Freddie Bean
8/28/2018
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Hi Micky and Anna
Thank you very much both for the warm welcome.
It is so silly that I clam up, my mouth opens but I cannot get anything out other than a giggle, a lot is down to there being an audience, I am fine on a one to one, if fact I have just spoken to Mel and he had to "time me out" because I was talking too much!!:)
Yes I think you are right Anna once I get to know you all I will feel more relaxed, I have stubbled so badly over words.. forgetting in mid sentence what I was talking about,forgetting what an object was called or bizarrely calling it something completely unconnected that it put me off speaking, I think this has got better lately well since I have been on the diet and not so stressed since knowing what was happening and why and that I wasn't going mad!
Well your dog is very lucky boy as my cats were subjected to not being fed and their water bowel running dry, it's a good job that they weren't house cats so they would have always been able to feed and water themselves.
Micky not sure about laughing but someone told me once that it takes more effort to frown than smile so as I am tired most of the time best I keep smiling :) and what I love to do is when I am out in the car smile at on coming drivers... it's amazing how catching it is, a bit like yawning :)
I just love giggling you should hear me when I talk to Chrissie she is so funny and full of fun and has such a lovely positive attitude. It's good to know that someone is there not only to talk about Morgellons but someone there to take your mind of it for a wee while.
Looking forward to maybe hearing you next Saturday hope you have a great week.
Freddie x
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