping going well and I keep the freezer stocked with almond cookies and almond drop scones so that I always have a snack available. I still make egg custards with coconut cream most weeks. I eat far more than I used to and never feel hungry in the way that I did sometimes before I became ill and was trying to keep my weight down. I carry almonds with a few pecans as a treat with me when I'm out and about in case there's nowhere that I can get the right food.

I'm trying a chicory drink with almond milk as my morning 'coffee' with my snack before my mid morning pills. Not quite sure about it yet! Dandelion root drink in the shops I've seen so far has sugar added but I'll keep looking.

The dessert yesterday for mum's Friday teatime treat was an attempt at Lemon Surprise Pudding. Sadly it lacked the surprise as there should have been a lemon sauce under the lemon sponge and it was all sponge with a fudgy lemon bit at the bottom. Mum pronounced it delicious though so I will try adjusting the ingredients which are lemons, butter, eggs, brown rice flour, tapioca flour, xylitol, stevia and baking powder.

I was shocked a couple of weeks ago to find black mould under and at the back of the toilet cisterns. So have been cleaning thoroughly to get rid of it all. I was shocked not to have realised it was there and am trying to be more aware of where else it could be.

If I think about how far I've still got to go it can be challenging so I try to concentrate on celebrating how far I've come and taking steady breaths if I start to feel overwhelmed.

God bless,

Ruth

Ruth

11/21/2015
11:47:06 AM

Hi everyone,

Its been about a month since I last posted an update and I'm now on 8 drops of MMS and doing fine with it. I still have fibres but they are smaller and there are less of them. I had about a week with skin clear of scratches or cuts and it was great - I could do a salt scrub in the shower again! I am resting as much as I can on days when I get very tired. It can be hard when my main working hours are late afternoon into the evening but I try to get a rest in the afternoons.

There were a few days when I battled through to remain positive and keep believing that God is going to help me through to full recovery. However I believe He showed me this site and therefore I'm in the right place. Declaring it out loud helps me; singing praise and worship songs helps me. I greatly appreciate the prayer meetings when I can join in. I use skype and our internet connection is very limited, but even if I only get a short time before the connection goes its great. Its 11.30 p.m. here so I'm staying up a bit late on a Sunday for it! Its great if I can get an afternoon nap in though.

Each time I make a right choice with my diet and take the supplements I feel I've taken another step in the right direction and I know that if I just keep taking another step after another step I'll eventually get there!

My social life is narrowing down at the moment as I don't have the time or the energy. It can be hard coping with the diet out and about but at one recent event I took my box of salad while others ate a Chinese takeaway and it was fine.

I've bought some measuring cups, hooray! I can now follow recipes with more confidence. I've discovered that rhubarb is alkalising as well as having very low sugar content. So I can still make a pudding when my mum comes for tea every week (I have always been a prolific pudding and dessert maker). I'm a bit limited by the diet restrictions but am working hard on researching and experimenting. We have Bramley cooking apples in the UK which are also very low sugar. My crumble topping made with brown rice and and tapioca flour, butter and xylitol worked out well.

I think I've finally settled on a laundry routine for my front loader washer. I use a normal detergent and add some borax to it that I order online and also add Dettol laundry cleanser which goes in the fabric softener drawer. I use the soak function on the washer as well.

Love to you all,

Ruth

shawn

11/17/2015
5:00:23 PM

Thank you John for your advice, i will look into this at the earliest convenience with my doctor who is treating me in London.
I went almost 12 weeks ago to my last visit and they took several bloods for testing different types, from what i believe parasite testing? It is very long and painful trying to explain to the doctors, he has heard and the condition Morgellons and even stated it on my medical notes there.
But to just advise me to take an anti anxiety pill every day, and his understudy asking why i have changed my diet, as it shouldn't matter, its like burying your head in the sand explaining or talking to them, It is ignorance at its lower form , they know what causes different symptoms in the skin, education is paramount to combat worldwide disease, natural all the way.
Quick update gas, and toilets back to normal, a blip that lasted 4 days, and also i had 5 roast potatoes on Sunday and no reaction again, i hope i can have organic turkey, organic veg and a few roast potatoes this christmas, then on a sorrowful note, we are enduring disease, the Paris population are grieving with a horrendous loss of life, we are lucky in that respect and grateful for our healing.God bless to them and my deepest sympathies.

Shawn
John B

11/16/2015
10:16:18 PM

Hi Shawn,

Have you been tested for a GI tract infection called c. difficile?
Mel

11/16/2015
9:50:34 AM

Hello Shawn and welcome as always,

It sounds from this last post that you may be approaching your MMS maximum. The symptoms you describe are similar to my experience. Let me suggest you send me an email with a day and time this week and I shall give you a call.

God bless, Never give up HOPE!

Mel
Peter

11/16/2015
1:57:32 AM

Thanks Shawn. I like the presence of oils. A select few have proven to be generally very useful, especially when blended. I think the value of oils is often overlooked.

Mel recently reminded us of this when he brought forth the anti microbial properties of Eucalyptus oil.

Tea Tree, clove, and sandalwood are also worth considering.

Blessings,
Peter
shawn

11/13/2015
3:02:30 PM

Hi to everyone,

Just a quick update, i seem to be back on track, the talc seems to help a lot.

I have a new symptom(s) severe stomach pain along with horrendous smelling gas, very potent and strong, embarrassing and also makes me go to the toilet immediately. its not good at all, i just wondered if there was something i could take to eliminate this.

Maybe more probiotics or yogurt? Also i have heard green bananas are good? mainly for Candida, thoughts please??

Peter the answer to the talc is the following:
Bamford talc with: A blend of essential oils
Lavender
Geranium
Tea Tree
Camomile
All organically grown ingredients,
Google and take a look, see what you think, very very expensive £17 for 100g

I hope everyone continues to rid this disease and is making great progress
Peter

11/7/2015
4:57:46 AM

Hello Shawn

Good to read your post. I like that you have pointed out for people that it is important to keep the skin dry. I agree. I would like to know more about the talcum powder. Always remember that understanding product ingredients and processing are so important. Please let us know more. That would be helpful.

I used a glycerin and zinc oxide product on my legs before I started the protocol. It did help in the short term, but I think further research into Zinc Oxide is needed. Treating internally should be your primary focus.

Burning, redness, blotching, and pimpling of the skin are to be expected. See these as an inflammation response and the way that the skin pushes out biofilm. Don’t let it alarm you. It is a necessary part of your detoxification. Just look for it to reverse out more quickly each time it occurs. It’s what Mel intends for us to understand when he says that it will get worse before it gets better.

Stick with those avocados my friend. You are winning!

Godspeed,
Peter
Peter

11/7/2015
2:27:54 AM

Hi Josef

Very happy to see your scalp is improving. I appreciate your response post because it is very important for others to know that you are finding answers here. It also shows that you have a good heart!

Stay patient and your scalp will fully restore. You have the right formula because you are seeing improvement. Plan to treat this way for 6 months and be consistent and you will succeed. Keep us informed!

Blessings,
Peter
Josef

11/4/2015
1:04:08 PM

Hi Peter
Thanks for you kind help
I'm using sulphur soap and neem and tea tree oil soap my scalp is improved 30% .
I got lots of white sandy stuff coming out from my scalp

Will keep updating God bless
Josef
Shawn

11/2/2015
6:00:53 PM

Thank you for your advice Mary, Nan and Ruth, it is truly truly appreciated.

