Nicole
11/27/2012
4:45:44 PM | Hi Teresa
I'm doing well considering the circumstances. Tyler goes to his dads every other weekend,and he stayed for a long holiday this last weekend. His dad doesn't really know the circumstances fully. At one time I tried to explain,and It was not being recieved well. Soo when Tyler goes there he eats anything,and is off the protocol!Today after school he was saying mommy sometimes I have misquittos bite me. They get in your house and bite:( I'm soo sad I can't explain to him what is happening,explain to others what his needs are! All of my treating Tyler,and I is very secretly! I live w/ a family member who also thinks I went crazy. Which make it doubley difficult! When making my mms at night she asks why it smells like bleach! I pray she dont think I'm drinking bleach! At this point in his life I still bath & dry him so he hasn't really seen the hairs & fibers. I'm sooo grateful to have accsess to the protocol! I believe it's helping ig time... He does sooo much better when he's w/ me,less pinchy, & hairs! Although even I have a hard time monitoring his diet fully, family will give him cookies & Ice cream at times!! I try sooo hard to keep the sugar out but... When your dealing w/ the 'crazy label' not easy, they want to know why I wont let have have just a little... Thats where I just have to surrender! God has made the way, my fear does not benifit him or I! Soo Yea..dinatly building strengh!:)Anywhoo... I'm feeling better,and better though... kinda sleepy,a bit cranky but better!! Getting Ty back on the protocol, he'll have amost 2 weeks on and then 2 days off. Hopefully the ratio will still have enough of an effect!
Love & Bleesings,
Nicole |
