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How I Cured Morgellons
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10/5/2017 10:41:43 AM |
I'm very very happy and touched and shocked in a lovely way!!! I just got a call from Mel. I had spent the morning going over all the ingredients in the extension kit trying to think of the most important ones to try and buy for the second month of the protocol. Already absolutely delighted that I'm receiving the basic protocol that the, "He who cares all foundation," is sending me. it is probably flying through the air as we speak between continents :-) Nope it just arrived. Well, Lo and behold what did Mel say to me? That we would figure out the extension kit that I would need as well as the receiving WPS!!! I was like, "No way!!!" he said, "yes!" Now it's not often I'm speechless :-) people who know me can attest to that. But hey I was speechless for a while. I can't really believe it's happening, but it's going to:-) Six and a half years it's been. Six years of being falsely diagnosed with DOP by doctors who don't have a clue, including infectious disease doctor and dermatology. I went to a psychiatrist to prove them wrong. I suffer from anxiety, yes but I'm not delusional. And he proclaimed, 'delusions,' I cried in front of him like a little child. Over the years starting in 2012 I started to read Mel's forum and particularly the stories of people's journeys.. The two lovely ladies I forget their names, Justin, Peter.. When my morgellons deteriorated badly in 2013 the whole year I read these stories over and over and listened to Christian radio day and night, the lesions were very very bad and here I was in severe despair. I clung to the stories, they were a life raft. I'm on my own, isolated and whilst I was very sad others suffered, it helps to know you are not alone with this Sci fi like weirdness doesn't it!! But I never in a million years thought I would get the protocol. I cobbled together this and that and I took WPS myself at one point , but the herxheimer reaction was severe because I wasn't on enough detox products and my immunity not strong enough. I caution other people not to do that, because you are out on a limb if you don't have the right products alongside you to nourish your body. I have had several flare ups of this disease being bad, have long standing candida caused by penicillin 22 years ago. Insect bites have flared it up, infected clothing,insecticide made it very bad (I read afterwards that permethrin depletes immunity allowing pathogens already in your system to take hold). wifi has flared it too, even trying to use a tablet made me flare up badly with morgs I was so freaked out. . I feel the electricity with the mobile phone but I handle that, just.. thank God. I have moved five times in five years. At first I left the bird mite infested house took nothing, I don't recommend that as the morgellons was already in my system I didn't know what the black fibers were at that point. Left the next flat it was moldy and damp and freezing cold, the next flat had a leaking sewage pipe outside my window and faulty drains.. Had to turn on washing machine to drain the kitchen sink, the shower smelt of eggs, sulphur. The next flat there was a sewage leak in the garden and when they zapped it, it went through the flat up through the floor boards as the landlords son had fitted pipes himself erroneously, it ruined my bed and everything stank of sewage. I got novovirus for over a month and was nearly homeless for the second time. Took this flat and there was insulation fluff blocking the central heating for ten months, eventually it was condemned and it broke but it had been very dangerous. All of this on top of other health issues I have endometriosis, migraines, digestive issues, anxiety and I'm pretty sure undiagnosed aspergers. I find dealing with things very very stressful. I might be a big grown up, but I get overwhelmed by difficulties very easily and am highly sensitive too, good for empathy but it's not always easy to live with. I kept wondering if I was being punished or if someone was wishing me harm. A few years before the bird mites I left my home as my abusive ex kicked the door in, in the middle of the night.. So I moved sixty miles away to be safe . I didn't know anyone, but I thought I was safe in my flat . Only to be swarmed at by bird mites and get lyme and morgellons. I have Big issues around feeling safe. I have no family support and avoid people because of this disease. I haven't had a hug in many years, I don't like being touched although I was a very affectionate person before. How i would love to be able to cuddle another person again or even have the touch of a hand, the gentleness of it would be soo lovely. Each time I feel despair over morgellons and the general sense of no safety in my life, I pray over and over and God does help when there is nothing else to hold on to, he holds us up. It was a dream to get the protocol, especially since I live in another continent thousands of miles away. And now to be told not only am I getting the protocol but indeed extension kit and WPS help too.. I cannot believe it really. Am I in a dream? No, it's actually real. Wow!! So, here I am.. The reason I tell you a bit of my story is to share with you a recurring theme of me not feeling safe in my home, or with my belongings often, or definitely not feeling safe and secure in my own body. Where am I at present with morgellons symptoms? They are a law unto themselves up till now. The damp and the rain of which we get a lot makes them worse, the heat makes them worse, electromagnetic sensitivity, I follow a very low carb diet. I dream about potatoes, but I don't eat them :-) Creamy mash is my idea of a little taste of heaven. But, you know, cauliflower is a good substitute it really is. You learn to adapt and accept what you can have. Is it all a spiritual journey we are on? I guess everything teaches us and this all does teach us in such a difficult way. So, you see how my sense of safety and security is always being knocked off its axes. Also, my dog has morgellons too and a myriad of other health complaints (I have to give her chemicals that are pretty toxic so we are safe re fleas as I cannot be around any biting insects and not good for her either ) . I adore her but would never get another animal after she goes because of insect, Parasites, morgellons. I think having an animal makes things a lot more difficult, though I will love her till death do us part. She's my best friend and she loves me dearly too:-) But I cannot control the things outside my flat..the insects etc. So. After dealing with all of these difficulties and feeling unsafe a lot of the time.. To be now told.. We hear you, you need help, we understand what this disease and illness is doing to your life.. Not only that.. But guess what? We have tools you know that you can work with. We have experience and hey we are going to give you these tools!!!!! What!?!?!?! Woweee!?!?!?!? "This is my only chance at getting better and I cannot thank everybody enough. Thanks you Mel so very much and all the people involved in the foundation. Thanks to all the people who very kindly and compassionately have donated to each and every one of us who are getting help. I know no one takes this for granted... Not for a single second. Because when this is bad it's like being in hell isn't it. And only others who have suffered or do suffer know exactly what I'm talking about. We wish we could go back in time and erase it. We can't, it happened. This is the only hope we have, which is to fight it properly with the correct medicines and diet and slowly but surely watch our immune system get stronger and stronger. It's wonderful to be able to be given this chance in a lifetime to fight this.. Properly. I know it won't be easy, Mel said I will get sicker as the meds fight the disease. But it's a journey to take us back to the heart of ourselves before the disease came. We are not this illness, but sometimes we are buried under it aren't we... So the people of the foundation and those that donate are effectively helping to pull us out from the rubble that surrounds us and weighs us down. So that we can be strong enough to ensure toxins, or insect bites or electromagnetic stress cannot floor us .SO we can fight the lyme, morgellons, candida, bartonella etc and in time watch symptoms being attacked and getting less and less. The medicines will provide a structure and a framework for the immune system and we won't be knocked down like a little tree with no roots.. Not any more. We will fight back and gain in strength. And then, we will see ourselves again beyond all this trauma and difficulties. We will be able to breathe and relax in our own skin and be able to feel safe and secure again. To feel safe and secure is the most important gift in the world. So, thank you Mel.. From the bottom of my heart :-) | |||
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