Mary, I agree on all counts that kleen green will not help Candida of which i think this is, drying areas out and keeping it dry (no sweating) does help enormously as Candida albicans thrives on moisture. To help this i have used good old Talcum powder, although i have just ordered organic, yes organic talc, quite costly but i will give it a go.
Ruth, I agree Zinc oxide cream DOES work as i have used it on my face at night, every night and i have never had an issue, i obtained this particular cream in my very first days of getting this, because i googled my symptoms and it came up with Demodex mites, that alone freaked me out, i had pimples on my face and around my eye, so i went to this site , i don't know whether i am allowed to mention it here, but it has worked for me, although this cream should ONLY be used on the face, they offer many products for this particular problem, BUT i must stress this does NOT kill , they (parasites) etc hate Zinc oxide, this however might reduce cycles,
My current condition has greatly improved so much so i have bought some gluten free cheese and onion bread from this amazing place, like a nursery and railway carriage cafe that sells eating disorder foods, the selection is massive, i just have a slice per day with a new dairy free spread KOKO made with coconut oil, oddly it looks, smells and tastes like butter !! i will not go too mad as i have found if something agrees with me, like a gluten free chilli tortilla , i tried a few, it was a ok for a few days, then i was so hungry one day i had a good half bag then my symptoms started to re-appear, i tried a few roast potatoes my mother in law made and they were absolutely divine, i stuck to 3 and that was it, no symptoms, i may try again in a month and a few for Christmas lunch if my condition allows.
I am eating more avocados , 2 per day and organic coconut shreds, also plenty of almonds just to keep up the alkaline levels.Also i am on my third dosing of Immune pulse.
I hope each and everyone is fighting this at every angle to eliminate this, its brilliant to share our information as it may help others, i realise some things may help for one person but not the other, if we keep sharing we ALL one day will have this surrendered and victory is ours !!
Mel i hope you are ok, looking at your lovely photos brings a smile.
God bless x
Nan

11/2/2015
3:56:07 PM

Hi Shawn,
I am so sorry you are feeling poorly. I wanted to write sooner, but we have had some terrible rain here so getting things done took longer this weekend than normal. I do hope my input sparks a solution for you.

A couple things come to mind regarding your rash and itching:

B12 Deficiency - Itching can be one of the symptoms if not consuming enough B12. Do some reading on B12 and maybe get of bottle of quality B12 supplement. I take one a day and it has really helped by itching, leg cramps and brain fog. I ordered B12 from Logos along with the protocol items. As time goes by and I feel my health is better than I will review to see if I need to continue.

Acid – PH level - One of the symptoms of Candida is hives/ rashes. If you are acidity then you attract pathogens. Do the Candida spit test and get PH strips and see what your PH level is during the day. Best results are to do it right when you get up in the morning before drinking or eating anything. You will have to review your diet very closely. May need to cut back on things then bring them back in the diet once PH level is managed. There are several websites and Youtube shows on Candida to help learn diet and limits. Be aware that some sites allow more fruits and things we cannot eat. Remember 75% or 85% of our diet should be plants/ veggies. Lately, I make a lot of veggie type soups on the weekend and freeze them. I have them with salads during the week. Veggie smoothies work too. Drink lots of water with lemon and/ or add Grapefruit seed oil to the water. Become a good cook with veggies since this is a life time change. The more I read the more I realize we need to understand the right diet for OUR bodies to regain and maintain long term health.
MMS – Do you get relief from your itching and does the rash reduce in the evening when you take your MMS? If not, then you may need to review your dosage. You may need to increase or may need to shift schedule until your rash/itching reduces? You may want to send email to Mel to set up time to have a discussion with him about MMS so you have knowledge to make good decision or if you can manage call on Sunday during the prayer meeting since Mel, John B. and Peter always have good input.

Keep a log – keep a log detail log when the issue changes (when the itching comes and goes & when the rash reduces or increase) then you may be able to zero in what you are doing external and internal that may cause the issue. This includes stress from traffic to regular every day things. Looking to see if there is a pattern, that may cause the problem then you can shift to see if improvement occurs. For me I use to eat oatmeal and too much caused an increase in discomfort. I would eat one serving, which was about 1 /4 to 1/2 cup, with an avocado or egg, but then one week, the avocados where not good at the groceries and I was tired of eggs, so I started eating 1 cup of oat meal to fill me up. About a month later I was feeling badly. I started my log and noticed mid morning was when I was not feeling well then I zeroed in on what I was doing in the early morning.

My first thought for you- do you put your laundry in bags and throwing them in the wash machine without touching? Also, are you using MMS in your laundry? If you sweat (I thought you mentioned you worked outside) then may be getting pores on your clothes that may cause it to spread if not cleaned well. You may need to do laundry several times a week to keep this managed and do light loads in high water so the water/MMS can get thru the clothes. Are you waiting for the laundry to cool from dryer before touching them or spray hands with KG? See below on Hot / Cold.

Hot/ Cold – I had a conversation with Mel and he reminded me that heat makes this illness thrive and cold reduces the issues. He joked when he was ill he wished he could live in a freezer then right before his last breath if they would pull him out then, he thought, that would resolve this illness. Mel is funny and it seems pretty risky activity to me, but I got the visual and realized keeping the body temp down is important. My understanding is you work outside so this may be hard for you to do. May be stay out of the sun or run to air conditioning place at lunch or during breaks. Use cold compresses on wrist and neck to keep body temp down. May be drinking cold water to help body temp. May be use cold water & lemon on paper towel and wipe the problem areas throughout the day to keep cool; only wipe once so do not spread. Look at your log and see what can be shifted. I live in Texas and it can be like a sauna outside do to the high humidity so it can be very HOT. As I was feeling better I was outside all the time to walking, bike riding, etc, but after conversation with Mel, I returned to the inside and only get out when cool and low humidity. I turned up the Air conditioner to be pretty chilly inside. I take cool/ luck warm showers. When bathing, I do sections of my body with cold water when rinsing the soap off so anything on me will go down the drain rather than travel down my complete body. I eat warm / not hot soup and tea.

I would play around with hot and cold until I could fix the issue with internally changes. For example, I would stand in the bath tub with hot water about inch deep with either a little KG or Epson salt. I think one could use MMS too. I would stand there for 5 / 10 minutes, adding a little more hot water, and things would go into the water. This helped the rash on my arm and itching on arm and head. Also, I use to put my shorts in the dryer and put them on and the pain would stop on my head. I then used lint brush all over clothes and body, spray with vinegar / water then put coconut or mineral oil with tea tree on my body. One side note in the morning, I used a Scotch-Brite 3M lint brush all over my body right when I get out of bed. I would do every inch of my body. Do not forget the bottom of the feet and head. I figured the MMS only last so long so if there is anything there I try to remove it. I do not see anything on the lint brush, but I still do not feel like my old self so until I do I keep removing the layers.

Bragg Apple Cider (Raw) Vinegar – I have not done enough reading on consuming vinegar, but others state it is good thing so may want to investigate. For external use, since I have sensitive skin I mix in spray bottle 1 to 4 mixture, where vinegar is 1 and water is 4 times more than the vinegar, and use it on my problem areas or all over. Others have indicated they use 50/50 vinegar & water mix so depends on what your body & rash can tolerate. I use to use Epsom salt and water too with a spray bottle with a very fine mist. Also, I apply mineral oil and tea tree mixture on my skin too. I know there is controversy about mineral oil because it is not nature, but still find it makes me feel better. Also, if there is anything, the oil seems to pull stuff from the skin or trap it, and then I can take tissue and wipe or remove with lint brush. This oil may make things active and I take this as a good sign that they do not like it so I am winning the battle. I would keep applying more until this would stop along with lint brush or tissue and or I would spray vinegar or Kleen Green and or I would do this in evening after taking my MMS if having too much activity. I do put coconut oil on my body sometimes to make a change, but my skin is pretty dry so need to apply more often. I use Kleen Green/ water mixture too, than switch out with Vinegar/water. I think we need to make shifts (small shifts) in what we use internal and external to change our body’s environment so our opponent does not have time to acclimate.
Reach out to Mel / John B. – If you are going crazy then send email to Mel and or John B directly and maybe they can ask you specific questions and give you some ideas. Provide them details from your log.

