Julia B
3/30/2019
10:36:32 AM | |  | |
Hi Mel and Friends,
I am still very afraid, whether that is rational or not.
Also, the fear is PTSD related because it was so miserable when we had it then. (It was hell on earth, which I am sure all Morgellons sufferers can relate to.)
Interesting to hear your point of view. That must have been your experience, and that seems lucky and good, but I found that my cats spread it onto my chairs and ottoman, because I never sat on those places yet I felt the sensation of something on me as soon as I sat on the ottoman a few years later, when I was finally well.
So ...as you say every body and situation is different...therefore we may each have different experiences.
Perhaps If I had known about ozone generators or WSP at that time of my first encounter w Morg, (which I did not) then I would not be re-infected now.
So you can imagine (if you can put yourself in my place) how difficult the Fear conundrum is. ... To clean and try to get rid of it for good, and/or risk getting reinfected again.
I am currently just using the ozone generator to try and kill it, so it doesn't get on me again, in whatever extreme form it was in my house.
I will try to hear your voice in my head, telling me not to worry, to Let Go of the Fear.
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