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How I Cured Morgellons
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1/25/2020 3:52:34 PM |
It's been pretty intense the last few weeks. As some of you may already know from reading this blog or in conversation, last year I originally experienced crawling sensations on my head, nose and ears, followed by bites on my face a week or so later. More bites appeared on the flank and groin of my body. From that point the M symptoms really kicked in but no more bites. This was an extremely traumatic experience for me. Earlier this month, I got an itchy red mark appear on my cheek. A mark that is no longer itchy and has faded, but persists 2/3 weeks after and very reminiscent to what I had experienced last year. It's been a trying time mentally for me. To try not to overly rationalise, to have faith. Part of me thinks, was it a bite or is it M all along? Was this another cycle? This full moon (this period in general astrologically is very powerful atm) was very strong and I've experienced some symptoms that had quietened down flare up again. In part it's me, I had got used to not having certain symptoms and let slip with the protocol, not being as regimented as I was. Interestingly a friend of mine informed me a month or two ago that he needed to call in the pest controllers because one of his housemates had thousands of bed bugs needing to be removed from his bed. At the time, i felt all the old feelings flow up to the surface, my mind racing as to whether I had hugged him recently, is he carrying them on his person?? and yet he was very calm and rational. He said it was just a part of life and that they will go, they are washing clothes at the recommended temp and the pest guys were coming. He hasn't mentioned it since. I found it fascinating how he had a completely different mental and psychological response to the delivery of such news and it made me think a lot about the trauma and patterns that have been imprinted onto me. Would I be reacting in the same way had I not gone through M? When do I consciously acknowledge and work through these issues and heal these fissures? It has been a journey the last 6-7 months and I strive to continue to learn, to grow, to purge and to love. I know that I am different from when I started. Sending my love and thoughts to you all my brothers and sisters. Love to our Father and Lord in Heaven. | ||||||
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