Be still – When I am agitated then I take some time to just take some deep breaths and be still; quiet the mind helps quiet the body. Anxiety increases the discomfort so I have learned to be very still and relax. This works well with my mindset when people are annoying too….lol. Takes some practice to do this, but it has really helps. I find a specific prayer for guidance to an answer helps as well.

Remember it is the SUM of the parts.
Cheers,
Nan
Ruth

11/1/2015
4:25:24 AM

Hi Shawn,
So sorry that your rash has been spreading and can understand your frustration with it.

One thing I did read about was cream with a high percentage of zinc oxide in (20 -40%). In the UK I've not been able to find one but haven't looked online. The other thing I've noticed is that when I'm squeezing a lemon to put in water if it goes onto my hands (which are covered in cuts, scratches and rashes at the moment) it stings very badly for a few seconds, but seems to help them to be less inflamed and heal up quicker. So now I make a point of rubbing a bit of lemon juice in each time.

Hoping you can find something which helps you.

God bless,

Ruth
Mary

10/31/2015
3:04:01 AM

Hi Shawn, so sorry to hear you are still suffering with that skin malady. Kleen green doesn't help. Did mms baths help? I sometimes feel skin rash, contact dermatitis type rash or individual itchy bump like I get now and then from this MD needs to be dried out. I will use rubbing alcohol and alternately, the beige colored safeguard soap that is good for poison oak rash. But I think it is probably the darn candida flaring up which is actually an internal issue. So, addressing the outside bumps helps temporarily but key is to get it internally. So maybe trying the immune pulse will help get rid of it?
Kindly, Mary
Shawn

10/28/2015
6:00:24 PM

Hi to everyone!

I am pleased to see so many healing from this,
I have a question as i am at my wits end and don't really know what to do?

Since July i have had itchy spots on my tummy, around my belly button, these have now spread around my back, shoulders, neck area and tops of my arms, they randomly appear, can be very very itchy,some of them feel like they have a crust on them, they can vary from 2mm - 5mm.
I have tried all oils, they seem to aggrevate them, also the doctor prescribed a steroid cream for Candida albicans, it subsides the itchy feeling temporarily but never disappears, i would be grateful for any advice, oh i use Kleen Green also.
Kindest Regards

Shawn
Ruth

10/25/2015
7:40:07 AM

Hi everyone,

Its now been nearly two months for me on the protocol and I'm on 4 drops of MMS which I am doing well drinking. During the first week on the extension kit supplements I had some bloating/wind/cramp stomach issues for just a couple of days. Although I still see fibres, the amount of them has decreased. I sometimes get bits of pink glitter from my feet! I have nothing pink in the house so know its coming from my skin. I've had an increase in the amount of cuts and scratches on my hands and see it as a good sign.

I'm keeping up with the diet well and have experimented with black bean and quinoa patties that have garlic, onion, leeks and spice in them. They go well with eggs for breakfast. I made a big batch and froze them so its made breakfast time quicker and easier for me. I've used the recipe section here to make the almond cookies, shortbread and muffins and freeze these as well. Its a big help to me to feel that I don't have to be deprived of things that taste sweet. I can eat a small spoonful of brown rice with a meal without any reaction but am being very cautious. For lunch I eat large platefuls of green leaves with cucumber, peppers and avocado or else soup that I make in big amounts and freeze. My favourite is chicken curry soup with coconut milk. I'm putting a small amount of red lentils in that and seem to be ok with it. I've lost 14 1b since starting the diet and now weigh 122 1bs (height 66 inches) and want to try not to lose any more. Any advice would be welcome.

My three cats are looking very sleek after having been given a dry food with higher nutritional content! I also have an extra supplement powder that I add to their food. I started adding MMS, one drop, to their water this week. We have a pond that they sometimes drink from but hopefully if we get a freeze this winter that will get them to drink more of my water! They've been on regular treatment with worm tablets and Stronghold (selamectin, which is the same as Revolution I think). Just one of them has a small area of fur which is patchy so hoping this will clear up.

For the past couple of weeks when I stop to pray or think I'm finding that I cry a lot. I think its my mind and emotions catching up with what's happened and working it through as it was very traumatic to me in the first few months. So I see it as a healing experience emotionally that I will work through.

When I think about the website I am so grateful to Mel and John and how God has used such difficult times in their lives to help me and so many others.
I'm trusting God that He is working for good through this situation in my life. I find it hard to put down in words everything that's in my heart and express it. I just thank God that He led me here and thank God for you all and pray for everyone here.

Ruth
Ruth

10/13/2015
8:52:06 AM

Hi Bill,

Thanks so much for your advice and encouragement about MMS. Squeezing nostrils has definitely helped! I have to remember to let go to swallow to help my ears but by then its ok!

Thanks again,

Ruth
Bill M

10/10/2015
10:19:59 PM

Hi Josef -

After reading your blog about the MMS and your hesitation of taking it, I thought to myself that if I chose to not take the MMS I don't think that I would be healed. I believe that this is a critical part of the entire protocol. The MMS will help to eradicate the bad bacteria from your body. It is approved as a Water Purification Solution so it is OK for you to have it and use it. After you start to use this you will notice a big difference in how you feel. It may take a few weeks but it will definitely make a difference in your journey back to good health.

For the scalp, I believe that everyone's symptoms can be a little different. In my case I had mites and other critters that were in my home so I had major problems with my entire body but especially in my scalp. After I would shower in the evening I would spray KIeen Green on my entire scalp and then put a tight shower cap over to cover my hair. This was very effective in that it stopped the itching and the helped in cutting down the attacks that I would get during the night. I also believe that the Kleen Green also gets through the pores of the skin to kill some of the bacteria inside the scalp.

Hi Ruth -

When everyone who has Morgellons starts out with the MMS it can be a little unsettling. When you are at the beginning with the smaller doses it is easy, but when you start getting to the larger doses it makes you think about the best way to drink this stuff. I found that if I kept thinking about it and putting it off it was more difficult, so I did what the Nike commercial used to say: "Just Do It"! Don't give it much thought and just drink it down. I also would suggest squeezing your nostrils so you can avoid the smell of the MMS and you will not taste it as it does down your throat. Works every time, and the more you take it the easier it gets.

Don't let this disease get the best of you. Just keep fighting and as you go down your path to recovery you find that it becomes easier.

Blessings,
Bill M
Ruth

10/10/2015
7:15:41 AM

Hi everyone,

Thank you again to everyone here for your continuing support and love! I am so grateful to you all.

My journey is progressing slowly and steadily! I am now up to 2 drops MMS and keeping up with supplements and diet.

Thanks to Jimmy for the advice about the pill boxes which are such a big help and mean I can prepare the whole month's pills at one session.

Symptoms are fibres, mainly in the feet and face, but maybe that's where I notice them. Some scratches and little cuts. Itching and crawling comes and goes. I'm working on trying to identify a cycle with it.

For those of you who haven't started the MMS yet I want to reassure you. I was worried whether I would make mistakes with the number of drops coming out, but they are easy to control. I try to think positively when I'm drinking it - that its helping me get to get better. I have a big man hankie that I liberally anoint with lavender essential oil and breathe in a big breath through my nose just before I drink the MMS to stop me smelling it. It probably calms me down as well!

My most challenging time is usually first thing in the morning when I wake up. Its the realisation of another day with morgellons and the fight ahead to get well and can be a bit of a heart sink moment. I've found it helpful to "call to mind" every morning that God's love and faithfulness are new every morning "and therefore I have hope" and I can trust Him. Lamentations 3:19-24.

Shawn, so pleased to hear that you are doing well.

