Nan cy G
2/5/2013 10:52:25 PM | okay so here goes- not sure why it is so hard to post about my journey but it is... 2 months complete now 10 drops of MMS! The fact I am still here in the fight is really a miracle as I was in a pretty bad place several times with this battle... but here I am still battling in the beginning of month three- I have been going back to the posts and reading to see what others have said and it is helping me a lot to understand the progression of two steps forward and one back that many have taken -
So I will post what is better and what I am still fighting- So what's better- My cognitive functioning is much better although I still have days but overall much better- much more emotional control-not crying as much but although I still have days- some lesions and sores healing, being able to have periods of time when I am not thinking about Morgellons, less overall itching and crawling sensations ( minus full moon), washing sheets every two or three days instead of every day, wearing jeans two days in a row- yep I did and was fine- washing hair every other day instead of every day, less ocd cleaning, periods of more energy and getting more done in a day- Thank you God and Protocol for all this
What is still a battle- lots of light golden fibers on my arms and hands, new lesions that pop up just when others are healing- skin still pretty bad with lots of sores and scarring- flakes of white dandruff or lint fibers coming off my hair/scalp and all over my car - look like they fly but came to realize they are magnetic, finding occasional webbing of my hair - that freaks me out still but again I know this stuff likes hair and hides in it- scalp lesions, black specks in urine, white little fibers like salt specs on black clothes, keeping clothes bagged or in bins still, lint rolling my coats and some clothes,skin treatments at night and hair treatments, spraying vinegar on shoes, not wearing socks, still having to battle the emotional toll but again not as bad- the ' what if's', warding off the desire to research knowing it's NOT good for me, feeling lonely and isolated still although getting out a bit more - fibers floating around me when I am with people feels surreal still- So onward I march-... taking one day at a time and believing I will get there and get my life back and hug my kids again- Overall- any improvements are better than where I was--- Thank you God and all here - prayers to all and hope for month three to bring me closer to getting my life back... everyone of you here are amazing ! |