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Nicholas

Hello All,

I was given a suggestion to read (FOLLOW THE JOURNEYS) by Prof. Mel.

I must say that I found it very uplifting and positive. Ellen of Troy has some really great insight and perspective on this disease and more so, the recovery. She had some really good points on fear, saying that it was fear that motivated her to do and eat the right things. She spoke about the isolation we all must face.

Like her, I have a mostly understanding family who are watching me get better since I began the protocol in March of 2018 (9 months or so). She also touched on the fact that we have to hide this surreal disease from the 'real' world. I shared with some people at work I thought I could trust only to find out I should have kept quiet. Anyway, I'm not itching like crazy all of the time now.

Also, she made mention of a hospital room she visited a friend in hospice and it was a room where her niece passed in a year prior. I found this interesting because it brought a sense of peace to her.

She turned a negative circumstance into a positive perspective perhaps because she now had a stronger relationship with God.

I don't know that this is worthy of posting as all of you probably have read the same thing but I actually am sorry I didn't create a journal of my own like others did. It's a good way to reflect on where you were and how far you've come in times of doubt and despair.

Well as for me 9 months in now and I am still feeling movement on my scalp and feet mostly. This all but went away until a month ago. It was so long that I was questioning if it was real. But is was and it is....

As real as it is, this time I am remaining calm and actually appreciating life more maybe?

I'm enjoying time with family and had a great T'day and Christmas.

I am looking forward to healing in 2019.

Since I've had this sickness I've moved out of my home in Dec last year. Three months later joined this community and protocol- taking supplements, changing my diet, rekindling my relationship with God, talking to people, helping people, accepting help from people , and learning so much about life.

I just changed my position at work to one with less stress and less responsibilities and I am feeling like for once I can put myself first. Like ,it's ok to take time for yourself and do right by yourself.

In fact, it's the only path to wellness, I'm learning.

Giving back to this community is imperative to me.

It makes me feel good inside like I have a sense of purpose in life. It's really become my social life these days and I'm thankful because I know that as isolated as we may feel -

we are not alone. We have each other to lean on and learn from and that is invaluable. It cannot be measured and that's the way God intended.

So yes- Peace. Ellen found it that day and I am finding that it will be ok because we have God and we have each other to hold on to. There's so much to be grateful for.

LOVE and PEACE,
Nicholas

P.S. Prof. Mel I'm still working on my homework