Love to you all

Ruth
josef

10/8/2015
7:05:38 PM


thanks Ruth and peter for great support
i wish i would have found this lovely people and this website long ego.


what I am thinking is the amount of stuff coming off from my scalp i don't think shampoos or tea tree oil or other stuffs will help i have used tea tree oil before didn't get help they may makes bit improvement for short time after will be same again. tea tree oil soap sulfur soap neem shampoo never tried them i will have to try them . you are right the dog shampoo will not help its been 3 days now using it. its driving me mad my scalp burning itchy crawling ,i may stop using it soon .
i have spent lots of money for wrong treatment like (seborrheic dermatitis psoriasis topical eczema and others )didn't get good result
but still don't want to give up I am hoping one day i will be free like everybody can eat everything and do the think cant do know
good bless all of you
josef
Peter

10/8/2015
12:47:12 AM

Josef

Hello. I was so moved by your story that I have to try and help you. I was very sick three years ago and now I am doing very well. So I want you to believe that it is possible to get better.

The truth is that the dog shampoo and alfalfa tablets probably won't help. Try this. For your scalp, see if you can find a simple sulfur and tea tree oil soap. Bar soaps are OK. Lather your scalp with the tea tree oil soap first. Let it sit on your scalp for 3 to 5 minutes. Rinse and then lather with the sulfur soap. Let it sit on your scalp also for 3 to 5 minutes. Lastly, if you can get your hands on some kleen green enzymes, wet your scalp with them and let them dry on their own. If not, then rub in some coconut mixed with neem oil. Or a neem oil shampoo will work too. Repeat this three step process each day. If you shower with the same soaps using the same 3 step process, over time, your skin will do better.

Get on a good probiotic. Logos essential flora is a very high quality one with numerous strains. Eat a variety of green and red vegetables together with garlic and drink lots of purified or distilled water. Give your body additional B-12 and vitamin D. If you can afford it, the Logos supplements taken as laid out in Mel’s protocol will give you the complete needed nutritional support.

Please consider the MMS. There are many that are seeing improvement with taking it, and I feel it is instrumental to getting better as it kills infection. I will be praying for you. Don’t give up!

Strength and Love,
Peter
Ruth

10/7/2015
5:31:20 PM

Hi Josef,

If it would help you to have someone to talk things through with on the telephone, Mel has my number and you can email him to ask for it.

Hoping that things improve for you soon,

Ruth
Josef

10/7/2015
4:03:07 PM

Hi Ruth
Thanks again
Not really most of the doctors told Me I have seborrheic dermatitis and only treatment is anti fungal like nizoral shampoo atarax anti allergy tablets or scalp application one doctor said I may have psoriasis and he gave me treatment after few month went to see him again told him didn't work he ask me to stop the treatment if is not working


I will not give up I have spent lots of money !!
Will update again
Josef
Good bless
Josef

10/7/2015
1:44:09 PM

Thanks Shawn and Ruth I have ordered dog shampoo which they say %100 chemicals free also I have ordered alfalfa tablets which I never tried there is lot of good review about alfalfa . My girl friend doesn't let me to use mms she is scared after she find out it's banned from Canada
(The issue I have got is to eat what to not eat last few weeks mostly eating eggs brown rice and vegetables)
I will see how I get on with the dog shampoo
I will update you guys
Ruth

10/7/2015
10:43:37 AM

Hi Josef,

I am so sorry that you have had such a painful condition for so many years and that the treatments given by doctors haven't helped you.

Because I have only recently discovered I have morgellons I don't have much experience of how symptoms may develop. I am sure that others here who know more will respond to your questions.

For myself I knew that it was morgellons when I saw tiny black fibres emerging from my skin.

I do hope that you soon find the answers that you are looking for.

God bless, Ruth
josef

10/7/2015
7:49:14 AM


hello everybody

my case is very different than you all.

let me start from childhood when i was age 2 i had trouble scalp condition which i lost lost of hair on top of my scalp its like moon and stars around my scalp i never had good scalp since my childhood but it wasn't very bad until age 16 my hair loss start with flaky oily burning itchy i didn't know what to do i went to see my local clinic doctor there told me that i have fungus he gave me some tablets .shampoo and liquid to try it worked for only 2 weeks.


now i am 40 i have been see 10s of doctors i have tried all different shampoos i have tried what ever i used everything i have read on line i had blood test i had allergy test i had 2 biopsy.nothing helped recently i test myself with red vine it shows that i have morgellons i been using clove, black walnuts, woodworm, oil of oregano, apple cider vinegar probio7 supplement i used baking soda Epsom slat with with vinegar recently i found my belly is not good all the time feel like vomiting. i stopped using everything for now.

im so helpless if anyone here can help me????
Jimmy

10/6/2015
9:48:48 PM

Hi All

Just wanted to say I'm still here but going through a rough patch. Thought I was gonna lose my job due to sickness but it looks like it's gonna be ok :-)

I love the way this thread has grown it feels less lonely in the uk.

I'm not on the ball at the moment with my protocol but the last 6 months I have been doing it have given a definite improvement. I've been off the ball or a month now and can feel symptoms coming back.

Don't worry though I've got a plan & I'll be back on the diet & protocol from Monday coming.

3 quick things:
1) I hate custom charges please can you pray that God removes them from my life
2) I love green juices; taste rank but makes me feel so healthy
3) Mel sorry I've missed you calls its been a bit crayzee navigating the work situation

Love to all

Jimmy
Ruth

9/29/2015
5:10:56 PM

Hi Michelle,

Lovely to hear from you but sorry that things have been so difficult for you. Its a positive step though that you've made the decision to start the protocol even if it takes time to get it all.

It took me a while to sort out getting everything from the protocol and Mel advised me to work on changing my diet while I was waiting to be able to order things. Its a low carbohydrate alkaline diet so nothing with sugar including fruit and no wheat or starchy veg like potatoes and no processed food. Some people are ok with lentils/beans/brown rice but others cut them out as well.

I live in the North West and if you would like to be in touch by telephone you can email Mel for my number.

You're not alone any more and there is hope.

Praying for you,

Ruth x









Michelle

9/28/2015
9:47:16 PM

Hello Ruth,

sorry for the delay but I've been going through a rough patch & haven't been up to going online.

Thanks so much for your response & ideas - I'm very grateful for them & it;s so nice to have contact with someone who understands finally - that means so much to me. \

I am taking your advice re starting the protocol, but as money is tight (entire savings blown on various "cures"), so it may take a while to get everything. A sticky situation.

I can feel myself deteriorating pretty rapidly now. Glad to hear that you are on your way to reclaiming your body & I truly hope that you do. No-one should have to live like this.

I will stay in touch - are you allowed to say where in the UK you are? Very best of luck with it & hope to speak to you soon.

So happy to have found this site.

Michelle. x
Ruth

9/26/2015
4:30:27 PM

Hi Josef,

Like you I spent time looking at different websites to try to find out what morgellons is and how to get rid of it.

When I first came to this site I started by reading Mel's story, then Mel's Protocol and then the FAQs.

Reading these will help you to decide whether Mel's Protocol is right for you and will give you information about how to use the MMS. As you read you will learn that this is one part of the protocol but in order to become well all parts of the protocol will need to be followed.

All the information you need to order the products are included in the description of the protocol. The supplements and MMS are from US and can be ordered online and delivered without difficulty to the UK.

Keep reading through the rest of this site as it is full of information to help you.

God bless,

Ruth
joesef

9/26/2015
2:59:44 PM


hi everybody,

i been searching for morgellons treatment for a while.

i have read a lot about mms treatment

first of all i live in London, here i cant get mms?
Do i need to buy from us or canada ?

second i dont even know if it really work and how to use it and how long need to be used

more infomations welcome
Ruth

9/20/2015
2:12:26 PM

Hi Michelle,

I'm so pleased that you've found this site and saw the UK thread. I too felt the need for support from a forum and after praying about it came straight to this site, saw a welcome to the UK a d knew it was the right place for me. And yes there's hope here with wonderful stories of how people have become well, first Mel and then many others.

