| | mel
11/21/2011
1:15:15 PM
| Welcome Sheryl,
As you might have noticed, this thread has been dormant for a little over two years. You are not the first person to ask this question.
As you scroll down the thread to my response dated 10/12/2009, you will notice that I endured a bankruptcy and yet somehow I survived.
It has always been a goal of this website to provide products to as many as possible who are in financial need. Unfortunately, with limited resources, we have not done as much as we hoped we could have.
At this time, with the restoration of my own health and the new-found ability to walk again, my new goals include expanding our ability to serve to new horizons.
Therefore, we are in the final stages of establishing a new foundation, How I Cured Morgellons Foundation,Inc., a Nevada Not for Profit corporation serving the Morgellons Community worldwide.
It is our hope that this will compel people to help us help others like yourself on a tax advantaged basis. We will be making a post later this week called "New Horizons" to outline the short term and long term objectives of this newly formed corporation.
As I have often said, many things are necessary to regain your health. Hope is essential. Patience is a must. Through God, all things are possible.
God Bless, Never Give up Hope!
Mel | Sheryl W
11/21/2011
12:19:29 PM
| What about those of us who can't afford these products? I am tapped out financially after a year of testing and different doctors with only the results of humiliation, increased frustration and depression of knowing I can't find a local doctor who will even consider Morgellons! It's encouraging to know that there is help, but frustrating to know that I can't afford to get the help I need! My hope is dwindling to no hope at all for myself. Taking my own life is completely out of the question, although the thoughts and desires to do so are increasing with each day of suffering! My thoughts are that I will die from this one day, and I have no idea how or what will happen to cause this death I will face. I don't know if I can live like this for the rest of my life, but there is nothing I can do, so I just deal with it the best that I can. Putting my self on 'auto ignore' is the best I can do for myself, and there are days when that is just impossible! I am thankful that I do not have lesions yet, or fibers coming out of my skin. But I do have all the other symptoms and they get worse each day. I am going into my second year of this now. I don't have much hope left. God is my strength just to get from one day to the next and without Him I would have taken my own life already. What are we supposed to do? Those of us who can't do what you suggest for help?
Seryl Wh | Teri
11/9/2009
6:59:31 PM
| In reading your protocol, I did not notice that you used skin applications to minimize itching. I understand that getting rid of morgellons is an inside job, but applications of albenzadol or milk of magnesia to itchy or raw skin mediates discomfort on the outside. I tried a lot of products purchased from a feed store and discovered Valbazen, 11% albenzadol which helps quiet the critters and dry up leisons. Milk of Magnesia works, as well, but is also very drying to the skin. It's necessary to moisturize the skin frequently no matter what skin applications you are using. In making yourself well again, one has to constantly change out medications whether they are used inside or outside your body. The critters are very adaptable, after all they are living in human bodies instead of plants or vermin. | John B
10/27/2009
9:51:23 AM
| I thank Mel for his determination and obedience, and I PRAISE GOD for creating this beautiful place... | G
10/26/2009
1:04:10 AM
| Love to you Mel,
Waterfalls of love, hugs and more hugs.
G | Kim S
10/15/2009
1:45:14 PM
| Pammie Mae, AMEN! and thank you so much for your kind words and words of encouragement. I agree completely!!!!
I keep reading what you said- very wise Pammie- let's detach from anything that would wound, in order to serve itself- anything that uses life in a meaningless way!
I pray God uses us for Kingdom work and that we do not get too distracted from that call. That we remember we are spirit, soul, and body!
The other day I was feeling down about my health and my body and I know God brought that to mind- it gave me such joy!
He said why Kim are you so upset about your body- you are more than that Kim. I created you to be spirit, soul, and body.
Don't me wrong God does care about our health and healing, about our body, He created us. But He also cares about our spirit and soul! Much love, Kim | Pamela Mae
10/15/2009
2:23:43 AM
| Kimmie - Godly Girlie,
Thanks for sharing your test results.
Hoping in the future this will help others.
There is perhaps also another great development with the testing,remind me to tell you on my site okay?
We are the pioneers.We are guided by our heavenly father-who has such great wisdom.His knowledge is beyond any power on earth or any stinken disease.
I have been a bit distracted lately but God has given me a wake up call a reality check.
We have a calling a strong directive in life.
To be great in the eyes of God is to serve.
Lets serve and connect with those God has annointed with His beutiful Holy Spirit in such a way that they radiate the light
Lets detach from anything that would wound,in order to serve itself- anything that uses life in a meaningless way-
I am praying for you and your family,will talk more on my site sweet girl..
Blessings,
Pammie Mae ...hugs to you | Kim S
10/14/2009
6:16:41 PM
| Thank you Mel, that is very true. If we don't have our health- we have nothing! You are right! Thanks for sharing and God bless YOU. I agree we need to do all we can do to get well! We need to get rid of as many expenses as we can and use what money we do have wisely! Much love! Kim | Pamela Mae
10/13/2009
2:58:48 AM
| Mel man,
It is very true we all have choices,and we are the only ones responsible for those choices.
