12/25/2009
12:23:53 AM
Thank you Mel and Pamela..
it was a tuning point for me in my isolation to get a peronal response' not to jump yet'..which woke me up to how bad I really was feeling...and someone 'heard' and I wasn't alone anymore. It's been almost a year of a hard stuggle. It's Christmas now..one degree and the radio is charting Santa's route.
I gave up TV, the roommates, the townhouse in False Creek by the Ocean, any savings I had, oh, and cute clothes..and longer hair, and a bed and couch, and rugs, comforters. Actually, better to talk about what I have..love and appreciation for unconditonal love and the kindness of strangers, appreciation of nature and our culture...including last minute shoppers it's all good. Sunsets, and the ability to ride a bike and skate(roller and ice). And I'm learning the computer..yay. And I can still answer'not love' with love. Double yay. and I moved after 28 years..so it can be done. The skys the limit but it is my fondest wish for this new year to be released from the 'mite' esperience permanently..soon.
sincerely, with love,
Sherry
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