I started reading the protocol pages and FAQs and then the forum threads starting at the end page and working forwards. I made notes as I read. I also listened to the conference calls while I was doing jobs or if I was too tired to read. They are wonderful, often made me cry hearing peoples' voices, prayers being prayed.

As I read I started to believe that I could follow the protocol and face the challenges required.

I'd encourage you to order the supplements if you feel its the right thing for you. I waited until I'd read everything which took me about a month and now think I could have started sooner.

Also looking at the diet articles and threads will give you direction on how to change your diet.

Keep us posted with how you are getting on. I'm still very new to the protocol, still in my first month of supplements but been on the diet for about six weeks. Already feeling healthier, and slimmer!

God bless

Ruth

Michelle

9/20/2015
5:33:37 AM

Hello, I am new here and felt I had to post after stumbling across this wonderful site and seeing the UK thread. Obviously, I have a great deal of reading to do first, but finding you has already given me back something that has been missing from my life for far too long - hope. I have known that I have Morgellons for 5 years and have felt so alone every day. I won't bore you with my story, but I will say that like many I've read about, my family think I'm crazy, my GP is no help and the one time I posted in a forum (elsewhere), I got accused of being a troll, which scared me off and was so upsetting. Having others to share experiences and support would be amazing and I'm praying that I've finally found acceptance. I'm starting to read/learn right after this and realise it's a big task, so really for now I just wanted to say hi. So happy to have found you. Thanks for listening, it means so much. Best wishes to all.
Ruth

9/19/2015
4:40:22 PM

Hi Josef,

I also live in England and discovered I have morgellons in January this year. Two months ago I decided to follow Mel's protocol and have been taking the supplements for three weeks. Like you I read a lot of stories here of how people have become well again.

If you read through the protocol and the protocol products there are links to order them. I have ordered the Logos supplements and they have been delivered to me without difficulty. Likewise the MMS from the link. I have ordered Sovereign Silver through Amazon UK and also iherb. MSM is sold in health shops or you can get it again from Amazon UK.

While you are waiting to get the supplements you can start working more on your diet to move to a low carbohydrate and alkaline diet. Again there are lots of articles and threads on diet that can be found using the search engine.

Its great knowing we are not alone with this and there is hope that we can be well again. I'm so grateful that Mel has shared his knowledge and experience on this site to help others.

Praying for you Josef,

God bless,

Ruth



Shawn

9/19/2015
4:15:15 PM

Hi Josef,

Welcome ! Here you will find guidance on how to relieve your symptoms and ultimately cure yourself from this awful disease.
Please read read and read some more, and over again to digest this wealth of information that the community shares.
If you are suffering i would not hesitate to get on Mel's protocol from Logos Nutritional's and there is a link on the site to order the MMS, this is what i and so many others do, a bottle last an awful long time.I order my collodial silver from Amazon in the UK.
It is great you are eliminating sugar from your nutrition, i would drastically change your diet, no dairy, wheat, bread, potatoes etc, eat plenty of vegetables and salads, and i have organic chickens, salmon, etc, all diet suggestions are on this site even on a budget,NO fruit whatsoever in the early days of this dietary change, i have lemons and limes with foods. I hope this helps a little, you are not alone and we are all here to help, advise each other , Any other questions please do not hesitate to ask.
Ruth i hope you are progressing well and i am so pleased your family are supporting you in this fight to get well,
Jimmy i hope you are also getting to grips with this and winning and your symptoms have drastically reduced.
I am personally getting over my last episode, the odd symptom especially when i overheat as i work outside in construction but i feel i am nearly there, the fear has completely gone, i am up for the fight and i WILL WIN , just received another 3 months supply of protocol along with a £147 customs charge, this includes the NEW Immune pulse which Logos have launched, together we can ALL beat it and destroy it.
Prayers for each and everyone suffering from this.
God Bless
Shawn
Josef

9/19/2015
2:04:10 PM


Josef

Hi every body thanks for all your comment and sharing stories

I been suffering from itchy scalp for years I had blood test biopsy allergy test.
I have tried all the shampoos in the pharmacy but still not good.
Recently found that I have morgellons disease.

I off from sugar more than one month it's been bit better I'm taking clove oil tablets oregano oil and apple cide.

Just wondering where to buy MMS,I live in London in here is not easy to get it, need proscription/

please let me know if you have information thanks

Josef London
Ruth

9/16/2015
4:05:15 PM

Hi everyone,

Its now two weeks since I started the Logos Support Kit and I started taking the Sovereign Silver a week ago. There's acceptance now at home for me to take all the parts of the protocol which is a big help. Shari, you were right! I was getting desperate at the thought of not being able to go ahead with things. It certainly got me praying.

So I will start the Extension Kit when I've completed the first month of the Support Kit and also add in the MSM. Am I right to think that I start the MMS at the same time?

I've been trying some of the recipes with coconut flour and converting cups to ounces. I think that 1/4 cup of flour is 1 oz whereas a 1/4 cup of butter is 2oz. Does anyone think that's right/wrong?

Tonight I've had a go at cooking a baked egg custard:

200mls almond milk
3 eggs
2 tbs stevia
almond or vanilla flavouring

Heat, but don't boil milk. Whisk eggs with stevia and flavouring. Whisk in heated milk then pour into dish through sieve. Put dish into a bigger dish filled with hot water and bake in oven 170 for 30 mins or until set.

As far as symptoms go for me its all still the same, black fibres mainly from feet and arms, sometimes with an itch/sting, sometimes without. One day recently was more itchy, particularly face with fibres and very itchy nose. I took to the bath in the evening with epsom salts which was great at calming it all down.

I am sleeping very well! I have to watch myself to get to bed on time though.

Shawn, so pleased to hear that the rash is clearing. How are things with you now?

Off to do some hoovering ...

Ruth

Peter

9/6/2015
2:30:18 AM

Hello

What a beautiful thread this has become! I applaud you all.

Sincerely,
Peter



shawn

9/3/2015
3:20:33 PM

Hi to everyone,

Just an update, i have been extremely busy with my business in construction 6-7 days per week, tiredness does take its toll but energy is pretty great.
My rash on my tummy as per my last post and lasted around 8 weeks has finally nearly gone, i tried the Manuka honey 20+ from New Zealand on my tummy every night, it must contain enzymes that eradicate the symptoms?i have had a few itches and a couple of small red spots on my left foot.Diet is still strict, hope everyone is making great strides on the recovery road.Ruth and Jimmy i hope you continue to make good progress, Nan, Nichole, Mary, Ruth and Peter thank you for your advice and support, it means so much to me and sound advice for others.
God Bless

Shawn
Shari

9/3/2015
1:10:58 AM

Ruth,

I am glad to see you posting here. It will be healing for you at times to talk/write about what's going on with you. For now, continue to learn everything you can from these pages/calls and those who have come before! You can msg me or JimJim at anytime as well in Whatsapp.

I always remember our first RULE - which is DO NO HARM.

I believe your husband will come around. Who knows? God may use you to show him things or teach him something (about what Dr.s think they know) through your example.

Keep the faith as you have been and NEVER GIVE UP HOPE! God bless and I look forward to getting to know you.
Ruth

9/2/2015
11:01:35 AM

Hi to everyone,

My first delivery of logos supplements arrived and I was able to start them yesterday, the 1st September. I had a cupboard space ready for them and a written out timetable for the day with the times half an hour later than on the website as it fits in better with my work hours.

