I have wanted to sit and write you a thank you for being on the call and I apologize I have not done so sooner!
Also, as I recall I didnt let you get a word in...sorry about that also...I just let it ALL out and whew all off my chest...thank you for understanding!
I am in the Health field and feel in my best interest I might pursue another field so that has had me wrapped up these last few days...I am sure you felt the need to "self check" down the list of your life and that is where i am right now.
Ive been extremely tired..sleeping well but waking up exhausted..
I feel like its healing not a bad thing..doing my best with that.
I have some cleaning to do but sleep is my priority to nite even though the thought of not cleaning will drive me bonkers lol!
I hope this note finds you well and may God Bless you always.
And many thanks again. Mel and I are playing phone tag but hopefully we can talk soon.
Your friend in Mass,
Good Morning Ellen,
I am new to this forum and just had my 1st call with Mel.
I am also from Massachusetts.
I have read and re-read and re-read your story....and I think in a strange way because you are from Massachusetts also reality has sunk in for me that this is here ..its true..it's not a bad dream that I am going to wake up from..it happened to Ellen ..it is happening to Kelly right her in my own back yard.
I am blessed to read your story and recovery...your strength is beyond amazing...I see alot of my own story in yours but Mel told me to stop crying...I try really hard...it hits me out of no where...I am a very strong, intelligent fun loving woman and my life has been ripped out from underneath and Im mad about it!!
Seeing your journey lifts me up when I am so down...when the tears are flowing..when I am mourning my old life..I will never be the same after this and hopefully I will be able to live my life again as yourself and write about it to inspire other.
Thank you for your truthfulness...your strength in adversity and most of all your courage...God Bless you always.
I told Mel that he could give you my number if you have a moment..
thank you Ellen.
A New New New Warrior from Mass,