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5/6/2018 7:27:20 AM |
Thank you for your inspiring and comforting response. Just a little side note - I love your name as it is so special in my family. It was interesting to hear that you think the bacteria that causes this survives in dark dank wet areas or in the blood of mites, ticks etc. So do I. I think the bacteria is Enterobacteria. Do you think your son contracted it from the mites versus actually cleaning your room? I believe that is what may have happened. But then, if that is so, how did your grandchild get it? Do you think he was exposed to the mites too rather than getting it from you? I just have to keep telling myself that people who suffer with this work, are social and no one they know has gotten it. My doctor says I am not contagious. I have been more social but that fear has not gone away. It has lessened but is always in the back of my mind. My constant prayer is if at least the entire medical world would acknowledge it and figure out for sure that we are 100% NOT contagious then it would be a easier to deal with. We have the cure through diet, Mel's protocol and most of all through the love, mercy and blessings of our Lord. Its just so hard to get past the things in the environment. It is getting less but I still fear that it could be transmitted through these particles. But I have not had to wash sheets, blanket, etc as often. But wiping my kitchen counters and floors drives me crazy. I have cedar blocks (which I put cedar oil on daily) on my kitchen counters, drawers as well as dresser drawer. I also diffuse cedar oil, spray Kleen Green, run a dehumidifier and ozone machine, both of which I was fortunate enough to have had before I got sick. After all this I still find fiber/particles, which probably no one else would see but I do. It is true there are less now than at the beginning so I guess I need to focus on that. I know the worrying and anxiety are not good for me. Unfortunately I have always been a worrier and I try everyday to surrender that worry to God so that I can have peace and heal. I am definitely getting better but as Mel has told me " I am a runner and a perfectionist." But these can be both good traits or bad depending on how you look at it. Remember Christ said " Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find. knock and it shall be opened unto you..." That is one of my favorite bible verses! I had never heard the saying from Mother Julian. It is beautiful -she is as inspiring as Mother Therese. Thank you and God Bless! | |||
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