Thank you Mel for ringing me, for your help and advice and getting me started on the diet straight away. That was five weeks ago and I feel so much better already. I see fibres and specks, mainly in my arms and feet but its only occasionally that I have days that are crawly and itchy.

I used to eat chocolate every day, loved baking cakes and puddings and eating them. Now each day is a new day for me to make good choices and I see each good choice as another step I'm taking towards getting better.

One thing that has helped me with giving up chocolate, chocolate cake and biscuits is to imagine myself eating it and at the same time imagine seeing a symptom of the illness on my skin as I know that the sugar in chocolate would be feeding the disease. It just helps put me right off eating the wrong thing!

The other thing that helped me is a quote from a book by Billy Graham. It was something his wife used to say about the changes that happen in life and coping emotionally with them. She would say, "that was then, and this is now". Its different but its ok.

When I started reading the forum, a few months ago, starting back at page 27 I did wonder if I would be able to do everything that is required. The wonderful thing about reading all your posts is that as I read I started to believe that I can do it. I took notes and have grown to love you all so much and am so grateful for the time you have all taken to record your progress over weeks, months and years.

Also thank you for the conference calls. As others have said it is very comforting to hear peoples' voices and hear jokes and laughing.

I will keep re-reading and re-listening and use the wonderful search engine which has already helped answer things I've been unsure of.

I'm not getting support at home yet regarding taking the protocol and this has caused me some stressful and tense times but I know this is the right place for me so I'm pressing on with things calmly and gently, slow and steady. Also through reading I realise that everyone has different challenges alongside the disease that are stressful and demanding.

People in the UK: this protocol is for you too. I wasted several months mistakenly thinking that it would not be possible for me to be a part of this process living in the UK.

Thank you Shawn and Jimmy for your help. How are things now with you Shawn?

Love to all

Ruth


Nicole

8/22/2015
7:25:19 PM

Hi Shawn ...

This might not be the best most natural way, but for me the spots that felt like splinters under my skin. I would Soak a washcloth in just straight alcohol and suffocate the clusters of infection, fungi or whatever.

I didn't really have money for a lot of different things so alcohol was what helped me with a lot of that. I personally did much better showering often in the beginning, even using saunas to help with my skin sweat detoxing, using a back scrubbing brush in the shower over the whole body helped a lot to , stimulated and cleaned my skin at the same time.. I took MMs or Epsom salt baths fairly regularly, selson blue, or anti fungal shower gel and shampoos.

I worked very internal as well as external, my skin issues were so severe In the beginning, I've been on the protocol and diet a few years and can say I have NO skin issues, no appearance of rash or at this time anywhere on my body , and no painful lesions like I once did, they have all have cleared but it did take time, and persistence. I will say the smell of alcohol is pretty horrible but that's what I would do myself , it worked well for me ..
Oh and coconut oil following my shower never lotions ..

I don't think I personally would put honey on any lesion or rash just because I see how the M seems to feed on sugars in my case anyway.. I would be very hesitant to put sugar on my body .. I rather put alcohol or essential oils, or sweat and shower and get a good scrub on itchy spots. I sometimes put a little hydrocortisone but that's just me.

Prayers that you feel better very soon! Keep up the good work!

Diet is so important in your healing not sure where you are in that but eat good, I do low carb it works best for me, good lifestyle habits repeated daily ..

Sending you lots of good energy and well wishes!!!

Blessings Nicole
Nan

8/21/2015
11:22:42 PM

Hi Shawn,
I would suggest you do search on rash, sarna, or wheatgrass. Deborah B did nice post 8/ 11 under rashes please help.
I found drinking 1 gallon a water a day helps my rash and itching. 2 glasses morning good for organs, 1 glass 30 min prior to each meal good for digestion, 1 glass before bed keeps leg cramps away. I drink the remaining through out the day. When I do not drink enough then the rash seems to show up on my cheeks, head and wrist along with discomfort. Lint brush and Coconut oil helps too. Also, review your diet if you have added anything recently. I added blueberries and beans into my diet. I had to take them out again since did not feel well. Suggest cool /luke warm baths sine Hot water tough on skin and not so good with this illness. I have reduced to one bath a day to give my skin a break. I enjoy my evening bath, but going to think what Peter has shared as well. I have been consuming grapefruit seed extract in my water couple times a day too. Adding lots of garlic too. I put clove or tumeric in my tea and cayenne on my eggs and in water with lemon, but those items you listed sound like they would hurt on my rash.
Take Care and be careful.
Peter

8/20/2015
2:07:40 AM

Hello Shawn

Morgellons is a disease that seems to always be about making corrections, no? These corrections often center on something we learn. For example, look at bathing. Did you know that our skin produces and uses beneficial bacteria just like our gut does? Should we be washing it away each day before giving it time to do something beneficial? Also, since fungus and mold thrive on moisture, is immersing the skin in hot water each day the right approach? What about the numerous toxic chemicals that we know are in tap water? How is the skin affected by washing it with these each day?

So, I am not persuaded that it is the right approach for you to shower twice daily. I look at bathing differently than I used to. I shower every other day, and I make it brief. In between shower days, I alternate between sponge bathing with Kleen Green and MMS, both of which are mixed with filtered water. I take one MMS bath per week and an occasional Kleen Green bath. My skin actually does better with less bathing. Go figure?

I would suggest you try to ignore the pimples on your chest. I remember something about the chest that causes symptoms to respond better when left alone. I do agree with you that sweating can sometimes aggravate symptoms. Rubbing may actually spread the fungal sludge to the surrounding skin, so try “dabbing” it lightly with alcohol or hydrogen peroxide and then just try to keep it dry. Remember that Tea Tree oil is an astringent, so it is going to open up your pores. You might be better served with just using the Eucalyptus oil to dry the skin. .

Lastly, in my opinion, the ginger, turmeric, ground cloves, cayenne pepper, and cumin mixture would serve you better internally, by simply eating them with food. Nail polish remover is extremely toxic, so you should definitely avoid it completely. I have no experience with Manuka honey.

Unfortunately, Shawn, persistent organic pollutants remain ever present in our environment. No one can escape this truth. I am further convinced that water and food toxicity continue to increase each day, and I believe they are responsible for many of the chronic issues that continue for some people. This is likely a part of the infection that continues in my right forearm. So do not lose faith in the progress of your recovery. Just continue to make corrections. Hope this is helpful, my friend. Stay the course!

Godspeed,
Peter

SHAWN

8/19/2015
4:59:57 PM

Good evening to all,
I have not posted for a while due to severe symptoms that i cannot shift and i am a bit lost to be honest.
My latest symptoms are still with my tummy and between my pectorals running up to my the top of my shoulders. This symptom flared up during a very very warm humid day in the small creases of my tummy skin, itchy rash that has spread, i have tried tea tree, eucalyptus oil , this i found aggravated the symptoms, i spray with kleen green after the 2 showers i have a day, just more red itchy spots show themselves each day,
I was due to see a specialist at royal barts hospital last Friday and they have now put "unknown" on my forms to my g.p as before they stated Morgellons, i insisted they carry out more blood test, they are testing for staph, m.r.s.a and a couple of others with the exception of Lyme as he stated i do not have Lyme with the test i had 21 months ago.
He also prescribed an anti itch cream and thats it, just have to wait and see the results for the blood tests, my next appointment is 3 months with another 11 hour round trip.
On a different note i spoke to a lady who sells Kleen Green and she stated other customers who have bought this have also stated they are trying "Manuka 20+ honey" which is £40 a pot here to spread over the spots at night for 5 nights and the spots should disappear , i am trying this on a patch of my tummy , this will be the second night, also she stated bizarrely a sufferer used a dab of clear nail varnish on the spot to suffocate the area and hence the spot would disappear, i haven't tried this!! the other method was a mix of:
1 x teaspoon of ginger
1 x tsp of turmeric
1 x tsp of ground cloves
1 x tsp of cayenne pepper
1 x tsp of cumin
and 1 x large tsp of honey, mix with boiling water and take 2 x tsp of the mix 2 x per day after meals, then leave the rest in the fridge, after 4 days make another fresh batch, i am trying this on day 1 as i probably don't add enough spices to my meals anyway,
These itchy red spots, are they mite entries to the skin, candida yeast or fungal spores, love to know other methods or suggestions that are helpful with these symptoms,
My partner asked me what exactly does it feel like on my tummy, the best thing i can think of is wood splinters under my skin or glass splinters, very uncomfortable, and restless.
Jimmy thank you for your update, and i hope you are nicely back on track, you can do it !!
Ruth, lovely to talk to you and hopefully your Logos will arrive very soon , in the meantime diet truly is the key to get started.
Both of you welcome to keep in touch,
Mel " who's in your window" photos are brilliant and bring a ray of light.
Kindest regards to each and everyone of you. God bless
Ruth

