Nancy G
6/17/2013
8:21:55 PM | Hello there- been a while since I posted. I thought I would give an update. I had a set back and Mel and John gave me a call and I want to thank them from the bottom of my heart. They both agreed since I had to move out of state 9 hours from my sons, this was a trauma and so we decided it was like starting over on the protocol since getting here. I have been in my new southern home away from home now almost 3 months. I am back up to 17 drops of MMS and start 18 drops tonight. I am waiting on the big herx. I have a lot of fatigue still and good and bad days. I am off all anxiety medication and only use it if I feel I will completely panic (which has only happened once in the last few weeks since going off it). I realized the side effects of anxiety meds were not doing me any good and I could not tell what response was due to what. I am walking almost daily about ten minutes with the dog. My daughter's dog has had zero problems with me being here so I am very happy about that. I don't pet her or let her lick me though. But I do walk her. I still have those lesions and have to wear long sleeves in the hot south- but that's okay, I am adjusting and they keep the AC on here everywhere really cold in this southern state. I went to see Man of Steel ( Superman) at the IMAX 3D last weekend. I felt like I was Cinderella at a ball getting out of the house! I have found a few libraries I hang out at to get out and I am resting a lot. I still miss my sons like crazy and cry over it but then I get it out of my system and move on. I have started some new things with my laundry to see if I can reduce the fibers in my clothes. Time will tell. Right now I am unable to work and that is okay but I miss people. My daughter has a very active life so I am alone a lot. Well, I am hanging in here, still not super great, but not horrible either. I think it will take me longer than 18 months, but I am still battling this out. Nancy |
