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3/31/2010 2:02:00 PM | Well, day..um maybe four in the same outfit (if you could call it that) boxers and a t-shirt the t-shirt is now ripping from all the soaking and washing and is now see through!!! embarrassing!! I have to live with my stepmom and dad. (nightmare). i have tried every avenuw with the washing. I always inspect my clothes before I put them on (probably need to stop doing that) and those buggers are still alive. I read somewhere that if bleach doesn't kill them it nutralizes them...judging by all the stinging I am feeling today I'm gonna say it must vary. I am emotionally exhausted now. Being trapped in the house, in the same clothes and in this infected body is starting to wear on me now. On a better note, internally I am feeling better. Still crawling on my scalp and legs. I took a detox bath last night and felt one in my hand running to deeper tissue (and it hurt like all hell, not to mention scared the dickens out of me). I don't know if I'm moving in the right direction but I do know that re-infection and my clothing and environment is my main problem. My dad wants to take me to see his doctor (why? I don't know.) I have already been to so many doctors. I find it weird he still wants to blow 300 dollars on a doctor's visit when i know what they will say, rather than spring for a vinyl mattress cover so that I don't have to sleep on trash bags anymore. I hate that I can't work out here and I'm broke like this. It seems to have created an additional prison fro me to be trapped in. Note to any who are looking for an antifungal..GARLIC is some serious stuff. I continually up my dosage because of the reinfection issue and notice a difference almost always. I chop it up and eat it raw (and taking nutra sliver now). It takes a while to see serious results but I noticed 'things exiting' after the first day. Hoping and praying I can get into my own space SOON and start doing some serious healing in a pest free environment. If anyone has any ideas on the clothing issue or what clothing i can buy that may be safe PLEASE let me know. My birthday is tomorrow. Maybe I can just sleep through it. |
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