7/29/2015
1:26:17 PM

Hi to everyone,

I'd like to introduce myself as I am just starting to find out about Mel's protocol and bit by bit reading through the website.

Thank you Mel for your call today, so helpful, and I will work through reading and processing the information.

I live in the UK and work as a piano teacher from my home in school term times, so now is a holiday, hooray! I'm married with three adult children. I have cats that do not come into the house.

I started with symptoms on 26th December 2014 on a small area of my arm with extremely severe itching. I thought I must have been bitten by something and took antihistamines and put bite cream on. Because it was in the Christmas holiday period with a house full of guests to feed and look after I hoped it would just go away. I then developed itchy spots on my other arm. I thought I might have scabies and was very stressed and worried that I had passed this on to elderly relatives who had visited. I went to see a doctor who didn't know what it was but suggested I try a scabies treatment. Of course by this stage I started cleaning seriously and also spent hours reading on line to know how to tackle it. It was when I spoke to a doctor friend for advice about the scabies and mentioned seeing small black things on my skin that I realised from his reaction that it wasn't scabies. So back to more reading for hours, so stressful and scary, mainly that I was infecting the rest of my family.

I've not had any lesions, just small fibres and specks. I get days when I feel crawly and itchy and I still get itchy spots and patches but not all the time.

If anyone feels able to offer me any help, support or advice please ask Mel for my contact details.

Thank you,

Ruth
shawn

7/27/2015
6:38:57 PM

Hi Mary & Ruth,
Mary a very in-depth forum reply describing your symptoms, i am pleased they have subsided and you are feeling great again.
This or these symptoms on my tummy and between my pectorals are slightly worse and have tried absolutely everything, i do not scratch the itching. Mel kindly rang me about this particular condition and it could well be a co infection, this is yet to be confirmed. I will try Eucalyptus oil on it as i have ordered it, hope this helps, otherwise i will continue my diet, protocol etc and god will assist me in this healing stage, i prey !!
Ruth please do not hesitate to contact me and any questions feel free, do not despair as we are all here for each other .
God Bless to each and everyone
Shawn
Ruth

7/27/2015
1:33:21 PM

Hi Mary,

Thanks for your advice and I am hoping to contact Shawn for info on how he orders from the UK.

I have some anxiety about how my husband will respond to the financial outlay. I'm currently taking quite a few things but not really knowing what I'm doing so he's used to a cupboard full of bottles! But I would be grateful for your prayers about this that God will give me wisdom how to tackle it and make a way for me to get the treatment that I need to get well. Its not that we can't afford it but having his backing and support for it.

Thank you for your advice about the conference calls and I think that is where I concentrate my time next.

Thanks so much for your replies. I know I'm not alone, that God's with me, but to have replies from yourself and Shawn is so reassuring and makes me cry but obviously in a good way.

Ruth



Ruth

7/27/2015
1:25:55 PM

Hi Shawn,

Thank you for your reply. Are the blotches and spots getting any better?

Thank you for your offer of getting in touch by email and I will ask Mel for your email address. I will be grateful for advice about ordering the items from the UK as well as general advice.

Thanks,
Ruth
mary

7/27/2015
1:30:14 AM

Hi Shawn,

I think your red splotches might be deeper levels of the pathogens being kicked out of your body. I had this around my eyes and then on my neck a couple weeks ago. Red, itchy blotches all over my neck. Red, itchy, scaly skin under my eyes. But, they did go away slowly over a week.

At the time, I was wondering if it was something I ate, but it only went in those two places. Usually a allergic reaction will set off symptoms all over the body. So, I decided to view it as healing, I prayed a good deal about it, and now I'm feeling great once again. Actually, I can say I'm feeling the best I have in a year. The neck and eyes have been a place of illness for me historically before I ever formally got MD. So, I think that this is where they started in my body, or whatever the precursor is to this strange condition.

I did put some Kleen Green on my neck, but that seemed to aggravate it. But, maybe it helped to get rid of it faster? I was just about to take an MMS bath for it, when it started getting better. But the crease in my neck seemed to be worse than the rest of the spots so the sweat does irritate this or attract this?

As far as my eyes, it has happened twice that my eyes start getting watery for no apparent reason and as the tears leak from the corners of my eyes, it makes the skin sore and itchy and then red and scaly. When this first happened, it affected my eye lids and this second recent time it affected the skin below my eyes.

It was so weird that the tears would seem to start this skin reaction, that I think that MD is bothering my eyes and that toxins or dead organisms may actually be being excreted through the tears at these times. And, then, when these tears touch the skin around the eye, it causes a reaction in that skin which then becomes scaly, red and itchy. No lotion or oil (I did put on coconut oil) would sooth it or soften the scaly feeling.

All just conjecture, hypothesis on my part....I don't know anything for sure. But, thought you might feel better knowing someone else had these symptoms too and that they did go away.

Warmth and Blessings,
Mary
mary

7/27/2015
12:45:40 AM

Hi Ruth,

Very cool that your husband is a psychiatrist and saw the fibers come out of your skin. It is so helpful to have a spouse that believes that this is a real condition. You'll get his full support. I'm hoping he doesn't have it either or get it at all. Maybe he will someday help to dispel the belief that this is a delusional disorder.

I didn't have lesions either, just the same stuff you have and lots of crawling feelings in/on my skin.

I definitely didn't wait to read the whole forum before I started the protocol. That forum takes weeks to read through. I don't think that is necessary. There is the FAQ's and the Mel's Protocol page and the Articles and Diet section for finding info on a low glycemic, anti-candida type diet. So, that's what I did, I started eating right and ordered the protocol asap. As soon as the supplements, silver, and MMS arrived, I started them. But, of course, as you may read in one of my first posts, I made a mistake and started the extension support supplements at the same time instead of waiting a month to start those. I didn't read Mel's Protocol section clearly and got confused. Everything was confusing at first. But, Mel caught that mistake during a phone call and I stopped and restarted those properly a few weeks later with my one drop of MMS. I would read the forum a little bit at at time as I could but listened to most of the conference calls as it was easier for me to listen than to read and it had a calming effect on me.

The supplements are from Logos Nutritionals in Georgia and I'm sure they ship to you. Mel will answer all those questions for you. And, you've got Shawn over there as well. As far as the Sovereign Silver, all our local health food markets carry that product, so maybe yours do as well.

So, don't hesitate, get those supplements started as they and the eventual MMS will destroy/eliminate the pathogens whose population has gotten out of control and is no longer within normal limits and will build up your body's immune system once again.

