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Original 12/3/2018 Post | ||||
Nicholas 12/3/2018 9:01:01 AM |
Hello to all who read this, You are here for a reason. If you are here reading this, then you've tried just about everything else that is on the internet EXCEPT for the one place that costs (almost) nothing. As I look back I came from a scary time in my life wondering what it was I had. How do the doctors and specialists not see that what I'm going through is real? I know it's real because I spent 46 years of my life without crawling, biting, and stinging. Most of my life was without course fibers, black specs, and white granules coming out of my skin. This is REAL and it's scary as hell not to mention lonely. It's hard to explain to family and most of the time they want to have you committed. Then there's trying to explain that mommy or daddy is sick today and cant go out side. Why can't you just play with me for a little while? No No. But, What is it? Is it contagious? Where did it come from? How did I get it? What can I do about it? I vacuum the house for hours every day. I showered a few times a day. I've called pest control to spray the house at hundreds of dollars a pop. I've sprayed dangerous powerful pesticides on my skin. Bleach, Borax, Windex, Antibiotics, Antifungals, Vinegar, Permethrin cream, on and on. And here I am. I've taken samples put them in bags and on slides for the microscope. Hundreds of photos zoomed in to granules and fibers. I showed them to people in the medical field with only the look you get when someone thinks you're crazy. You need help. Maybe you should be on psychotropic medication? But, it's not in my head , it's right here on this slide, in this photo . "Don't you see that? It looks like a leg and that over there is the body". I remember very clearly one afternoon, when I was at my wits end, I dropped my 4 year old off with his nana and asked if she could take care of him. I tearfully drove home and got on my computer to see if my life insurance covered suicide. It didn't. I looked around the internet for my answer to my problem. All of them used scare tactics and at the end of the horrifying posts and pictures is (low and behold) the cure you've been looking for. The magic medicine for the amazing low price of $$$$. And guess what? Your still here and your still sick. The last place I thought I'd find the answer is the site howicuredmorgellons.com. I read an article from Mel who gave a clear message of what he had experienced and how he researched everything he could. He tried many different things in different combinations while crawling around his floor to weak and to sick to get up. His testimony was galvanizing and since everything else I had tried FAILED, I thought maybe I should keep quiet and listen. most of the times that voice inside is correct! I emailed Mel and guess what? He emailed me back because he emails EVERYONE back. So he suggested I come to the conference calls on Saturdays. But doesn't he know I have important things to do on Saturdays? Well I made it to the calls despite myself and I heard from people all over the country and in other countries who had the same exact symptoms I was having. The itching , the scratching, the fibers, the particles, the crawling all on the call with me. And there I was beaten down physically from sores, mentally with brain fog and spiritually without hope. That's what this disease wants - hopelessness, anxiety, anger, and depression to name a few. This was in March of 2018. I was welcomed by the community although I had not much to offer. I couldn't put two complete sentences together and I was shy in general never mind talking about this disease (that doesn't exist). But I made a commitment to myself to listen and take suggestions. Eventually and reluctantly I came around more and more often. I got a little better at sharing. I prayed that God take my anxiety away from me while I was on the call. I prayed for strength to gather my scattered thoughts and put them into sentences that people could understand. It took time and work but I got there. And I'm not going anywhere. My first direct Suggestion was to PRINT the FAQ's on the website. My second thing was to get on the Protocol. My third thing was to listen to calls any chance I could. Fourth Read the Forum. Wow, In those calls and in the forum pages you will find every answer to every question you could think of- to my knowledge. My Firth suggestion was to sign up for One on One coaching with Mel (an absolute necessity for me). There are 7 guiding principles that are essential. There is a Tips For Beginners tab to help those who are new and overwhelmed be more comforted. There is so much information on here that it's impossible to list. Here we share love, hope, and inspiration. We do not trade horror stories as the internet is filled with plenty. The protocol works. It's slow and it takes perseverance, strength and courage. I pray for the people in this community ; My heart breaks for the ones who never find it or choose to leave it. The people here have hundreds or thousands of scars on their body and are some of the most beautiful people on the planet. May God's strength and wisdom be with us. I love you all, Nicholas . ] | |||
Responses (Newest First) | ||||
Susan 10/31/2019 12:48:41 PM |
Hi Neal, I am glad that you have recovered from pneumonia, I have had it in the past and sure make you feel bad. I would like to talk to you if you could please call me when you have time. I want to talk to you about ways you have dealt with breathing issues in the past that might help me. Please get my contact information from Mel. Sue | |||
linda 6/25/2019 8:46:08 AM |
Hi Nicholas, I'm so glad that you are feeling better and sounding so good on the prayer calls. I appreciate your prayers and thinking of me, it means so much. You are also full of knowledge and determination and are doing all that you can to be well and beat this. I love to hear your little Mason in the background. It is good to hear that he is happy and healthy. You are so lucky to have him, I think that having my granddaughter is such a blessing and keeps me going knowing I have to be there for her as well as myself. From the time I started listening to the conference calls, you have come so far, talking mores and reaching out to others and I am so happy for you. Take good care and blessings to you and little Mason, Linda | |||
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