You are fearless big man,bold.
Please forgive me for being so distracted today.
This is beautiful and I have seen so much growth and the beauty of Gods love through the comfort and support given here.
Make me sit still when I need to read...hey?
Bless you my sweet friend,
Pammie Mae
| Auntie M
10/12/2009
11:21:57 PM
| Dear Mel,
I went through bankruptcy due to illness 10 years ago and felt profoundly humiliated at the time. More recently, I did not have the proper insurance for hospitalization so again, my inability to pay my medical bills has placed me back in the position of no credit worthiness. Living without money and not being able to work to earn it, is forcing me to have far greater faith in the spiritual realm as the source of my Supply. I am being forced to CHANGE the way I perceive the world. Ralph Waldo Emerson, an American philosopher said in his essay on Compensation, 'Such...is the natural history of calamity. The changes which break up at short intervals the prosperity of men are advertisements of a nature whose law is growth. Evermore is the order of nature to grow, and every soul is by this intrinsic necessity quitting its whole system of things, its friends and home and laws and faith, as the shellfish crawls out of its beautiful but stony case, because it no longer admits of its growth, and slowly forms a new house...But to us, in our lapsed estate, resting, not advancing, resisting, not cooperating with the divine expansion, this growth comes by shocks...'
Okay, that's enough philosophy. But for me, I am growing and learning so much because of this M experience. I am grateful to individuals like you who have had the courage to go public with your process to help so many others. I believe we are 'canaries in the mine' and that we will be helping so many others who will face this in the future. You give me hope. Thank you. | Susanne
10/12/2009
8:21:22 PM
| Ditto
Psalm 107:20 | ld
10/12/2009
7:14:11 PM
| Many kudos for Mel and John's company. It is wonderful how you support us all and giving of yourselves. The time and information that you have given shows what truly caring people you are. | johnb
10/12/2009
4:46:55 PM
| Dear Mel,
Your willingness to humble yourself so that others might be inspired provides Hope to a community that desperately needs it. The same source of courage and determination that led you out of this wilderness compels you now to serve others as they follow your lead.
Your unconditional love and concern for those fortunate enough to have been gathered here (not by accident)is evidenced by the sacrificial efforts you have consistently made on their behalf. It has truly been a blessing to witness what God is doing in and through your life.
Here in the midst of suffering and grief, of fear and condemnation, of rejection and shame, confusion and chaos, His beautiful hands are at work... and His unmistakable fingerprints are all over this labor of love He has laid before you.
In his letter to the first century Christian church in Rome, the Apostle Paul described how God uses our responses to the trials of life to transform us into His likeness:
"And so, dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice--the kind he will accept. When you think of what he has done for you, is this too much to ask?
Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do, and you will know how good and pleasing and perfect His will really is." Romans 12:1-2(NLT)
These new believers felt isolated, misunderstood and overwhelmed by a world that treated them roughly. They were being persecuted for their faith and tempted to be conformed to (and polluted by) the pagan cultures surrounding them.
Paul urged them not to submit to fear and compromise, but to choose transformation... from a self-centered life to one of continuous improvement and service to others. We are at our highest potential as empty vessels, ready and willing to be used for His glory.
I'm sure that when you set out to establish this website, you never dreamed of having the kind of dramatic impact you are having in so many lives. It is amazing what can be accomplished with pure motives. You may at the moment be of modest means by the world's standards, but in my eyes (and I suspect in the eyes of God), you are a very wealthy man.
Nonetheless, Logos cannot in good conscience continue to accept your money for the privilege of sending you nutritional support for your personal use as needed. And if the world chooses to interpret this as a conflict of interest, then so be it.
| Mel **
10/12/2009
2:46:14 PM | Hiya All,
Welcome-as always!
This question was first asked on Sept 17th., and I have taken a long time in responding. We all have a private side to our being and may not wish to disclose every little detail about our personal lives.
This was a struggle for me, as it may well be for others. As evidenced in my bankruptcy appearance of October 1, 2009, in which the court appointed trustee dismissed my case.
I am not sure if she felt bad for me because the way I walk or because of the hundreds of visible scars on my neck. Nonetheless, when I got to my car, I cried like a baby, much as I am now as I reveal this to you all.
In life we all have choices, so this is what I did:
I stopped using my car, cut down use by 90% (gas is not going to get cheaper), and changed my diet completely. The diet change was healthy and saved me money as the wrong foods actually cost more.
I could then afford my medications and supplements. Remember, "If you do not have your health, you have nothing"!
I will not discuss this further, nor do I want your pity. I am healthy once again and I am sure with the big Guy's help, all will be well.
Toughen up, one must be brave to beat our disease!
God bless you all,
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