Warmly, Mary

SHAWN

7/26/2015
8:58:14 AM

Hi Ruth and welcome,
I live in the U.K and have had severe symptoms of this disease since August 2013, although i believe i had this in my system many years prior to this.
I have taken the full protocol since December 2013, eaten a very clean diet, my symptoms have resided so much and a lot more energy, as i need it in construction. Too date i am not going to skirt around it but my symptoms for some reason have flared up for the last two weeks, and if anyone can also give me advice, i have itchy red spots and blotches around my belly button and up to and in between my pectorals, they will not go away and itch so badly, i seem to of got them bending down to do my work and in between my two folds of my tummy, maybe where i sweat as it was very humid, and as i said they will not disappear ??Any suggestions please? Ruth having said the above i have come a long long way since 2013, if you need any advice please do not hesitate to contact Mel for my email or my number, we as a community can beat this wretched disease.
God Bless to you all
Shawn
Ruth

7/26/2015
7:07:44 AM

Hi Mary,

Thank you for replying! Yes I do feel overwhelmed by the amount of information but also know I need to stick to one protocol. Over the past seven months I have been trying on my own praying and asking God for help to know what to do and take but felt out of my depth.

Yes I've started to make notes now so I can try to draw information together.

I want to start the protocol but am I right to read everything first?

I've not had lesions, just fibres and specks though less now than at the beginning.

The great thing about reading through is that it is focussing me again on cleaning, washing, diet and hopefully I can get into a good routine over the summer as I teach in term time so have less time then. Although since all this I am now constantly clearing out and decluttering.

Are you well now? I look forward to reading your posts as I catch up on the forum.

Thanks so much for making contact. The only person I have spoken to about this is my husband ( a retired psychiatrist). But as a doctor he has a certain way of thinking about things. Fortunately in the first few weeks of this he did see something emerging from my skin which we looked at under a child's microscope and he saw it was a bundle of fibres so he understands that there is something there!

Thank you again for your kindness,

Ruth

Ruth

7/25/2015
5:42:57 AM

I am also starting reading from the first forum page so will eventually meet in the middle! Thank you to the person who suggested taking notes. I now have a notebook to record things as I go.

If there is anyone from the UK to share their experiences I would be grateful. Have you tried help from doctors here? Do you order the protocol from the US?

Sorry if these things are answered in the forum.

Ruth
Mary

7/25/2015
2:38:45 AM

Hi Ruth! I, too, welcome you, warmly! I'm glad you found Mel's place here. Like you, the forum was and remains invaluable for me on this healing journey. I needed to feel connected to others going through the same situation and that interaction completely dispels the feeling of loneliness. That feeling of being scared and alone was so awful until I found Mel's place. It really never came back again since then, which is now a year ago.

I know it's a lot of information. Try not to get overwhelmed. I took some notes in a little notebook and noted the date and name of the thread so I could find it again if needed. Having very little time, being a little A.D.D., and in the beginning my anxiety being high and concentration being low, reading was more difficult for me and I found that the conference calls were really helpful with good information. Also hearing everyone's voices made it more real that I wasn't alone and calmed me down to hear healthy sounding people, with good attitudes and quite often, even joking together. I was completely blown away thinking, my gosh, how can they have such good attitudes with this condition? But, very soon, it was intoxicating and it spread into me. I felt their hope. I heard their improvements. I heard about their total recovery. It was very uplifting. And, the protocol started working and I began to feel better. The hope and confidence grew inside me. Together with the help of our Heavenly Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, I found much comfort and peace in the forum and conference calls.

So, I'm looking forward to hearing from you as often as you can write. I personally found it really helped me to participate in the forum, too, as have others, so I do recommend it. I hope you are starting the protocol and will soon be saying hello to much better health and eventually will realize a full recovery. This is a real cure.
Blessings, Mary
Ruth

7/24/2015
4:20:31 AM

Hi,
Thank you for the welcome! I live in the UK. I started with symptoms 7 months ago and have been looking at websites, trying different things but felt quite lonely and felt I need to start reading a forum regularly to hear how others are tackling it. Thank you for this website - its an answer to prayer. I have started reading the forum, from page 27 as and when I can. Am now about to start page 24 and am trying to be patient and get hold of all the information.
Thank you Mel!

Ruth
Mel

7/18/2015
10:08:21 AM

Hello UK and Europe,

We started this thread about three months ago because of an influx of new people from this area.

I had been contacted by three new women within days and made an overture to ask two young recovering gentleman to try and help them as much as possible. The men agreed to help and the ladies had not responded until twelve days ago!

Now I know for a fact that both gentleman have made contact. I would like to see more exchange between you all as a sign to others in the UK and Europe that there is HOPE!!!

THANKS BOYS FOR HELPING!!

Please ladies as you get well, share your progress, to bring hope to others.

God bless, never give up HOPE!

Mel
Peter

5/2/2015
12:35:16 AM

Hello Friends

I want to send out joyous greetings to each of you good people in the UK who have posted here. We have known for some time now that Morgellons disease is present on every continent. So, it stands to reason that we can gain much from you folks sharing your experiences with us here.

I want to extend a special hello to Shawn. We have communicated in the past by e-mail, so it is especially good to hear from you and to know you are still in the fight.

There is still so much to learn and so much to better understand in these particular co-infections and their persistent nature. Whether we are hearing from folks in the UK, or folks in Australia or Russia, the sharing of information is what is becoming so powerful. Please keep posting through this thread to keep it alive. I treasure you for your contributions to this community! May God bless you.

In His Love,
Peter
Mary

4/19/2015
10:40:34 PM

Hi Shawn, sounds possibly like you did have a big system wide reaction to the bug or whatever that got in you. Like an allergic reaction actually. But, your system kicked it out fast. So, whatever it was, sounds like it's long gone. Hang in there and good to hear from you! Maybe that big herx type reaction is going to be the beginning of the last chapter in your healing. I will pray on it!
Jimmy

4/19/2015
8:28:37 PM

Hi Gang
I'm Jimmy & on month two of the protocol. It's really helped with my symptoms & given me hope that things can be normal again. Mel has my details if you wanna get in touch.
Good luck xxxx
Jimmy
Shawn

4/19/2015
3:49:26 PM

Hi to everyone fighting this, some of you may already know me, i am from the u.k and have been on the full protocol for 17 months, it has been and i am not going to lie it still rears its ugly head ! Only two weeks ago i suffered a terrible bout of flu, this lasted around a week, then came the "rash from hell" over my whole body, and i mean totally covered, it looked like sunburn and was intensely itchy. this however subsided after around 4 days, no new spots or rash but as i work outside in construction and it has been very warm here in the u.k i got bitten on my arm and leg on consecutive days, hard very very itchy lumps. Today this is subsiding considerably, i feel my immune system is kicking in and relieving me of my symptoms far far sooner than in my self diagnosis of this disease.
The message from the above is pure and simple, take the protocol, totally strict on your diet and home environment , i know this consumes energy and time but believe me it is worth it, i NEVER ever want to go back to where i was 18 months ago!! , the only thing i am lacking is having enough sleep of which i am addressing.
Please if anyone wants to contact me for any advice feel free to ask Mel for my details, we are here together, to help, to advise and ultimately cure. Lets share our journey and help each other !!

God bless and kindest regards

Shawn
mel **

4/18/2015
11:12:21 AM

Hello Everyone,

Welcome as always!

Over three years ago we started a thread called "HELLO DOWN UNDER" and today it is still active. It helped those so far away to develop a network among themselves which proved to be invaluable to them.

Today because of the growing amount of people in the UK and Europe I thought it would be helpful for you all to start to network with one another. I ask those who would be willing to start communicating with others to post here!

The comfort knowing you are not alone is priceless. Relationships developed among people are what our website is about. They are beneficial to both parties, and some have become good friends.

This is your opportunity to interact and help each other through these difficult times. I will be glad to answer any questions you may have and help expedite communication.

God bless you all; Never ever give up Hope!

Mel

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