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Nicholas

Hi everyone,

I'm looking for some feedback. I guess it was early-mid last month when I was experiencing extreme purging.

I think I wrote about it in the forum. I kept purging for maybe two weeks straight from my chin. It was so uncomfortable and seemingly endless.

I purged so much that my chin was numb for weeks afterward. When I finally stopped purging from my chin it went to my back- neck area and then cycled heavily for at least a few days. When that finished my skin felt rough and dead in that area.

Then I had a reprieve from purging, a few here and there for like two weeks . I began to need a lot more rest than I had before. When I spoke with Mel about this he said that the disease was no longer coming out of the skin so I needed to fight it internally and that required a great deal more rest.

I thought I had turned a corner and that I was done with that part but I was wrong.

The other day the crawling sensation was back on my head. I hadn't had that in months. I ignored it like it wasn't real but, it was.

I started purging again. Not nearly as badly as before and I still feel that I have turned a corner. It feels like my immune system is getting stronger. I still am requiring more rest than usual. I sometimes find it hard to get out of bed. Today, I called in sick to work which I normally feel guilty about, but not today. We have to put ourselves first sometimes. I think we probably all have that need to care for others before ourselves and it could be part of why our health has fallen.

So I have to look at how I fed the disease. My diet lately has been about a half cup of brown rice with a high protein meal such as chicken in chicken in coconut curry, or beef stew (less starch like vegetables), chili with a fractional amount of beans. I usually only eat two times a day- lunch and dinner. As far as beverages I mostly drink water occasionally a little coconut water but not quite often. I've had a few tangerines a day for maybe 4 days.

Also , while lying in bed today lacking energy with muscle pain and weakness in my legs. I said "I'm going to beat this. I'm going to fight this" to myself and the pain went away suddenly. I was then able to get out of bed and complete some daily chores. I thought this may be an important piece for someone else to try.

Look in the mirror and tell yourself that your going to fight this with everything you have and know that you have God in your corner.

Love,

Nicholas